it's him

Chapter 4 New Year's Eve

Jiang Yutian sends She Meng away.Sitting in front of the computer, thinking about whether to go back to the East District on New Year's Day.

He missed the man in the East District, but he didn't dare to see him.Fleeing to the West End didn't make my pain any less.However, what that person wants, he can't give, and if he can't give, how can he go back.

In Jiang Yutian's eyes, She Meng looks clean, but has a restless personality.As long as he's around, he'll be chattering non-stop.He is very smart, but he always says something unnutritious.Sometimes it will show a clumsy expression, which makes people want to bully.But in fact, he is a ruthless character who fights fiercely.

So Jiang Yutian gave him a definition, a contradictory body from inside to outside.

Through eating together these few days, Jiang Yutian has grasped She Meng's preferences.

Meat, no matter chicken, duck, fish offal, as long as it is meat, he will eat it with his life.

"Looks like I have to buy a freezer tomorrow." Jiang Yutian laughed involuntarily.

During lunch, Jiang Yutian managed to get the three of them to bow their heads.Xu Xiaofeng simply dismissed the person who brought the food, and was dignifiedly grabbing the "two share" brought by Jiang Yutian.

She Meng was so angry that she screamed.Risk your life to compete with them. "This is for me, you spit it out!"

"Oh! Don't be so stingy! Didn't you always eat me before!" Xu Xiaofeng consciously reasoned.While putting the tender and smooth beef into his mouth, he pushed She Meng's ferocious face with his hands.Yu Haiyang took the opportunity to eat a few bites.

Jiang Yutian looked at She Meng's face flushed with anger, helpless and defeated with both fists and four hands.

Laughed.

"Alas! Look quickly. I just smiled!" The students who were still in the classroom whispered.

"Really! It's the first time I saw him smile when I turned around from him," another girl answered.

"It's so handsome! It's almost comparable to my bar!" The girls chirped excitedly.

Hearing the discussion, She Meng immediately withdrew from the battlefield and turned to look at that smile.Unfortunately, what I saw was still the carved face.

"Dude, laugh again. I didn't see it just now." He leaned in front of Jiang Yutian and said anxiously.

"That's right! Dude, give this little girl a laugh~" Yu Haiyang imitated She Meng with his own low voice.

She Meng got up and gave him a kick that cut off his sons and grandchildren.Then he pinched the corner of Jiang Yutian's mouth with his hands. "Laugh again, laugh quickly!"

The thin layer of flesh on Jiang Yutian's face just made him pull it back and forth.

Because of being too anxious, She Meng ignored how ambiguous his actions are at the moment.When he realized it, Jiang Yutian's hands were holding his arm to prevent him from pulling his face again.

She Meng was taken aback.Only then did I realize that the faces of the two were so close.In front of him is Jiang Yutian's always down eyelids.She Mengteng straightened her waist like a spring.Run to the door.

Behind him was Yu Haiyang's roar: "I'm welcome if you don't eat!"

Jiang Yutian looked at She Meng who ran out, thoughtfully.

After school, Xu Xiaofeng came to Teacher Xie's house again.The man who opened the door seemed to be waiting for him, with a smile on his face.

"Mr. Xie, I've come to your house every day for the past two days, so I didn't give you any trouble." His attitude was completely different from when he was at school.

"Why? I'm very happy that you came to see me." The man always pinched the hem of his trousers when he spoke, not knowing whether it was nervousness or something.

If you know that I asked someone to beat you, I don't know if you are happy to see me. "Teacher, I think you've almost recovered. I won't bother you anymore." After speaking, Xu Xiaofeng stared closely at Teacher Xie's face, waiting to capture his reaction.

Sure enough, the man's expression changed from happy to disappointed. : "Oh. Good. You are so busy with homework now, don't delay your studies."

"Is the teacher unhappy?" He asked deliberately, deliberately making the man more nervous.

"Ah...how could it be. You have surprised me. I didn't know you at school before, but you are actually a kind-hearted child. Your grades are so good. Don't waste it." Mingming was very disappointed, but still comforted juvenile.

Xu Xiaofeng looked at his reaction proudly, smiled and said, "Teacher, can I come to your home for self-study in the future?"

"Ah?" The man looked at him in surprise, "It is possible, but..."

"Then it's settled. I'll go back today. Goodbye, Teacher Xie!" Before the man could react, the boy had already left in a hurry.

Finally, December 12st is here.The classroom is decorated with feasting lights.The whole style of a midnight market.

The three of them found a place with a good view to occupy.She Meng kept looking at his watch, stood up for a while, and walked to the door for a while.

"Oh my god! Can you calm down for a while? Every time Rainbow goes to class, he steps on the bell to enter the classroom. Why are you panicking? It's not yet time!" Yu Haiyang was also fidgeted by him.Snacks are no longer exciting.

"Why did you play your broken piano again? Don't you think you were ashamed last year?" Xu Xiaofeng sweated profusely when he saw the guitar behind Yu Haiyang.Last year, the rhythm was not the rhythm, and the tune was not the tune. Because of his obscenity, the whole class blushed and did not dare to laugh.This year, he still dares to show his face, and really wants to rub his face against the Great Wall to see who breaks it first.

Just as Yu Haiyang was about to reply, She Meng rushed to the door as a stepping stone. "You came!"

You don't need to look to know that the only one who can make She Meng's dog legs like this is that big rainbow.Xu Xiaofeng curled his lips with great taste.

Jiang Yutian sat down next to She Meng.She Meng suddenly took out a large bottle of wine from her schoolbag!

"I'll go! Huang Shiren, why didn't you take it out just now!" Yu Haiyang saw his wine eyes widen

"His Xi'er didn't come." Xu Xiaofeng winked at Jiang Yutian.

These words scared She Meng enough.Anyone who understands can hear what it means.He was very afraid of Jiang Yutian's disgusting reaction.

"Let me come." Said Jiang Yutian took the wine bottle from She Meng and opened the wine.

Xu Xiaofeng gave She Meng an ambiguous look, as if asking for credit and reward.

This night, amnesty the world.The students are having fun.The corridor is filled with the sound of music, and every three or five steps there is a couple hugging and chewing.

When drinking vigorously.Jiang Yutian went out to answer the phone and said he had to leave first.

She Meng doesn't drink well and tastes too much.As long as you touch some alcohol, 2B will be on your body.

In a daze, he seemed to see Yu Haiyang playing the guitar on stage, and then came down angrily.When he came on stage again, it was replaced by Jiang Yutian.

As soon as the classroom door was closed, he could clearly hear him playing and singing a song.There is endless tenderness in the eyes.

Accompanied by the music and Jiang Yutian's deep eyes, he slowly fell asleep.

In the dream, he actually dreamed that Jiang Yutian carried himself on his back.Be gentle.It's not like you're treating a buddy.But his own cherished person.

She Meng is greedy for everything in her dream.I even thought it was in a dream anyway, why not be bolder.So in the dream, I buried my head in that person's neck.The first skin-to-skin kiss.Although it is a dream.It feels so real.He even clearly felt the temperature from Jiang Yutian's back and the fragrance of his hair.

As I walked, the soles of my feet touched the ground.Jiang Yutian seemed to stare at him for a while.But maybe because in the dream, She Meng couldn't lift her eyelids.Like something is pressing on it.No matter how much he tried to open his eyes to see, it was of no avail.Finally, a heavy sigh came from my ear.

Hearing that sigh, She Meng's heart sank.Did he hate himself so much in the dream?

Even in dreams shaped by his own consciousness, he still hated himself.How sad.

Later, he saw the boy in Jiang Yutian's painting standing in front of them.Sure enough, he is a beautiful boy. The real person is more exciting than the picture.But for some reason, the boy seemed to have tears in his eyes.

After that he doesn't remember anything.Maybe the dream is still going on, but I chose to forget it.

When She Meng woke up, her head was still dizzy.Try to open your eyes to see where you are.

Seeing Yu Haiyang walking in wearing only a pair of baggy underpants, he realized that this was at his house.

"Yo! Master She! You're awake!"

"Hungry" faithfully reflects real feelings.

"Aren't you hungry? I slept all day and all night." Yu Haiyang looked resentful. "Wait, Xiaofeng will come over later." Yu Haiyang glanced at the person on the bed with disgust, and searched for clothes while rambling. "The good New Year's Day holiday was ruined by you two grandsons! Really! My Yanyan..."

Xu Xiaofeng brought over a bag full of food.Not in a good spirits.

"You're really good, boy! You really give me a face!" Xiao Feng teased She Meng first.

"Ah?" She Meng put aside the clothes that Yu Haiyang found for him, and searched the closet by himself. "What kind of ribbons do you have on your clothes?"

"Damn! That's called style!" Yu Haiyang has always advertised himself as a trendy clothing expert, but has been suppressed and disgusted by She Meng.

"You still despise him because of your English?"

It can be regarded as finding something that can make do with it.

"What did you say just now? What really works?" asked Xu Xiaofeng while wearing it.

"Okay! It's not once or twice that you drink too much and forget things. My brother will tell you fairy tales."

"Hello, viewers and friends, welcome to the Xiaofeng TV column. This column is broadcast under the title of Haiyang. It solves your loneliness, hunger and thirst..." Before she finished speaking, She Meng pushed her aside.

Xu Xiaofeng gave She Meng bowls and chopsticks, and at the same time put the dishes in front of him.

"Yesterday you put your arms around Rainbow's neck and repeated a sentence repeatedly..."

Hearing this, She Meng's hairs stood on end.I won't confess directly.

"Mom, don't go!" Xu Xiaofeng gently parted his thin lips.

"Pfft..." The meat that was just stuffed in his mouth spurted out.Damn! Where is this!

Yu Haiyang continued calmly and said: "The scene was so complete that Xiaofeng and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in. It was embarrassing. An old man lay on someone and called his mother. He even rubbed his nose with snot." She Meng A look stopped him.Yu Haiyang continued resentfully, "When it's over, you just say Jiang Yutian, I like you."

"Ahem..." His eyes were bloodshot from coughing.Why don't I have any impression of myself? !

"Oh my god! Are you still the man I know?" Yu Haiyang couldn't bear to look directly at She Meng's cowardly appearance.

"Your Rainbow didn't say anything." Xu Xiaofeng rolled duck meat for She Meng. "His little love came to him."

She Meng's heart that had just dropped was lifted again.

"You really hit the spot. Didn't you say that he might like men? I think he's having an affair with that little brother." Xu Xiaofeng analyzed.

After Yu Haiyang finished eating the duck, he raised his eyebrows and continued with great interest, "No way! When that kid came, Brother Rainbow's face changed. Originally, he wanted to take you to their house to sleep. But when that kid came, the whole put you aside."

She Meng couldn't eat anymore.He just knew it.I guessed it when I saw the painting.Jiang Yutian is such a non-expressive person, he can have that look when he draws that boy.Any fool can see how much he likes it.

The meat I ate just now was stuck in my chest, unable to get out or get out.How uncomfortable.

She Meng wiped the oil on her mouth.Return to normal. "I'm home."

Just as Xu Xiaofeng wanted to stop him, Yu Haiyang pulled up his collar. "You boy, where did you go when you threw him in my car on the day of the party?"

She Meng ignored them, opened the door and left.

Xu Xiaofeng broke away from Yu Haiyang and picked up the dishes.

"That direction is not going to your house. Tell me! What kind of love is it?"

"Love your uncle"

"I still don't admit it! Who do you think can make you let go of She Meng?"

Xu Xiaofeng was speechless.He went to Teacher Xie's house that day.Because I made an appointment with the teacher.

He wouldn't let him leave the drunk She Meng alone.Even if he is doing piston movement, a phone call from She Meng can make him come out to find him immediately.

But that day, Yu Haiyang, who had left She Meng to the second and fifth eyes, ran to see the teacher.

what is this.

During the three-day holiday, She Meng almost fell asleep.On the first day after returning from vacation, he was both apprehensive and anxious.I want to see Jiang Yutian quickly, but I am afraid of seeing Jiang Yutian.After all, I confessed when I was unconscious, so I can't pretend that it never happened.But at that time, after all, I was unconscious.I really want to see Jiang Yutian's response when he is awake.Although that might not be what he expected.

However, Jiang Yutian did not come this day.

After eating Jiang Yutian's food for a few days, and then eating Xu Xiaofeng's, it was really hard to swallow.Xu Xiaofeng was not used to it either, "I like to eat or not."

Yu Haiyang looked at the two elder brothers who were in a bad mood, at a loss as to what to do.

After school, the three tacitly went to take the bus together.Yu Haiyang was so moved that he almost cried. "You two are ungrateful! It's been a long time since I went home with him!"

"Get lost!" They said in unison, sharing the same hatred.

At the school gate, Teacher Xie stood not far away with a worn-out bag.Like waiting for someone.

The face with the heavy glasses is as comical as ever.Wear smart clothes.As if a serious person's posture.

Seeing She Meng and the others approaching, their bodies shrank obviously because of nervousness.

The three walked up to the teacher.

The tall student in the middle left him breathless.Tall body, superior height, handsome face.All made him hem and haw and speechless.Although all three of them were like this, only that one could make his heart palpitate like this.For the other two, they were just his students anyway.

She Meng was puzzled, "Mr. Xie, do you have something to do?"

Teacher Xie changed from his usual gentle and mature image, now he looks like a child who has made a mistake.I dare not raise my head and speak.

"That... little... classmate Xu"

"Both of you go to the bus station and wait for me first." Xu Xiaofeng's face was dark.

She Meng looked back and forth between the two people's expressions and guessed one or two, then dragged Yu Haiyang, who was in a cloud, away.

"Teacher, is there anything I can do for you?" It was this gentle voice again.Obviously just now, he still had a serious face and a cold tone.But after those two people left, the attitude changed.

The previous him was often seen in school.Except for She Meng and Yu Haiyang, he has always been arrogant.The man smiled bitterly in the cold wind.He was born so good-looking, with good grades, and his family is so privileged.It's normal to be proud.And he, who was born in poverty, studied hard for more than ten years to become a teacher, and was able to live frugally so that he would not be in arrears with the rent.How could you not feel inferior in front of him?

But because the tall boy rescued him when he was beaten, he began to fantasize beyond his capabilities.Deliberately ignoring the difference in age, the difference in identity, and the unbelievable feeling in my heart.Just because that arrogant boy tenderly called him teacher.

But in the end, all illusions burst like a fragile bubble.He endured for two days, and troubled for two days, and finally mustered up the courage to come to the boy.But I heard the boy say, "Teacher, I drank too much on New Year's Eve. Thank you for your 'care'. I won't bother you anymore."

Deliberately emphasizing the pronunciation of the word "care" made the man's eyes widen and he stood still.Finally, he looked at the back of the young man leaving resolutely.My heart throbbed.

I had expected it a long time ago, right? The boy who has been going to his home every day since he was beaten has not shown up since that night.It was already an obvious rejection.I knew it in my heart, but I couldn't help but seek the answer.You have to listen to him say it in person to give up.

However, the moment I heard it, every word was as blunt as a sharp knife in my heart.All the feelings of inferiority that had been suppressed by him came flooding back.

The man returns home.A few days ago, the boy sat on the sofa and used the water glass.Also, that night, the place where the two of them were lingering.Today, it all loses its color.The man looked at himself in the mirror, with a bitter smile creeping up the corner of his mouth again.The person in the mirror is crying.The person outside the mirror scolded him, "You've got enough, haven't you? For a person like you, being able to interact with him is already a gift. What are you asking for? Look at yourself, old...and ... woo woo...".Choked up and unable to speak, the joints holding the tiles were frighteningly white.