wounded city

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Sometimes I really feel that life alone is difficult, but Gu Shang still insists on staying in Chengdu. In this huge city, people come and go every day, but this does not seem to have much to do with him. He is only responsible for going to work. Then get off work, surf the Internet when you get home, take a shower, and sleep!It's that simple.

If you want to say why Gu Shang’s circle of friends is so small, you have to blame his weird personality. In front of unfamiliar people, this is a natural refrigerator. In another scene, in front of familiar classmates, the whole person becomes giggling again. He's synonymous with vicious tongue, sullenness, and chatter. Others change in a second, but he is good, and he becomes crazy in a second. People who don't know him think that this guy forgot to eat a brain fragment.

Gu Shang also has a habit, that is to call his best friend, who is also a junior in the middle class, and complain about how difficult life in Chengdu is and how lonely he is alone, but he just refuses to quit his job Going back to Liuzhou obediently, in the end the little junior brother was simply annoyed, and gave him an idea, that is to raise a dog.

As a result, Gu Shang's family has an extra mouth to eat, and the food expenses are more expensive than himself.

After dinner, Gu Shang went out with his family's Sasa, which was a must-do homework every day, walking the dog.He raises a Samoyed, which he bought from a pet market and a store after his eyes were cut off, and he named it Bai Sasa.As for why it is called this name, he explained it so simply, because it is white, and the breed is Samoyed... Simple and thoroughly intoxicated by his low-level naming method, even Bai Sasa looked confused. He looked at his second-hand owner.

Chengdu in summer is not very hot. Compared with Chongqing next to it, it is a paradise. Even if it is not compared with Chongqing, it is much cooler than Gu Shang’s hometown Liuzhou. This is one of the reasons why he does not want to go back to Liuzhou. .He lives near the software park in the high-tech zone. There is an open park a few hundred meters away. It is an excellent place to walk the dog. It's just that Wang is fighting hard, and the manager is still turning a blind eye.

Sasha has been five months old, almost as big as an adult dog, dragging Gu Shang to run, sometimes even Gu Shang himself wonders if this guy is a Erha wearing a Samoyed skin, there is no way, usually As lazy as he can be, he just untied the dog walking leash and let Sasha go crazy by himself, and he just sat quietly on the bench and became a handsome man.

"Don't run too far, if you can't find it, I don't want you!" Gu Shang still didn't forget to warn Sasa, although he didn't listen at all.

Taking out his mobile phone, Gu Shang looked around to confirm that no one was paying attention to him, so he turned on Blued.That's right, why Gu Shang has never had a girlfriend, because he is gay, and as for why he doesn't have a boyfriend, just look at the series of messages sent by the software.

As a well-known corrupt city in the whole country, the software shows that there are no less than 100 gays within [-] meters of Gushang, but every one of them always asks "Hello", "Look at you", "Are you on a date" when they hook up? "... Gu Shang is very disgusted by this, so he basically doesn't reply to these messages.Others don't reply, and I am too lazy to take the initiative. If I can find a boyfriend, I will be considered blind.

If you don't reply to messages and don't take the initiative to hook up, then what is Gu Shang doing with this software?To use his self-comfort to explain, just look at, look at the handsome guy, look at the dynamics, watch other people show affection, and then find a corner to draw circles and curse them for showing their points soon.

Putting away the mobile phone, raising his head and taking a deep breath, Gu Shang was spread out on the chair, he always felt unable to lift up, it seemed that he was not in such a state before.He still remembers how obsessed he was with finding a boyfriend when he was in college, meeting each other every two days, staying together when it suited him, and continuing to look for it if it didn't suit him, how many boyfriends did he change one after another? I don't know, the only thing I know is that in most cases, he is the one who gets dumped, and sometimes he doesn't even give a reason.

Probably because of the tired heart in the legend, but he was not reconciled, thinking to himself, he must find someone who can accompany him to the end of his life, otherwise it would be so boring to live alone.So after graduating, he came to the famous gay city, which was the second reason why he didn't plan to return to Liuzhou for the time being.

"Sasa, go home!" Gu Shang stretched his waist, the sky was gloomy, it seemed that it was going to rain.

Not getting a response, Gu Shang quickly jumped up from the bench, looking around for the trace of Bai Sasa.There are a lot of pet dogs in the park, such as Teddy, Erha, Pomeranian, and even Samoyeds, but I didn’t see their Sasa, and the collars of the group of Samoyeds are different from their own Sasa’s. .

"Sasa? Sasa?" Gu Shang called nervously a few times.

There was still no response, Gu Shang started to jog in the park while calling Sasa's name, he really started to get anxious, after spending so many months with Sasa, he already regarded it as his family.

After running all over the park, he still couldn't find Sasa. Gu Shang was so anxious that he almost cried, regretting in his heart. If he was willing to walk with him more, maybe he wouldn't lose it.At this time, there was a muffled sound in the sky, and Gu Shang felt a little cold on his face, unexpectedly it started to rain at such a time.

"Sasa! Bai Sasa!" Gu Shang ignored the rain and started running for the second time.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and everyone in the park was gone. They brought their pet dogs with them. It stands to reason that it would be easier to find Sasa in this way, but after the second lap, Gu Shang still did not find Sasa's shadow. He was drenched in the rain. , Drenched all over, sat down on the roadside bench, covering his face.

"Don't you want me too?" The feeling of being abandoned came to my heart again after years of silence.

"Wang Wang, Wang Wang..."

Just when he was losing his mind, a cry came clearly in the rain, and when he looked up, Bai Sasa, who was also dripping all over his body, ran quickly from a distance, rushed into his arms, and licked his body with his warm tongue. looking at his face.

Gu Shang burst into tears, hugged Bai Sasa, and cursed: "You dead dog, where have you gone, you are worried about me!" with.Sasha seemed to know that she had done something wrong to make her master sad, so she kept rubbing her head against Gu Shang's chest, making a "woo-woo" sound.

For Bai Sasa's coquettish consolation, Gu Shang couldn't cry anymore, and smiled angrily: "Okay, let's go home, you will be troublesome if you catch a cold."

The summer rain in Chengdu is different from that in Liuzhou. The rain in Liuzhou is always clear after a while, but it lasts for several days in Chengdu.Gu Shang led the dog and walked towards home, and it was also because of the rain. There were a lot fewer pedestrians on the road than usual, and there were not many people in the large and small shops on the street, and it was deserted.

When he walked to the convenience store, Gu Shang suddenly remembered that the shower gel for Sasa's bath was used up, so he planned to go in and buy a new bottle. He looked at Sasa who was squatting outside the door, and said seriously: "Don't mess around anymore. You know if you ran away! If you run around again, I will castrate you!" Bai Sasa tilted her head and looked at him, her eyes blinking.

Gu Shang thought that Bai Sasa understood what he said, but when he came out of the convenience store, this guy disappeared again, and now he only felt a severe brain pain, wishing to kill this dead dog in a hot pot.

"Sasa! Bai Sasa!" Gu Shang could only shout at the top of his voice.

This bastard!No response again!Gu Shang was so angry that his lungs were about to explode. After walking tens of meters, he suddenly found the dead dog next to the gate of his own community.A person was sitting on the side of the road in the rain, holding a beer in his hand, pouring it into his mouth from time to time, and Bai Sasa was sitting next to that person, looking at him fiercely.

Just as Gu Shang was about to speak to recall Bai Sasa, he saw the man raised his head to look at Bai Sasa, then hugged him and burst into tears.Gu Shang's heart was taken aback suddenly, one must know that normally Bai Sasa would hide behind him in fear when seeing others except him, but today he let that person hug him.

what's the situation?Gu Shang recovered from his stupor, and saw Bai Sasa start comforting that person as if comforting him, his whole body was messed up.

"Sasa!" Gu Shang didn't allow his dog to "make out" with others behind his back, so he hastily barked.

Bai Sasa heard Gu Shang's voice, stood up, licked that person's face, and then ran towards Gu Shang.The person sitting on the side of the road was also stunned for a moment, and said in a hoarse voice apologetically, "Excuse me, is this your dog?"

"Yeah." Gu Shang responded indifferently.

"It's very comforting..." The man continued to pour wine into his mouth, regardless of the rainwater pouring into his mouth together with the wine.

Gu Shang originally wanted to leave, because he didn't know this person after all, but seeing that this person was still quite handsome, and it was a rainy day, plus Bai Sasa's behavior that puzzled him before, he still didn't immediately Go home, but stand aside.The man didn't seem to realize that Gu Shang was always behind him, he drank one can after another until he drank all the wine, and then he crushed the can in his hand severely.

"You...are you broken in love?" Gu Shang asked.

The man was taken aback, stood up from the ground, looked at Gu Shang in astonishment, and asked, "Why are you still here? I thought you..."

"Want to come to my house?" Gu Shang himself didn't believe that he would say such a sentence, and it was still to a strange man, and what the hell is this tone of asking for a gun every minute!But he still pretended to be calm and kept a cold expression on his face.

Liancheng was frightened again. He felt that he had met a strange person. The strange person stood silently behind him, and suddenly asked himself if he was broken in love. What is the rhythm of bringing home?And why listening to this sentence always feels very ambiguous.

"There is wine..." Gu Shang added two words.

Liancheng wanted to refuse, after all, he didn't know Gu Shang, but Bai Sasa bit his trouser leg at this moment, and pulled into the community.

"That, is it really alright?" Lian Cheng hesitated.

"It's okay, let's go..."

Very indifferent!Yes, this is Liancheng's first impression of Gu Shang, there is no expression on his face, and his tone is cold, as if someone owed him millions.But for some reason, he felt a bit of warmth in such cold words, dispelling the coldness of the rain on his body.Gu Shang looks calm on the surface, but in fact he is in a frenzy. He just brought a handsome guy home like this?Or a complete stranger?Is it really time for a shot?

With different thoughts, the two entered the community and went upstairs, and Bai Sasa followed them in a dazed manner.