fall in love with ghosts

Chapter 18

The longer I spent with He Yiran and the stronger the relationship, the more I wanted to know the real cause of his death, so I searched for information about him on the Internet to see if I could find some clues, but even though there were reports of murders on the Internet, the victim The author also used a pseudonym, and I knew nothing but his name, so I had no way of doing it.

This day, my mother was not at home, and I was alone in front of the computer, trying to see if I could find anything. He Yiran suddenly walked up behind me and put his arms around my neck, telling me to turn off the computer, "Don't check anymore, there are Why don't you just spend more time with me."

Hearing that this guy who always pretended to be cold in the past would act like a baby, I couldn't help but turned around and said with a smile, "Okay, what are you doing with me?"

"...Do you mind letting me possess you again? By the way, lend me your DV." He Yiran turned his eyes and thought for a while, then suddenly made a request.

"Okay, when will I stop letting you possess me, come on!" I stretched out my arms and closed my eyes, so after a second of feeling like entering a fairyland, I didn't know anything , When I woke up, I was still sitting in the room and saw He Yiran handing me the DV player.

"I recorded something for you. You are not allowed to watch it now. When I allow you to watch it, do you hear me?" Seeing that He Yiran gave me an order with a serious expression, it aroused my curiosity, " Ha! What did you record, it’s so mysterious.”

"Anyway, I can't watch it now!"

"Okay, if you don't look at it, don't look at it!" I stood up while laughing, but for some reason, the moment I got up, I suddenly felt dark in front of my eyes, and I was so dizzy that I couldn't stand still. Slumped back on the chair.

"What's wrong with you Yang Fan?" Seeing that my face suddenly turned pale, fine beads of sweat gradually overflowed from my forehead, He Yiran looked at me in horror, he really wanted to hold me up, put me on the bed and lie down down, but could do nothing.

Fortunately, my mother came back at this time, and saw that my eyes were closed, my brows were tightly furrowed, and my complexion changed from pale to flushed. She quickly helped me to lie down on the bed, then touched my forehead, and said eagerly: " It's a fever, take some antipyretics."

My mother thought I would get better after taking some antipyretics, but the strange thing is, I had a high fever for several days, so I had to be admitted to the hospital, but even the doctor couldn't tell me why I had a fever for no reason and almost fell into a coma .

My head was always groggy, I felt my lips were hot and dry, but my body felt chills, until I fell asleep unconsciously, just like that time, I fell into a deep, deep dream, In the dream, I saw He Yiran walking in front of me with a sad face, gently took my hand, and said to me in a guilty tone: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I have expected that possessing will hurt you , but I still attach to your body again and again, it's all my fault..."

He said with tears in his eyes, and put his hands on the corners of my eyes and brows and gently stroked them, his eyes filled with distress.

"It's okay, I'll get better soon." I smiled and held his hand caressing my side face, and tiptoed slightly to kiss his icy blue jewel-like lips. In my dream, this skin The touch between him became clearer and more intense. My tongue was soft and presumptuous in his mouth, and he seemed to feel my deep love. He hugged me and kissed back vigorously, and put his hand on my back. Rubbing back and forth, under his caress, I felt my whole body was hot as if it was about to melt away, and every cell could sense his strong and hot love for me...

After a few days of treatment in the hospital, my fever gradually subsided and my body temperature returned to normal. I went back to school as usual, but no matter where I went after that, He Yiran kept as far away as possible from me, as far away as possible. Never come close.

After class this day, not long after leaving the school gate, my intuition told me that although He Yiran was still following me, he was already more than ten meters away from me. Take a step back, and I'll take a step forward.

"Yang Fan..." Because of this illness, He Yiran seemed very nervous, afraid that he would hurt me again because of his extremely negative aura. He saw that I didn't care at all, but instead showed embarrassment.

"If I would have been afraid, I wouldn't have torn off the spell in the first place, do you understand?" I ignored the surprised expression of passers-by who saw me talking to myself, and said to him seriously, "Since I dare to fall in love with you You, I dare to make any sacrifice for you, even if I share my blood and my flesh with you, I will not frown!"

Even though we already knew that the other party has fallen in love with us, He Yiran still can't imagine that I would say such a thing. He can't imagine that I love him to such an extent.So at this moment, he just stared at me in shock, but couldn't say a word for a long time.

After being silent for a while, he suddenly replied: "I don't know if anyone loved me so much when I was still alive, but God let me reap love even if I became a dead person, I am already very grateful... "

As he said, he walked up to me, stared at me affectionately, and then pressed his head gently on my forehead, maybe my fever had not completely receded, otherwise, why would I still feel a little bit of pain on my forehead? How warm is it...

Just as I stood silently enjoying the beauty of this moment, a familiar voice sounded not far away: "Yang Fan!"

He Yiran and I turned our heads at the same time, and saw Zhong Can appearing in front of us, who seemed to come to the school to find me on purpose. He walked towards me with a concerned smile on his face, and then asked in a gentle tone: " I heard from Zimeng that you were sick a while ago, how are you doing now?"

"It's all right, thank you for your concern." I nodded politely at him.

"I went on a long trip a few days ago, and I just came back, so I couldn't visit you, don't mind me!" Zhong Can still said modestly, putting a hand on my shoulder, "You just happened to Wake up, you can’t play tennis with me anymore, didn’t you have dinner? Why don’t you go to my place, how about I cook you a good dinner?”

"Are you still good at cooking?" I smiled, although his hand on my shoulder made me feel a little awkward, but I still managed not to show any disgust.

"Of course, my cooking is delicious, don't you believe me? Then come and taste it yourself, haha!"

I secretly glanced at He Yiran who was at the side, but he looked at me but was noncommittal. I knew that he felt that he shouldn't interfere with what I wanted to do or didn't want to do.

So I accepted Zhong Can's invitation and came to his home, only to find that he lived alone. After returning home, he went straight into the kitchen and started to work, so I walked up to him and asked, "Is there anything else?" Need my help?"

"No need, just wait and eat." With that iconic gentle smile all the time, he turned his head to look at me, and suddenly raised his hand to touch my face, with a natural intimacy in his eyes , "Wait, you got something on your face."

His behavior made me feel a little uncomfortable. I turned my head and glanced at He Yiran who was standing at the door silently looking at us. I saw a trace of melancholy in his expression. I tried to calm myself down and said to Zhong Can: "Uh...it's boring, do you have a photo album or something, can you show me to pass the time?"

"Okay, it's in the cabinet in the living room, you can get it yourself."

So I took out the photo album from the cabinet and looked through it, trying to find a photo of him with He Yiran, but there was not a single photo of He Yiran in the whole album.

Zhong Can finished the meal, brought the dishes to the dining table, and then invited me to eat together, but I still looked through his photo album intently, and asked in a puzzled tone: "In your photo album, Don't have any pictures of your ex-boyfriend?"

Hearing my question, Zhong Can hesitated for a moment, then recovered his smile and replied: "We have already broken up, so we should forget about each other. Since we have already decided to forget, why do we still have those photos?"

I listened, and didn't know how to continue asking. Seeing that I was inexplicably silent, Zhong Can looked at me thoughtfully and said, "Yang Fan, are you worried about something? I've already told you, I Now single."

"Oh...it seems that he really likes you." As soon as Zhong Can's voice fell, He Yiran who was standing by the side said suddenly, "Stop asking him what he has and what he doesn't have, he will think you are hinting at him .”

Yes, I also suddenly came to my senses, why didn't I ask directly, why did I go around looking so strange, so I stopped hesitating, looked up at him, and asked: "Zhong Can, what are you doing?" I want to ask you, do you know a person named He Yiran?"

"Yang Fan!" He Yiran called me in surprise, I knew he didn't expect me to mention his name to Zhong Can in such a hurry.

And when he heard the name "He Yiran", Zhong Can seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and gave me a look in astonishment, but the look in his eyes that made me elusive was only fleeting, and he quickly answered me calmly. : "Why? I don't seem to know."

"Like?" I repeated his words tentatively.

Zhong Can lowered his eyes and seemed to think about it seriously, and still replied with certainty, "I don't know, I don't have anyone with this name among my friends."

"Really? That's it." I was a little discouraged. I thought I could get some useful clues from him. Seeing that I fell silent again, Zhong Can asked curiously, "Why did you ask me about this person?" What is his relationship with you?"

"Oh, he is a friend I met a long time ago. He passed away a few years ago. I remember he mentioned you to me. I thought you knew each other." I said calmly, neither sad nor happy, It seemed that he was just talking about an unimportant person, but he was trying hard to catch something from his expression, but he just smiled indifferently, "Maybe, what he mentioned was only the person with the same name and surname as me. "

"Well, maybe."

"Hehe, come and eat, the food is getting cold." Zhong Can warmly motioned me to sit across from him, so I had to have dinner with him, and after chatting for a while, I said goodbye and left.

After returning home, I closed the door. In order not to let my mother hear me talking to He Yiran, I turned on the music as usual to cover up my voice, but at this time I didn’t want to say anything, and my mood became a little depressed: "Zhong Chan... may also be someone you once dated."

"Yang Fan." Seeing me sitting silently on the bed in a daze, He Yiran sat next to me and leaned against the head of the bed with me, "No, I don't love him, even if I did, at least before I die, I don't love him."

"how do you know?"

"The time I went to the western restaurant to meet him, I observed him carefully for a long time, but it didn't remind me whether I loved him or not..." He Yiran said with certainty, and passed his hand over my back Put your arms around my shoulders, "Don't worry about it anymore, maybe I'm really not even an ordinary friend to that person, maybe it's just a chance encounter once or twice, in that case, he won't remember me It's also normal, so don't look for answers from him anymore."

"Even so, I will continue to investigate the cause of your death." Although I am a little disappointed, I will never give up this decision easily.

But He Yiran shook his head and smiled wryly: "So what if you know the cause of my death? If you know how I died, I can't come back to life. What's the use?"

"But I'm not reconciled, I want to find out what happened." I can't accept that He Yiran died in vain, but I don't even know the cause of his death. I really can't accept it, when I'm depressed , My thoughts turned, and I suddenly remembered something, "Also, what date is it today?"

"December 7."

"Tomorrow is your death day!" After hearing my words, He Yiran suddenly remembered that tomorrow is his own death day. He lowered his eyebrows and kept silent, as if he had fallen into bottomless sadness again, "Yeah , Let’s go to the cemetery together tomorrow, I think your family will pay homage to you on your death day, and we will definitely see them.”

I thought he would be happier after hearing my proposal, but unexpectedly he became more sad: "What if I see them? Can I greet them? Can I hug them? Can I tell them that I miss them?" ?"

Seeing He Yiran's melancholy appearance, I hugged him distressedly, and whispered a promise in his ear: "I will do these things for you when I have the opportunity in the future."

He Yiran listened, his eyes were full of emotion, he suddenly leaned over to kiss me, I could feel his cool lips on mine, I could even feel him put my lips in his mouth At this moment, the zipper of the jacket seemed to slide down slowly by itself, He Yiran put his temperatureless hand on my chest and stroked it, but I felt the blood all over my body boil.

He Yiran didn't dare to get too close to me, he was worried that he would accidentally attach to my body again, so he could only keep kissing my cheeks and lips with his lips, kissing the earlobe along the chin, and then gently licking My shoulders and neck looked at me for a long time, and I saw his amber eyes became so deep at this moment, like a clear lake in autumn, I was deeply trapped in it, unable to extricate myself.

As his kisses became more and more intense, I couldn't restrain the anxiety in my heart anymore, and I completely exposed myself to his eyes, turned over and leaned into his arms tightly, my body seemed to be churning with waves, It turned into sweat and soaked my hair. At that moment, an unprecedented sense of satisfaction enveloped me, making me prefer to just fall asleep in his arms and never wake up...