teenage mind

Chapter 12

Now it's December, and the winter has just entered, but the chill is already very obvious.Qin Yue was wearing a mid-length gray woolen coat and a scarf of the same style, which made him look taller and taller, and even matured his youthful face, with the taste of combining a boy and a man , people can't take their eyes off.Shen Shi was wearing a dark blue thin down jacket and a thread cap of the same color on his head, which made his already fair skin even more red and white, and his eyebrows were picturesque.

The two were ready to go out when they were ready. Shen Shi walked in front, and Qin Yue was half a step behind him on the right. Since Qin Yue was half a head taller than Shen Shi, Qin Yue could easily see the clothes hidden under the collar of the dark blue down jacket. The slender and graceful neck.Suddenly, Qin Yue grabbed Shen Shi's arm, and Shen Shi looked back at him suspiciously, and found that he was undoing the scarf around his neck, and then tied the scarf around his neck regardless of Shen Shi's surprise.

"It's windy outside and you'll be cold."

Shen Shi blushed a little. After noticing his feelings for Qin Yue, he felt more and more ambiguous between them.

"Give me the scarf, what about you?"

"I'm fine, I'm not afraid of the cold."

Shen Shi didn't say anything else, thanked him and went out with Qin Yue.

Although it was noon, there was still an unstoppable chill in the air.As soon as Shen Shi went out, he was shivered by the cold wind blowing in his face. Qin Yue noticed his movement, and walked to the side quietly to block most of him.When Shen Shi saw this, a warm current surged in his heart. Although Qin Yue always treated him with care like a girl, he felt that this should be because, on the one hand, Qin Yue had no experience in love and did not know the relationship between lovers. How to get along with each other, let alone a homosexual; on the other hand, probably because of the instinctive reaction to the person I like, I want to give the best to that person.Shen Shi couldn't help being moved, and at the same time felt the joy in his heart, there is nothing more gratifying than you liking him and he happens to like you too.

After strolling on the street for a while, the weather was really cold, so Qin Yue suggested:

"How about, let's go to the movies, it's warm and can pass the time."

"Okay."

They found the nearest movie theater, bought tickets, snacks and hot drinks, sat in the warm projection hall, and enjoyed a clichéd love story.

The movie is not good, but it seems that most of the people who come here to watch the movie are not interested in drinking.When the movie was about to end, the young lovers next to them couldn't wait to start emotional exchanges.

Perhaps due to the influence of the environment and atmosphere, Shen Shi felt an inexplicable impulse to get so close to Qin Yue.But now is not the time.

He turned his face to look at Qin Yue, without blinking his eyes, that delicate side face has never attracted him as much as it does now.

Qin Yue felt Shen Shi's gaze. He had been paying attention to Shen Shi from the corner of his eye. Now that Shen Shi kept staring at him, he suddenly became nervous and didn't know how to let go of his hands and feet.As a last resort, he had no choice but to turn his head and say:

"What's the matter, Shen Shi?"

"It's nothing, I just suddenly felt that you are so handsome."

Qin Yue's face turned red, just at this moment the light from the movie screen suddenly became stronger, and his changes were exposed to Shen Shi's eyes.He said even more embarrassingly:

"Uh, I'm nothing, you are the real good-looking!"

Seeing his innocent reaction, Shen Shi secretly laughed in his heart.

"Really, you think I'm pretty?"

"Ah."

"How nice is it?"

... Qin Yue was too embarrassed to speak.Seeing him like this, Shen Shi added fire and said:

"It's good to see that you can set it as the desktop of your mobile phone and look at it every day?"

Qin Yue was shocked, and immediately wanted to stand up and explain. Shen Shi hurriedly grabbed his hand and whispered in his ear:

"In public, we'll talk about it later when we get back."

It is conceivable that Qin Yue couldn't watch the next movie anymore. He is now full of the embarrassment of the secret being discovered and speculation about Shen Shi's attitude. He breaks off.

On the way back, the two walked one after the other. Shen Shi didn't speak, and Qin Yue didn't dare to speak, so they walked back to the hotel in silence.

Back in the room, Shen Shi went into the bathroom, leaving Qin Yue fidgeting alone in the room.Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, Qin Yue was both disturbed and excited, imagining the scene in the bathroom uncontrollably. When the sound of water suddenly stopped, he immediately woke up and slapped himself in his heart: When is this? Still thinking about this!

As soon as Shen Shi came out, Qin Yue immediately clung to him and wanted to explain to him, but Shen Shi pushed him away and said:

"Go and take a shower first, and we'll talk later if you have anything to say."

Qin Yue had no choice but to take a bath first, but he felt a little relieved, at least Shen Shi didn't show any dislike for him.

He hurriedly took a shower, and before he could dry off the water on his body, he wrapped himself in a towel and went out.

Shen Shi was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, when he saw him come out, he said:

"Qin Yue, come here."

"Shen Shi, me, listen to me..."

"You come first."

Qin Yue slowly climbed onto the bed and lay down next to Shen Shi.asked pitifully:

"Shen Shi, are you angry?"

Seeing him like this, Shen Shi felt a little funny and a little distressed, but he just liked someone, but he was so cautious.He looked into Qin Yue's eyes and said:

"Qin Yue, do you like me?"

When Qin Yue heard this, he became even more nervous. He didn't know what Shen Shi was thinking, but he only knew that normal people would find it difficult to accept this kind of thing.

"Shen Shi, listen to me, I, I..."

"Just tell me if you like me or not, tell the truth! I won't blame you, really."

"like."

"Since when?"

"It's very early, probably from when you gave me extra lessons, or earlier..."

"why did not you tell me?"

"I, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it, and then you won't talk to me anymore. Do you still remember the hillside where I went to school for the first time? At that time, I just discovered my sexuality, I was in a bad mood, and then I met You, suddenly became in a good mood, and then gradually fell in love with you."

Shen Shi didn't speak any more, but thought in his heart, why not he, learn to accept the past, let go of the past, walk out of the shadows, just as he took a step, he saw Qin Yue's first ray of sunshine, what a fate at this time !

Seeing that he was in a daze, Qin Yue shouted softly:

"Shen Shi, Shen Shi?"

"Ok?"

"What's wrong with you, what are you thinking, you don't have to accept me, but don't ignore me, okay?"

Shen Shi ignored his words, but said to himself:

"Qin Yue, after you finish participating in the competition this time, let's be together."

"Shen Shi, don't be like this. I can restrain myself. Don't ignore me. You... What did you say?"

Shen Shi only looked at him.

"Shen Shi, are you kidding me? Do you know what you're talking about? It's not a trivial matter. Have you ever thought about it?"

"I've thought about it, or do you not want me to agree?"

"No, no, of course I want to, even in my dreams. It's just that I'm afraid that you don't like homosexuality. If it's because of me that you take this path and suffer from it, it's better not to start. I don't want to hurt you." you."

"Don't worry, it's none of your business. Remember what I told you about my mother? Although this is just an example, it is undeniable that it has indeed brought me an indelible impact. There's no way I'm going to have feelings for girls anymore."

"Shen Shi..."

"It's okay, it's over."

"Well, don't be sad, there's me too!"

"Ah."

"Then, what you just said..."

"As long as you promise."

"Really, Shen Shi, really, it's so good, it's like a dream!"

Seeing his happy appearance, Shen Shi felt that he had also become happy, and the corners of his mouth turned up unconsciously.

Seeing Shen Shi smiling, Qin Yue was immediately amazed, climbed up uncontrollably, and said:

"Shen Shi, can I kiss you?"

"Do you still have few kisses?"

Thinking about it, Shen Shi had already found out that Qin Yue took advantage of him when he was distracted and infatuated.

Qin Yue was so embarrassed that he felt ashamed and felt like a hooligan, so he said embarrassedly:

"I, I just like you so much, I can't help it..."

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Shen Shi finally burst out laughing, Qin Yue couldn't hold back anymore, and kissed the lips that Xiao had wanted for a long time.It was their first kiss, sweet and jerky, but it was the most touching.

After a long time, the two parted reluctantly. Qin Yue buried his head next to Shen Shi's neck, gasped heavily, and called Shen Shi's name over and over again.

Shen Shi couldn't stand him anymore and said:

"Okay, you have an exam tomorrow, go to bed early."

Qin Yue finally looked forward to the present, of course he was not happy, and said:

"It's still early, just keep your usual routine."

"If you don't sleep, then I will sleep."

"Don't be like this, Shen Shi, look~"

As he said that, his lower body arched toward Shen Shi, and Shen Shi immediately felt Qin Yue's enthusiasm.

"you……"

"help me……"

Shen Shi was also aroused by him, and the two of them helped each other once. Considering that there was an exam tomorrow, they went to have a rest.