mousepad-d2 Chapter 9 A New Beginning
Chapter 9 A New Beginning
Chapter 9 A New Beginning
Turning around as if asleep, the father wanted to hug something, but he didn't get it. Uncle Li was no longer on the bed.
"Quan, Shangquan," my father called out a few times, but no one responded, and then he opened his eyes.
It was already evening when my father woke up. When he smelled the aroma of vegetables coming from the kitchen, he realized that he hadn't eaten for a day, so he got up and went to the bathroom.
When Uncle Li heard the movement, he brought out all the fried dishes, looked at his father who had nothing on, and scolded, go and get dressed.
"What clothes to wear, and show you the loss of the past two years from today." My father was really hungry, but he was more moved. Every dish on the table was his favorite. Nothing is worse than what my father did.
Father put down his chopsticks, stood up suddenly and hugged Uncle Li, and the two kissed.
"What did you feed me? It's so salty." When they just kissed, my father smuggled the food in his mouth.
"You copied the food and added my saliva, why do you hate it?"
"I don't dislike it." Uncle Li smiled foolishly. In the eyes of his lover, everything is fragrant.
Uncle Li was the happiest during this meal, although he ate the least.It is also a kind of happiness to watch all the meals made by the person I love be eaten up by him, which shows how painful Uncle Li's two years of lovesickness are.
After eating, washing the dishes and cleaning the room, two smoking men appeared on the window sill.
Father took out a cigarette, a cigarette from Baijia Town, and handed it to Uncle Li.Uncle Li put the cigarette in his mouth and started touching the lighter.
Father hugged Uncle Li's shoulders, and after the two faced each other, he handed over the cigarette in his mouth. Uncle Li smiled and understood his father's intention. This was clearly a blackmail kiss.
"In the past two years, what I like to see most is the distance, where there are mountains, clouds, sunsets and you. Sometimes there is nothing in front of me, and my mind is blank, but I can see you when I turn around , so close and so far away, I want to hug but I can't, and I can only hug in my dreams."
"What are you thinking about?" Father spit out a cigarette and choked Uncle Li.
"I didn't expect that Shanyun would be sensational after two years of absence. I thought you were that otherworldly Baiyun Mountain, but I didn't expect it to turn nasty." Uncle Li smiled, "It's really fucking nice."
My father talked about his life in the past two years, and he talked about the two women he was most sorry for in his life, my grandma and my mother.Every time he wants to tell my grandma that he likes a man, but every time he sees grandma's cloudy eyes, he dare not speak. After my arrival, he doesn't often think about this problem. After grandma passed away He dismissed the idea.He has a family on his shoulders, he needs to shoulder the responsibility of a man, he wants to split himself into two people, one only loves Uncle Li, the other is a good son who listens to grandma, a good husband who takes care of my mother, loves my good father.
Uncle Li has also been married in the past two years. It seems that marriage is the fate that every Chinese man cannot escape, but in the end he found out that he was infertile and left again, and Uncle Li's parents could not hold their grandchildren. Restrain him again, and even fear that this matter will cause some spiritual harm to his children, so they let him mess around among the thousands of flowers. How do they know that my father is the only one in Uncle Li's heart, and he lived among thousands of flowers. A leaf does not touch the body, and it is only hung on the tree of my father. In Uncle Li's words, feelings are something that cannot be controlled by one's body. make yourself willing.
"Infertility, how is it possible?" The father was a little disbelieving.
Uncle Li smiled, fortunately he liked a man, otherwise this life would be really painful, so he turned around and showed his father a checklist.
My father took Uncle Li's checklist, but saw the tear stains on the checklist. He was sad because of Uncle Li. After all, in my father's mind, maybe it was the subtle influence of the ancestors' thoughts. Having a child is the perfection of life. , Even if you take a step back, a man can have the ability to create a man at any time, which is a symbol of a man's dignity.
"Jingnan of my family is your child. It is agreed that he will call me Dad and you will call Dad. Then you will have to pay half of the child's school fees. Don't play tricks." Father comforted Uncle Li, although this is a very stupid person. comforting method, but useful.
It seems that my appearance has enriched my father's life a lot, and it also brought a smile to Uncle Li's face. Uncle Li even said to his father, if he bullies me again, I will give all my love to Jingnan, and my heart is full of tears. A place as big as a beard stubble is not left for you.
My father told me all the good things about me. I don’t cry like children of the same age. I let everyone hug me. I like to laugh when I see everyone. I only cry when I’m hungry, and I even sleep in my father’s arms. When he was sleeping, he hugged his nipple to look for milk to eat, and it hurt when his father bit it.
"This child was born to be my nemesis. He was honest in her mother's arms, and he was alive and kicking in my arms. He either shit or peed. Every piece of skin on my body was bullied by him." Father said of me Come, the face is covered with a kind of warm emotion unknowingly.
"That's right, even that place has been bullied before, have you been caught? I heard that the child's boy kungfu is very powerful." After speaking, Uncle Li touched his father's lower body and ran away. Maybe he was a little afraid of his father In the end, I can only give half of my love to him at most.
Uncle Li ran to the bathroom to drain the water and washed his face. He was happy, but he also had inexplicable sadness in his heart, but he didn't want my father to see this sadness.
"It's been a long time since I saw such a beautiful sunset." My father had been standing on the window sill for a long time, lighting another cigarette at some point.
"It's not good to smoke too much." Uncle Li took out the cigarette from his father's mouth, but started smoking it himself.
Floating clouds and wandering minds, setting sun so human feelings.The two of them didn't speak again, and they seemed unwilling to break the tranquility. They watched the sunset fall from the window sill bit by bit, and their shadows merged tightly behind them.
You and I depend on each other and know each other but cannot get married and have children. This is a regret between many loves and a threshold that must be crossed.Is the father's step right or wrong?Is Uncle Li's move right or wrong?No one knows, not even themselves.Originally, whether two people were lucky or not was a secret that belonged to two people. Zifeiyu, who knows the joy of fish?Is not it?
Another day passed, and the two could finally lie down together.
"lighter."
"Is it alright?"
"All right."
To die under the peony flower is to be a ghost.Peony is Uncle Li's name on the bed, and his father is Baiyun Mountain. The two seem to have returned to the feelings they had when they met in Luoyang.
Because of the return of the old master, the long-empty room began to be full of vitality, and the spring began to bloom.
ps——
It is said that when I was a child, I was the kind who didn't cry or make trouble, and I would probably smile silly when being taken away by bad guys.Generally, both parents have a good temper, and the children don't make pain. For the sake of their children's good genetic inheritance, you know, it's fine if you already have children!