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What will happen?

Gu Xianan was thinking while driving.

I remember that He Hao once said that he would not go home during the Chinese New Year alone.

Is it...

Passed away?

"What are you thinking?"

He Hao was in a good mood at first, but he was nervous when he saw Jiang You, but now he became very relieved. On the way, he found that Gu Xianan seemed to have something on his mind.

Is it about work?

"It's okay. You can go home with me to meet my parents some other day."

"Ah???" He Hao suddenly became nervous.

Although Jiang You had agreed in advance, it was still very scary to meet parents.

"It's okay, my parents have known my sexual orientation for a long time, and they will definitely like you."

"I...do I need to prepare anything?" He Hao asked stammeringly.

"No, I'll prepare." After a pause, Gu Xianan continued, "Where are you, do uncles and aunts know?"

He Hao was quiet and didn't speak for a long time.

In fact, He Hao didn't know whether he should tell Gu Xian'an, or how to tell him.

He Hao had a deep fear that he would repeat the tragedy of his parents.But he loves Gu Xianan so much and doesn't want to be separated from him.

Gu Xian'an didn't force him either, he just drove quietly and let him think slowly.

He Hao was distracted and walked thousands of miles away, not even knowing how he got home, how to change clothes, how to wash, and how to go to bed. When he realized it, he found that he was already in Gu Xian'an's arms.

He Hao looked up at him blankly, then slowly raised his hand to stroke Gu Xian'an's face.Gu Xian'an kissed him and whispered in his ear, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

He Hao suddenly felt so sad that he took a deep breath.

"My parents are divorced."

Gu Xian'an felt that this was much better than he thought... He just stroked He Hao's back as if comforting him, without saying a word.

He Hao buried his head in Gu Xian'an's arms, and continued to say sullenly, "They were still very affectionate when I was in elementary school. I remember my mother often told me that my father was a very good and caring person. In the first year of junior high school, one day I went home , my mother was sobbing on the phone, I only heard my mother said that there was always someone outside my father..."

Gu Xian'an tightened his arms and hugged him even tighter.

"Dad is a university professor. I always thought, always thought that Dad was the best person..."

He Hao's voice became hoarse, "Father's lover is his student..."

"My mother was noisy every day, and I was sent to my grandmother's house. There were many children in my grandmother's house, and sometimes she didn't care about me at all. Later... Later, my mother also cheated..."

"I... I came home from get out of class... There is no one at home..."

"me……"

Gu Xianan hugged him tightly, "It's okay, it's okay Xiaohao, now I'm here, it's my fault, I shouldn't ask you these things..."

He Hao shook his head, with a crying voice, "They... They don't want me anymore... It's been many years... I thought I could..."

Gu Xian'an was so distressed, "Shh, it's okay, it's okay, now you have Xiaoyou, and you will have my parents in the future. The most important thing is, I will always be by your side, don't cry..."

He Hao put his arms around Gu Xian'an's neck and refused to look up, "Gu Xian'an, my parents...they also loved...and promised...I...you...you don't want me..."

Gu Xian'an really wanted to hold the person in front of him in his arms without leaving him for half a step, kissed He Hao's ear and said, "No, trust me and yourself, okay?"

He Hao nodded, shook his head again, wept completely, raised his head in despair and looked forward to kissing Gu Xianan.

Gu Xian'an didn't think about anything, just wanted to stop his tears, turned over and pressed He Hao, kissed fiercely, touched He Hao's waistline with his hand, slowly moved his lips and tongue, stopped next to He Hao's ear, and said while kissing lightly "He Hao, Xiao Hao, you don't know, the only thing I want to do now is to hold you like this, for the rest of my life, you don't know how much I miss..."

He Hao cried and said, "Don't leave me..."