however

Chapter 8

Xia Yulian, who had no time to react in the future, was just about to push Ji Yanfei away, but she hesitated, her thoughts turned a thousand times, her hand covered the back of Ji Yanfei's head, and she violently deepened the kiss.The outrageous behavior surprised Ji Yanfei, who swallowed that mouthful of fragrant porridge.

There is no winner in this fight.

Their noses were facing each other, and their breaths were lingering, but neither of them was willing to close their eyes and let themselves sink to the limit.Xia Yulian stared at Ji Yanfei's pupils, saw the brilliance overflowing from the amber irises, and saw himself reflected in Ji Yanfei's eyes.

Because of the curvature of his eyeballs, his face was distorted, like a funny picture in a distorting mirror.Ji Yanfei in his eyes must be the same.Who can guarantee that what the naked eye sees is real, and who can guarantee that what is judged to be real in the mind is real?Everyone lives in a world of self-subjective speculation, but they never stop chasing the essence.

Contradictions build human beings, and the seven emotions and six desires are like a magnifying glass, making such contradictions invisible.

It would be great if those beautiful eyes that contained his ugly appearance could be dug out and soaked in formalin.The spirit inside will never fade away, the star-like eyes will never be muddy, and the light will last forever.

He is that conspicuous flaw in a perfect artwork, which still exists with Ji Yanfei's eyes.

Out of the corner of her eyes, she couldn't see the familiar person outside the door, Xia Yulian tapped her teeth, and bit the tongue that was making trouble in his mouth.The unspeakable bewitchment prompted his lips to move to Ji Yanfei's cheek, intending to touch the suction vortex in the eye socket.But Ji Yanfei, who was in pain, retreated angrily and avoided him. When he spoke, the tip of his tongue rubbed against the gap between his teeth, causing him to inhale abruptly.

"It's a pity if you don't learn how to change your face when you're in a show." The ridicule with a gun and a stick is obvious.As soon as Luo Zhen left, Ji Yanfei was thrown away after being used up.Xia Yulian looked one way in front of him, but another in front of Luo Zhen.Show him the physical entanglement with Luo Zhen, and send Luo Zhen the intimacy and warmth with him.

Luo Zhen is just a tool that is cheaper than him.Ji Yanfei couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad.His real opponent was never Luo Zhen, but Xia Yulian herself.

Xia Yulian was facing the sun, with her head bowed, and the shadow covered his outline. Under the strong light, her face appeared a little gloomy, "Playing around should be done in moderation. If I react with a kiss, you will be the one to suffer."

Ji Yanfei put his gaze on the leg covered with plaster, and said in a lukewarm tone, "So you still have this habit."

Contrary to the image of being humble and cowardly in front of Ji Yanfei in the past, Xia Yulian confronted her tit for tat, "The hobbies are developed slowly. Even if it's useless, don't you still have something to talk about?"

He couldn't figure out what had aroused his anger in his heart.He shouldn't treat a person who was admitted to the hospital due to his fault like this, but his latent nature couldn't help poking his head.Once a gap is torn from the surface, the originally peaceful things are about to move.

The people on the hospital bed looked at him without hesitation, and Xia Yulian, who hated the tense atmosphere, turned around and used her back as her strongest weapon.

Ji Yanfei seemed to be staring at Xia Yulian, and sent out an invitation like a counter attack, "Then you come. Hold the half-cripple who is powerless in the hospital. Violation, soothe your tyrannical heart in a more direct way." .”

Instead of holding a swinging weapon in the shape of a scale like now, gouging out the flesh and blood on the apex of the heart one by one.

"You think too much. I'm not interested." Xia Yulian lost all expression in an instant, and her whole face was put together like scattered facial features put in place.Perhaps his original appearance was like this, lifeless and indifferent.Put down the porridge bowl and walk to the door.

"Don't go to Luo Zhen. If you take a step out of this room today, you will never come back." Ji Yanfei issued an ultimatum.He didn't even want to say the name that disgusted him.

Xia Yulian's footsteps stopped, his body didn't turn around at all, he simply turned his neck, looked at Ji Yanfei, stretched his muscles reluctantly, and squeezed out a rigid smile.

This day is always coming.There is no difference between Ji Yanfei and him.After Ji Yanfei gave him this threat, his hesitant decision immediately became firm.The chips on Ji Yanfei's side decreased rapidly.Looking at it now, Ji Yanfei didn't have much serious problems, and it would be more appropriate for professionals to take care of her.

He stretched out his hand and waved it twice, which was a farewell ceremony.

"Okay. Goodbye, no, no. I wish you a speedy recovery."

Ji Yanfei sounded the clarion call for a disastrous defeat for himself.

Close the door softly, ending all the madness that Ji Yanfei was going to show.There was an overturned lunch box at the door of the room, and Xia Yulian opened it anyway, and inside were some rice and unattractive home-cooked dishes.Even if they are mixed together, Xia Yulian can still tell that it is her favorite dish.He remembered the sound coming from outside the door, contacting a footprint on the lunch box, Luo Zhen must have kicked the thing over.

Xia Yulian couldn't help imagining the expression of Ji Yanfei who was separated by the door now, no matter what kind of posture Ji Yanfei had, he had already lost the qualification to explore.Suddenly a corner of his heart was missing, and he was bleeding empty, but unfortunately he could only use the surging tears in his eyes to replace the dying of Yin Hong's vitality.

I, really, like Ji Yanfei.This sentence is broken and murmured in a low voice, I don't know if it is a disguise for entering the play or a confession.

Not wanting anyone in the room, no, anyone but him to hear his weeping, Xia Yulian hummed a lively tune, the brisk melody coincided with his state of mind in a certain part, and Ji Yanfei's The relationship was completely over, and all the emotional load that had been suppressed on him before was gone.The labor pain gushing out of his body is the nostalgia for that period of time, just cut it clean.All the pain now will turn into numb scars at this point in the future.

I don't know if the feelings for Ji Yanfei will end together, that's not important, even if they like each other, their lives will return to the right track.

There is still a small wish, occupying a corner in consciousness.He wanted to guard Ji Yanfei, he wanted to keep Luo Zhen.

He wants to watch over people who admire and look forward to, and he wants to be a friend who is loyal enough.He didn't want to lose two important roles in his life, but it didn't help.

The aura of idols has faded away, and friends cannot go back to yesterday.

Tears dry up, blood clots.All will pass.