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Chapter 17

Ji Yanfei has always maintained the line of mysticism, calling him to order him to act when he is needed, but sometimes he ignores him, as if he has never met this person before.

What to do with a person?Hustle and ask, contact day and night, affectionate, physical entanglement?Xia Yulian didn't know what had fundamentally changed in the relationship between him and Ji Yanfei, everything was as usual.

Ji Yanfei's occasional messages are like bait thrown to him, like food thrown when training pets.Even if we meet, we still spend most of our time in meditation. Two people, sometimes with other people, spend time meaninglessly.Ji Yanfei would often ask him what he likes, and then call a character like a servant beside him in the blink of an eye, asking for that thing to be delivered to him immediately.

The first time she received a gift, Xia Yulian's smiling expression froze on her face, like an unbreakable plaster mask.Delicate ribbons and boxes formed his cage, binding his thoughts.

I planned the reason to reject it in my mind, so I said embarrassingly that the speaker did not match his computer desk, the volume was too large, and there was not enough space to place it.After actually owning it, he found that the color was not to his liking and did not match the picture, so let it go.

Ji Yanfei didn't lift his eyelids, his indifferent expression contrasted with the mist outside, as quiet as a dead lake.Immediately another call was made, saying to add a computer desk and change to another color of the same series.Finally, crossing his slender fingers on the table, he made his announcement.

"Don't ask me to take back what I sent. I'll just think you're not greedy, and ask me for more in another way."

Xia Yulian responded silently, and tapped her chin lightly.

He was really obedient, and he accepted all the gifts from Ji Yanfei with a smile.He never unpacked the artwork-like packaging again, and instead vacated a corner of his home to place these things that did not belong to him.

Although he answered Ji Yanfei's questions in the future, he would always be cautious, weighed again and again, and tried to come up with a decent answer, but this couldn't stop Ji Yanfei's willful steps.

Sometimes gifts are given to him, which he has never heard or seen before. Ji Yanfei said casually, I think this is very suitable for you, so he had to accept it gladly.

Ji Yanfei is not someone who can deal with perfunctory.If he put away the things Ji Yanfei bought for him, when he saw Xia Yulian who was no different from before, he would frown instantly and ask him where those things went, whether they were sold off or not.Then forcefully stuffed Xia Yulian into the car, took her to the shopping mall, pushed her into the door of the fitting room, tried on one by one, and finally bought a new outfit from head to toe.

"I don't allow poorly dressed people to walk side by side with me, do you want me to lose face?"

Xia Yulian slandered, without your permission, I can follow behind you.But Ji Yanfei took Xia Yulian's weakness seriously, Xia Yulian obviously cared more about the trouble she caused others than herself.The strong inferiority complex was at work again, and with the guilt for having tarnished Ji Yanfei, he probably obeyed Ji Yanfei's words.

In order to reduce the waste of unnecessary energy, whenever he meets Ji Yanfei, he has to look at himself in the mirror and make sure that even his collar is ironed meticulously before going out slowly.

He hates the weight others impose on him, and Ji Yanfei is no exception.

Ji Yanfei used those extravagant products to pile up a luxurious shell on his body to cover up the rotten and sticky inside, so that his body was covered with Ji Yanfei's marks.

Like dingoes who divide their territory with urine.

The ambiguous relationship proceeded step by step.Xia Yulian has no previous experience in love, and she is not interested in the kind of relationship that involves herself with another person.Ji Yanfei's nonchalance gave him a chance to breathe, so that he would not be physically and mentally exhausted.

After Ji Yanfei sent him a text message to make an appointment at the hotel, Xia Yulian was at a loss.According to the gradual process, they have reached this stage?For Ji Yanfei, it seems that there is nothing wrong with skipping all the previous steps and going directly to the topic.

He who was hesitant at first saw Luo Zhen who was crying and acting like a baby to him, and made up his mind in an instant.

Luo Zhen forcefully asked Xia Yulian which one to choose, Ji Yanfei or him.If Xia Yulian chooses Ji Yanfei, then their friendship will be in vain.

The person who is closest to him is Luo Zhen, but now that the world between the two of them is irreparable, it is better to stay away for a while.Xia Yulian knew that Luo Zhen's cheap liking would be in his memory tomorrow without a trace.Luo Zhen's kiss was jerky and clumsy, and he concealed it tremblingly and recklessly. Could he really be prepared to dedicate himself to him?

His past feelings for Luo Zhen were gone like flowing water and would never return. When their lips met, Xia Yulian realized this very clearly.

The past that can't go back, the years that can't be caught up.

Frankly speaking, he is very curious about that kind of physical contact.He wanted to know what kind of throbbing another warm body could bring him.How the part of the body connected to the brain finds its way into other people.

The special object is Ji Yanfei, what kind of magical power is there in that person that makes him fascinated.With all the pretense gone and being honest with each other, whether he can touch Ji Yanfei's soul who is close at hand.

When he went to the appointment on time, Ji Yanfei had already finished bathing.The baggy bathrobe is tied around the body with a thin belt, revealing a large area of ​​spring on the clavicle and chest.Ji Yanfei stared at the swaying red liquid in the cup, the liquid swayed from side to side, dark as blood.And he himself is like a vampire lurking in the night, taking a sip, the red wine wets his light-colored lips, adding two or three points of coquettishness.

This is a luxury suite on the 63rd floor.The night was like a stormy wave, sweeping across the entire city made up of high-rise buildings.Human beings light up bits and pieces of light to tear up this boundless sapphire blue, and the stars are pale in comparison.Ji Yanfei didn't close the curtains embroidered with golden patterns, he sat alone on the chair, looking into the distance, and he could have a panoramic view of the prosperity and solitude.It's a pity that the neon lights from below couldn't illuminate the light in the depths of his pupils.

The enamel patterns on the floor tiles are shiny.The crystal chandelier hanging from the roof was more like a huge decoration, Ji Yanfei only turned on two dim lights to illuminate the whole room.Xia Yulian actually felt that there was an unattainable warmth flowing in this deserted room.

On Ji Yanfei's body, the lonely seeds had already germinated, raging into a jungle of thorns that no one could get close to.

At this moment, redundant words have become a burden.Xia Yulian stretched out her arms, wanting to hug the thorns, even without the fragrance of roses.But his sanity is alive, don't get past where you are, he said to himself.After listening to Ji Yanfei's request, he took the lubricant in his hand and went into the bathroom with his clothes on.Regardless of whether it would get wet, all his clothes were left on the hanging table in the bathroom.

The armor cannot be removed until the last moment.

Of course Xia Yulian understood what Ji Yanfei meant.Playing with the small bottle of transparent liquid in his hand, the sound of dripping water disturbed his thoughts. Finally, he tentatively poured a little into the palm of his hand, rubbed it with his fingertips, and then washed away the slippery feeling, but the strange feeling lingered on his fingers. tip.

Really do it?Once you get stuck in a quagmire, it's hard to get out.

He wanted to tear Ji Yanfei apart, he wanted to ignite flames in those pupils who ignored everything, and he wanted to destroy that deserted figure.

Unexpectedly, Luo Zhen's face flashed in his mind.He gripped the bottle of lubricant even tighter.Now that Luo Zhen has left him, at least in the short term, what Ji Yanfei gave him today may be his last chance to get in touch with other human beings in depth.

If he ran away at the last moment, then for the sake of Ji Yanfei, who was crazy and obsessed, those efforts were nothing.Occasionally, Xia Yulian also wanted to taste something other than giving up halfway.