You are my brother and my love

Chapter 6

some of my own inner thoughts.

"Wang Kai, do you think it's okay as you are now?"

"No! But there is no other way! Those who have no money these days can only be used as cows and horses for others." He took a sip of wine and continued, "Besides, it's very easy to do now. Make do with it!"

"It's pretty smooth now, but don't you have any other ideas?"

"There must be! I also want to set up my own store and be my own boss! The key is that there is no capital!" After finishing speaking, he took another sip of wine.

"There is no capital now, but after another year or two, you will be able to have it. At that time, were you interested in opening a restaurant with me?" light.

"Opening a restaurant? That's great! Why do you want to open a restaurant with me?" He excitedly took another sip of wine.

"Actually, I have long wanted to open a restaurant by myself, but one is that I have no money, and the other is that it is too risky to do it by myself, and I don't have a good partner, but I find that you are quite capable, and you have such a sense of I am so motivated, so I have been thinking about finding an opportunity to discuss this matter with you, and I think you should agree."

"Okay, when we really have money, let's open a restaurant together! I don't want to work with others for the rest of my life."

"Okay! Then it's a deal! Next year or the year after that, we'll start a restaurant together."

"Then we have to work hard now and try to earn more money! Don't just talk like that."

"Okay! Do it well!" After I finished speaking, I picked up the wine glass and toasted him.

My busy figure became even busier on weekdays. The manager saw that I was so diligent and valued me, so he gave me a salary increase, but I still worked hard as before, because I was always bullied and ridiculed by children of the same age since I was a child. But I dare not fight back, because no one will help me, even if I cry, no one will coax me, except my mother-in-law, but that is only when she is alive, so I must succeed, and I must let those who have looked down on me People stand at my feet.

11

After working hard for a period of time, although my career is booming, I neglect my physical health.One morning I woke up from the heat and found that my body was covered in hot sweat, but when I thought about it, I found that my limbs were like soft noodles, I couldn't use any strength, and my head was heavy and dizzy.At that time, I really felt an inexplicable fear from the bottom of my heart. I felt that there was no one around me, no one would care about me, no one would be by my side, and I felt the fear of death.I didn't go to the hospital, because I really didn't have the strength to get up, so I just huddled in the quilt by myself. Although it was very uncomfortable, it made me feel a very solid feeling, which was very contradictory, as if I didn't need to worry about anything. , because I can die quietly like this, but I am very scared, because I am afraid that I will not die, and I will still suffer.I just lay in the quilt in such a groggy way that I don't know when I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I was already lying on a hospital bed.There is a hanging needle on the back of my hand, and there are still some figures shaking around.Forget it, I have serious problems with my work and relationship now, and I seem to be about to collapse, but let me tell you the outline of this story.

One day in the early summer of 1997 in the north, 19-year-old Li Yi and 20-year-old He Ze met in a restaurant. The two teenagers fell in love at first sight. Silly fell in love with each other.They would often go to that Manji hot pot restaurant to eat beef hot pot, walk and chat in the poplar forest, often go swimming, sing... But once when they were kissing in the toilet, He Ze's good friend Zhao Qiang saw them, and Zhao Qiang took them He Ze's father told He Ze's parents about everything, and He Ze's father transferred He Ze to study in Beijing, and the two of them could not see each other for a long time.

In 1998, Li Yi met Wang Kai at his new workplace, and the two planned to open a restaurant together.Li Yi works hard every day. He wants to succeed and doesn't want to be looked down upon by others. On July 7th, which was He Ze's birthday, Li Yi called He Ze. He Ze said that he would graduate next year and he could go back to see Li Yi soon. Li Yi was very happy, even though he had He was indifferent, but he still found that the person he couldn't let go of was He Ze.

He Ze came back in 1999. After the two met, they kissed each other frantically and hugged each other tightly. Two years, really a long time.But He Ze had already been assigned a job in Beijing, and he was going back to Beijing in a few days, so the two had no choice but to separate again.But then they often exchanged phone calls.

In early 2001, Li Yi and Wang Kai jointly opened a western restaurant.As the business got better and better, Li Yi also earned a lot of money, bought a car, and often took time to visit He Ze in Beijing. He Ze also developed very well in Beijing and was already the manager of an advertising company.

SARS began to spread in Guangzhou at the end of 2002, and then broke out in Beijing in early 2003, spreading across the country. At that time, Beijing was listed as a prohibited tourist city, and Li Yi could no longer go to Beijing to visit He Ze. After a period of painful lovesickness, SARS Gradually receding, Li Yi immediately flew to Beijing to meet He Ze. Fortunately, He Ze was still fine. After a near life-and-death parting, the two of them strengthened their love, so they decided to visit He Ze's parents. , trying to get their consent.But when He Ze's mother found out that they were still together, she was so angry that she had a heart attack on the spot. Fortunately, she was sent to the hospital for rescue in time, and her life was not in danger.Li Yi didn't expect this to happen, and couldn't bear to hurt He Ze's family, so he chose to leave.

Li Yi didn't know when he would be able to meet He Ze after leaving, but when he thought of his mother, he still endured it. Although Li Yi no longer went to see He Ze, He Ze would still chat with Li Yi from time to time. The phone call, but the words of the two of them were obviously a lot more flat, just the feeling of good brothers.Until one day in the autumn of 2007, He Ze personally came to the city where Li Yi was located, which was also the city where they met for the first time.He Ze originally wanted to ask Li Yi to go to the Manji Hotpot Restaurant to eat beef hotpot, but time has really changed a lot. The Manji Hotpot Restaurant back then is long gone, replaced by a business building, standing coldly Over there.He Ze found another hot pot restaurant and had a meal with Li Yi. After eating, they went to the poplar forest again. The poplar forest has not changed, and the poplar trees are still green and tall.

The two chatted while walking in the forest. Halfway through the conversation, they were silent. After the silence, He Ze said that he was married. Li Yi was taken aback for a moment, but didn't say anything. I'm dead, and my parents are really pressing, so I arranged the marriage at the end of last year. At this time, Li Yi smiled and said to him that women have such a great charm! Can you handle my brother? Li Yi laughed I cried while laughing, it was a kind of extremely suppressed sobs, it was a burst of pain that a self-respecting and strong man was desperately suppressing.He Ze hugged Li Yi tightly and cried, and the two men hugged each other and cried in the woods, regardless of whether anyone was watching or laughing.

In 2008, He Ze had an Olympic baby, a boy. He Ze named him He Jun, hoping that when he grows up, he will have the perseverance of a soldier.Li Yi went to visit Xiaohejun that day, and at the same time met He Ze's wife, Chen Kexin. Chen Kexin is a very beautiful and temperamental woman. She is also very kind to He Ze's younger brother Li Yi, but of course she would not know the Li Yi was actually her husband's favorite person in his life.

In 2009, the marriage between He Ze and Chen Kexin broke down, and the child was sentenced to He Ze.Afterwards, He Ze drank heavily every night. Unfortunately, once He Ze drank a lot at night and had a car accident on his way home. At that time, there were few people on the road at midnight, and he was found dead when he was sent to the hospital.He Ze's father immediately notified Chen Kexin to come back when he learned about it, and Chen Kexin immediately called Li Yi and told him to come over quickly.In the hospital ward, two elderly people who were already very old were already in tears, and no one could accept the fact that a white-haired person gave a black-haired person.Li Yi didn't cry after rushing away, because people can't cry when they are extremely sad.

In 2010, Li Yi went to Shanghai to watch the World Expo. In the Beijing Pavilion, Li Yi watched a film "The Charming Capital" directed by Zhang Yimou. The assistant searched for and recorded the story of "Beijing Voice". Through the sound clues, the film unfolded a vivid and colorful picture of the city.While watching this film, Li Yi also thought of He Ze's voice, because He Ze also worked and lived in Beijing, but that beautiful voice was never heard again. On July 7th, Li Yi went to the cemetery to visit He Ze. Looking at the black-and-white photo on the tombstone, Li Yi could no longer suppress his inner emotions, and burst into tears. He remembered from when he was 26 years old. , I kept thinking about today, 19 years, a full 13 years, he has never talked to a girlfriend, because the person he loves is He Ze! It has always been! It has never changed.

In 2013, Li Yi took the time to visit Xiaohejun. Xiaohejun is now being raised by Chen Kexin. He is already five years old. He will be called Uncle Li, and he will make Uncle Li happy.