One-man show

Chapter 10

The pointer was about to go to twelve, but he still didn't come back.I felt overwhelmed with despair, almost suffocated.

The table was full of his favorite dishes, and I reheated them until they lost their original flavor.There were all kinds of small wounds on his hands, some burns and knife wounds, but unfortunately he couldn't see them.

I glanced at the clock again and dragged myself back to the bedroom.

There was a fruit knife on the bedside table with dried blood on it.

I reached out for the paring knife with my right hand and placed it on my left wrist.The blood vessels on the left wrist protruded, and there seemed to be a voice in my heart saying "cut it... cut it..." more and more clearly.

The wrist was scratched, and the bones were faintly exposed, but unexpectedly, no pain was felt.

Dark red blood flowed down the pale wrist and fell to the ground with a "tick, tick" sound.Inexplicably familiar.

I closed my eyes, and for a moment I could only hear the sound of blood dripping, feeling a little irritable for no reason.

I suddenly remembered that Lu Yunzhou did come back more than a month ago...

At that time, I dumped all the medicine in the vitamin C bottle into the trash can. Lu Yunzhou thought that I would not know if the medicine was in the vitamin C bottle.

I never felt that I had a mental illness, and I took medicine obediently or chatted with Dr. Jiang often just to reassure Lu Yunzhou.

Lu Yunzhou was very angry when he saw this scene. Naturally, we quarreled again.

I asked him if he had a woman outside. When I think about it now, I just feel like a lunatic when I was hysterical.

Lu Yunzhou looked disappointed, he said, "You don't believe me?"

I didn't speak, but my attitude clearly told him that I didn't believe it.

He seemed a little weak, said "I don't want to quarrel with you" and was about to leave.

and after?

I frowned and tried to remember what happened later. My memory was like a knotted ball of yarn, and I couldn't sort it out.

I curled up on the bed, feeling the life go by with the blood.

In the end, I couldn't help biting my lower lip and whimpering, the tears couldn't be stopped no matter what.

I don't know how I crawled out of bed and onto the freezer in my bedroom.Excessive blood loss made the whole body weak, and it was impossible to open the door of the freezer.

I remember it all...

Lu Yunzhou has never been missing, he is always there, in the apartment.

I killed him, with that paring knife, after making sure he was leaving me.

I remember the paring knife that went right into his heart.I also remember the astonished look in his eyes when the fruit knife was pulled out.

The warm blood sprayed on the face, with a sweet smell.

Lu Yunzhou fell on the floor of the living room, and the blue velvet box fell out of his pocket.The ring inside fell out and rolled to the foot.

It's a pair of men's rings.

I froze in place.

I subconsciously picked up the rings, which were engraved with "X&L", and one of them fit right on the ring finger of my right hand.

"Lu Yunzhou..." I squatted in front of him, my voice was crying, like a child at a loss.

I clutched his wound and burst into tears: "Lu Yunzhou, what should I do... what should I do... can you tell me what to do..."

I took out my phone and tried to call an ambulance but he stopped me.

He wiped the tears on my face vigorously: "It's useless to stab the heart."

"Why are you still so stupid after all these years?"

"Just treat it as the last thing I do for you." Lu Yunzhou felt helpless, "I don't want you to go to jail one day."

I don't remember what else I said at the time, just that the blood was pouring out of the wound and soaking the carpet very quickly.And Lu Yunzhou's face became paler and paler.

"The piercing is so accurate, it's a pity not to become a doctor..." Lu Yunzhou joked, but I was not in the mood to laugh at all.

In fact, Lu Yunzhou said "I love you", at the last moment, his voice was very weak, but I still heard it.

"Xu Yuanheng, I love you, I love you very much... I fell in love with you very early, earlier than you..."

"Ireland... I might miss the appointment... Mingruo that guy likes you... If he wants to, let him take good care of you for me..."

"Be good...you can't take care of yourself...how can I rest assured..."

I still remember that he prepared the next day's flight ticket to Ireland and put it on the coffee table in the living room, waiting for me to find it.There he prepared a proposal and a wedding today.

But in the end we couldn't even put rings on each other.

I put the plane ticket behind the photo on the bedside table, put the ring in his coat pocket, cleaned the blood on the floor, threw away the carpet, put the fruit knife in the bedroom, and bought a big freezer to put him in. .

Then, I turned off the light and fell asleep holding our group photo.

I told myself, Lu Yunzhou doesn't want me anymore, he left for someone else, I try my best to hate him, forget him, and try my best to live a good life.Because I know he wants me to.

But I still can't...

I tried my best to open the door of the freezer, and Lu Yunzhou was lying inside, with a faint smile on his lips.It's like just falling asleep.

I climbed into the freezer and held Lu Yunzhou's hand, tears still flowing.

"Lu Yunzhou..."

"Lu Yunzhou..."

"Lu Yunzhou..."

Lu Yunzhou...

If there really is an afterlife, you can find a good girl to marry and live a good life... Lin Luo is also fine...

In the next life...don't meet me...

It's just a pity that I couldn't go to Ireland with you again, the sunshine in Ireland was really warm that year...

I'm sorry, I couldn't do what I promised you...

Lu Yunzhou is Xu Yuanheng's life, you say, how can a person live without a life...