on the river

Chapter 5

05,

"Jun Yi."

"Ok?"

I was lying on the recliner, the sun was warm and the breeze was so warm that my whole body was boneless, like a faint king of a declining dynasty, wanton and promiscuous, waiting for his favorite enchantress with his mouth open... ok Alright, it's Junyi, give me chestnut cake.

Jun Yi's eyes are shining, and he sits next to me with his back to the light, pursing his lips and concentrating on sprinkling powdered sugar on the chestnut cake.

Alas, I squinted my eyes and thought, as expected of the man I, Shen Qinghe, is so handsome no matter how he looks.

I chewed the chestnut cake and asked, "If you had a handful of roasted chestnuts, what would you do with them?"

Jun Yi didn't even think about it, and said, "Of course I give all of them to Qingqing."

"You're stupid," I said, "then you're going to starve."

Jun Yi said naturally: "But Qingqing likes it."

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I cover my face.

I didn't expect you to be such a secret guard. Not only can you invisibly hurt people, but you can also invisibly tease people. Wow.

"What about Qingqing," Jun Yi said, "If Qingqing also has a handful of roasted chestnuts."

"I'll probably give you half of it, and then we'll eat it while chatting."

Jun Yi laughed silly: "Qingqing is so kind to me."

This is already the second good person card you sent me! !What kind of ups and downs is your emotional intelligence?

"I don't treat you well, who treats you well."

"Then, Qingqing, can I kiss you?" Junyi looked at my expression carefully, and said shyly, "That kind of mouth."

I:……

……here we go again!

Since I let go some time ago, Jun Yi has a special obsession with kissing and hugging, as if suffering from skin hunger, touching me and poking me from time to time while I am not paying attention... Am I dough!

Be a man, big brother! ! □□No, will forced kissing be possible?How dare you make me nod and agree to kiss!I am also ashamed!If you say "want to have a kiss" and I agree, wouldn't it look like I'm so fucking horny, no different from those coquettish sluts out there!

I'm tired of being kind, Jun Yi, I don't mind if you occasionally overbearing the president.

Besides, you have even touched my dick, why do you have to blush and be shy even to poke your mouth? Is it sacrosanct to you, but touching a dick is a very common thing, usually we often touch each other Say hello to a dick?

You dark guards are so scary! ! ! !

I said: "No."

Jun Yi lost: "Qingqing, you don't love me anymore."

Alas--

Who did you learn from! !So piquant, my goosebumps are up!What about the taciturn face paralyzed dark guard character set?

I imitated reading the scriptures from the owner of the valley, touched his head, and whispered softly: "You are so nice, how could I not like you. If you want the stars in the sky, I will pick them for you too."

"I don't want stars, I want to kiss Qingqing." Jun Yi persisted.

I:………………

I don't want to talk to him.

Sooner or later, I can't take it anymore, and I may go to rape him.

That is to say, just like dividing roasted chestnuts, people can divide love into three ways.

One is a dedication type like Jun Yi, as long as the person he likes is happy, he doesn't care how much he has paid.It is a very happy thing to be liked by someone like Jun Yi.

One is the sharing type like me. We share weal and woe. If I have chestnuts to eat, there will be someone I like. If I am in jail, I believe he will come to rescue me.

There is also a self-type.They don't care whether the other party loves them or not, as long as they want it, they will do everything possible to get it.If you don't have chestnuts, grab them.If you own chestnuts, they will hold them firmly in their palms, and if you make them happy, they will reward you with one.

My father met such a person.

My father became famous when he was young, and his best friend at the beginning was the young master of Fang's Jianzhuang. They went through the rivers and lakes together, suffered losses because they were not smooth enough, and became famous together because of troubles.They have been through ups and downs and have never been separated.

Uncle Fang is my father's best friend, because of a letter from him, my father even left my mother to save him on the wedding night, this is the sincere friendship we have had since we were young.

——But it can only end here, my father regards Uncle Fang as his best friend, but Uncle Fang wants to have sex with my father.

This is really a story about a man silent and a woman crying.

The root of the problem is here. From the beginning, it was a different feeling. I don't know if my father has noticed the mutated feelings of my best friend. Maybe he sees it but doesn't point it out. After all, he is his best friend.Maybe my dad doesn't know anything, after all, Uncle Fang is so good at pretending.

Since I was born, I have been growing up under the brilliance of my father's amazing talent. He seems to know everything. The sharks in the sea, the poisonous lizards in the desert, the thick red apricot flowers in the south of the Yangtze River are dotted on the bluestone slabs, and every story is unique. With him and Uncle Fang, they seem to be inseparable. If I hadn't been very sure that I was my father and mother's child, I would definitely have changed under my father's ears and eyes—although it is not very straightforward now.

But every time a story is finished, my father and my mother will look at each other and smile. My father looks at my mother with tender love that is about to overflow.From then on, I thought, I also want to find a mother-in-law who loves me so deeply, and I also love her deeply.

Thinking about it this way, you have a hard chest, no soft Daoupai, and there is something in your chest that shouldn't be there, even bigger and stronger than me.I still like him and want him to be my wife, how kind of me.

What to do, I feel that the red scarf on the chest is more vivid.

The accident happened on an ordinary afternoon when I was seven years old. I was the first child of my mother and the future heir of the entire Shen family.

That day, I had already forgotten what I did. My father punished me to kneel in the ancestral hall. I knelt crookedly, drowsy. A few tablets were knocked down, and the wall sunk in, revealing a dark room half the height of a person.

I have knelt in the ancestral hall for so many years, and I didn't even know there was a dark room.

My mother didn't care about 21 and stuffed me in. I shrank and hid inside with a chestnut in my arms. I was about to ask what was wrong, but my mother was startled.While weeping, she told me not to speak. After I nodded slowly, she hugged me and kissed me. She wiped away my tears and pushed me to the innermost point so that I couldn't move.

I don't know how she did it, the wall outside the dark room closed again, only two or three small holes the size of a pinprick revealed light, my hands and feet were numb, and I huddled in the dusty dark room with some aggrievedness, not knowing what my mother was doing. doing what.

I didn't know it then, but that was the last time I saw my mother.

I stayed in the dark room for a long time, tired and sleepy, and finally fell asleep. I don’t know how long I slept. I was awakened by a particularly loud sound. I opened my eyes and found that my hands and feet could move. I quickly and carefully moved my muscles and bones.Remembering what my mother said, I didn't dare to speak. I held my breath and listened to the sound outside for a long time, and vaguely heard that it was water.

Then I heard the sound of the heavy doors of the ancestral hall being kicked open, and some people were panting cursingly, and then, it was the voice of Uncle Fang, who I was very familiar with and who would come to my house for half a month every month.

His voice is no longer the gentleness of the elders' love, but sharp and dark, low: "What's wrong with your big brother's face?"

Then my younger sister cried softly: "My brother has a rash and can't see the wind."

Uncle Fang snorted coldly, as if he wanted to ask more questions, but another group of people came outside the door. I seemed to hear my father's voice while pushing and shoving. Method.

Uncle Fang called my father's name earnestly. I have never heard such a gentle voice from him, as if he was whispering with a puddle of water in his mouth.Hiding in the dark room, I heard his sticky confession to my father, my mind went blank.

I don't remember very clearly what happened afterwards. It seems that the housekeeper's son and my younger sister who pretended to be me died of poison, and Uncle Fang threatened my father with my mother. And he stabbed a heart-to-heart piercing with himself.My whole family is dead.

In desperation, Uncle Fang killed all of them, regardless of enemy or friend.Burn my father to ashes and swallow it one bite at a time.

I huddled in the dark room and shivered, my limbs were icy cold, and I was dumbfounded.

In the end, the burning pain in my stomach made me feel a little bit. I groped for the chestnut my mother stuffed me and swallowed it. I have never eaten such a sour chestnut. It was very unpalatable, so unpalatable that I wanted to cry So I cried while chewing, and fell asleep after crying.When I wake up, I will be in a daze, and when I am hungry, I will eat chestnuts.

Finally, when the chestnuts were finished, I just waited stupidly.

When my master pulled me out, I was already a fool.

Jun Yi's eyes were red, he looked at me as if he wanted to touch me, but I slapped him away, and I said in a rough voice, "Anyway, I got my revenge later, so it's my money back."

"You were only seven years old at that time, Qingqing... How miserable you are. Although my parents died, I was adopted by the owner of the valley since I was a child, and I didn't have to worry about eating and drinking. But Qingqing...you are still so young, you should be The age of being pampered..."

Look at this bastard, he doesn't know how to chat with people. Originally, I just wanted to make a confession so that I could continue to talk to my partner. I didn't want to cry at all. He is such a person that I feel sorry for him if I don't cry now.

So I cried in Junyi's arms, I haven't cried for a long time, no one will feel sorry, crying is just a waste of work, and I'm not a fool.

When I was done crying, I asked, "Do you want to see that bastard?"

Jun Yi hesitated: "Is he still alive?"

"Of course not," I said coldly, "I want him to repay my Shen family a thousand times and a hundred times."

In the beginning, I came to Luohua Valley to ask for this matter.

I was tossing that bastard, but I was afraid that if my subordinates didn't catch someone who was unstable and killed him, then there would be no more fun, so I simply lived in Luohuagu. It was too troublesome to play death and save life like this, so I didn't agree.

Of course, later I became the guard of the owner of the valley, and I was a privileged class. Everyone knows that there are people above who are easy to handle, so my little job is not a big deal.

God, thinking about it this way, isn't Jun Yi and I in an office relationship!So forbidden!Shame.

Uncle Fang was lingering in my room half dead, I opened the door and led Jun Yi in.

I practiced hard for revenge for ten years, but once I succeeded, I was actually at a loss.There is nothing wrong with loving someone, the fault is that Uncle Fang is too selfish. He likes my dad, so he only wants to possess in his mind. He never thinks from my dad's perspective whether he likes himself or not.

He really likes my father. As the only child of the generation of Fang's Jianzhuang, he never married a wife in his life.

Uncle Fang became famous at a young age, and after he became the leader of the martial arts alliance, he got a lot of martial arts secrets. Almost no one can match his martial arts.

In the end, my teacher friend came up with a trick for me. I look like my father, and after a little modification, I can look a little like him. When the duel is over, take off the face scarf to take advantage of his unsteadiness, and defeat the enemy with one move.The method is a bit insidious, but it works.

Uncle Fang's whole life has been planted on my father, so why not my father?

To catch him, the first thing I did was poke his eyes out, I didn't want him to see me who looked like my dad, he didn't deserve it.

Now that I think about it, my behavior is a bit naive. Of course, I won’t tell Jun Yi. No matter what my personality has evolved from a poor breasted girl in Jun Yi’s mind, who would think that his partner thinks that his mental age is only three years old? ah.

Maybe it's the nourishment of love. Now that I see Uncle Fang's withered and old face, my heart is very peaceful, and I don't want to kill him every now and then.

... No, I still want to kill him.

Jun Yi wrapped his arms around my waist, his chin rested on my head, my whole body was surrounded by him, it was very warm, I rubbed against him, and he hugged me even tighter.

During this period of time, I found that Jun Yi has become a lot smarter. Whenever I am negligent, I will be eaten tofu. This person really pushes an inch.

Alas, but there is no way, whoever makes this person my favorite, I am happy.

I have decided to completely let go of the past that makes me fuck when I think about it, and live a good life with Jun Yi.It doesn't make sense that when Junyi tried to kiss me without reservation, I was still thinking about a hundred ways to kill Uncle Fang. That's too unfair, and it kind of ruins the atmosphere.

Anyone who dares to stop my love must die.

Uncle Fang looked haggard, and his throat was humming, as if he wanted to say something.I sneered.

"Don't dream, my father never loved you from the beginning to the end."

I pulled out the sword from Junyi's waist, sighed, and stabbed it in Uncle Fang's heart. Black and red blood flowed out, mixed with a cloudy tear from the corner of his eye, and spread on the ground.

This kind of person who is so powerful in martial arts and lived in the nightmare I dreamed back at midnight for ten years, has no power to fight back, and was easily stabbed to death in the heart.

I held the sword and looked at him. I didn't know what it was like in my heart, but it was cold and astringent, sore, limp and painful.

This person used to be very good to me, maybe because my father and I look alike. Before I was seven years old, he spoiled me to the sky and asked the stars not to give the moon. I used to respect and worship him so much.

Why him, why is he my enemy?

I put the sword back in, thinking that I would kill and abuse the elders again, would Jun Yi think that I was cruel and merciless? I thought I was a pure and unpretentious angel, but I didn’t expect such a bloody murder. Now I’m with Qingqing Is it too late to break up?

Unexpectedly, he covered my eyes in the posture of hugging me, and led me out of the room.

The sun is warm, the breeze is crisp and warm, and I can smell the chestnut cake.

"Qingqing, don't be afraid."

He said so softly in my ear, and the palms covering my eyes were warm and generous.

My tears welled up all at once.