Slag Yi

17. 1

It is said that children of seven or eight years old hate dogs, but Dushanyi has never experienced this feeling.What happened at that time made his experience of that time period deeper and more uncomfortable.

In his life, the age of eight was a watershed.Before he was eight years old, he had the love of his father who taught him and his mother. Even though they were busy with their careers, they never ignored him.After the age of eight, for him, life is like walking on the road, turning a corner, and the love between his father and mother is like a castle in the air, everything is false.

His father, the father he respected so much, actually cheated.The person who cheated on her made no one think of it.It turned out to be the little aunt who smiled sweetly at her mother—the younger sister whom her mother loves the most.The mother's hoarse voice was deeply imprinted in Dushanyi's mind.In my mind, the happy family was destroyed and collapsed in an instant.What a strict father, what a gentle mother, what a warm home... are all fake.

Father, that man, actually had the nerve to say it out loud without shame, such things as "she is my true love" and "I love her" are really...disgusting.

But, mother, why not divorce?What are you waiting for?Has that man suddenly come to his senses?That man's "true love" is not you!What are you still fantasizing about?Oh, I see, for the benefit of the family!

Afterwards, Dushanyi's status in the Du family remained unchanged, he was still the future heir, and he was still his father's only son.My aunt gave birth to a daughter for her father, named "Yao" for Meiyu.It's really a pet, a love, a plus!Father is still his father, but not that father; mother, is still his mother, but not that mother; home is still his home, but not that home.

My mother said: "The sweet words in the past are all false."

My mother said: "The love I once had is gone."

So, my mother changed, she didn't stay at home, and didn't care about him.Dushanyi's feelings for his family were wiped out bit by bit.

Later, Dushanyi investigated and found that the man did not treat his mother sincerely from the beginning.In the beginning, the marriage of the two families had an impure purpose: to grasp information and annex each other.

It's just that during the time when mother and father were together, they fell in love slowly.No matter how strong the mother is, she is still a woman.Women, in the face of love, usually sensibility has the upper hand.In this way, she slowly fell into the love net that the man made for her, unable to extricate herself.

But she didn't know, at this moment, what kind of resentment and jealousy filled her well-behaved sister's heart.Because of this negative emotion, when the man flirted with the woman's younger sister, the younger sister happily hooked her up.The two hit it off and they were "a couple made for each other".Ridiculous, she is also delighted in the harmonious coexistence of her lover and sister!That is to say, from the very beginning, the man turned his back on her love.What a ridiculous woman.

Don't you think that if you are still the hostess of this family, your sister will not get a title and enter the house?Don't you think that when you enter the company, you can see it without seeing it?Do you think that if you ignore this matter, it will not exist?How naive and ridiculous.Only in this way can you show your sadness.

Just when the man's cheating partner entered the house, Du Shangyi moved out of the Du family's mansion with a few people, and chose a villa that belonged to him to live in.This is truly out of sight.

Because of this, Du Shangyi met the first friend who did not negotiate interests——Shao ​​Dengyun.From meeting once in a while, to once a week, several times a week, and finally, it developed into meeting every day, which lasted for a month.The friendship between the two gradually deepened.

Du's father knew that Dushanyi did not understand him for not agreeing with him, so he allowed Dushanyi to choose a university freely, which was also a kind of compensation.

Anyway, Dushanyi is also his beloved child and the only heir of the Du family.This point will not change in the slightest with the passage of time.

But also because of such things, Dushanyi didn't believe in such illusory things as love at all.And he had deep doubts about family affection and when his father's image fell apart.If at that time, Du's mother hadn't been busy being sad, busy shouting hoarsely, and busy shutting down her defenses, presumably, Du Shangyi would not have lost even the last trace of desire for family affection.

Moreover, Dushanyi also produced a deep distrust.Therefore, Dushanyi's emotional concept is very subtle.

Fortunately, during that period, I met a lovely classmate, and the two gradually became acquainted.Even if Dushanyi didn't talk much all day and didn't pay much attention to the child, the child still stuck to Dushanyi's side, and gradually became the unique existence in Dushanyi's heart.Among the three most important relationships, he doesn't believe in love, and he doesn't want family affection.So he only accepts pure friendship, friendship that is not contaminated with interests.The reason can be said to be very simple, at least now the friendship has not abandoned him and left him.

To use a vulgar metaphor: Dushanyi, who fell into the water, grabbed the life-saving straw of the unfamiliar Shao Dengyun, and this life-saving straw did not live up to his expectations, and gradually became a unique warship, fighting with Dushanyi, so that Dushanyi forgot to ignore Unhappy ever.So, this straw is unique.

Although, in the end, the straw says, I'm actually alone, but I hope I'm still your straw.But Dushanyi couldn't accept the straw's betrayal because of this, even though the straw was still that straw, it was no longer pure straw.The identity of the straw and the identity of a person can only be chosen. The straw chooses a person, but does not want to give up the straw.But Dushanyi could not accept such a result.But the straw used the affection developed during the time spent with Dushanyi in exchange for a certain corner of the heart that still occupied the heart when he became a human being...

The author has something to say: In fact, this is the reason why he is not really with Shao Dengyun. He cannot accept the impurity of friendship, and the impurity of friendship is caused by what he can say is spurned love.

He didn't want to get along with Shao Dengyun anymore, but he couldn't let go of the friendship established during those ten years of getting along.But let's get along with Shao Dengyun, he felt like a stick in his throat, and couldn't bear Shao Dengyun, who had betrayed the friendship between the two, jumping around under his nose.It's a bit like tasteless, you know?

Hey, hey... He's not aloof at all, you're too cute to hook up with him~~~~