find sweet

Chapter 4

Zhao Yuhai also found out that Chen Xi was avoiding him recently.

The most obvious thing is that he used to pester himself to ask questions whenever he was free.

And at night, when he was working overtime and calculating his calculations, Chen Xi would still quietly sit on the chair next to him to accompany him, occasionally bringing him tea and water.

Not to mention accompanying him recently, even if he took the initiative to strike up a conversation, Chen Xi also acted a little coldly...

Nor is it cold.

Seemingly polite?panic?shy?

His culture is limited, and he really can't describe the awkward feeling.

As for?The last time I saw a butt, it has such a strong stamina?

After eating at noon, Zhao Yuhai went back to the dormitory to arrest him, and asked him: "I'm going back tonight, will you go back?"

His grandma's legs are inconvenient, and she can't go to the street to buy medicine and vegetables. He has to go back once or twice a week.

That's why he couldn't travel far.

Chen Xi has been here for more than [-] days and has never gone back. He thought he would want to go back and have a look.

In the end, Chen Xi said: "Go back, I won't go back, I'll come back after a night's rest, I'm too lazy to bother."

He may really have no conscience. He has been out for so long and doesn't miss home at all.

For him, Tangjiagou is not a home, but a temporary foothold.

Because in that home, he couldn't feel any warmth.

Zhou Wu is shameless and selfish, he doesn't even want to have any communication with him.

My aunt talked about loving him, but kept telling him how difficult it was for them, kept calling him poor, and kept hinting that he should not forget his roots after reading the book and honor them.

She never thought that he was only 18 years old, and he hadn't even stepped into college, and she was starting to kidnap his family to pay back.

And that younger brother who was as selfish and arrogant as Zhou Wu, always rummaged through his things, smashed the toys his parents bought for him, peeked at his diary, and stole his clothes to wear.

He bored him to death.

Don't want to see them at all.

He couldn't say these words directly to Zhao Yuhai, and he didn't want Zhao Yuhai to think that he was really so cold-blooded.

He couldn't help calling him: "Brother Yu Hai."

"Ok?"

"What if..." Chen Xi asked tentatively, "What if I leave and never come back? Do you think I'm cold-blooded and selfish?"

He really didn't feel like he belonged in that family.

He filled in the address of the school for receiving the admission notice, and the phone number was his own.

His parents had given him a bank card for pocket money before, and there was still [-] in it, which he never touched.

Including the money from this part-time job, it should be able to last for a year if I save a little.

At that time, you can still work part-time after you go to school.

After leaving this time, there is a high probability that he will never return to Tangjiagou in his life.

He also didn't intend to sue Zhou Wu to get the house back.

Think of it as debt repayment.

It is worth their more than one year of shelter and the "kindness" that gave him his life.

After all, they didn't really sell him back then.

Although it's not much different from selling.

He only found out later.

When he picked him up, his father gave the Zhou family a red envelope of [-] yuan.

Not important anymore.

He didn't want to argue with Zhou Wu about this.

Because he couldn't reason with a brazen, selfish and hypocritical person.

No matter what he did, they would definitely call him a white-eyed wolf in the end.

He doesn't care about anyone else's opinion, but he instinctively wants Zhao Yuhai to understand him.

Because Zhao Yuhai is the only one in this world who doesn't have any purpose for his kindness.

Even in the end, he has no way to be with Zhao Yuhai, no way to make Zhao Yuhai like him.

He also looks forward to becoming brothers with Zhao Yuhai who are closer than ordinary friends.

If you can't get love, it's good to have family and friendship.

It was very lonely for him to be alone.

So there is no resistance to Zhao Yuhai's thoughtfulness and concern.

Recently, I always restrain myself while greedily longing for a response.

But Zhao Yuhai seems to only treat him as his younger brother.

He was so guilty that he always lowered his eyes, so that he didn't notice Zhao Yuhai's expression when he heard him say "I will never come back again".

Zhao Yuhai quickly adjusted his mentality, and said to him solemnly: "Chen Xi, I have never experienced your pain, and I am not qualified to make moral judgments on your actions, you only need to be responsible to yourself. "

Chen Xi slowly raised her eyes to stare at him.

He saw encouragement in his eyes.

"Okay, I will." Chen Xi wanted to cry again, he felt that he was too hypocritical, but he couldn't help it.

The feeling of being understood and respected made his heart vibrate and made him yearn for it.

Before six o'clock in the afternoon, Zhao Yuhai left.

As soon as he left, Chen Xi felt that nothing was going well, and he always thought of him uncontrollably.

He regretted not going with Zhao Yuhai, so at least he could spend several hours alone with him on the road.

In the dead of night, the uncle who was rarely snoring loudly was not there, but Chen Xi was lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

When he dreamed back at midnight, he made a decision in his heart.

He wants to try.

Zhao Yuhai brought three more people back the next day.

Two of them are master bricklayers, and one is a small laborer.

That little worker is also a boy, just two years older than Chen Xi, with a good personality, familiar with himself, but a bit talkative.

The little boy got along with everyone within a few days after he came to the construction site. Even Chen Xi, who was always reserved, got along well with him. In addition, he was about the same age, and the two had similar hobbies. He even volunteered to teach Chen Xi how to fight. The game eats chicken, but Chen Xi seems to have no talent in the game. After playing it for several days, he still can't get started, and it falls into a box again and again.

Liu Ke was convinced, and after several struggles, he resolutely gave up the idea of ​​teaching him to become a great god.

Zhao Yuhai felt a little uncomfortable seeing the two of them chatting and laughing at work every day, and getting tired of playing games and chatting together after get off work.

In the past, Chen Xi would only pester him to ask questions, and even peek at him when people were not paying attention.

Don't talk about sticking to him now.

Sometimes they don't even give him a straight look.

Zhao Yuhai was a little puzzled.

Is it true that children's enthusiasm comes and goes quickly?

How about...be nicer to him?

He himself didn't realize his motivation for wanting attention.

I just remember that during the last chat, Chen Xi accidentally mentioned that he especially likes to eat that kind of de-nuclear plum, but it was rarely sold in City C before.

Zhao Yuhai originally thought of taking him for a walk in the street after get off work and buying him some fruits and daily necessities.

He remembered that last time Chen Xi's underpants seemed to be blown away by the wind.

As a result, people didn't give him a chance to express himself at all.

Zhao Yuhai came back from work and searched for a long time but couldn't find anyone. Only after asking other people did he know that someone hadn't eaten. After work, he took a shower, changed his clothes, and followed Liu Ke to the town here for dinner, saying It was Liu Ke's good buddy who came to find him!

Ge Laozi's!

We've only known each other for a few days, and you dare to go out to eat with someone so confidently and boldly, what if you sell him out? !

It's not a long memory to be cheated!

His heart was broken, how could he know that Chen Xi not only went out with someone alone, but also drank with them.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, neither of them returned to the dormitory.

Zhao Yuhai was a little anxious.

He sent a text message to Chen Xi, asking where he was and when he would return.

Chen Xi didn't reply to him.

After holding back for more than ten minutes, he dialed Chen Xi's phone number.

It was Liu Ke who answered the phone.

"Boss, what's the matter?"

"Where are you?" Zhao Yuhai's voice was a little heavy.

"We're in an Internet cafe." The dude didn't realize the danger yet, and there was joy in his voice.

"Where's Chen Xi?"

"He's here too. He's drunk and sleeping on his stomach here."

Zhao Yuhai frowned: "Drunk?"

"Well, he can't drink too much, he drank three glasses of beer, and he was so drunk that he passed out..." A certain bastard still complained about it, completely unaware that Zhao Yuhai's face on the other end of the phone turned black .

Zhao Yuhai pressed his anger and asked, "When are you going back?"

"Ah?" Liu Ke was a little surprised by Zhao Yuhai's sudden post check, he was taken aback, and said honestly, "My buddy hasn't left yet, I'm going to accompany him tonight, and sleep with the Internet cafe when I'm sleepy, don't worry It will affect my work tomorrow."

Zhao Yuhai closed his eyes on the phone, and when he opened them again, his tone was still calm: "Then you can continue playing."

"Ok!"

Liu Ke thought he meant to play with them.

Unexpectedly, half an hour later, he saw Zhao Yuhai with a serious face coming to the Internet cafe.

"Boss, why are you here?!"

The lighting of the Internet cafe made the whole environment look more comfortable and warm. Chen Xi lay on the table and fell asleep soundly, his face was crushed and deformed, and his pink and tender mouth was pouting high, making him look a little naive.

The restlessness in Zhao Yuhai's heart was gradually soothed by his peaceful and peaceful appearance.

He said to Liu Ke: "You play with yours, I'll get him back, he's not in good health, the air conditioner here is too strong, he's easy to catch a cold."

Hearing his calm tone and calm face, Liu Ke felt relieved with good reasons: "Then you take him away, his body really doesn't seem to be very cold-resistant."

In a daze, Chen Xi felt as if he was floating in the air, feeling a little underfooted, and a little bit bumpy.

He opened his eyes with difficulty and took a look, only to see a piece of darkness, and then closed his eyes again.

That jolting feeling lasted for a long time, making him want to vomit.

He rubbed against Zhao Yuhai's chest uncomfortably, still moaning.

Zhao Yuhai froze: "What's wrong?"

Chen Xi mumbled subconsciously: "Uncomfortable."

Zhao Yuhai bowed and put him on the co-pilot of the off-road vehicle, pretending to be unhappy: "Should! Make you disobedient."

Chen Xi was frightened by his deep and serious tone, opened his eyes, the surrounding was very dark, his vision was a little blurred, he thought he was in a dream, boldly stretched out his arms to hug Zhao Yuhai's neck, apologized to him aggrievedly and acted like a baby: "Brother Yu Hai, I'm sorry."

He pressed it softly, and rubbed his furry head in front of Zhao Yuhai, a faint scent of gardenia lingered in his nose, seductive.

Zhao Yuhai's body was shocked, his mind exploded, and he couldn't speak.

He swallowed, pulled off Chen Xi's hand without making a sound, straightened his body, fastened his seat belt, and then said hoarsely: "It's okay."

Chen Xi was limp and sleepy all over, and he was quite peaceful along the way. He would only open his eyes from time to time to check whether the person next to him was Zhao Yuhai. Without another word, he just looked at Zhao Yuhai with drunken eyes and smirked at him.

When getting off the car, although Chen Xi still felt dizzy, after sleeping, he was a little more awake than before.

He held too many things in his heart, had too many grievances, his mood became more and more fragile after he was drunk, and he was a little volatile. He was obviously still laughing just now, but now he was depressed again.

Zhao Yuhai came to open the door for him, saw his eyes were red, thought he was not feeling well, and asked with concern: "What's the matter?"

Chen Xi pouted: "Brother Yu Hai, I'm so sad."

Only then did Zhao Yuhai come to his senses, guessing that he was drunk and a little emotional, he followed his words and asked why he was sad, but Chen Xi didn't answer him again.

The car couldn't drive directly to the door of the dormitory, and the remaining path was a gravel road with ravines and twists, and it was not easy to walk even with street lights, especially when Chen Xi was still drunk. stand up.

Chen Xi's body fell into a warm and thick embrace, and he tilted his head and gently leaned on his shoulder, calling him softly: "Brother Yu Hai..."

"Ok?"

"Why are you being so nice to me?"

Zhao Yuhai paused.

Yes, why do you want to be nice to Chen Xi?

Is it because he is poorer?

But there are so many poor people in the world, why doesn't he sympathize with others?

Leaving aside, the little girl next door lost her mother when she was three years old, and her father is dumb, and the father and son are so poor, why doesn't he sympathize with them?

And brother grandson, who is at the opposite door, was bullied so much that he couldn't go home, why didn't he stand up for others?

He has never been a kind-hearted person. He has tasted too many human relationships over the years, and his heart has long been numb. It is difficult to make waves for anyone.

But he couldn't help but wanted to make Chen Xi happier, and wanted to make Chen Xi focus on himself.

He didn't dare to think about the reason.

Chen Xi doesn't belong in this ravine. He is still a fledgling. One day he will transform into an eagle. He will have his own sky.

They couldn't walk together.

You won't be embarrassed if you don't complicate the relationship.

Night Breeze was gentle, and Zhao Yuhai's voice was also very gentle. He asked Chen Xi, "Does my behavior bother you?"

Chen Xi gave a low "hmm".

Before Zhao Yuhai had time to feel lost, he heard him say: "Because I want you to always treat me so well, brother Yuhai..."

His last words were as thin as a mosquito.

Zhao Yuhai still heard clearly.

He said, "Brother Yu Hai, can you like me too?"