Yangzhou slow

Chapter 5 Chapter 5

Ji Zhengzhou called, asked a few simple questions, said that he would come back to see your mother in Qingming, and hung up the phone.

Ji Yi sat on the ground with the window open, the evening breeze was warm and cool, and it also made people's hearts cool.

News from Yi Zhian came in, asking him if he would like to go to the concert together this weekend.Ji Yi called directly, and Yi Zhi'an quickly picked it up.

Yi Zhi'an asked what's the matter, Ji Yi said it's okay, can you talk to me, I want to hear your voice.

Yi Zhi'an told him, "When I was young, my grandma often took me to concerts, and then I fell in love with it."

"There is a musician's piano solo this weekend, would you like to come with me?"

"Open the door." Yi Zhi'an said.

Ji Yi didn't have time to think, and ran downstairs to open the door. Yi Zhi'an was standing in front of his house in pajamas and slippers.

He hugged Yi Zhian, hugged him tightly, pretended to touch Yi Zhian's neck casually with his lips, and then separated, asking: "How did you come here?"

Yi Zhi'an hugged his back, "It's like reuniting thousands of miles away, we live next door, isn't it easy to come here?"

"I told grandma, I'll sleep with you tonight."

Ji Yi asked, "How do you sleep?"

Yi Zhian pushed him with a smile, "Why are you so shameless."

Yi Zhi'an is too kind, Ji Yi knows this very well.That night, Ji Yi asked "Can I like you", Yi Zhi'an said of course, that is your freedom.

Ji Yi asked again if I could chase you, Yi Zhi'an took a while to speak, and he said: Yes.

That night Ji Yi was so ecstatic that she woke up several times from her dream and frantically went to check if Yi Zhian was still there.

They lay side by side, Ji Yi said: "I'll accompany you to the concert. I'm going back in Qingming, can you see me off?"

"it is good."

On weekends, they go to concerts together.On the eve of Qingming, Yi Zhian sent Ji Yi away.

At the airport, Ji Yi hugged Yi Zhian and said to wait for me to come back.Yi Zhian agreed.

The plane took off, crossed a long line, people sat in it, and left.Yi Zhi'an touched his heart, it turned out that seeing him off would be so sad.

The sky is clear and clear, and Yi Zhian prepares a handful of white lilies. Grandma said that her mother liked lilies the most when she was alive. She is like a lily, always clean and holy.

Yi Zhi'an went to the hill, where there was a tombstone and an empty grave below it.

Mother's ashes were thrown into the sea.

Yi Zhi'an knelt on the grass, put the lilies in place, and left.

Everything in the secular world is a defilement to my mother, maybe only this handful of lilies is still clean.

It was raining heavily in Shangdu, Ji Yi was dressed in black and stood in front of the tombstone with a black umbrella.The cemetery is quiet and solemn, filled with the oppression of death.

Ji Yi bent down and put the daisies in front of the tombstone, where there was already a handful of flowers that had been battered by the rain, and the two bouquets of white chrysanthemums together were a memorial to the smiling woman on the tombstone.

Ji Yi stood there for a long time, so long that the rain splashed his clothes and made his whole body icy cold.

When he got home, he was called to the study by Ji Zhengzhou before he had time to change his clothes.

"Come back when you think about it," Ji Zhengzhou said.

"It's no good." Ji Yi said, "I won't change it."

Ji Zhengzhou threw the book on Ji Yi's face, "Think about your mother! If she was alive, would she let you have sex!"

Ji Yi picked up the book and put it back, "Mother is dead and will never speak. This is my business, no one can interfere."

"It's you, who pretends to let someone put a bouquet of flowers every year, and you're not afraid that your mother will be disgusted by it."

"Get out! Get out! Go back to your Yangzhou! If you have the ability, don't come back in your life!" Ji Zhengzhou yelled at him.This man who is always serious and serious, can't control his emotions when facing Ji Yi.

Ji Yi left, booked the earliest flight ticket back to Yangzhou, and couldn't wait to leave here.

He wondered if people were all so sad when they were alive, absurdly passing through the world and rushing towards death.

He felt that his limbs were bound, his neck was strangled, and he was living according to the requirements of others, like a puppet, without thought and freedom.

He must follow rules, systems, morals, and human relations.Do not cross the distance, cannot subvert, and cannot be different.

He thought, he is alive, but he is dead.

He wants to see Yi Zhian, wants to touch Yi Zhian's body, that warmth, that humanity.

He doesn't want to die, he wants to live.

He stumbled off the plane, and when he saw Yi Zhi'an waiting for him in the terminal hall, his blood was boiling and screaming in his chest, and he rushed out of the crowd, as if breaking through the chaos.

He hugged Yi Zhian tightly, and declared aggrievedly: "Yi Zhian, only I know how much I like you."