Chapter 8
Chapter 8
"Bourne, I have something to tell you about Mr. Secretary."
Elizabeth came to knock on the door the next morning. If it was like before, Bourne would have been sneering and sarcastic, but today Bourne's eyes are slightly dark, and it can be seen that he didn't sleep well last night. When he came to open the door, he saw Elizabeth. To her immediate question, Mie just crossed his legs and looked at Elizabeth conversingly.
"Elizabeth, when you were my fiancée, did I ask about you and Fett?"
Fett is Elizabeth's husband. When she met Fett, it was when she was Bourne's fiancée. Although the two had no sparks in each other, they did appreciate each other's kind of family-like feeling. , let them not ask each other about each other's love life, and also stated at the beginning that if someone they admire shows up, they will immediately dissolve the engagement and bless each other.
Bourne asked the first question, "Your father hated Americans very much. He thought Americans were rude and uneducated. And who helped you connect with them, so that your father finally bowed his head and agreed to marry Fett."
Her father has always been proud of the history of Europe, and always felt disgusted and uneducated for the United States, which has a relatively young history. Bourne did help, and she absolutely could not deny it.
"Did I ask you how much trouble it would cause me if you asked me to break off the engagement without authorization?"
Every word Bourne said made Elizabeth speechless. At the beginning, she asked Bourne to break off the engagement, and let Bourne bear almost all the faults. Bourne shouldered the anger of her parents, and she pretended The stimulation was too great, and she had to see a psychiatrist continuously. It was not until Fett's gentleness and consideration that her irritated mind was relieved.
In the end, her parents had no choice but to let her marry the American Fett——she was able to get married, but the person who needed the most thanks was Bourne.
"So now you go back to your room obediently and wait for your husband to pick you up. I'm very tired now and need to rest very much. Can you understand what I mean?"
Elizabeth understood that Bourne meant that she couldn't do anything about it, and he couldn't let her do it either.Judging from Bourne's posture, although he looks idle, deep haggard lines are carved on his forehead under the bangs, and the dark circles under his eyes are even more obvious that he may sleep through the night.
She has never seen Bourne's eyes lose their light, or even look tired and tired-she believes that he will not be tired even if he plays until dawn, Bourne's physical strength is so good-as if he has been greatly affected In her impression, Bourne is always like a giant who can support the sky with one hand. She has never seen him fail, and she knows that even if he fails, he will not take it to heart, and will only laugh it off.
"Sorry, Bourne, I just wanted to help."
Elizabeth gently touched his arm, she had never seen him so decadent and tired, so her voice softened accordingly.
Bourne kissed her on the cheek, "I know, Elizabeth, just like I saw Fett appearing, while you are fascinated by him, I also hope that he is also fascinated by you. Your happiness is caused by me alone, And I'm happy to be with you and to share your joy at such an important time in your life."
Elizabeth laughed coquettishly, Bourne will attract women, not only his wealth and appearance, but he has a very special and caring side, which will always make women feel that he is the only one, and he will be easily ecstatic, and he will never be with him. Will not be boring.
"Bowen, in a certain way, you are really astonishing. If I didn't love my husband so much, what you said just now would have made my legs weak and my heart swaying."
Bourne laughed loudly. After the laughter stopped, he took a step back and brought the topic back again, "Don't ask, and you don't need to ask, Elizabeth, I'm tired."
Elizabeth nodded to show her understanding, and Bourne closed the door to signify the end of this topic.
At noon today, Elizabeth's husband had already come to pick her up. She hugged Bourne tightly, and also hugged Ji Xiaoxue tightly, speaking her heart in Ji Xiaoxue's ear.
"Mr. Secretary, although I have said many bad things about Bourne's flair before, in fact Bourne is a very good, gentle, and considerate man. I have never seen him go to such lengths to please someone. If he can have He must be the one thing you will never regret in this life." She added a few words playfully, "That's why a group of women are like great white sharks around food trying to get him, smart people know that Bo En is such a good lover, although I can't imagine him as someone else's husband, but he must be no worse than the couple in my family."
Ji Xiaoxue didn't know what to answer for Elizabeth's frank words.
"Mr. Secretary, you should take good care of it, please don't miss it."
After Elizabeth finished speaking, she happily snuggled up to her husband, said goodbye to the two sweetly, and left with her husband.Only Ji Xiaoxue and Bourne were left at the scene. He was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to do. Fortunately, Bourne broke the embarrassment and silence.
"You can go back first, I will go back to work in a week, this period of time is your holiday."
After he was admitted, Bourne would let him go home almost only on holidays, otherwise he almost asked him to be by his side every day. These few words meant to evacuate him.
"I... I understand. I'll leave immediately after I pack my luggage." He suppressed his shock, trying not to express it in his voice.
Bourne hummed lightly, didn't look at him much, took the elevator again, and went back to his room. He didn't see Bourne's person all day.
He left the resort. The leisurely and happy holiday life these days is indeed a paradise dreamed of by hard-working people.
Here he walked with Bourne, played pool, even drove himself, bought some pornographic and interesting things to tease him, and told him boring and dirty fantasies to tease him, all of which had nothing to do with him anymore up.
It should be a peaceful life, but why does he feel so lifeless at this moment, even the air is so silent that he almost suffocates!
Without the sweet-talking, nonsense arrogant man by his side, it seemed like a big piece of his heart was missing.
No, this is the life he desires most in his life—peace and tranquility, even if it is dull, but why does he not have the peace and tranquility he felt while lying under Bourne's arms?
The key to his house was missing. Ji Xiaoxue only found out about it when he arrived at the door of his house. He searched through his luggage, but couldn’t find the key to his house. How can not find.
In desperation, he asked a locksmith to open the door. As soon as the door was opened, he froze in place. The house he lived in had been thoroughly searched, the ground was in disarray, and some valuable furniture had also been removed. The locksmith After reading it, he shook his head, guessing that when he was traveling abroad, the empty door was broken into, and he was asked to call the police immediately.
He called the police and also contacted the security guards of the building. The police came to make a brief statement. His bedroom was searched most severely.
Clothes, books, etc. were scattered all over the place, probably because he had no valuables at home, so the thief picked up the clothes one by one to see if there were any valuables.
His passbook was stolen, but because the seal and the passbook were stored separately, only the passbook was stolen, which is considered a blessing in misfortune.
He called the bank to report the loss of the passbook, and the bank dealt with it immediately, and he soon got a reissued passbook.
During the few days of rest, he organized his things at home, because nothing was stolen, and the incident of the thief was dealt with by the guards and the police.
A week later, he went to work in the company. He arrived early as usual. When the working hours arrived, Bourne had already appeared in front of his eyes. His morning greetings were very brief without the usual smiley face and nonsense.
"Morning, Secretary Ji."
"Morning, President."
Bourne entered his office, and when he came out after eleven o'clock at noon, he had already put a bunch of files on his desk. "Please finish it within three days."
Bourne is not an exaggeration when he said that it is a day. The documents and so on inside are very complicated. It seems that Bourne just didn't exert his full strength before and gave him the right amount of work prudently.
He never came back after he went out at noon, and Ji Xiaoxue was overwhelmed with handling the files. In the past three days, Bourne hadn't come back to work. He didn't come to work until the fourth day after he finished processing the files.
This time Bourne put more files on his desk, and said calmly, "This will be processed within four days."
He was exhausted every day, and as soon as he got off work, there must be a beautiful woman waiting for Bourne in the reception room outside the office.
"Duke, you are so slow. Is work more important than me?" Sometimes the coquettish voice would come into the office, let alone Bourne's answer.
"Work is a kind of spiritual therapy, treating laziness, negligence and arrogance. Money is only the result. I don't want to just hoard money, so every time I come to work, I am spending money, the company's money, and my own money. "
The woman hesitated for a moment, as if she didn't understand Bourne's words or why Bourne said that, but her sweet voice told the truth.
"Duke, with your worth, even if you never work, you can live a better life than ordinary people."
Bourne's smiling expression was full of helplessness towards himself, as if he knew she couldn't understand but still talked, but he wouldn't talk to someone who understood him.
"I know, but I hope I can do more. Life is not just about having fun."
Bourne's date tonight seemed to end early, because Ji Xiaoxue had too many files to deal with, and when he was about to go home at ten o'clock in the evening, Bourne was already standing in front of the glass door watching him, and he didn't know how long he had been watching him .
"Let's talk, Snow."
Bourne's voice was a little weak, and his smile was a little lonely, which also showed his fragility beyond words.
Ji Xiaoxue's heart was pounding suddenly, all the lights in the office were dimmed, and only the small light in his office was on. The lower the shape is thicker, the weakness of oneself is also ready to be exposed.
"No... nothing to talk about."
His tone was trembling at the beginning, and he had to take a deep breath to speak out smoothly. He told himself repeatedly that he hated the man in front of him, and that a peaceful life is what he wanted now. path of.
Bourne approached, these days, tossing and turning unable to sleep, no one can fill Ji Xiaoxue's position, he can't just sit back and watch this relationship end without a problem.
"Why? Xue, I know you like our sex, and you have a crush on me, no matter how you deny it, we are deeply attracted to each other, what happened, why don't you admit that you love me?"
Love, this word is too heavy!
All the nerves in his head are resisting the word, the blood is also flowing backwards, he is repeating his mother's mistakes, as long as he falls in love with someone, it is the beginning of pain, so how could he fall in love with this arrogant, A man who has lived a wealthy life like a fairy tale since he was a child.
He has no intersection with him, and the physical intercourse is nothing more than doing his own work dutifully!
Those moans and tingling pleasures were all fake, he didn't like having sex with Bourne at all.
"I've never loved you, having sex with you is the most disgusting thing in my life, and those are all dutiful pretends at work."
Bourne's rebuttal was full of disbelief, "I don't believe it, Xue, I can tell if it's a fake or not."
Bourne approached step by step, Ji Xiaoxue retreated to the wall, Bourne's hands had covered his body, and there was only five centimeters left of their faces, Bourne wanted to kiss him, but he turned his head to avoid it.
His heart seemed to be jumping out. He smelled Bourne's masculine fragrance and felt his desire for himself, so his blood began to surge like a spring. He felt that he could not control himself, and slowly fell from the sky at an extremely rapid speed. It's about to fall to pieces.
No!I can't go the way of my mother!
What he longed for the most in his life was just peace. Why did Bourne always want to break his peace, always want to make his emotions fluctuate, want to see his reaction, if this is what he wants, then he just give it to him.
"Don't touch me!" he screamed, "how far I have to go before you can understand, I can't stand you touching me, you keep saying we're making love, but as far as I'm concerned, I just do things for money."
"How dare you say that? No matter how inexperienced you are, you should know how much I love you in bed." Bourne's tone turned cold.
No, no, he couldn't believe anything this man said. He pushed Bourne away hard, "Beloved? You have loved so many women in bed. No one will believe your love. I just use money to do things. It’s just a tool to express your sexual desire.”
The fury made Bourne's entire expression change. "I am in your heart, my personality is so unbearable. You interpret your tenderness as just an expression of sexual desire." He pulled Ji Xiaoxue's hand and said angrily, "Let me show you what is sexual desire." How do those rich people treat women when they really treat them as tools when they play with them,”
Ji Xiaoxue was grabbed by him and pressed against the desk. Even though she struggled desperately, she was no match for Bourne's strength. With a snap, Bourne tore his clothes with one hand, and the buttons flew out, and he bit hard. On the pepper milk in front of Ji Xiaoxue, his left hand mercilessly peeled off his pants, and forced his fingers into it.
No lubricant, no foreplay and caress, the pain occupied all the thinking in his head, the man who always had a smile on his face and loved to talk nonsense, turned into a raging beast in front of his eyes, roaring violently, biting him with every bite The skin is bleeding.
"Let me see what a special tool I bought for 200 billion!" Well-dressed Bourne pulled out his fingers, he sat on the desk, forced his head to his waist, only pulled the zipper, took out His own male parts, snapped: "Lick until I ejaculate."
He clasped his cheeks forcefully, forcing him to open his mouth, and the huge part pierced into his lips immediately, Ji Xiaoxue couldn't close his lips, and the discomfort reaching his throat made him want to vomit.
"Isn't it paid for? Isn't it all just a fake? Aren't you a tool for my sexual desire? Then let me cum and let me know that the money I spent was worth it."
Bourne's fury was full of harsh accusations. He pressed his head, regardless of whether he was comfortable, and forced his lips in and out, reaching the deepest part of his throat every time, making Ji Xiaoxue vomit out unbearably.
He knelt down on the ground weakly, and kept coughing miserably. Every time he coughed, a few drops of saliva dripped on the ground. On top of the saliva, his tears seeped into the ground.
"Using money to buy sex is just the most basic thing, and there are more cruel ones." Bourne stated the facts coldly without a trace of emotion, "You should be thankful that I am not the kind of man who likes cruel ways."
Ji Xiaoxue raised her head and looked at Bourne. There was no love for him in Bourne's eyes, and the light that always radiated when he saw him disappeared, leaving only disgust and anger towards herself.
"Ji Xiaoxue, how could I fall in love with someone like you who has no heart at all? You don't understand how good I am to you, how special I am to you, and how much I love you. How deep, everything is just my self-made passion, I made it up to myself, the feeling for you is the biggest failure in my life, and I will not allow the second failure."
Bourne got off the ground and walked out of the office. The sound of distant footsteps sounded very distant. He couldn't control his hands and feet. It took a long time before he could lean his back against the wall.
Bourne gave up on him!
From the look in his eyes and the tone of his voice, he could tell that Bourne had lost all patience with him and lost all love, and all of this was what he asked for, what he longed for, and what he wanted with all his heart Yes, so he got the current result, he should be congratulated, even overjoyed.
But all he felt was at a loss. When he was in the resort, Bourne was so gentle to him. Every time he made love, he always tried his best to soften his entrance and increase his pleasure, so that he would slowly enter, so that he could gradually Enjoying the pleasure of fish and water, and always waiting for his orgasm before Bourne will vent his desire.
It was he who pushed Bourne away, angered him, and rejected all Bourne's tenderness and consideration for him, which made Bourne finally give up in a rage.
He will no longer talk about those strange erotic fantasies to tease him, nor will he smile at him again and again with a warm smile, nor will he gently kiss him with his plump lips, and hold him in a possessive embrace, like To protect him for the rest of his life.
He's lost it all, and that's what he wants, isn't it?
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