King's return

Chapter 5 Chapter 5

"From Honghan, dear:

Being able to get such a strong emotional expression from you is one of the few things that can make me happy in this bleak northern Xinjiang.Now I think it would be great if I could let you also taste this frontier spirit.Feng Sui's wine is naturally softer than the wine that he drank on that snowy night. Although the strength has increased, it does not have the boldness of that time.

Leshan, I don't know if your name is an interpretation of benevolence or not. I only know that I will use my arms to guard the stability of this world for you, so that you can "be happy in the mountains".I know that you have never been a belligerent person, and you are full of literati who only want to be safe.I know, so we must build a peaceful and prosperous world for you, so that you can seek peace and stability in the world without worry.

Leshan, I told my brother about you.Although you didn't say your identity clearly, brother seems to have guessed it was you.You said that if I revealed your identity to my brother, would he punish me, lock me up in the main tent, and stop allowing me to communicate with you?Although I really want you to be known and recognized by your family members, it is better to weigh it carefully before actually implementing it.

Leshan, I miss you.Just wait, within half a year, I will return from victory.

wait for me.

Lu Shaoyuan

Hongjing January 12』

It has been nearly two years since Lu Shaoyuan went to war, and the correspondence between the two of them is not particularly intensive due to the distance, but each of them reveals their deep yearning for each other.Although the words "I'm fine" were repeated in the letter, they were only words after all, and the voice could not be heard, and the worries in my heart still could not be alleviated.

But when the war is tense, how much time can be used to communicate with family members?Lu Fangxu and Shen Leshan are considered lucky. You have to know how many families have no news of their loved ones after the army pulled out of camp.

Shen Leshan caressed a few letters on the table, his heart was warmed by the words of promise given by the other party.Although Lu Fangxu never mentioned what the battle was going to be like in his letter, as an imperial edict, even though he could not have access to all the content of the holy decree, he could still tell from the expressions of others that the battle ahead was not as easy as Lu Fangxu said in his letter.

"Fang Xu, you still haven't changed. No matter when there are certain things, you won't let me know, and you will always carry them alone. You must know that I am also a man, and I also want to do something for my lover..."

The summer of the ninth year of Hongjing was extremely hot, but the creatures grew quite well.

Lu Fangxu and Shen Leshan came back from the hunting ground with a full load, but because Lu Fangxu was injured and he took Shen Leshan out for a horse race, and he didn't say anything about the wound, which made Shen Leshan a little depressed.Even when he came back to take care of Lu Fangxu, he never gave him any good looks.

"You spoke of this yesterday."

Putting the medicine bowl on the table, Shen Leshan looked back at Lu Fangxu and said indifferently.

"Then let me tell you about the time when I was punished by my father for playing truant?"

As if offering a treasure, Lu Fangxu sat on the bed and looked at his lover with a little light in his eyes.

"You have said this three times the day before yesterday. I don't think I need to waste time listening to what I already know."

Shen Leshan shook his head helplessly, he had to tell the truth about that clingy man like a big dog.Shen Leshan understood that it was because that person valued himself too much that he deliberately concealed the existence of the wound, and now he was tirelessly repeating the story of his childhood, in addition to wanting to stop being angry, more importantly, he wanted to make him Shen Leshan knew more about Lu Fangxu.

"Well...then let me think about what else I haven't said..."

Lu Fangxu poked his own temple with his index finger, even in the backlight, he could still clearly see his frowning, it should be thinking hard.

To a certain extent, Lu Fangxu is indeed a child who has not grown up yet.Because he was born in the middle school, what he received when he was a child was the idea of ​​"bleeding but not tears" and "taking it alone".Therefore, when she was supposed to be acting like a baby in front of her mother, she didn't know how to express her grievances.It's like a "little adult".When I met Shen Leshan this time, it seemed as if my nature had been liberated, and my whole person was completely childish.

"It's not necessary." Looking at Lu Fangxu who seemed a little distressed because he couldn't think of anything, Shen Leshan sat down beside the bed and hugged his waist, resting his head on his chest, "The past is not important, I just want From now on, we can all be together well, don't hide anything from me, okay?"

Lu Fangxu's memories were interrupted by his lover's words, and after hearing his words, his heart was filled with an unknown soft object.But thinking about the days when the two clearly liked each other but hadn't confessed to each other because of concerns, I felt that I was at a loss.

"Of course I won't hide it from you. Look at me, don't I try my best to show you my past? I'm just not reconciled. Why couldn't we meet earlier, and so many years were wasted in vain."

"But no matter how you say it, I'm glad you like me. When I saw your sword dance in the gazebo, my heart was on you." Shen Leshan watched Lu Fangxu sort out his thoughts and then continued, " You and I have two completely different styles. When I was young, I envied those friends who could run around, but they were unwilling to take me with them because of physical reasons. You were the first to take me to play like that, even There is a person who is willing to share his 'secret treasure' with me. Maybe from then on, it is destined that I will fall in love with you."

It was the first time for Shen Leshan to say these words, originally he planned not to tell that person for the rest of his life so as not to raise his tail again, but for some reason, all of them came out today.Realizing that his thoughts were being listened to, Shen Leshan buried his head deeper in Lu Fangxu's arms, ashamed to look at him.

"It's my luck, Lu Fangxu, to be liked by you." Lu Fangxu held up Shen Leshan's hands and forced him to look at him, "Leshan, although you are a bit selfish, please don't fall in love with others in your life, okay? Take your gaze , all gathered in me alone.”

"Of course, this life is destined to spend the rest of my life with you." Looking at Lu Fangxu's eyes, Shen Leshan smiled softly, leaning on Lu Fangxu's chest again, his voice was so small that he almost let out a breath, "Fang Xu, I think want."

"Being a husband will naturally satisfy you."

After all, I can't care if I'm hurt or not, there's no reason not to be tempted by a beautiful woman, not to mention that the beautiful woman has sent out an invitation at this moment, and Lu Fangxu is not a person like Liu Xiahui, so naturally he refuses to let Shen Leshan go.

Shen Leshan turned around from his wandering thoughts, somehow he remembered something again, some tears gathered in the corners of his eyes.

It is longing, but also worry.That person was still the same as usual, carrying everything alone.

The inexplicable colic in his heart made Shen Leshan frowned tightly, intermittent choking and trembling shoulders betrayed the fact that he was crying.

"Lu Fangxu... Lu Fangxu..."

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