The summer we chased together in those years of youth

Chapter 12

?On the weekend of the first day I moved out, in the evening of that day, when I was cleaning up the dishes, I heard a knock on the door.

They were two skinny boys, I remember they were Shan Xu's buddies in the dormitory, I closed the door quietly.

I took them to an open space downstairs, it was getting dark, I was a little restrained but they didn't speak for a long time.

"What do you guys want from me?" I'm really not used to chatting with strangers.

"Of course it's because of Shan Xu!"

I looked at them suspiciously, "Did something happen to Shan Xu?"

"No, he's fine, he just lost weight recently."

I twitched the corners of my lips, but in the end I just let out a tiny "oh" and didn't continue.

That boy was a little angry, but was suppressed by another boy, "Don't you see how much Shan Xu likes you?"

I lowered my eyes deeply, not knowing how to answer, I could only smile wryly.

"I don't know when he fell in love with you, but when he pointed at you in front of Su Jin and asked us 'who is she' silly, we mistakenly thought that he had a crush on Su Jin, Lin Mu, The love letter written "To Su Jin" is for you."

My mind was dizzy, and I asked without thinking, "How is it possible? Then why did he tell Su Jin that he would help her..." Even the tone of my words had a hint of doubt.

"Lin Mu, Lin Mu, you don't know Shan Xu's kindness to you, do you? I don't know how you know about it, but the so-called harm and revenge he used in the name of liking Su Jin are nothing more than He found out that Su Jin used the love letter he wrote to you to spread rumors and frame you, because he was afraid that Su Jin would find ways to hurt you again, and that's how it turned out."

"After all, you still don't like him enough." "Anyway, we can't stand his infatuation." "Think about it for yourself!"

I still stood there without moving.They have gone far, but every word is deeply imprinted in my heart.But so what if I know the truth, the gap between me and him, does being the daughter of a murderer lose a lot of rights.

That kind of inferiority complex made me unable to cry out. When every beating gradually became a numb habit, it was like the first heartbreaking begging for mercy and being buried in the neighbor's knock on the door, but no one could say that I was born in hell .

The bleak fallen leaves and the icy wind announced the end of autumn. In the autumn night, I was planning to go home alone with my schoolbag on my back. I ran into Shan Xu, who was also planning to go home. He lost weight and grew taller. I didn’t realize it when I saw him She shrank her hand, trying to hide some inside.

I smiled at him and was about to leave.

"Lin Mu!" He stopped me and walked towards me.

"Now it's turning into winter and it's getting darker than usual. Your home is far from the school. It's not safe for a girl to go home alone. Let's go! I'll take you back."

He walked in front, I don't know how he knew that my house was far from the school, but I still obediently followed behind him.

The innocence was much darker than usual, I lowered my head, we walked for a long time, and we were silent all the way.

He stopped and heard his long-lost familiar voice, "Lin Mu, it might be cold recently, remember to wear more clothes. I, let's go"

Smelling the smell of soap drifting past me, I looked forward and smiled wryly, it turned out that I was almost home.

Watching Shan Xu's figure disappear from the corner, he turned around and saw the woman who had been waiting at the corner.

Fear buried my thoughts, this woman was my doomed catastrophe, a nightmare I would never get rid of.

She waved a brick from a construction site in her left hand and bared her teeth and claws at me, uttering inarticulate words, probably "Lin Yuansheng, you damn beast." "..." I have heard countless words since I was a child. all over.

I knew she was sick, and I was going to hell, no one would help me, and they were used to it, at first, they would help me, but then they found that such help was useless for a girl, This kind of thing will happen countless times, and if you are numb, you will be helpless and unable to stop it.

And this month, her onset tends to be more like before.

My body couldn't help shaking when I saw the woman's crazy and red eyes, and the woman advanced towards her step by step with inarticulate words.

I used to hold my head with both hands, but she stretched out her hand and pulled my hair with her right hand. It was very painful. I yelled, and my scalp began to tear and paralyze. My hair was violently pulled towards my face, I was thrown heavily on the slippery road, and I was in pain, the street was a bit dark, after a while, all the street lights came on, I squinted my eyes unaccustomed, unexpectedly, There was an overwhelming beating.

Obviously it's normal, but it still hurts.She pulled me up from the ground, picked up the brick she put aside, and muttered inarticulately, "I'll kill you bastard."

She fell down, but the brick didn't fall on me. I don't know why he appeared. Maybe it was my cry that brought him back.

He held me in his arms, she was puzzled, and then I saw her twitching face, and smashed the brick on him with the brick in her hand, I heard my heart say, don't!

I have some tinnitus, and the sound of the impact on my body is muffled in this dark, silent and terrible night.

Once, twice, three times... a piece of his back was bloody, and the road was stained with his blood, which was indistinctly bright red.

I looked up, and the light shone on my face, making my eyes hurt.

I heard him say softly, "Don't cry, idiot!" Then he raised his right hand to cover my eyes, and I could feel the severe pain in his body.

I really want to answer him, "I didn't cry."

But no matter how I act, I can't hide the tears on my face. My heart tells me that you may lose a very important person.

The kind of pain that tears the heart, but has no scars, and I can't comfort it.

This was the first time I met his eyes, and they were suddenly bright and dazzling.It seems that only me is printed inside, and the scenery in the eyes is only me.

His beautiful eyes stared at me.

"I will protect you"

"Shan Xu, you are not allowed to have anything. If you leave me, no one will pretend for me that you don't like eating vegetables, and let me take you away..."

He no longer had the strength to listen to the words that followed. Amidst the woman's roar, the whistling of the flute in the distance, and the crowd's discussion, I was on the street with my beloved boy. I gently lifted the boy's weak head and put it on in arms.

The young man struggled to close his eyes, looking at the endless dark sky, bleak, as if there were only two of us in this world who depended on each other and depended on each other.

He opened his mouth with difficulty.

"Lin Mu, I never told you why I..." I like you.

After the boy passed out, I shouted uncontrollably to the surrounding crowd and sent Shan Xu to the hospital. ?

☆, end

"What happened next? Then what happened?"

Looking at the woman who was about the same age as him in the opposite hospital bed, he looked eager to know what would happen next.Lin Mu thought it was a little funny.

What Bai Shanyi thinks is that first love is often the hardest to be together.

"later……"

The door opened, and a tall, thin and straight man walked in, with a steady aura between his brows.

He walked to Lin Mu's bed, kissed her forehead, and said softly, "Thank you for giving birth to a beautiful little princess for us."

She greeted him with a smile.

He smiled lightly, "We were chatting just now?!" He looked at her with gentle eyes.

"Hmm! I suddenly thought of the past."

"It just so happened that I also chose a name for our daughter."

"what?!"

"Dan Lin"

They looked at each other and smiled, the room was full of warmth, only the other woman had a surprised expression, and the whispering outside the window continued, everything seemed to be quiet at this moment.

Shan Xu has never told Lin Mu that that year, during the rebellious period, he wanted to win back his father's attention in this way, but later he was beaten by a group of people in the alley. Mu appeared. She didn't have angel wings, only a little bruise on her face. She looked at the group of gangsters with cold eyes, and said calmly, "If you fight again, I will call the police." In a tone that seemed powerless, But it made them nervous, after all they were just a few little kids.

At that time, Lin Mu was innocent and fearless, and Shan Xu was deeply engraved in his heart with just one look.

Maybe, at the right time, at the right place, you will meet the right woman.

Lin Mu, we will spend a lot of time together.

Separation is for a better encounter!