not peaceful

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When my mother called me, I was just finishing work, and she was a little impatient, and she said: "Don't do this job, resign, and go home."

My head was in a daze, and the previous pretense of not listening to me completely collapsed——Mom, I’m not tired, I’m fine, I miss you very much, how is Dad? No export, leaving the real why.

I patiently asked why.

Mom's voice sounded tense, she didn't know if she was guilty or angry, she just said: "Your brother misses you, he is going to take the college entrance examination, you go back and take care of him, he is not in a good state recently."

"Then I will take a week off from the company." I said back.

Mom suddenly became a little excited, "I want you to resign. We won't stop you when you come back to look for a job after your younger brother finishes his college entrance examination in peace of mind."

It’s funny to say, they were the ones who asked me to leave, and they were the ones who asked me to come back, just because Ji Qian was going to take the college entrance examination, and when I fell out with my family, I was also a senior in high school, so I was forced to choose the far north , Thousands of miles away from home, I feel that my world has suddenly turned upside down, and I don't know who to blame.

I hung up, took a week off work, and got on a plane the same day.

I was very depressed in my heart, and my chest was so stuffy like a stone was pressed when I was half asleep and half awake, and I didn't dare to think about extraneous things at this time, I just hoped that everything would be fine.

When I finally fell asleep, I obviously didn't think about anything, but I dreamed of Ji Qian.

I cried and said sorry in my dream, but Ji Qian just looked at me coldly, his eyes were piercing, he kept tightening my hand, and said in a low voice, "Don't be sorry."

His voice sounded deep, and his eyes were as deep as a pool of water, calm and unwavering, but I wanted to get rid of it soberly.

I said, "I didn't need to say I'm sorry, it's not my fault."

My sudden realization didn't bring about Ji Qian's noncommittal, he just hugged me tightly, and when my parents came back and saw this scene, they cried at me. , buried his face in my shoulder and called me brother.

At that time, I hadn't gone to school for a month. Although I didn't study well and skipped classes, I would rather run away when this happened. School is a paradise for me.

Ji Qian's cry of brother made me feel extremely tormented, and when I woke up, it seemed that he was still calling in my ear.

I don't know why Ji Qian, who is only in the first grade of junior high school, likes me. He is obviously a child, so where are there so many love-hate entanglements, I can't figure it out, and neither can my parents.

Now that he is in his third year of high school, he doesn't know if he wants to understand.

I sighed, but I only went back for a week, and the suffering passed.