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Chapter 6 Extra Story - Ah Wu's Inner Monologue

01

I... love Shen Hanzhi.

When I first realized this, I was terrified all night.

yes i love him.

This bamboo horse of the same gender as me, who has accompanied me for more than a dozen springs and autumns since I was a child.

Very perverted?

Heh... I think so myself sometimes.

But at the same time, I clearly know that I am not gay.

But it happened that I met him.

Some things are doomed from the start.

But...he wouldn't know.

02

Sometimes, I feel that Zhen Xian is gossipy and troublesome like a woman.

His personality is very similar to his name, and he is really idle.

Just like in the third year of high school, everyone was desperately preparing for the college entrance examination.He is the only one who wanders in front of my eyes when he is free.

"Ye Wuqiu, recently our classmates are saying that you and your deskmate are golden boys and girls~ Hey stop reading, give some feedback, brother!"

"Oh." I turned my head away and stared at him without blinking.

Everyone is immersed in their studies, who has the time to gossip like him?It must be trying to trick me.

"Uh...forget it, you should continue reading, you've been staring at me and I feel scared..."

"..." I chose to remain silent.

"Then what, they said that you fell in love with Liu Yi, and that you two are in love..."

"..." I'm ready to take my 40-meter broadsword to kill this chatterbox.

"But I know, you definitely don't like her." Zhen Xian winked at me, and deliberately didn't continue to talk, trying to whet my appetite, but finally seeing that I didn't respond, she curled her lips and continued talking on her own. "How can you like her? If you like her, you also like your 'Zhizhi', right?"

With a "clang", I was so scared that my 40-meter broadsword fell off.

What is he talking about?

"Hahaha, I was just joking around, it scares you. But to be honest, the relationship between the two of you is really good. There is nothing to say. You call him Zhizhi, and he calls you Wu. There was a time when I I also wanted to call you like this, Shen Han knew it or not, it was quite fierce. If I didn't know that you two are straight men, I would have wondered if you and Shen Han knew that they liked each other..."

"——What? They like each other? I seem to have discovered something serious?" A female voice came, which startled Zhen Xian and me.

I subconsciously turned my head to see who it was.

"..."

For a moment, I felt as if my life had come to an end.

...that's my deskmate.

It was Liu Yi.

then……

She is a rotten woman.

03

Knowing that she had gotten into trouble, Zhen Xian ran away alone.

I also pretended that nothing happened, and put on an expression of "I am arrogant, you and the layman are just talking nonsense that I don't understand", and then I picked up my book and got ready to get up.

——As a result, it was pushed back in the next second...

I didn't dare to look back at Liu Yi.

She's an old bastard, she must have guessed everything.

I thought she was going to laugh out loud with excitement as usual.

After all, the rotten girls seem to be proud of discovering a new pair of cp.

Well, in my opinion.

But this time she just sighed, "I've seen it a long time ago, you are the only one who is stubborn. But now the college entrance examination is less than three months away, you don't have time to talk about love."

I looked at her in disbelief.

"Damn! What kind of eyes are you looking at? Hey! Are you still not happy to have a bowl of chicken soup for the soul?!"

I am really wronged.

But I still have to reply something, otherwise it would be so embarrassing.

So I replied, "Yeah."

……

……

……

Why is it still cold? !

04

"By the way, what are you going to do?" Liu Yi put his arms on the table and asked me sideways.

"Whatever, he doesn't know anyway." I felt a little bit broken.

"You're not going to tell him?"

"Tell him? Oh, tell him what? The friend who has played with him for so many years has something wrong with him?"

"You...you really have something wrong with him?" Then there was a snicker.

"..." Suddenly I wanted to pick up my 40-meter broadsword again.

05

I have known for a long time that my deskmate is a moody and unpredictable master.

But I still underestimated her face-changing skills after all.

One second Liu Yi was still laughing, but the next second he suddenly suppressed his smile, with a serious expression on his face.

"Don't blame me for speaking harshly. Although you guys are really loving hahaha...cough cough, but you also know the views of homosexuality in this society. Do you dare to be with him? Are you not afraid?... If he also loves you."

Her words became too fast, and I didn't react for a while.

But then I reacted, but did not answer.

Because that's just an "if".

06

Later, Liu Yi and I transferred.

No need to think about why.

That's when I realized that Zhen Xian didn't lie to me, it turned out that there were really people who were so gossip.

As for the matter between me and Zhizhi, I didn't mention it again.

But since that day, I feel extremely irritable in my heart, and I can't see anything.

So I went to the bar.

07

That was my first time going to that kind of place.

There was a lot of noise, so I found an empty corner by myself.

I just remember that I drank a lot of wine that day, and I can't name it.

At first, it felt bitter and spicy, and it was extremely unpalatable.

Suddenly remembered that when I was a child, I made an appointment with Zhizhi to drink together when I was an adult.

I had to go back and tell him the wine was awful.

... No, no, I have to stay away from him.

There were fewer and fewer people, I drank from the corner to the bar, and vomited out several times.

But still continue to drink.

What should I do... I can't control myself... I can't stop.

I always think of you when you called me "A Wu".

08

"A Wu! A Wu!"

Someone is shaking my arm, I feel sick, my stomach hurts.

"A Wu! Wake up!"

I barely opened my eyes and scanned around.

It took me a long time to realize dully that I was drunk in a bar, and...Know?

I seemed to wake up all of a sudden.

But I still need to put on a show, it might be a good idea to go crazy with alcohol.

As soon as this thought popped up, every cell in my body was agitated.

So, I was full of eagerness... "I like you."

"I like you."

"I like you, I like you so much..." The kind you can't imagine.

...but there was only silence.

Ok.

All right.

So be it.

What are you looking forward to.

Some self-knowledge.

09

I suddenly wanted to escape.

If I don't have the courage to confess my heart, I'm afraid that I will get disgusted eyes in return.

But he couldn't bear it, and couldn't bear to let it go.

Just drag it on.

I like you, you don't know.

just like before.

Also good.

10

"Wuqiu definitely doesn't want to..."

"But the landlord has said it several times before, it's not good to procrastinate..."

"...Mom, I'm fine. It's the same wherever I live. Let's move."

After all, you can't lie to yourself.

11

I told Zhizhi about my move.

I could tell he didn't want me to go.

But this is just his retention of friends.

I do not want.

12

"I'm going to take a shower. Mom, don't forget to turn off the TV when you go for a walk with my dad."

"Click", the bathroom door was locked.

As soon as I put the undressed clothes aside, I heard Zhizhi's voice from outside.

"Ah yes, I'm here to look for Ah Wu, um, auntie, is he there?"

I suddenly thought of something, the corner of my mouth curled up, and I walked slowly to the bathroom door.

"Snapped".The lock opened again.

Well, where is A Wuzai~

13

I pretended to take a bath calmly, but my heart had already drifted outside the door.

I heard the sound of Zhizhi opening the bathroom door, and the sound of footsteps that became clearer as they approached.

"Whoa-"

I wiped the water from my face and said "who" pretending to be surprised.

As expected, what catches the eye is the bathroom door being pulled open, and...

Someone who accidentally slipped and fell.

Tsk, stupid you got it.

14

Zhizhi got up from the ground in a panic, he turned around quickly, but I still caught a glimpse of some details.

Suddenly feel the blood rushing straight to the brain.

Me, me, I may be passionate again.

15

Ahhhhh!God!Why did I agree to move in the first place! !

And Zhizhi still has something to do!

regret to death.

Gritting his teeth and opening King Pesticide, the system automatically popped up a page showing that a new skin had appeared.

Suddenly... I thought about it.

——End of extra episode——

The author has something to say:

La la la spread flowers again~ finally made up the episode (which has been delayed for several months)!happy!