This pot of peonies is not mine

Chapter 6

1,

Summer is here again.

Before I fell asleep, I was a little worried, and I didn't know where I was when I opened my eyes again.

This time and space with immersion and future makes me nostalgic.

Keren couldn't calm down more and more.

My chest was full, but my heart was empty.

The past flashed back in my mind.

2,

"Wow, it's so beautiful!"

"Why are you so uneducated? You should chant: Long Zhongke by the Qingdun River, look at the peony independently of the east wind."

The master joked: "I know, this is mocking the old man."

"Why can't you speak? You should chant: The Huifu peony is in full bloom, and the new make-up is smiling like the spring breeze."

"Hey, the bastard is not serious."

Then came a familiar voice: "Isn't that Master, you took the right seat?"

I don't care about anything anymore, and come out of the peony.

He stared at the young Jiang Zhiyu in astonishment.

Flour-faced and blue-haired, wearing a loose academic Confucian gown.It looks like a weak willow and Fufeng, but it is actually very tough.

The master laughed: "If you don't agree with me every time, Jiaoran is even more lawless."

My eyes are almost red.

3,

I look at my younger self these days.

I can't help but smile wryly.

It's so obvious.

Like it too obviously.

Why has no one reminded him?

At that time, Jiang Zhiyu's seat was behind me on the left.

I always look back at him.

If there are no more than ten times in a class, it must be a stiff neck last night.

With an arrogant temperament, he is not afraid of offending his master.

I don't know much about the world, but I like the saddest Qingjiao tune. I often flip through all kinds of yellowed music scores, and hum it to Jiang Zhiyu when I find a chance.

The prank insisted on forcibly pulling Jiang Zhiyu into the group.He even lied to himself and said in front of everyone that he just wanted to take the blame and find someone to take the blame.At that time, there were so many attendants, and he was only willing to pester him.

Every once in a while, the master will ask everyone to write poems.From chanting peony flowers, to recalling snow, tasting Mingqian tea...sorrowful fall.I can recite every poem that Jiang Zhiyu has written so far verbatim.

Why has no one reminded me that this is love?

4,

As Lixia approached, one evening, there were dark clouds all over the place, and it was already dark outside the window.

The rain has not yet fallen.

I saw Mingliang furtively order Mingsu to send Jiang Zhiyu's school boy away, then sneaked into the side hall and cut off Jiang Zhiyu's three umbrellas one by one.

That young man who buried himself in doing bad deeds and secretly laughed in his heart.

I walked over, kicked his upturned butt hard, and then quickly disappeared.

I was actually jealous of him.

Later that day, Mingliang coaxed Jiang Zhiyu to stay with him to do his homework.

When there were only a few people left in the academy, the sky was completely dark.

He stretched his waist and greeted Ming Su to go home.

The gate of the academy.

Jiang Zhiyu's book boy opened the umbrella, and the blue silk umbrella surface was outlined by brocade thread, which was cut to pieces.

I stood a few steps away, looking at the wicked smile of my young self, I had the urge to grab his face and pull it out.

The book boy repeatedly admitted his mistake and ran back to find another umbrella.

And Mingliang mocked Jiang Zhiyu with a guilty conscience, and then showed mercy: "I'll send you back!"

Jiang Zhiyu glared at him, grabbed the umbrella and ran away.

Of course, Mingliang chased after him and fought for it.

Two pairs of boots kicked the water rattling and splashing.

In the end, it was showered with dripping water at the end of the hair.

5,

I stood at the gate of the academy and watched the two go away.

Laughter.

If only time could stop here forever.

6,

On days when the weather was getting hotter and hotter, that thing finally happened.

Back then, I was a little shorter than Jiang Zhiyu.

One afternoon, everyone was taking a break to review their books.

Heartless and bright, he tiptoed slightly, hooked Jiang Zhiyu's neck affectionately, and dragged him out.

I couldn't help but follow out.

See those two people hide behind the peach blossom tree.

I stood where I was, not daring to step forward.Gradually tightened his fist.

I remember how it happened.

At that time, I begged a box of imperial rouge from my grandma, and gave it to Jiang Zhiyu eagerly.He looked embarrassed and was unwilling to accept it. I thought he thought it was expensive, so I said I picked it up on the road.Jiang Zhiyu naturally didn't believe it.Pushing and arguing, I was in a hurry and made a fool of myself, the rouge was left over by the little maid, I just wanted to see how it would look on his face.

As a result, Jiang Zhiyu left in anger.

It was only after a long time that Jiang Zhiyu didn't like rouge and gouache at all.It's just that the classmates who were in a hurry saw him with a fair face and beautiful face, and made up slanderous slanders.And the five sons' dowry I smashed were his mother's relics.

Sure enough, after a while, Jiang Zhiyu ran out from behind the peach blossom tree angrily.

That whole afternoon, Jiang Zhiyu didn't go back to class.

7,

When I walked out of the porch, the early summer noon scorching sun shone on me.

Thin cold sweat dripped from my forehead.

Panting for breath, I followed Jiang Zhiyu to the Xinghua Forest behind the academy with difficulty.

He sat under a tree for a long time with his face down and silent.

There are falling flowers on the side.

On the top of his head, the fiery red and plain white are scattered here and there, looking fragile under the summer sun.

Mingliang never apologized to Jiang Zhiyu.

Maybe he had thought about it, but Jiang Zhiyu always showed a smile like a normal person first.

When he smiled like that, Mingliang felt at ease.

I thought I was right.

And I was lucky enough to go back to the past and see Jiang Zhiyu's self-healing process.

Looking at his thin and thin body and pale face.

I want to show up and tell Jiang Zhiyu, don't always forgive me so easily.

Although it's okay to be angry, how could he lose me because of this?

Tell *Jiang Zhiyu that there is no need to catch all the mistakes again and again.

Afterwards, I thought countless times that if the Ming family had finally come forward to bear the burden, maybe it would not have such a tragic end.

I want to apologize to him for my always arrogant self.

Tell him I was wrong.from beginning to end.

it's all my fault.

But it was too late.

I knelt down and cried bitterly.

Feel your consciousness drifting away.

The last thing I thought of was that meteor-filled night, under the shining light, Jiang Zhiyu had a pretty face.

At that time, I almost couldn't bear to tell him.

Even if everything is irreparable, at least tell him I love him.

but I do not have.

8,

I heard my own voice.

Hiding in the peony flowers and opening my eyes, what I saw was Shen's Peony Garden, which was well-flowed by people.

Seeing me at that time tugging at Ling Chumeng's sleeves excitedly, pointing to the wealth not far away and looking at Ling Chumeng infatuatedly, ahhh: "Who is he!"

"Second Young Master of the Shangshu Mansion, Shen Qian." This was the answer.

This is the spring I least want to go back to.

I hid deeply in the peony flower and refused to open it to take a look.

I don't know how many days have passed, but at a certain moment, I suddenly felt a strong immortal energy envelope me.

Then took away a shadow around me.

"You have moved your heart, are you willing to be reincarnated as a human, and go through this calamity of love?"

Fugui said, "I just want to protect him forever."

"Then do as you wish." The voice gradually faded away.

I hurried out and called him: "Immortal! Can you save me?"

"You have an obsession in your heart, if the obsession doesn't go away, the demon will disperse."

I hurriedly asked: "Then why do I keep wandering in time and space?"

"As you wish."

There was a gust of wind.

I was enlightened.

Every time, before I fall asleep, I think of some past event, and when I wake up again, I will be in that time and space.

It turned out to be the case.

9,

"Wow, it's so beautiful!"

"Why are you so uneducated? You should chant: Long Zhongke by the Qingdun River, look at the peony independently of the east wind."

"I see, this is satirizing the old man."

"Why can't you speak? You should chant: The Huifu peony is in full bloom, and the new make-up is smiling like the spring breeze."

"Hey, the bastard is not serious."

"Isn't that Master, you took the right seat?"

"If you don't help me every time, Jiaoran is even more lawless."

I opened my eyes.

10,

Just let me keep him forever.

Let me stay in this spring forever.

End of the full text.

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone~