A touch of sunrise

Chapter 8 Awakening from a Dream

Wu Yuyi's parents divorced when he was very young, and each started a family. After he was ten years old, he stopped taking care of him. He was fostered at the house of his aunt, who had no children under her knees.Although he has parents but seems to have no parents, Wu Yuyi’s childhood is still very good. He has a pleasant personality since he was a child, and he is also good-looking. His elders, classmates and teachers all like him. Apart from having no inherent family values, he has a smooth journey. Growing up, I never lacked anything.

The last thing I have ever had is probably a role model who will grow old hand in hand because of love, but Wu Yuyi doesn't think that he will be as unlucky as his parents. He always believes that he can meet that person and hold his hand to finish the walk together. The rest of my life.

Lu Qi had to envy Wu Yuyi's optimism and open-mindedness. No wonder he was so sunny and cheerful. He was born like this. He was never affected by his family environment, but he grew even better.Compared with Lu Qi, who grew up in an ordinary family, but because the other half he likes is different from ordinary people, he avoids himself and has a withdrawn personality. When he meets Lin An again, he becomes even more distorted and dark.

Lu Qi felt that perhaps Wu Yuyi was born such a good person, completely opposite to himself.

[You will meet such a person sooner or later, I believe. ] Wu Yuyi said this in his voice.

In the WeChat voice, Wu Yuyi's voice seemed to be different from usual, deeper and more sexy. Through the phone, Lu Qi blushed slightly, and subconsciously murmured: [Will it? ]

[certainly. ] What Wu Yuyi wanted to say next was that that person must be him.

The two chatted about some family matters, and Lu Qi naturally wouldn't reveal the reason for his estrangement from his parents. Most of them were listening to Wu Yuyi talking about his aunt.It was her aunt who raised Wu Yuyi, but she was actually a workaholic. Wu Yuyi didn't see her much when he was young, and was mostly taken care of by a nanny.My aunt is nearly fifty years old, and she is still unmarried, living a happy life alone.

The aunt told Wu Yuyi that she was unlucky and would not marry if she couldn't meet the right person, but she was living well alone, so don't worry.Wu Yuyi said that he was not worried, anyway, she would be taken care of by Wu Yuyi for the rest of her life, and he was her son.

At the end of the chat, Wu Yuyi said that he would bring Lu Qi to meet his aunt next time, saying that she would definitely like Lu Qi.

Lu Qi didn't ask why he wanted to see him or what capacity he used to see him, he thought that the story was over, and Wu Yuyi just said it casually.

Three months later, Wu Yuyi took Lu Qi to meet his aunt without saying hello.After the meal, Lu Qi regretted it too much. He wasn't even prepared to meet his partner's parents at all. He lost a lot of etiquette. He must be extremely nervous. He was ashamed and guilty.Even though Wu Yuyi repeatedly emphasized that his aunt would not mind, and as he said, his aunt liked Lu Qi very much, Lu Qi could not change his mind in the end.

For a person like Lin An, getting married must be very grand, Lu Qi guessed it, but when he really arrived at the wedding banquet, Lu Qi was also surprised by the number of people present.The banquet hall is the largest in this wedding club, with almost [-] tables. The layout of the venue is very simple and romantic, not like the bells and whistles that young people should have. Most of the participants are older relatives and friends of the elders of both parties.

Lu Qi knew at a glance that this was a commercial wedding banquet organized for the parents of both parties.

Because of the large number of people, Lu Qi and Wu Yuyi were not very conspicuous at first. Only when taking photos with the bride and groom, Lin An seemed a little hesitant to speak.

Lu Qi directly introduced to Lin An: "This is my younger brother, Wu Yuyi."

Turning his head, Lu Qi said to Wu Yuyi again: "The groom is my classmate, Lin An."

Lin An pulled the bride on the side, and said, "I told you about him, I grew up together, Qiqi."

A flash of astonishment flashed in the eyes of the bride, and she introduced herself to Lu Qi and said hello to each other. The next moment, she was greeted and left by the woman's relatives who came in later.

After standing for a while, Lu Qi saw the relatives pouring in, and very tactfully entered the table first.Lin An couldn't take care of him like this, so Lu Qi felt more relaxed. He didn't need to talk too much with Lin An. If he was toasted by the bride and groom, he would have a drink and say hello before leaving. Exit.

Lu Qi felt a little ashamed of Wu Yuyi. Although he was reluctant in his heart, he planned to let him at least meet with the bridesmaids to find a girl who matched his eyes.After taking his seat, Lu Qi whispered to him, "I didn't expect... there were so many people at his wedding."

Wu Yuyi said with a smile: "This is also the first time for me to participate in such a large wedding banquet, which is a bit interesting."

Lu Qi thought that Lin An should have invited many classmates from childhood to adulthood, and there should be many familiar people this time.As a result, when Lu Qi looked around, he found only a few people, all of whom were in the same class or at the same level as those he had never met before.Those who were at the same table with the two were only some of Lin An's colleagues.

This made Lu Qi even more thought of running away earlier, he quietly looked at Wu Yuyi, and saw him looking around.When the two first met in the evening, although it wasn't obvious, Lu Qi felt that Wu Yuyi had dressed up a little, at least he had his hair scratched, and he was wearing a pair of leggy trousers, which made Lu Qi stunned.

Not long after the welcome was over, the lights were suddenly dimmed, and the wedding banquet began.Lin An stood in the center of the stage, just about to welcome the bride, the BGM changed to a romantic tune, and the big screen simultaneously rolled up the VCR that the two had filmed all day during the day.

At this time, the bride was the focus of the audience, so Lu Qi was not polite and began to look at her unscrupulously.The bride is very beautiful, her eyes are big and round, with some small deer eyes, she is smiling and approaching slowly, her whole person exudes a gentle and elegant temperament, the simple and elegant wedding dress suits her very well, it is better than Lin An in Lu Qi's memory All the girlfriends are good-looking and very intellectual, and they are a good match.

Lin An walked to the front of the stage, as if he only had eyes for the bride, and carefully took the bride's hand from the woman's parents, with tenderness and love that couldn't be hidden all over his face.

Lu Qi thought, she must be Lin An's companion for the rest of his life.

Under the dim light, Lu Qi stared at Lin An's face closely, and felt that there was no fluctuation in his heart, as if after rejecting him as best man and meeting, Lin An's every move would no longer stir up any sparks in his heart .Lu Qi looked at Lin An at this moment, wanting to take a closer look at him for the last time. The person who was deep in his memory when he was young is now completely a thing of the past.

After today, Lu Qi will no longer see him or miss him, and everything about him really has nothing to do with Lu Qi.

Lu Qi was still thinking about himself, but he didn't know that Wu Yuyi beside him had a weird expression, staring at Lu Qi sideways with sour eyes, but under the sourness, there was also a thick love that could not be ignored.

When the lights were turned on again, it was the parents of the man and woman who spoke, followed by the leaders of the two units who gave speeches, and then the bride exited the venue and changed her dress.Lu Qi lacked interest, and the dishes at the wedding banquet were not very tasty. He wanted to use the bathroom to go out for a stroll. Although there was no ups and downs in his mood, the feeling of the past was still strong, which made people feel a little breathless. Not angry.

After whispering to Wu Yuyi, Lu Qi walked out of the banquet hall, walked slowly to the parking lot of the wedding club, found a dark place with no light, and stood there in a daze.

Suddenly someone approached beside him, Lu Qi was still wandering, and instinctively gave way, but someone grabbed his wrist, before Lu Qi could clearly see who was coming, he had already been dragged out, and went around behind a big tree.

In the dark night, Lu Qi recognized Lin An after a long time of recognition.

Lin An panted and shouted, "Qiqi..."

Lu Qi asked, "What are you doing?"

Lin An let go of Lu Qi's hand, and said in a low voice, "Don't be nervous, I just want to... talk to you."

Lu Qi sighed, and replied: "I'm not nervous, just say what you want to say."

At this moment, Lin An remained silent.

Lu Qi waited for a while, then slowly said: "Actually, I said what I should say five years ago."

Lu Qi's heart is as clear as a mirror, and there are no more waves. He has really let go of the person in front of him in the past five years.

Lin An said, "I'm sorry, I..."

Lu Qi interrupted Lin An, without any emotion in his tone, and said, "I understand what you mean. It was me who was wrong, and I shouldn't like you. I am also very happy to see you getting married now. I wish you happiness."

"No..." Lin An approached Lu Qi, grasped his arm tightly, and murmured.

Lu Qi pressed Lin An's hand and said, "Now, it's not so important anymore. Lin An, live your life well. I will too."

Faced with Lu Qi's clear understanding of each other's attitudes, Lin An seemed to have a lot to say, but he couldn't get out.He pondered for a long time before he gritted his teeth and said, "Okay...Qiqi, can I give you a last hug?"

In the darkness, Lin An's eyes shimmered and flickered non-stop.Lu Qi didn't answer him, but he didn't refuse either. Lin An took Lu Qi's acquiescence, and leaned forward and hugged Lu Qi into his arms.

There was no warmth in the embrace, Lu Qi only felt very alienated and strange, and the once familiar atmosphere was no longer the same.However, Lu Qi unconsciously wanted to raise his hand and hug him back, but finally put it down slowly.

Lin An hugged him tighter and tighter, almost wanting to insert Lu Qi on his chest into his body, put his face on Lu Qi's neck, and called him in a low voice: "Qiqi..."

"You're already this old, don't call me by my nickname anymore." Lu Qi frowned, feeling a little helpless.

"You will always be my Qiqi!" Lin An raised his head, and the two were so close that they could smell each other's breath.

Lu Qi felt that Lin An's body was trembling slightly, and also felt that the two of them were too close, and his arms were hurting from being strangled. He wanted to raise his hand to push him away, but just as he raised his palm, Lin An grabbed it.

Immediately Lin An bullied himself and kissed Lu Qi.

Lu Qi's whole body was stiff, and he felt his lips were taken away, being covered by Lin An's soft and hot lips.Lu Qi immediately raised his other hand, tried his best to push the person in front of him away, and looked at him angrily.

This is not the first kiss between them. Lin An kissed Lu Qi many times in high school and college. Maybe it was because of drinking, or because he was too happy to be admitted to college, or because he was depressed after breaking up. I can't count them all. There are always too many reasons for Lin An to kiss him and touch him for some interaction between lovers. Lu Qi once thought that Lin An could accept himself as a man.

However, the truth is always so cruel. During that quarrel, Lin An angrily denounced Lu Qi as gay, saying that it was impossible for Lin An to accept men, let alone like Lu Qi.At that moment, Lu Qi's heart froze and then shattered into slag. He felt that he was really wrong. The mistake was that he liked someone who didn't like him, the mistake was that he had been waiting for that person, and the mistake was that he thought They will have results.

Five years later, these are irrelevant, and Lu Qi is not the same as before. Facing Lin An's still intimate behavior, he will no longer panic and soften his heart, but Lu Qi is still reluctant to speak ill.

"Lin An, you are already married." Lu Qi finally let out a breath, reminding her very gently.

Lin An seemed to be woken up by Lu Qi's push, like waking up from a dream, and was shocked on the spot by that reminder, he slowly lowered his head and remained silent.

Lu Qi didn't plan to talk to Lin An anymore, he was indeed a little angry because of Lin An's actions just now, and said, "I'll go back first."

This time, Lin An didn't stop him, he seemed to be trapped in his emotions and couldn't get out.

Lu Qi looked at it for a while, then turned and left.

After this farewell, they really won't see each other again.

When Lu Qi walked to the entrance of the clubhouse, he saw a familiar person standing there, Wu Yuyi.He stood with the backlight, stood there straight, clasped his hands, stared at Lu Qi coming from a distance, his face was a little depressed.

Lu Qi approached and asked, "Why did you come out?"

"Of course I'm looking for you. There's no one in the toilet." Wu Yuyi put down his hands and walked in side by side with Lu Qi.

After walking a few steps, Lu Qi suddenly said, "I want to slip away."

Wu Yuyi didn't hesitate: "Then let's go."

Lu Qi nodded.

The two returned to the table, took their coats, greeted the people at the same table and got up to leave.When walking to the entrance of the banquet hall, the bride who had finished changing into the cheongsam happened to enter the arena and bumped into Lu Qi head-on, and she smiled at Lu Qi.

Lu Qi smiled back, and continued to go outside. When he went out, he paused again, turned his head, and looked at the main table covered with red cloth in the banquet hall. Lin An was standing by the table and waiting for the bride to approach.

Lu Qi gave that last look deeply. From the age of 17 to 22, he loved Lin An for five years, and spent the next five years learning to let go. Ten years passed in a blink of an eye.It is false to say that there has been no pain in these years, but the wound has healed, and it does not matter if there is a little scar that is not serious.

Moreover, what Lu Qi said just now was sincere. Although he felt that he was at fault, he never regretted it. That love was real and strong, and the feelings he put into it were not mixed with falsehood. No matter what the result was, he would never regret it. Qi agrees.

Lu Qi suddenly looked at Wu Yuyi who was walking slowly beside him, and his heart began to gather again.Will it be confirmed by Wu Yuyi in the next ten years, will it feel more painful, will there be no results, will I still watch alone.

Wu Yuyi suddenly asked: "It's still early, do you want to go to your house to watch a movie?"

Lu Qi pulled back his thoughts and replied, "Okay."

Wu Yuyi smiled again and said, "Or you can go to my house? You haven't seen my cat the last time you came here. It happened to be raised by my aunt for a while, and it was just sent back yesterday."

Lu Qi also laughed and said, "Anything is fine."

"It's fine if you don't want it... Forget it, let's make a decision like this, go to my house."

"it is good."

As long as it is the person Lu Qi likes, he can say anything and do anything. He is obedient and obedient. This is also the worst part of Lu Qi's character. In front of the person he loves, he has no self, and he doesn't want to have it.

Wu Yuyi is different from Lin An. Lin An will give Lu Qi a bitter medicine wrapped in candy. After eating it, there is a mixed taste of bitterness, sweetness and sourness, which lingers in his heart for a long time. He can't tell which taste is real and which taste It's fake, I can only swallow it dryly, and then eat the next one.As for Wu Yuyi, what Lu Qi was fed was real toffee, which was sweet and rich, and it could last for a long time after eating. Lu Qi ate it willingly, even yearning for it.

Even if there is another ten years, Lu Qi is willing.

However, it was ten years later that Wu Yuyi dared to tell Lu Qi that Lin An's bride looked very much like Lu Qi, with a pair of deer eyes, a profile of the nose, and even a mouth.Lu Qi was a little surprised when he found out, and after thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't remember what the bride looked like.Wu Yuyi snorted, it's better not to remember, it's better not to remember.

Lu Qi laughed at Wu Yuyi, the two had been together for ten years, and he was still brooding about the past.Wu Yuyi rubbed Lu Qi's neck, and said that he wanted to remember for a long time, remember the grievances Lu Qi had suffered, and then he, Wu Yuyi, would make up for it in the days to come. Lin An didn't know how to cherish it, but he, Wu Yuyi, loved it. very.