love letter to you

Chapter 1 First Encounter

I don't know what my future looks like, I feel confused. When I was a child, I dreamed of marrying the boy I loved, having a lovely child, not being rich but very happy, comfortable, healthy and happy.Gradually, the relationship between my parents is not going well, and I don’t have this expectation. I just want to live alone, keep a small pet, and want to buy a car first, and drive to every place I want to go. Since then I have too many ideas and expectations for life, and I am afraid that I can't do anything, and I can't take care of myself and let my parents worry too much. I still remember when my father said to me when I gave up the exam, "How did you become like this?" '.Yes, how did it become like this, I can’t believe that I can like someone to such an extent, I never thought that I would like a girl, I never thought that I would become what I hate, I There is no way to face me like this.

The first time I saw you was the first day of school, the first day I entered high school from junior high school, and I went to a milk tea shop with my friends to buy cold drinks. You were making lemonade for a young lady. Wearing gray cross earrings, I turned around and saw me smiling and said, 'Little friend, what do you want to drink? "You look good when you smile, you have dimples on your face, and your voice is beautiful. Yes, I was fascinated by you the first time I saw you, especially your "little friend". After leaving the milk tea shop with my friends, I fell in love with you." Say to a friend, 'Go ask me for her WeChat account tomorrow. 'My friend was surprised' Why do you see the handsome guy with a calm face and see the handsome sister you are so brave, do you know how old she is? ''I don't know, I just think she has a personality' 'OK, I'll go with you! 'I'm relieved, I don't know what's wrong, my heart beats fast when I see you.The next day after school, I came to the milk tea shop with my friends. We waited outside for a long time, and when there was no one in the shop, I went in with a pen and paper, 'Here we come, kid, what do you want to drink? 'You remember me, I'm very happy, but also a little annoying, do you call everyone a child? 'Can you, give me your contact information? ’ I said this with trembling feet and a knot in my speech, and when I told you about it a long time later you said ‘you blushed like a shrimp’.When you heard me say this, you were obviously taken aback, but soon you took the paper and pen with a smile, and you said, 'do you think I'm handsome, kid? 'I will never forget the way you smiled at that time. Your eyes were bright and the tails of your eyes were raised, as if you were going to steal my heart away. After I came out, I took a pen and paper and read it over and over again, a string of numbers and a name.I have thought countless times if I would ask for your contact information if I knew all the things behind, and I would.

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I write from the perspective of memory