Want to have no regrets

Chapter 1 Spring

"Happy birthday, Honghao." Qi Yu reached out to reach the edge of the upper bunk, and handed him a birthday present for the boy who had a crush on him throughout the first year of high school.

He fell in love with his top bunk at first sight.

When Qi Yu first saw Li Honghao in the dormitory, he was attracted by his gestures. It was the throbbing of youth on campus, and it was also at that moment that Qi Yu confirmed his sexual orientation.

His bravery and impulsiveness in his youth made him confess his love early.

Qi Yu clearly remembered that Li Honghao said at the time: "I can't like a man in this life, it's disgusting."

At that time, Qi Yu still had a glimmer of hope, homosexuality is difficult, but maybe if he works harder and treats him well, he will change?

I don't know if it's because Qi Yu is obedient and responsive to Li Honghao, so Li Honghao, who hates boys so much, has been friends with Qi Yu for so long.

"Oh." Li Honghao lay on the bed and hit the king without even looking at him, "Let it go."

"You..." Qi Yu hesitated to speak, "Mmm...".

Li Honghao's tone was filled with impatience: "What about you and me, can you speak more quickly?"

Qi Yu was silent for a moment.

Although he has long been used to his attitude, he still doesn't know why he feels a pain in his heart, he doesn't even look at the gift he carefully selected.

Qi Yu turned to face the wall, lowered his eyebrows, his eyes were a little red, and his chest was filled with bitterness. He has been a bitch for so long, why hasn't he changed it?

It's not that he never thought of giving up. In fact, after so long, he has long since stopped expecting a happy result. It's just the first time that Qi Yu likes someone so much, and he's afraid that if he doesn't get entangled now, he will never meet again.

Qi Yu reached out to touch the bed wall above, and the two of them were clearly so close, but it seemed that there was an insurmountable gully between them.

Qi Yu took a deep breath, calmed down, opened the textbook, and began to preview tomorrow's mathematics. He was one of the top students in the class, and he was not like this when he first entered school.

Once Li Honghao asked Qi Yu to copy his homework, and Qi Yu gave it to him. After sending it out the next day, he made seven or eight mistakes. Li Honghao frowned and said to Qi Yu with disgust, "Why do you have the nerve to borrow it from others when you write it like this? ?”

Qi Yu knew that Li Honghao had a poisonous mouth, so he apologized with a smile, "I'm sorry, for Honghao's sake, I will be right next time."

Since then, Qi Yu would check with other people after finishing his homework, and if he couldn't do it, he went to ask the teacher, and he was right almost every time.

Sometimes Qi Yu would persuade Li Honghao to let him study hard, but Li Honghao exploded as soon as he heard it, pointing to Qi Yu's face and saying, don't be like his mother, let him take care of him!

Qi Yu never mentioned the matter of asking him to study hard.

……

After finishing his meal, Wu Han looked at the person diagonally opposite him, his eyes sparkled, his lips were red and his teeth were white, and his two small canine teeth were very eye-catching.

He knew this person. He was Qi Yu, a member of his club. He was good at painting. He was often the last one to leave. He helped the club classrooms to clean up. In Wu Han's eyes, he only had good looks.

The boys in Qi Yu's class usually eat lunch together, and today Qi Yu was the last to buy the meal, and there happened to be a seat next to Li Honghao.

Qi Yu turned to Li Honghao and said that the Chinese teacher changed his clothes again today, and they changed every day, but the matching ones were all super ugly. He didn't avoid Qi Yu's approach.

Wu Han smiled. It seems that the relationship between these two people is quite complicated. Qi Yu's eyes are a little obvious. He can see that he has a little thought for Li Honghao. It's a pity that Li Honghao is a scumbag.

However, Wu Han doesn't like to meddle in other people's business, it's just that these love affairs are quite good to watch casually.

It will soon be Tuesday, and there will be club activities in the painting club in the evening.

Wu Han saw Qi Yu coming to the classroom early at the door, still in Wu Han's seat, not knowing what to do.Wu Han didn't push the door and go in.He is 189 tall, looking at the window of the door to see what Qi Yu is doing.

Wu Han's white paint was spilled, and Qi Yu remembered that he only had this small can, and just looking at it broke Wu Han's heart, because white paint is the white moonlight of every painter, and Qi Yu prepared three or four cans of white moonlight.

Everyone in the club used the same brand of paint, and Qi Yu took one from his own and put it in Wu Han's place, and then cleaned up the paint on the ground.

Wu Han was shocked. There is still such a kind-hearted boy in this school, but he is a little blind.

Wu Han waited at the door for a few minutes before entering.

After the event was over, everyone left, only Qi Yu was immersed in the painting, paying special attention.Wu Han went to Qi Yu's side and saw that his painting was a person standing in the desert, the scene was majestic and majestic.

"The drawing is really good."

Qi Yu was taken aback, "Thank you, thank you, President."

The person in front of him has a top-notch level of painting, and is also the main force of the basketball team. His skin is a healthy bronze color, full of youthful vitality. I heard that his family still has money, and the words tall, rich and handsome are too appropriate to describe Wu Han.

He is a human being who is completely different from Qi Yu's world.

"Is the president not going to dinner? I'll sweep the floor later." When Qi Yu spoke, the little tiger's teeth were faintly visible.

When Wu Han got closer, he realized that Qi Yu's eyes were black and white, the pupils were like jewels, and the corners of the eyes were slightly raised, adding a bit of charm to the delicate face.

Wu Han was embarrassed to ask him to work again, "I'll do it, you can continue painting, how about we have dinner together after painting today?"

Qi Yu: "Then let me treat the president to dinner. I want to ask you about the shadows I talked about today... is that okay?"

"Of course you can." Wu Han wiped the blackboard with an eraser, "Don't call me the president, don't use 'you'."

Qi Yu thought of the default address in school: "Then... Angkor?"

Wu Han stopped his hands. He often heard people call him that, but the sound of "Angkor" was clear and pleasant, which made his heart skip a beat.

Qi Yu usually eats dinner alone. He always wanted to be with Li Honghao before, but he went to play after class. After playing, he was annoyed when he saw Qi Yu waiting for him. He was afraid that others would misunderstand him, so he explicitly said no to Qi Yu. He eats together.

Now suddenly there are more people having dinner together, Qi Yu feels a little strange, although the two of them are not familiar with each other, there is no awkwardness.

Wu Han and Qi Yu talked about projection and color from parallel relationship and vanishing point.He explained clearly to Qi Yu with the drink bottle and bowls and chopsticks at hand.

Qi Yu was completely overwhelmed by Wu Han, Wu Han spoke clearly, and Qi Yu felt that listening to Jun's words was better than studying for a month by himself.

Qi Yu smiled and praised, "You are too strong. I heard that you can also play basketball. Is there anything that Angkor can't do?"

Wu Han took a sip of water, "I don't study well."

"If you study better, what will we ordinary people do? Angkor, can you save some life?"

Wu Han laughed twice and shook his head, God knows he also wants to live normally.

But once people are given various titles, they cannot be taken off.

Just like he is called a male god by many people, he will naturally pay attention to his image and move closer to that label.

Another example is that many people say that he is rich, and he is suddenly deprived of the right to eat roadside stalls. It's not that he doesn't want to, but if he does so, the students will find it strange.

Wu Han suddenly asked in a low voice, "Tell me, do you like Li Honghao?"

"?!" Qi Yu was asked this question for the first time. This has always been the deepest secret he kept in his heart. Li Honghao was so afraid that others would misunderstand their relationship, let alone tell others.

Qi Yu is very frank, he has no reason to lie about such a question, "Yes..."

"But he is a straight man of steel, we will not be together, Angkor, please don't tell others?" Qi Yu said quietly.

Unexpectedly, after the biggest secret was known to others, he didn't feel uncomfortable at all, but felt a lot more relaxed. Wu Han knew that he liked boys and talked to him, it was really... a bit good.

"It's best not to be together, Li Honghao..." Wu Han shook his head, meaning no.

There are some things that have not been talked about for a long time, Qi Yu suddenly opened the chatter box, "He is not very bad, he often borrows my things, but he can't talk well. The situation in his family is very complicated... But I also feel that I have been pestering a Straight men are not good, but..."

After Qi Yu talked for a long time, Wu Han didn't feel impatient at all, but listened to him quietly. Wu Han finally understood that Li Honghao was a scumbag who neither agreed to Qi Yu nor coveted Qi Yu's warmth.He is not the only one who has a complicated family situation, and not everyone is like him.

Qi Yu suddenly froze, "...but doesn't Angkor dislike gays?"

Wu Han doesn't like those boys with cocked lotus fingers and empresses, but he really doesn't feel disgusted when he stares at the one beside him.

Wu Han Qiyu was just a little curious, and thought he was kind-hearted, maybe they could be friends.

He didn't know yet that some curiosity could be fatal.

Wu Han smiled, and replied, "What's the matter, from now on you will call me Brother, and Brother will protect you."

Qi Yu nodded, he hadn't been this happy for a long time, "Then I won't bother you, I'm going to do my homework, Angkor bye~"

"OK Bye Bye."

It's the end of the term soon, so you can't delay your studies. After finishing her homework, Qi Yu searched the Internet for tips to improve her composition performance.

When he returned to the dormitory, he suddenly felt that this day was really miraculous. He clicked on WeChat and found that Wu Han was the president. They had already become friends, but they hadn't said a word yet.He looked at Wu Han's circle of friends and found that there was nothing there.

Does this person play QQ?

Qi Yu typed and asked: [Angkor, do you use QQ? 】

Wu Han returned a string of arrays in seconds, and then said that he didn't use them very much.

Qi Yu: ...

So...does he add or not?

When he was struggling, Li Honghao kicked open the door, and Qi Yu clicked send with a flick of his hand. Li Honghao saw Qi Yu looking at the phone, and then opened his own phone as a matter of course.

Li Honghao was slightly surprised that he hadn't been looking for him for a while?So what is he doing with his phone?

Li Honghao walked over swaggeringly, Qi Yu acted as if he didn't see it, Li Honghao smiled disdainfully, just ignored it, he was so annoying day by day.

Li Honghao lay on the bed, picked up his mobile phone and lost a few games, he was a little irritable.