I'm envious

Chapter 1

——You must have envied someone, and the person I envy is Yu Zhisheng.

Today is October 2019, 10. A few days ago, Yu Yue vaguely heard her mother and father chatting that Yu Zhisheng took his girlfriend to Beijing to watch the military parade, and then asked Yu Yue if he wanted to go?

Oh, it's all like this!I have disabled legs and have to rely on a wheelchair for transportation all my life. How troublesome it is to go there!

Although I couldn’t go, but on October 10st, the National Day, Yu Yue hid in her room and watched the live broadcast of the military parade on IQY on her mobile phone. She watched it in the living room, fearing that her mother would be sad when she saw her. Fortunately, there are Pisces stay with him.

looks nice! The live broadcast of more than 5 hours ended at around 14:25 in the afternoon.

People who have watched the military parade will definitely say: The square team is so neat!Brother Bing is so handsome and cool, Sister Bing has a hardcore face!

Before starting to go forward, adjust the position, the people watching are dazzled, the people in the camera are cheering, and the flags they hold are like a red ocean. Every phalanx shows the prosperity of the country.

He...is also in the ocean in the auditorium!with his love.

On this day, Yu Yue has learned a lot, and the motherland is strong! It protects all the Chinese people, and the world is stable.

The 70th birthday of the motherland is really lively!I want to come 30 years later, in 2049, the 100th anniversary of the motherland, at that time, it should be even more lively!

On the evening of October 10st, Yu Yue looked at the lights of Wanjia outside the balcony, so eye-catching and bright.

Looking down at my legs again, everything is gone!

Thinking of this, Yu Yue was very sad. She wondered what the world would be like in 30 years.

At that time, the motherland will definitely be stronger and more harmonious than it is now!

Pisces, which was still meowing, was snoring in his arms, and it fell asleep.

On October 10, my mother came to ask Yu Yue again, her tone was so cautious that she was afraid of hurting Yu Yue: "Tomorrow, do you want to go?"

The waves in her heart had already calmed down, Yu Yue raised her eyes slightly, looked at the world outside the window without focus, and said lightly: "I won't go, mother and father will go together!"

"Then you stay well at home, Pisces, I have already fed the cat food, and I will come back at night after attending the wedding."

"Okay." On October 10th, which is tomorrow, Yu Zhisheng's big wedding day, after that incident, the family no longer mentioned Yu Zhisheng's name.

On the night of October 10, Yu Yue lay on the bed with her eyes open until dawn, when she heard the sound of her father and mother walking gently, until the movement disappeared and the door closed.

After lying down for a long time, Yu Yue struggled to grab the crutches beside the bed, trembling and strenuously got on the automatic wheelchair, after a while, Yu Yue beat his legs sadly, and roared: "Why did it become like this?" , why is it... obviously..." Yu Yue was so sad that she couldn't speak.

Hearing the movement, Pisces ran into his room, yelled around the wheelchair a few times, and tentatively jumped onto Yu Yue's lap.

He cleaned himself up in the bathroom and smiled for a long time in the mirror, but the ugly scar on his cheek was so distorted!No matter how much he smiles, he looks like a ghost, if he goes out, he will definitely scare others!

Yu Yue took a deep look at the family portrait next to the TV, turned her head, and the fully automatic wheelchair drove to the door. Yu Yue reached out to touch the door handle, and then withdrew halfway. He hadn't gone out for a long time.

Still opened the door, Pisces followed behind the wheelchair, Yu Yue didn't notice that Pisces came out with him when the door was closed.

手机显示屏上已经是11:21分了！还有39分钟，俞之笙的婚礼就开始了！俞之笙的头像一直是灰色的，俞悦打开情侣空间里的相册，和他相恋的时间已经是1943天了！4年零8个月。

In the album, Yu Zhisheng hugged him to take selfies, even secretly kissed him on the side of the face, and there are photos of the two of them holding hands. They were young at that time, and there are so many intimate photos!

Today, only the world is changing, and the world is changing.

In the blink of an eye, Yu Zhisheng was getting married soon!

He, Yu Zhisheng, got married and had children. It would be a lie if he said he wasn't envious! Yu Yue always felt that all of this was a joke made on him by God, and it was only now that he knew clearly that it was not a joke.

The pain was so suffocating that he actually laughed, but he just laughed and shed tears. The ancients said that a man doesn't cry easily, but it doesn't reach the place where he is sad.

The ancients did not deceive me! Hahaha, look at the time again, it is 11:37.

Yu Yue took off the ring tied with a red string from his neck, stroked the ring carefully for a while, then put it in the palm of his hand and took a photo with his mobile phone. When he enlarged the photo, the letters YZS could be seen faintly, he sighed. : "At this point, I have resigned to my fate!"

An idiom that has been very popular on the Internet recently has a bright future.

I edited a paragraph of text: I wish you a bright future!Yu Yue sighed: "Oh, anyway, you can't see this talk." Click to upload the photo of the ring to the bottom of the talk, and publish it.

When the release was successful, the time was exactly 12:00, and Yu Yue looked towards the stairs.

……

The time goes back many years, a couple was going home by train and saw an abandoned baby girl crying at the train station.

Beside the woman was a handsome boy of six or seven years old.

She looked at her son, then at the baby girl, and said to her husband, "Go and see!"

The husband looked at it for a while, and said to his wife: "There is a note in the baby's arms." He picked up the baby, took out the note and read it to his wife: "Because it is a girl, the husband's family doesn't want it. If you can’t afford to raise her, some kind-hearted person should pick it up! Let her grow up and honor you.” After reading, she looked at her wife.

"How can there be such parents. This child is pitiful! Or we..." The wife hesitated to speak.

The husband thought for a while, hugged his wife and said, "It's up to you."

The wife bowed her head and said to her son, "Huai'an, mother found you a child bride-in-law, treat her well, okay?"

The boy looked at the baby in his father's arms. His eyes were big and lively, and he felt joy in his heart. He smiled and said, "Okay."

Yu Huai'an remembered what his mother said for a lifetime.

The baby girl was taken to Yu's house, and she was raised for 20 years, named Yu Jian.

Yu Jian has become Yu Huai'an's younger sister, so she just stays with her. Yu Huai'an has always treated Yu Jian as his future wife and dotes on her, but Yu Jian regards this as a brother's kindness to his sister.

It's been so long that Yu Huai'an's parents have regarded Yu Jian as their own daughter.

At that time, it was already a free love. Yu Jian fell in love with Feng Chu, who was in the same school, and Yu Huai'an suffered a lot. For Yu Jian, he rejected many girls' advances.

What my mother said at that time seemed to still be in my ears, Huai'an, my mother found you a child bride-in-law, you should treat her well.

Who knows, this was just a joke at the time, and he, Yu Huai'an, was the only one who took it seriously!

Yu Jian is Yu Huai'an's younger sister, deeply rooted and unchangeable.

Seeing Yu Jian being married off by Feng Chu with his own eyes, Yu Huai'an felt his heart ache.

Half a year later, after hearing that Yu Jian was pregnant and the relationship between the couple was very good, Yu Huai'an married Han Yi who had liked him for many years.

Yu Jian gave birth to Yu Yue, and Han Yi was pregnant with Yu Zhisheng for three months.

……

Now that my uncle's son is going to university in Beijing, Yu Yue is really envious!His father is a big boss who sells luxury cars, his mother is a proprietress who runs a big hotel, and his future is immeasurable, and I, Yu Yue, look at the five-year college entrance examination and three-year simulation in my hand, and I feel so sad that I can’t breathe. I am also a human being. Why is the gap so big?

Hey! My name is Yu Yue, who failed the college entrance examination and is a repeat student at school!

At the beginning, my mother said that Yu Zhisheng's mother had no milk, and all she ate was his mother's milk. Then he saw him and beat Yu Zhisheng, and there are many more!

This bastard Yu Zhisheng, why is his grades so good!Ever since she was young, she always came first in the exams. How could Yu Yue, who was in the same class as him, feel so embarrassed? Yu Yue knew that Yu Zhisheng was against him.

He was obviously seven months older than Yu Zhisheng, and he had eaten seven months more food, but his brain was not as good as his. He got three points in the first grade of junior high school and only got one right or wrong question right.

Yu Yue really envied him!No, it's jealousy, jealousy... hate!

Later, he kept trying to keep up with Yu Zhisheng, but now he has not been admitted to the same university as him.

If it wasn't for... because of too much force, too much review, the math test just started, and I fainted before I even finished writing my name.

So I only scored 547 points in the college entrance examination, if I passed the math test!Definitely get full marks.

If it didn't come out, it might not be possible, and now I'm in the same university as Yu Zhisheng. Comparing people to each other, I'm so pissed off!

As the saying goes, a person earns a breath, and a Buddha earns a stick of incense.

He just wanted to fight Yu Zhisheng to the end, and he wanted to go to university with Yu Zhisheng, even if it was Yu Zhisheng's first year, he would not hesitate.

Now that I am continuing my senior year in high school, I am really not used to it without Yu Zhisheng by my side, because Yu Yue and Yu Zhisheng went to school together from kindergarten, then elementary school, junior high school, high school, Yu Zhisheng's house and Yu Yue's house are very close, in the same neighborhood Yu Yue's family lives on the 13th floor of Building 7, and Yu Zhisheng's family lives on the 14th floor of Building 5.

The two were at the same table from kindergarten to elementary school. Since junior high school, Yu Yue deliberately distanced himself from Yu Zhisheng and did not sit with Yu Zhisheng, but Yu Zhisheng still cared about him all the time. Take out the sneakers, he takes care of the food for a month, Yu Yue catches a cold, he delivers medicine...

Yu Zhisheng was so kind to Yu Yue, so good that others always thought he was Yu Yue's real brother!

But there is a bad thing. I remember one time, Yu Yue went to buy barbecue with Yu Zhisheng on his back, but he was discovered. Yu Yue told Yu Zhisheng not to tell his parents, but Yu Zhi went to his house for dinner and told Yu Yue when he was eating at the table. His parents said that he ate barbecue secretly. Yu Yue threw down the bowl and rushed to beat Yu Zhisheng, and then was beaten up by his parents.

Yu Zhisheng regretted it, Yu Yue was beaten, and he felt sad.

Then Yu Zhisheng took on the important task of not letting Yu Yue eat barbecue.

Originally, he didn't pass the exam, and he was very nervous, but after Yu Zhisheng returned home from the military training and the National Day, he kept telling him interesting stories about the military training by his side.

Depend on!Isn't it just military training?It's not like he didn't have military training in high school.

But I still made a comparison in my heart, and it was even more difficult. He was in the military camp and he was in the school. I feel the conscience, can it be the same?

My mother discussed with my uncle's family to go back to the countryside to relocate the graves of my grandparents, and planned to move the return of my grandparents to the city cemetery, so that I could go to worship on the Qingming Festival.

So on the 2nd day, Yu Yue's family and uncle's family drove from Chongqing to Guizhou. It was already evening when they arrived at the destination. Uncle opened three rooms in a hotel in a small town, then went to a small restaurant for dinner, and then went back to Guizhou. When we arrived at the hotel, it was already around ten o'clock in the evening.

Without any suspense, Yu Zhisheng's evil pen was in the same room as Yu Yue.

Pushing away the room that belonged to the two of them, Yu Yue suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, the place is too narrow!There are two single beds and a TV.

Putting her schoolbag on the bed, Yu Yue went to open the bathroom to look again. It was quite clean, but a little small. It was a terrible fact that she was in the same room as Yu Zhisheng, and she wanted to change another room.

So Yu Yue picked up her schoolbag and wanted to go downstairs to the front desk to open another room by herself. As soon as she put her hand on the doorknob, Yu Zhisheng pushed the door open from the outside.

After walking a few steps in the corridor, I heard a voice behind me asking, "Where are you going?"

You don't need to look back to know it's Yu Zhisheng. After a pause, Yu Yue puts on the earphones around his neck impatiently, and walks away without even shaking Yu Zhisheng's cigarette. When he went downstairs, he beeped in his heart: "I tm Where are you going? What do you care about? Eat radish eggs and worry about it.”

Downstairs at the front desk, Yu Yue has the money to reopen the room. The key is that his ID card is at home and he didn't bring it with him.So he went to see his father.

"What? You want to change the room." The old man frowned and said, "It's so late, let's just stay for one night, don't acquire a spoiled bad temper, go back to sleep."

"I won't go." Yu Yue insisted.

"Yueyue, get over it, and stay for three or four days before you can go home." My mother persuaded.

"What? For three or four days, then I can't live with Yu Zhisheng!"

"Okay! Leave him alone! Let him go out and sleep on the main road." The father pushed his mother behind him, and pushed Yu Yue out. Pay attention, it was a push.

Holding the door frame, Yu Yue said, "Dad, you can't do this to me."

"roll."

"Dad, don't! At least give me your ID card..." Before I finished opening a room, I heard "Boom!", and everything was quiet.

Yu Yue's father forced his hand away and closed the door, Yu Yue knew it!

He picked it up, or bought cabbage as a gift.He, Yu Yue, was also embarrassed to go to his uncle, because it disturbed people's cleanliness at night, and he would be struck by lightning, so he was forced to go back to the door of their room, thinking that when he left just now, he would be struck by lightning. I can't bear to go back.

As soon as he squatted down and leaned against the wall to struggle with thinking, the door opened, and Yu Yue stood up quickly. He turned his face away from looking at Yu Zhisheng, walked into the room, went to wash up in a hurry, and then returned with his slippers on. On the bed, he pulled the quilt over his head and fell asleep, and he didn't even look at Yu Zhisheng the whole time.

Yu Zhisheng's laughter came from above his head, it was a chuckle, this kind of laughter, Yu Yue heard a lot, Yu Zhisheng must be joking that he went out and failed to get a house, Yu Yue thought about it, that was annoyed!

Not all of his frustrations in front of his father were shown to Yu Zhisheng, what the fuck, he's so embarrassing!He turned over the quilt, sat up and pointed at Yu Zhisheng, blushing and thick neck: "Try laughing again."

"Okay, I won't laugh anymore, don't cover your head with the quilt, it will be better if you show your head." Yu Zhisheng's gentle tone made Yu Yue feel cold, and it happened every time, like a punch on cotton.

If Yu Zhisheng dared to say "I just laughed, what's the matter?" Yu Yue would definitely have a fight with him. I saw him upset a long time ago, but Yu Zhisheng never gave him a chance. He would show weakness every time, shit!I just can't understand it.

Glancing at Yu Zhisheng, he realized that this man had grown taller again. I remembered that he was only half a head taller than him during Chinese New Year, but now he has a head.

He must have eaten · 1 to · feed!It's okay, why are you so tall?Yu Yue is depressed again!He seems to have not changed in height since his sophomore year.

I don't want to watch Yu Zhisheng anymore!Yu Yue turned over to face the wall, scolded Yu Zhisheng in her heart for duplicity, and slowly fell asleep with the words of a gentle scum.