never ya

Chapter 10

People like this are either really bad or really poor. On the outside, they are looked down upon by those with good conditions, but inside, they want to bully those with "good conditions" and get psychological satisfaction... He Ah, it’s very recruiting. In the hall, it’s like a fucking sweet potato. They are all men. After holding it in for a long time, I will definitely think about it. I want to do it when I think about it. I was young at that time. I can’t, Before I was transferred to prison, the evil fire came up one night... just..."

Li Kai hiccupped, and Lu Qingguang woke up halfway from the wine, and answered with a cold face, "Did you mess with him?"

Li Kaimi stared, and laughed twice, "How dare you do it, and I don't like men, so I felt disgusted, so I rubbed on my butt..."

Before he finished speaking, a stern wind blew past Li Kai's ear, and Lu Qingguang's fist landed on his face accurately. In an instant, half of his face swelled at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Li Kai covered his face in a daze, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses.

In the end, the two fought to the death and were almost dragged to the police station in the middle of the night.

Li Kai thought very depressed at that time, am I fucking evil?Can you chatter out of the stage?

Lu Qingguang determined 100% from Li Kai's words that this boy was Gao Yan.

Every time Li Kai said one more word, his heart felt like being pinched by an invisible hand, and his liver and gallbladder burst with pain.These words were like a pair of sharp knives, cruelly cutting out Gao Yan in the past, and at the same time piercing him to a bloody mess.

Lu Qingguang thought, he was already in such pain just listening to it, how painful and desperate he must be for someone as proud as Gao Yan to endure it abruptly.

He scratched his head all night and made a decision.

Lu Qingguang went to Li Kai and confessed his purpose.

Li Kai was stunned for a while after hearing this, and said: "Brother, you are too fucking infatuated... I, I... have nothing to say."

Lu Qingguang grabbed his arm and said solemnly: "He is in this city now, you can definitely help me find him, and then help me get close to him."

Li Kai widened his eyes, as if he had heard the Arabian Nights.

Lu Qingguang couldn't see it, but he was sensitive to his disbelief, and continued: "I have money, I can give you money... You should regret it too, you didn't really help him before..."

Li Kai became furious when he heard the word "regret", "I never do anything to regret!"

But as soon as he finished speaking, he also lost his confidence in an instant.

Did he really never... regret it?

After Lu Qingguang left, Li Kai also thought over and over for a long time.

Both he and Gao Yan are poor people, and they have both gone the wrong way. Even though they have changed their minds, due to inevitable social discrimination, there is also the possibility of a second crime.

He will be a volunteer, the first is to atone for his sins, and the second is to help others, so that the disadvantaged groups understand that there is still goodwill in this society.

His giving allowed him to gain, allowing him to regain his strength.

As for Gao Yan, if he is still in the dark, surrounded by a prison, there are obviously people who want to save him, but there are always mistakes...

Li Kai became more and more tired after thinking about it, and finally fell asleep and had a dream.He dreamed that Gao Yan was pressed on the rough and smelly concrete floor of the toilet, and the prisoners covered him with water-soaked quilts and beat and kicked him...

Li Kai woke up suddenly, touched the hot and humid corners of his eyes, and fell into deep thought.

The next day, he called Lu Qingguang, and he said yes, I promise you.

Graham Green writes in "The End of the Relationship": We lost touch.We are in the same desert, and what we are looking for may be the same spring, but we cannot see each other, and we are always alone.

Lu Qingguang searched in the desert for a long time, and almost lost his mind when he found it.But he still firmly believes that he will meet him, and then the desert will no longer be a desert.

Gao Yan was not just his first heartbeat, but no matter how many times he looked back, he would still be heartbroken.

On that afternoon in July, the sun was high, the cicadas were singing and drumming, and the indoor air conditioner was making a weary working sound.Lu Qingguang sat on the sofa in the store and was full of energy.He held up his mobile phone and pretended to be listening to a book. He heard the boss chatting with the guests.

The boss said, change to No. 7.The guest agreed.

Then he stood up and walked towards Gaoyan.

Lu Qingguang paid a lot to find Gao Yan.

From the moment Gao Yan walked into the store, he felt that all the costs were worth it, not worth mentioning.

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How to anchor on an isolated island?

How to make the people stationed on the isolated island come out willingly?

Or in other words, how to enter a person's soul and embrace his lonely heart?

Gao Yan's barrier was too strong, and Lu Qingguang pondered for a long time, but couldn't figure out how to remove it.

He tried back and forth on the edge of Gao Yan's bottom line, and every time he smugly thought that Gao Yan was about to open his heart and accept him, Gao Yan would suddenly shrink back into his hard shell.

He didn't dare to act rashly, but was tormented by burning desire.

His love was kept secret, he found him, but couldn't ask for it.

That day, a volunteer came to the store to look for him. When the girl admired him for a long time, he politely refused, and the two became friends later.They were standing at the counter chatting, the boss suddenly let out a "huh", muttering how Boss Gao got to the door and ran away again.

Lu Qingguang was surprised, but also a little disappointed.Did Gao Yan dislike him?After thinking about it carefully, he was suddenly cheerful, no, this reaction should be an unconscious avoidance - Gao Yan must have seen him talking and laughing with others, and then got jealous.

After in-depth contact with Gao Yan, Lu Qingguang became more and more sure of his speculation. He had thought about whether he should confess his love first, but Gao Yan is so sensitive that he might be scared by him and never dare to meet again. Then he Even if all previous efforts are in vain.

The key is that he gradually realized that the closer he got to Gao Yan, the more irresistible his desire to conquer him.

He wanted to subdue Gao Yan, a lonely bird of prey, and his lower abdomen was tense and swollen every night, his vital organs were hot and hard, and his anxiety could not be relieved.

——He loves Gao Yan so much that he can dedicate everything to him.

——But he is very selfish, he hopes that Gao Yan can only belong to him completely.

Love is all selfish.His love for Gao Yan is not selfless.

The relationship between him and Gao Yan urgently needs a "stimulation" to break through the freezing point. Before he finds him, he can wait hopelessly.But after finding him, patience is like a tense string, and it may break if you don't pay attention.

It was already autumn, and fallen leaves brushed over the shoulders of passers-by, sparrows were chirping by the window, and Lu Qingguang woke up on the regular broadcast.

He went into the bathroom to wash up, his phone was connected to a speaker amplifier, and the channel was introducing the customs of the Aoluguya tribe.

A clip introducing the hunting of swordsmen in Aoxiang attracted him, and he learned what it means to boil an eagle.

A sudden idea gradually forms a frame in my mind.

With toothpaste foam in his mouth, Lu Qingguang jumped to the cell phone to call Li Kai.

Li Kai was shocked after listening to it, and felt more shocked than the first time he heard Lu Qingguang's love story.

Li Kai squeezed the phone and asked hesitantly: "...Aren't you a lunatic?"

Lu Qingguang smiled lowly: "Fight to the last stand."

"I'm afraid that you'll kill all the good people... and run away... Oh my god, you have too much information... let me slow down... my head hurts!"

The candy and the whip complement each other. He sprinkled the candy all the way, but forgot the importance of the whip.

Lu Qingguang put down his mobile phone and walked to the window. The morning light shone on him through the beam of light formed by the glass. In the beam of light, there were dust particles like mayfly creatures. His smiling face was immersed in the beam of light.

Later, he finally captured Gao Yan with a strategy, and reaped the hard-won "I like you."

The moment he protected Gao Yan, he suddenly understood that at the moment when he wanted to let the other party see his sincerity, he didn't seem to care about any strategies. Love is love, and if you fall in love, you will never turn back.

When Gao Yan walked into the ward, the nurse had just finished changing Lu Qingguang's medicine.

Lu Qingguang was wearing a hospital gown and snuggled up to the head of the bed. The clinical family members greeted Gao Yan and said that Xiao Gao came early today.

Gao Yan nodded, took a few apples from the plastic bag, stuffed them into the opponent's hand, and smiled politely: "The apples here are better than the one next to the hospital, with more sweet juice."

"How do you feel today?" Gao Yan pulled up a chair and sat by the bed, began to peel apples, "Does your shoulder still hurt?"

Lu Qingguang twisted his shoulders slightly, grinned and took a breath and said, "It hurts!"

Gao Yan leaned in front of him, stared at him suspiciously for a while, and asked, "It really hurts? Didn't you just pretend to sympathize with me?"

Lu Qingguang pouted aggrievedly.

Gao Yan smiled, and handed the peeled apple to his mouth, Lu Qingguang took the opponent's hand and bit it hard.

"It's so sweet!" Lu Qingguang puffed his cheeks and said, then lowered his head again.

This time, whether it was intentional or not, Lu Qingguang's lips touched Gao Yan's finger, and he licked it maliciously.

Gao Yan immediately blushed with embarrassment, and whispered, "Don't make trouble!"

Lu Qingguang raised his head, with an innocent face, trying hard to chew the apple in his mouth.

After eating an apple, Gao Yan wiped the water stains for him.As soon as his hand reached Lu Qingguang's mouth, the other party tilted his head and quickly pecked his wrist.

The place where Lu Qingguang pecked it burned up with a "swish", and the heat penetrated the skin and reached the heart.

Gao Yan's heart was beating so loudly that he could only cover it tightly with his hands to prevent his heart from leaking out.

"Yanyan?" Lu Qingguang called him.

Gao Yan let out a "hmm".

"Read to me."

"Okay, what do you want to hear?"

Lu Qingguang moved to the side to make room for one person, and said with a smile, "Come and lie on the bed, I can hear you better."

Gao Yan just wanted to refuse, but he swallowed the words again, obeying in a rare way,