dare to love

Chapter 66

When Chen Wei returned to the bar, Su Shikang was lying on the wine table alone, probably asleep.

His left arm was under his face, and his right hand was still holding the wine bottle tightly. Chen Wei frowned, walked to him and gently pulled the wine bottle out of his hand.

Su Shikang's wine bottle was taken away, so he looked up at him. He was just lying on his stomach and didn't fall asleep at all.

"Chen Wei..."

"Ah."

Chen Wei sat over, his eyes glowing, he reached out and stroked the back of Su Shikang's head, and said softly, "Shikang, it's time to go home."

"..."

"May I take you home?"

As soon as Su Shikang heard the word "hug", he immediately stood up. He was not deeply drunk, but in a state of being slightly tipsy, and his head was a little dizzy.

He staggered to his feet.

"Shikang."

"Where's Hengdong?"

"Hengdong is gone."

Su Shikang's light eyes rested on him for a moment, and then said: "I'm not drunk, I can go by myself."

It's just that the surrounding things are spinning, and he still recognizes the road.

Chen Wei followed him, took him to the parking lot, and helped him into the car.He felt very uncomfortable, Su Shikang looked... weird.

"Shikang."

"Ok?"

"Are... are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"No such thing."

"..."

Chen Wei turned his head to look at him again, and he saw Su Shikang leaning on his back, staring straight at the wobbly rearview mirror.

Chen Wei knew in his heart that Su Shikang was somewhat uncomfortable.

But he didn't admit it, he didn't say it.

After returning home, as soon as the two of them entered the house, Chen Wei couldn't wait any longer. He quickly hugged Su Shikang from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder.

He couldn't wait to untie Su Shikang's knot.

"Shikang."

The weather was so cold, his straight nose touched Su Shikang's neck, and he found that even his neck was cold.

With Su Shikang in his arms, Chen Wei could vaguely hear his heartbeat.

His heart was beating fast.

Chen Wei hugged him even tighter: "If you feel uncomfortable, just say it, don't be bored in your heart all the time, okay?"

"Hey……"

Su Shikang was a little helpless, he patted Chen Wei's arm holding him, "Don't be so careful, how could I feel uncomfortable so easily?"

"But……"

Su Shikang suddenly turned around and looked at him.

"Chen Wei, I've always believed in you. If Rui Qiang's words are unpleasant, I'll pass them as soon as I hear them. It's hard for a while, but it can't be hard forever, right?"

"..."

"Don't worry about it."

Su Shikang still spoke so softly, but Chen Wei felt his heart ache when he heard it.He thinks Su Shikang is making trouble, you should ask me if what Rui Qiang said is true, you should ask me how you treat Xie Hengdong now?Let me explain your feelings towards him!

But Su Shikang didn't ask anything, this belief made him feel distressed.

His silence was like a sharpened knife stabbing into Chen Wei's heart.

When Chen Wei opened his mouth, his throat was wet and salty.

"Shikang..."

Su Shikang was a little tired, and he rested his forehead on Chen Wei's shoulder.

"Awei, I'm so cold today, I feel so uncomfortable, go and boil moxa water for me."

It was probably because of the alcohol that made his voice sound a bit soft, without much of the previous toughness, which made people feel soft-hearted.

Chen Wei held his cold hand with hot hands, bowed his head and gently kissed his hair.

"it is good."

-

Su Shikang was lying in the bathtub, although he was in a dizzy state, but Rui Qiang's words were still in his mind.He really admired himself a little. He knew that the truth was not what he said, but he was still brooding.

Why Chen Wei has always been in love with Xie Hengdong, and he was with him because he seized the opportunity. When Chen Wei went to bed with him, he was thinking of Xie Hengdong.

Su Shikang didn't think it was true at all. At that time, Chen Wei hugged him, his words were so warm, and the strength of his hug was so fierce, he was tortured like this. Chen Wei's lustful eyes were still tight. Staring at him, he would call his name over and over again, in his ear.

The water was hot, and the smell of wormwood filled his whole body, making his body slightly hot.

He walked out of the bathroom and found that Chen Wei had been sitting on the sofa, waiting for him.

Seeing him coming out, Chen Wei quickly stood up. Su Shikang was wearing a dark blue bathrobe at the moment. The blue was like the sea water in the deep sea, exuding a suffocating bitter and salty smell.

"Shikang."

Su Shikang walked over, pressed his shoulders, and made him sit down again.

"Waiting for me specifically?"

Chen Wei lowered his head and gave a soft "hmm".

"Don't pay attention to Rui Qiang's bastard words, what he said is bullshit, he doesn't understand us at all, look at me like this, how could I..."

"Chen Wei." Su Shikang smiled helplessly: "Why are you always so nervous? Didn't I tell you just now, I don't care."

Su Shikang sat on his lap and hooked his chin with his index finger.

He looked into Chen Wei's eyes, and suddenly felt that there was really nothing to be sad about. If he was always obsessed with Rui Qiang, Chen Wei could cry in a hurry.

Seeing him like this, Chen Wei began to show his kindness in every possible way, and took the opportunity to put his arms around Su Shikang's waist.

He tightened his grip so tightly that Su Shikang trembled.

"Shikang..."

He raised his head, the tip of his nose touched the tip of his nose, and then his lips slowly pressed against it.

Chen Wei didn't realize until today that he had been obsessed with the scent of wormwood on Su Shikang's body before, but he ignored that this special fragrance was actually a bit bitter.

The wormwood tastes slightly bitter, just like Su Shikang.

He has been suffering since he was a child, and now that he is suffering in his heart, he has to smile and tell him that he doesn't care, it's okay.

He fell in love with himself, fell in love with the self who had a relationship with Xie Hengdong, he must also feel bitter in his heart, right?

But there is no way, no matter right or wrong, they are already together.

Chen Wei closed his eyes, rubbed his hair with both hands, then lowered his head and bit his collarbone gently.

The skin that has just been soaked in wormwood water is delicate and smooth, with hot hair, and the bitter taste and fragrance of the herb linger at the tip of the nose.

"Shikang..."

Chen Wei called him in a daze, and then grabbed Su Shikang's lower limbs with both hands, he stood up from the sofa, and smoothly pressed Su Shikang onto the bed in the bedroom.

As soon as he put the person down, he lowered his head and pressed down.

Su Shikang lay under him and looked at him with distracted and fascinated eyes.A layer of tear film quickly formed on the surface of the pupil, as if tears would flow out in the next second.

But Su Shikang is stubborn, if it wasn't for the burst of emotion and desire, he would not shed tears easily.

Chen Wei pulled the clothes on his body two or three times, but Su Shikang reached out to hook him, and took the initiative to put his lips together.

This kiss was domineering and passionate, and there was already a rusty smell between the lips and teeth.

Su Shikang hugged him tightly, his body was hot, and his face was also hot.Skin to skin, Chen Wei felt his body trembling, and the two of them fell into the soft red rose pillow, which was more gorgeous and beautiful than blooming coquettish roses.

Chen Wei's eyes turned red, he let go of Su Shikang, and couldn't help saying: "Shikang, you are seducing me again."

The eagerness in his heart was about to move, Chen Wei looked at him with his head down, and saw a different kind of spring in Su Shikang's tough and wild appearance before.

Those eyes turned into winks that seduce his soul, those lips turned into berries that tempted him to commit crimes, and the scent of wormwood that emanated from his body became the ecstasy that inflamed his heart.

Chen Wei belatedly realized that he had never been a gentleman.

"Avi..."

Su Shikang's voice was hoarse and pleasant, but trembling.

Chen Wei hugged him and held him in his arms, feeling his body trembling slightly.

Heart to heart.

"Shikang, can you feel my heartbeat? Feel it with your heart and see how fast it beats."

So can you not care about other people's unintentional words.

Su Shikang looked up and was about to kiss him.

Chen Wei accepted his kiss, and then walked to climb the rock. He wanted to grind the sound and water from Su Shikang's tough body, and wanted him to soften it in his palm.

"Awei..." Su Shikang's eyes turned red, and he looked up at Chen Wei with a face full of spring and tenderness.

"I want you."

"..."

"Give it to me, can you give it to me?"

Chen Wei felt sorry for him, he looked at his appearance, looked at his expression, he thought that he would spend the rest of his life with Su Shikang like this, harden his heart, no matter how sharp words others said could not stimulate him.

Chen Wei also gave him everything, but this time Su Shikang was different.

Only at this moment did he release the emotions in his heart. He tried his best to move Chen Wei, imprisoning that place inside, feeling the sudden throbbing of the blood vessels in the abyss of deep water, which made him numb and embarrassed, and almost hugged Chen Wei Wei cried.

He asked him, "Tell me, who are you thinking about now?"

Chen Wei was about to die. He knew that Su Shikang didn't care anymore, but this question seemed to be asked on purpose.

He clearly knew that he didn't think about Xie Hengdong at that time, but at that time he was trying to torture him while knowingly asking questions.

damn it--

But he still hugged him tightly, feeling Su Shikang's strong oppression, feeling the warmth under his appearance like water, so soft that it soaked his internal organs and pillow.

"Shikang, I'm already in a daze. I'll go crazy if I don't see you. You think I don't have the time and energy to think about others."

Chen Wei lifted his chin vigorously, stroked the graceful lines of his neck with his fingertips, "Only you, only you."

"..."

Su Shikang was too tough and domineering, and Chen Wei couldn't forget the feeling of being coerced and restrained by him.He is sometimes too tight, which really puts you in a dilemma.

"Avi..."

Chen Wei lowered his head and kissed him: "I'm here."

"Shi Kang, I really love you."

The moonlight was shining brightly, shining in from the window without the curtains drawn, shining on the two of them, entwined deeply in the coldness, ambiguous to death.

After a long time, Chen Wei hugged Su Shikang into his arms again, and kissed his forehead: "I'm going out tomorrow morning, you wait at home for me to come back."

"What are you doing out?"

"Go out and find a house, or you will have no place to live next time you go home."

"When will it be demolished?"

"The Chinese New Year is over?" Chen Wei sighed, "I have to hurry up."

"Don't worry, we can live anywhere."

Chen Wei laughed, and looked down at him. Su Shikang's face and eyes were red, leaving an ambiguous aftertaste.He pulled him into his arms and hugged him tighter.

"But you must find a good one. I don't want to wrong you again."