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Chapter 83 Extra Story 1: If Chapter [-]

Chen Wei didn't know how that day ended.

It seems that Su Shikang and Xie Hengdong were only shocked by his performance, and there was no unnecessary surprise or interrogation.He only clearly felt that Su Shikang left later, leaving only his back.

Time is out of order.

People don't seem to be alike.

Chen Wei stood where he was, his vision became more and more blurred, he couldn't see anything clearly, he couldn't understand anything.

The sky was sunny, but Chen Wei felt as if he had fallen into the boundless darkness. The sun shone down and elongated the shadows of buildings and trees, but it couldn't penetrate his heart.

Very suffocating feeling.

He was obviously in the same class, but Chen Wei hadn't seen Su Shikang for a long time. The last time he saw him was in the corridor of the class. He was disheveled and had scratches on his face. A ruler was beating his palm.

One board after another was knocked down, and the palms of the hands quickly turned red.

"Fighting with senior high school students, you are really capable. You just wrote the review last week, and now you ask me to get another copy. How dare you fix it once a week? You won't be notified and criticized for a week, right?"

"If you continue like this, the school will dismiss you sooner or later."

"..."

Chen Wei held the duty form and stared blankly at the two people in the corridor.

He remembered Su Shikang's wild nature, but he vaguely knew that Su Shikang hadn't caused so many troubles in high school, except for the sports meeting and Yuan Qiu's incident, and he didn't provoke it on his own initiative.

Yin Hua saw him, and motioned him to enter the class before he could speak. Xie Hengdong and most of the classmates sat on the stool and looked outside. Xia You's eyes were already red, obviously crying.

He looked at Xia You, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable.

"What's up with him?"

Chen Wei sat down on the seat and unscrewed the mineral water to take a few sips. Near the end of the period, the white papers on the desk were flying, accompanied by the rattling ceiling fan above his head.

"I'm convinced." Xie Hengdong glanced in Xia You's direction, "There is a senior high school student who likes Xia You, chases her relentlessly, throws a love letter every day, blocks her on the way to the cafeteria, and blocks her when going to the bathroom. , and then Shi Kang got upset and started a fight with him."

"..."

Chen Wei's heart suddenly thumped: "Why don't you like it?"

Xie Hengdong looked over with that strange look: "Why don't you know why you're upset?"

"..."

Chen Wei lowered his head and clenched the mineral water bottle tightly. The feeling of missing made him look very bad.

"You matched the two of them when you were freshman in high school, forgot?"

"...Is there such a thing?" Chen Wei looked at him.

Xie Hengdong: "They should like each other, but Xia You is going to prepare for the college entrance examination, Shi Kang didn't bother her, and he himself...is definitely going to be a soldier after graduation."

"..."

After Yin Hua taught Su Shikang a lesson, he entered the class. He picked up the textbook and began to give lectures. Chen Wei stared blankly at the front, but his heart seemed to be crushed, and the joy of returning to a boy after opening his eyes was crushed to pieces. .

He thought he could seize the time and make up for his regrets.

But things are different, Su Shikang doesn't seem to be the Su Shikang he knows at all.

He watched his back for a long time, and then he saw with his own eyes that he turned his head and glanced in Xia You's direction from the corner of his eye.

He is such a carefree person who is not afraid of the sky, the earth, and he doesn't dare to stay longer, and quickly looks away. He is very afraid that others will know that he is peeping at her, and they will be spying on his feelings.

It's a pity that Chen Wei saw all of this clearly.

Chen Wei felt unwilling, he did it all over again, not to suffer this kind of suffering.

He wants to tell Su Shikang the truth, he wants to tell him that I am your future partner, and that in the future we love each other very much and care about each other very much.

Probably because the environment is too dark and depressing, Chen Wei is far more impulsive than when he grew up.In the summer vacation of the year after his sophomore year, he went to Nanhe County, and he wanted to invite Su Shikang to watch the sunset of Shenzhou Lake together.

Su Shikang also agreed to him, but Chen Wei knew that he was not nostalgic for the old and greedy for the scenery in his memory.

The sunset was so red that day, and the two sat under the mulberry tree covered with red ribbons, chatting leisurely.

Su Shikang asked him: "How do you know that there is the scenery of Shenzhou Lake here?"

Chen Wei turned his head to look at him, and answered very easily, "I said, I came from the future, and many things about you... I actually know."

"Oh?" Su Shikang looked at him and laughed too. He didn't know whether to believe it or not, but he wasn't too shocked, "Then tell me, what do you know about me?"

"All."

"..."

The two looked at each other, but Su Shikang lowered his head and didn't look at him. He felt that Chen Wei's eyes were wrong. The eyes were serious and resolute, and they didn't belong to him at all.

"And then? What does this mean?"

"..."

Su Shikang looked at the sunset, the fiery red light imprinted in his eyes, and Chen Wei watched with him as he wished, but there was endless loneliness in his eyes.

"Su Shikang, we will be in our third year of high school when school starts. Have you thought about where to go?"

"I told you where I went. You don't remember many things about the three of us."

"..."

Chen Wei forced a smile, "I remember, Heng Dong said...you are going to be a soldier."

"Ah."

"where to?"

Su Shikang lazily lay down on the lawn, and what caught his eyes was the swaying red ribbon on the mulberry tree. He said it very easily, but his eyes revealed longing, "Maybe go to the border? My grandfather is a national defense soldier. That’s where I want to be.”

"……"border?

His grandma is gone, who can hold him.

Maybe this is Su Shikang's belief, and this is where he is destined to go.

Chen Wei could wait for him, and he was willing to wait, but before that, he had to let Su Shikang know all about it.

So he was moved by something, and suddenly turned sideways, raised his arms and looked down at him. Su Shikang saw him suddenly looking at him like this, and his eyes scanned his face leisurely.

A withered mulberry leaf fell and landed on his clothes.

Chen Wei reached out and took down the withered mulberry leaf for him, with a gentle smile on his lips, "Su Shikang, what I want to tell you the most is us in the future."

"what?"

"..."

No choice but to gamble.

Chen Wei didn't take away the hand holding the mulberry leaves for him, he looked at Su Shikang, bit the bullet and rubbed his cheeks and lips with his fingertips under Su Shikang's panicked gaze.Su Shikang was in a daze, not knowing how to react.

The feeling of looking at him for so long but not being able to touch him has burned Chen Wei to ashes, and he desperately needs some physical contact with Su Shikang to comfort himself.

"Shikang..."

He finally called out.

The title that would call him in countless lingering dreams.

"In the future, we are in love."

"...?!"

Su Shikang finally reacted to his absurd behavior, he turned his head and escaped from Chen Wei's contact.

"What you said is ridiculous. Let's not talk about where you are from, but the person you like can't be me. We are both quick-tempered. If we don't blow up after being together for a long time, how could we become A couple?"

"You underestimate yourself Shikang, you don't know how gentle you are in your bones, you have many characteristics worthy of my attraction, so I don't like you on a whim."

"..."

Seeing that he was listening, Chen Wei plucked up the courage to continue: "Of course I liked Hengdong when I was young, and I was with him, but we broke up later, and my relationship with you developed after we were adults, you don't know How many years have we endured back and forth."

Su Shikang suddenly lowered his head and smiled, he didn't know whether he believed Chen Wei's words easily or heard him tell a joke, "So you were with Hengdong before."

"..."

"Then he's really stupid."

Su Shikang couldn't believe it, Chen Wei said that he could be with his brother and ex, wouldn't he be uncomfortable?

But Chen Wei looked at him seriously, he stared at him like a torch, he didn't know if he was looking at him, or looking through him at another person.

"Yes." Chen Wei said, "He is so stupid."

"..."

"You do not believe?"

"I don't think it matters whether I believe it or not." Su Shikang sat up, "Chen Wei, that's not me."

"... Who else could it be if it wasn't you?"

"..." Su Shikang couldn't answer him.

Chen Wei was in a hurry: "Who else could it be if it wasn't you?"

That kind of feeling is so real, the feeling is so real, he is obviously Su Shikang, and he has the same face.

Su Shikang stood up and looked at the endless Shenzhou Lake, but his tone was extremely flat: "I don't mean, maybe you really came from the future, but I am not the one who really accompanied you here, look, I can't guess at all." I don't know why he did this. If you like him and miss him, then you should look for him instead of me. Of course, all this may be just your absurd dream, maybe something happened to you during the winter vacation that caused you to have this dream, dream I dreamed of everything that should be in the book and should not be, so what you remember is just a dream.”

"Chen Wei, I don't like men, let alone you."

"...!"

No, how could it be?How can anyone dream for so long, for so many years?

Those years of intermittent waiting and torment, the melon fields and fireflies in the summer night, the creaking electric fan, and Grandma Su’s friendly smile.

There was also the waiting and emptiness every day after going to college. He went to Changsha to meet him at all costs. On the first New Year's Eve, Su Shikang took the initiative to kiss him.

……

Is all of this a dream?

impossible!

Chen Wei shook his head, if it was a dream, then he would rather believe it is a dream now.

"no!"

Chen Wei stood up abruptly: "You don't understand at all, that feeling...how real is that feeling, Shi Kang...you are not like this."

So unfamiliar.

Chen Wei felt that he had fallen into a purgatory that was deeper than a nightmare.

"Then tell me, when did he really stay with you and when did he expressly love you?"

"It was that year..."

Chen Wei paused.

which year?Just remembered.

Chen Wei felt the darkness before his eyes, and he couldn't see who was standing in front of him for an instant.

Shikang, Shikang...

It's all an illusion.

Su Shikang was still asking him, "What year?"

He spoke with a hoarse voice: "That year... I only remember that New Year's Eve..."

He only remembered New Year's Eve that year.

It was dark in front of his eyes, Chen Wei lost his five senses, and when the breeze blew, someone touched his cheek again, extremely gentle.

Su Shikang said slowly: "Look, you don't remember either."

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