Chapter 11
Chapter 11
"What bet?" Yu Wenzhou heard himself ask.He caught Huang Shaotian's fingers that were twitching in his palm, but he couldn't catch his own voice. He knew that he should have rejected this proposal that contained too many possibilities, since he was not going to risk his relationship with Huang Shaotian. , Why bother to push yourself into the danger of falling short in this last bit of time.
But he couldn't control himself, and he lost the self-control that others jokingly called "proud". He even asked calmly, "Is it a bet on whether I will fall in love with you within a week?" Let's go," he opened his mouth and directed the topic in a direction he didn't want to face, which was a perfect self-explosion.
He didn't know why he couldn't help it, obviously they only needed to wait another week and they would return to their original orientation and life trajectory, obviously it was only one week, only one week, because it was only one week.
With only one week left, Huang Shaotian will leave him again.Yu Wenzhou suddenly felt discouraged, as if an explosion had burned his heart into ashes inch by inch, and was blown away by someone.That kind of self-defeating courage didn't support him for too long and it became difficult to continue. He always thought clearly about everything, and then he became blurred.
Huang Shaotian didn't know how many ups and downs the heart of the person in front of him had gone through in a single breath. He carefully avoided Yu Wenzhou's sharp edge between seriousness and joking, and he closed his eyes and said, "Just bet, whose quilt will be folded." Do you have to fold them neatly?"
"........." Yu Wenzhou withdrew his hand and took two steps back, "Okay, you can wait until I get to the room before you start, you can't make a foul and run away, after you run away, you will never play again. Bring out your equipment."
"To sum up..." Huang Shaotian put down the teacup in his hand.
"To sum it up?" Wang Jiexi sat across from him. They were sitting in a box on the second floor of the teahouse by the window, the afternoon sun came in politely, and just rightly hid Huang Shaotian in the shadow by the wall.Wang Jiexi took a sip of tea, "To sum up, let's forget about the two of you living your life over again."
"Ahem, your mentality of killing me, the heart of the blue rain, is very wrong." Huang Shaotian spread his hands, "You should have a broad mind, tolerance, and understanding?"
"If I didn't tolerate it, I would have covered your face with a broom and whirlwind of justice. Tsk tsk tsk, why do I lose to the two of you as the most popular CP every year? I'm so angry."
"..." Huang Shaotian was convinced, "Do you still remember these rural selections before liberation?"
"It's useless to beep less. What are you two planning? You're talking to me here, rounding it up, it's basically a red heart towards Yu. Let me tell you, that is, your audience today has a good temper If it had been different for us to be troublesome, he would have put on a sack and beat him up and confessed together." Wang Jiexi tapped the coffee table with his knuckles, "You guys are a little self-conscious."
Huang Shaotian changed his sitting position on the sofa, and sighed sincerely: "You Fangshen have such a good personality."
Wang Jiexi had a look of disbelief on his face: "Dare you mean that you have a better personality than mediocrity? Don't say a word, are you afraid of being struck by lightning? No matter how partial I am, I dare not think so."
Huang Shaotian patted the sofa cushion: "You Fangshen are so stupid!"
"……Oh."
"Just pull away, don't turn back if you don't hit the south wall, even if you hit it, you don't know how to turn back. I'm not saying that he has a better personality than Wenzhou," Huang Shaotian leaned on the back of the sofa and looked up at the sunlight coming in from the window. "It's better than me, I'm too bad."
It's because I'm not qualified to say that Yu Wenzhou won't be able to switch roles after retiring, it's because I'm more attached to the old days than he is, Huang Shaotian thought.It's because I always feel that life is not enough, as if I have done the most practical and exciting things in the past ten years, and I can't get past anything I encounter in the future.It was only after I returned to Yu Wenzhou that I felt at ease again. Up to now, I am still not sure whether I want to keep Yu Wenzhou or want to keep...
lost youth.Huang Shaotian shook his head mockingly, and covered his eyes with his hands.That period of time that was inseparable from Yu Wenzhou became the strength to support his progress, the load of his happiness and the nutrition of his life. Originally, relying on these was enough for him to leave Yu Wenzhou and start a new life.
Who doesn't know that when the song ends, it ends?Who doesn't know that meeting is the beginning of parting?Who doesn't know that each has a life after parting?Who doesn't understand that there is futility and helplessness in this world, who doesn't want to say goodbye to the past no matter how reluctant, who hasn't persuaded himself to prepare for tomorrow?But……
"But," Huang Shaotian said, "I miss him very much."
The farther away I am from him, the more I miss him, but the closer I get to him, the more I miss him.I don't want to leave, but I'm afraid to stay, I seem to be forcing him, what if he gives up his easy life because of this, what if we regret it?We have been separated for so long, is it necessary to be together again?But if it wasn't for this time, there might really be no chance in the future.
Huang Shaotian paused for a long time: "Wang Big Eye, tell me, am I particularly selfish?"
It was rare for Wang Jiexi not to speak against him, and sighed silently: "I think it's hard for you to return to a relaxed life. It's unfair to imagine this for one person, and for those who come later."
Huang Shaotian finally had nothing to say, he sat for a while, his phone vibrated twice in his pocket.
"It seems that the chances are really slim. Wenzhou is going to go on a business trip for a few days now, and he will come back just the night I leave." Huang Shaotian raised his eyebrows and relayed the content of the message. He seemed to think that such a coincidence was very interesting, and even laughed. Get up, "You are right, after leaving him, I will try to die alone."
"Anyway, we have experienced birth, old age, sickness and death in our professional life, even if Yu Wenzhou and I have already lived together once."
Yu Wenzhou glanced at his watch. At [-]:[-], Huang Shaotian had probably boarded the plane, but he was still stuck here, on the plane that was heading smoothly to City B.The flight attendant passing by smiled and told the passengers on the other side of the aisle that the journey would take another hour. Yu Wenzhou pulled down the blindfold to cover his eyes. He had no mobile phone, no Internet, and even blocked the light himself. He was like a silent and desolate place in modern society. The isolated island is a gloomy background that can't speak, passing Huang Shaotian in a contented manner.
Huang Shaotian finally left his life again, and he failed to see him off twice. He didn't even realize that Huang Shaotian had retired and had to start a new stage of life when Huang Shaotian left to stay with his parents. Training in the dark, and accompanying Yu Wenzhou to fight bosses to collect materials is not a matter of course.Yu Wenzhou felt that he had done a good job. Since then, he intentionally cut off his dependence on Huang Shaotian, so he no longer waited for someone to bring him breakfast, did not wait for someone to supervise him to go to bed early, and no longer casually followed Huang Shaotian. Huang Shaotian complained a few words about daily life, as if it had no other effect other than wasting the other party's time.He himself called this the second adulthood in the spiritual realm, and he had to get used to this inevitable parting, and Huang Shaotian became his distant light source from then on.
If it wasn't for this coincidental short distance, he thought to the bottom, if it wasn't for Zheng Xuan's phone call, if it wasn't for the coincident rose... If they hadn't clearly realized that the other party was going to stay away completely, maybe they would have let it go Walk away naturally.Thinking about it this way, it seems that there is no serious problem, it is nothing more than the same as in the past, what kind of big event is it?
He lifted the blindfold and turned to look at the sunset outside the window. The two female colleagues who were with him were discussing the new romance novel in a low voice. Occasionally, a few words of "sincerity" and "like" fell into his ears, and he was quiet. Leaning on the seat, his heart is full of Huang Shaotian's appearance.
The voice of the beautiful stewardess gently reminded everyone to fasten their seat belts and straighten their seats, the plane is about to descend.Yu Wenzhou had mild tinnitus as usual, and he felt the outside air squeeze him, pressing him in the narrow gap isolated from the world.He closed his eyes and clenched his hands, feeling uncomfortable for the first time, as if his whole body was curled up and sunken, even his breathing was forbidden.Then the world squeezed him until there was only one heart left, and finally he couldn't take a step forward, because there was too much Huang Shaotian there, so tight and solid, beating slowly and steadily, supplying his warm blood.
less days.He opened his mouth and uttered these two syllables silently. The tears that he quietly shed when Huang Shaotian retired a few years ago flowed back into his eyes, which were tightly locked under his eyelashes. A drop or two spilled from the small bumps, quickly slid across his side face, and sank into his collar coldly.
The phone was turned on again, Yu Wenzhou opened the call history, the top one was Huang Shaotian's number, he suddenly thought: What if his plane is delayed?
What if he's still at the airport?In case I still have time to see him off, in case I still have time...to keep him, or in case I still have time to buy a plane ticket to G City.
Before Yu Wenzhou could react, he had already dialed the phone, and it was actually connected. The long beep grinded Yu Wenzhou's nerves and overwhelmed all the noise around him.As he was walking out, he heard the notification tone suddenly pause, and the phone was picked up: "Hello, Captain? You've arrived in City B."
Yu Wenzhou bumped into the armrest of the seat at the corner: "Ummmm, you haven't boarded the plane yet? It's late."
"Uh……"
"Are you at the airport?" Yu Wenzhou hurriedly interrupted without waiting for him to finish, "Where is it? Just wait for me, and I'll go over."
"No……"
"No?" Yu Wenzhou silently signaled to his colleagues that he had to take a step ahead if he had something to do, and walked quickly through the crowd.
"I'm not at the airport." Huang Shaotian explained, "I'm still here, I'm still at your house."
Yu Wenzhou stopped: "What's wrong? Has something happened?"
"No." Huang Shaotian said, "It's just that he didn't leave. You can talk about it when you come back, okay?"
The setting sun had completely submerged below the horizon, leaving only gray and black twilight stacked one after another. Yu Wenzhou looked at the lights against the night outside the huge glass wall of the airport, and realized that the sun had not caught up with it. In another city, his sun is still waiting for him at home.
"Okay, then wait for me to come back."
Huang Shaotian was sitting on the sofa in the living room. There was a messy program on the TV, but he didn't watch it. He had to check his phone once every two minutes, checking the time, checking the news, or didn't know what to watch.
Finally, the door clicked softly, and Yu Wenzhou came back.Huang Shaotian stood up to greet him, leaned against the wall to watch Yu Wenzhou put on his home slippers, put his long windbreaker on the shoe cabinet, and stood in front of him unsteadily, asking, "Shaotian, what's wrong?"
"It's okay," Huang Shaotian shook his head, "Don't look worried, anyway, nothing happened that made me unable to go to the airport, and I didn't want to leave."
"Why don't you—" Yu Wenzhou paused halfway through the question, he was a little out of breath, he thought it was because he was in a hurry to come back all the way.But he even felt sore in his nasal cavity. This sourness forced his voice to slow down, and made him feel deeply tired. He didn't want to move, he didn't even want to stand, what kind of shit "restraint" "The modes of "sensibility" and "keep a distance" can't be loaded, and there is only one brain left, so let's be reasonable.
He looked into Huang Shaotian's eyes and thought: So I still don't want to let Huang Shaotian go, and Huang Shaotian still doesn't want to let me go.
He finally reached out and hugged Huang Shaotian.
"Shaotian." Yu Wenzhou rested his forehead on Huang Shaotian's shoulder, "I'm just an ordinary person."
Huang Shaotian reached out and rubbed the back of his head: "Otherwise?"
"I'm not as good as they say I am."
"I know."
"You don't politely deny it."
"I'm afraid you think I talk too much nonsense."
"Maybe I just happened to meet you earlier."
"It would be better to use 'very' before 'early'."
"Perhaps you will meet someone more suitable in the future."
"How can someone who is late be considered suitable?"
"I am nothing but..." Yu Wenzhou paused for a while, "I am nothing but liking you very much."
Huang Shaotian trembled slightly. He said that he had thought of many explanations, especially that he had just won against Yu Wenzhou in the quilt making a few days ago. Yu Wenzhou promised to promise him one thing. This reason is worth using to threaten Yu Wenzhou. Acknowledge his confession.He said that he never thought of it, but Yu Wenzhou himself said it first.
Huang Shaotian felt that he was no match for him, so he had no choice but to complain: "Yu Fan doesn't like to hear what you say."
"There is no Yu Fan here."
"Why not? I'm Yu Fan. You should say that like me."
"what do you say?"
"I have many advantages, the biggest of which is that I like you very much."
"..." Yu Wenzhou laughed, and asked sincerely, "Why are you like this?"
"how?"
"It's a fall short."
"There's no way, you know, I told Big Eye about the two of us two days ago when I had tea to say goodbye to him."
"He enlightened you?"
"Not very successful in enlightening." Huang Shaotian clicked his tongue twice, "But..."
"but?"
"But I didn't think about it until I came back that day. I went to him to talk about these things, maybe I hope that after I leave, he can tell you that I like you very much."
Huang Shaotian looked at Yu Wenzhou in the dim light of the wall lamp: "Maybe I hope he will tell you that I think about you very much, I will have a bad life after I leave you, and I want to be with you. Then, then you will come over Find me."
His eyes were so bright that tears would fall when he smiled. He raised his arm and wiped his face with the sleeve of his home clothes, and then wiped Yu Wenzhou's body with his backhand. He still picked up the old stubble in a very domineering way: "Last time I win the quilt!"
end
Why do you want to be the tail of the crane if you have a good No.1?
Because I love the game of Glory.
You have an easier and smoother path to take, why choose the hard one?
Because I love you.
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