Cat's eye

Chapter 10

The days of cohabitation are not so special, there is neither a tear-jerking scene nor a sweet and voluptuous story. The two big men live in this small house with one bedroom and one living room, and they practice what is not considered solemn between them. Promise of.

Of course, the relationship between the two is still somewhat different compared to before. Lin Mao has always understood his own charm, and attracting different women to fall in love with him has always been a bad taste he never shy away from. However, this is the first time he knows that he also has The ability to make men like it.Although Su Haotu's words and deeds are not much different from those in the past, since this taboo unrequited love was exposed, Su Haotu's behavior has a little more meaning in Lin Mao's eyes. He is better at catching him than before. The thoughtfulness behind the meanness.He could gradually feel Su Haotu's gentle gaze from behind him, and gradually noticed that every time he offered to help, Su Haotu's disgusting words could not hide the slight joy on his face.

The women in the past satisfied his vanity, but Su Haotu made him feel warmly grateful. He was glad that the person who loved him deeply was the only person he trusted and relied on. The relationship between them was like a bond of blood. As a result, there was another tight bond, which became more and more indestructible.

One weekend, Su Haotu was lying on the sofa with his legs crossed playing PSP, while Lin Mao was sitting next to him watching TV.The weather was much colder, Lin Mao covered Su Haotu with the quilt that had been placed on the sofa, and glanced at the PSP in his hand, "Is it so interesting to play this all day long?"

Su Haotu was playing the game vigorously, so he didn't even look at him: "What do you know?"

Lin Mao snorted, and then pushed him with his elbow: "Look, how handsome these draft boys are."

Su Haotu glanced at it, and then focused on the game again: "I don't like greasy hair and pink noodles."

Seeing that he was not interested at all, Lin Mao felt a little satisfaction in his heart, and asked with a knowing tone: "Then what do you like?"

Su Haotu still focused on the game: "Why do you ask so many questions?"

Lin Mao didn't feel that he had hit a nail. Instead, he felt that such dishonesty was cute. With some curiosity and caution, he asked again: "Mouse, have you ever liked anyone else?"

"Nearly."

"Bad, almost?"

Su Haotu paused the game in his hand: "I had a boyfriend when I was in college." At that time, Su Haotu worked hard for the exam and finally got into Lin Mao's school, but every day he only saw him hooking up with senior girls, "When I was working, I also handed over one." At that time, Su Haotu had just moved out of Lin Mao's rented house to make room for him and his lovers to fool around, "The other person is also very nice, but he didn't like it, it's only a day away. A little bit."

Su Haotu gave Lin Mao all his love so far. Lin Mao could feel its heaviness and even its majesty.He remembered what Su Haotu said to him that night, no one in this world loves him more than him.Lin Mao elated selfishly, greedily hoping to possess this desperate affection forever.

"Then don't like others in the future." Lin Mao put his hands on Su Haotu's chest, forming a possessive posture, "Don't like others anymore."

Su Haotu turned his head to look at him, with unbearable disbelief on his face.Lin Mao added: "To be fair, I don't want to find another woman, is that okay?"

Su Haotu pursed his lips, but his eyes were full of a smile. The smile was like an unstoppable wave, gradually spreading across his face and becoming more and more turbulent. However, Su Haotu still tightly closed his mouth. Trying to bear it, until my shoulders were shaking, and finally I lay down on the sofa and laughed.

"Hahaha...Lin Mao...haha...You have to do what you say...I, I can..."

"It makes you laugh so hard." Lin Mao wiped away the tears from Su Haotu's face with his hand, and covered his eyes with his warm palm, "It's really stupid of you to look like this."

When winter really comes, the time has come to the end of the year.He Cong's internship is coming to an end, the department manager Ding Yulang proposes that He Cong hold a farewell banquet.After the meal, the colleagues who had an appointment with each other left first, and the rest found a KTV to renew their booth.

When Lin Mao first entered the company, Ding Yulang had not yet become a department manager. At that time, he took great care of this junior. Naturally, the care was out of his own selfishness. Ding Yulang confessed to Lin Mao very early on. However, no matter how he hinted and hooked up, Lin Mao remained unmoved, and Ding Yulang did not continue, but the good relationship between the two has always been preserved.At the beginning, Lin Mao was just not yet enlightened on the matter of cultivating the foundation. Up to now, he has never known that Ding Yulang had other thoughts about him.

Ding Yulang had already drank a lot at the dinner table just now, the atmosphere was lively and the alcohol was high, Ding Yulang grabbed the microphone and was about to show off his singing, Lin Mao was so frightened that he hurried up to stop him, he was one of the few people who had been touched by Ding Yulang. Those who are harmed by the singing voice are well aware of the terrible singing voice of the manager. Lin Mao snatched the microphone from Ding Yulang's hand and begged: "Brother Ding, if you have something to say, don't sing!" Lin Mao picked up a can He pulled out the tab and stuffed the beer into his mouth, "Brother Ding, let's drink!" Lin Mao only focused on filling Ding Yulang with wine, and was forced to drink a lot by the other party. After drinking, he had a good time The colleagues had already dispersed, and only Lin Mao, Ding Yulang and He Cong were left in the box.

Seeing that it was getting late, He Cong proposed to pay the bill and leave. Ding Yulang grabbed him, pointed at him drunkenly and said, "Little boy, don't, don't think that I don't know. I went back so early because I wanted to go Will you, that girlfriend? If you have a daughter-in-law, forget me and your Brother Mao? Huh?"

He Cong couldn't laugh or cry: "Manager, my dormitory has access control. It's getting late, let's all go back."

Ding Yulang didn't listen, and still refused to let go: "Who doesn't have a daughter-in-law yet? Wait, I will call, call him, let you see and see, I, my wife!" After speaking, he took out his mobile phone to call picked up the phone.

Lin Mao collapsed on the sofa, giggling gigglingly, "I, I have it too, you wait!" So he also took out his mobile phone and pressed the speed dial button.

In less than 10 minutes, the waiter pushed open the door of the box, and a young boy poked his head in. As soon as he saw Ding Yulang, he came to support him, as if he was blaming him in a low voice. She hugged him tightly and leaned against him.The boy struggled to support him, and was about to ask He Cong, who was awake, to help him, but Ding Yulang kissed him hard on the face, the boy blushed, and wrapped his arms around Ding Yulang's waist The hand tightened again.

At this time, Su Haotu also opened the door and walked in. Lin Mao, who was paralyzed on the sofa, suddenly jumped up, pointed at him and shouted at the others: "Mine! My wife!" Su Haotu walked over and walked over. He grabbed his arm, dragged him and walked out, "Hey, hey, slow down, rat, rat..." Lin Mao stumbled and was pushed out of the door by him, Su Haotu turned his head to those people and said, "No Sorry, the discipline is not strict, please bear with me."

Lin Mao staggered every step and said dissatisfiedly, "Mice, why, why don't you carry me on your back."

Su Haotu had no choice but to walk in front of him and bent down. Lin Mao climbed up brazenly, with his arms around his shoulders, his head drooping in the socket of his shoulders, his hot cheeks pressed tightly against the skin of his neck .The person on his back was very heavy, Su Haotu carried him hard and walked forward.Compared with the forbearance, restraint, jealousy, and distress in the past, this moment is far from being difficult.No, it was even sweet at the moment, as mesmerizing as a dream.Su Haotu guarded this big tree that grew in the shade, and finally endured those bitter years that he thought would last his whole life. No matter how heavy or unbearable he will be in the future, he will never bow his head.He wants to tell Lin Mao that the one who loves deeply is not always weak, because it is this kind of deep love that makes him a strong man.

Su Haotu heard Lin Mao's murmur, but he couldn't hear clearly. Su Haotu asked him, "What did you say?"

Lin Mao whispered in a half-conscious state, "Zhu Bajie..."

Su Haotu smiled softly. He turned his face and pressed a kiss on Lin Mao's cheek which was close to him.

end

Su Haotu carried the muddy Lin Mao back home, instead of throwing him on the sofa he was used to sleeping on, he carried him to the bed.After Lin Mao was drunk, he became hot and kicked the quilt indiscriminately. Su Haotu was worried that he would catch a cold, so he hugged him tightly under the quilt, wrapping the two of them in the same warmth.

The next morning, it was still Su Haotu who woke up first. He looked at the sleeping guy in his arms and wondered if he could be considered his lover.Two years after moving out of Lin Mao's rented house, during this short period of time, it was the third time they slept in the same bed.Lin Mao is like a cat. Cats are lazy, self-willed, and greedy for warmth. They like fresh dried fish, a clean and comfortable nest, and are carefully provided for like treasures. Cats are very selfish. Their eyes seem to be only They can see the current pets, but they don't care where these things come from, or even who their owners are.Lin Mao may stay by his side only for the warmth of this moment, but as long as he stays, Su Haotu will not allow him to leave again, just because he has the fullest self-confidence, there will be no one in this world who is stronger than him Love his owner with all his heart, he will hold him tightly, make a bell with friendship, family affection, and budding love, tie it around the cat's neck, and remind him with such tinkling bells , he will be possessed by him for the rest of his life.

Lin Mao moved his eyelids and gradually woke up. He rubbed against Su Haotu's arms like a cat, and sighed sleepily and satisfied.He called softly: "Mouse."

Su Haotu responded: "Yes."

Lin Mao stuck closer to him: "It's so warm."

This day is Saturday, and the New Year is approaching. In order to get rid of the old and usher in the new, after waking up, Lin Mao was dragged by Su Haotu to clean up.The luggage brought by Lin Mao has been put into the cabinet together with Su Haotu's. While tidying up the drawers, Lin Mao found a thin wooden box. He instinctively sensed that the box contained secrets related to himself, so he opened it quietly. .There are some photos in the box, not many, but more than a dozen, most of them are group photos of him and Su Haotu from childhood to adulthood, and there are also photos of him alone. The time, place and reason for taking the photos are carefully marked on the back of the photos.Lin Mao flipped through the photos one by one, recalling many past events that were almost forgotten.There is also a postcard in the box, which was sent from an ancient town during his university graduation trip, with silly blessings written on it, and only that idiot Su Haotu would cherish it so much.

Su Haotu walked in, saw Lin Mao sitting on the ground, and lightly kicked his back with his knee, "It's really lazy not to stare at you for a while."

Lin Mao pulled him to squat down: "Look at what I found."

Su Haotu saw the photo in his hand, and his face was a little embarrassed, "Chen Zhima rotten millet, what's so good about it?"

"Then you still hide it so tightly." Lin Mao spread out all the photos and asked him, "Which one do you like best?"

Su Haotu picked up a group photo of the two of them. It was a photo taken during the Spring Festival of a certain year. In the photo, they were still high school students. Su Haotu's stature was not as tall as Lin Maotu's. Lin Mao laughed at the camera, but Su Haotu was looking at him. Eyes focused and loving.Lin Mao took this photo and observed his eyes carefully. If he had noticed it earlier, he might not have understood Su Haotu's intention after so many years.

"Actually, my favorite was not photographed." Su Haotu said, "But I always remember the appearance at that time."

Lin Mao looked at him, wishing to hear more about it.Su Haotu smiled: "At that time, you just entered high school, and you were embarrassed in front of me wearing a new school uniform, and you still told me, 'Mice, do you envy me, my buddy has been waiting for you for two years, so you must not come.' I was at that time I fell in love with you." The young man under the sun was flamboyant and eye-catching, and a joke-like agreement attracted him to follow him for many years.Su Haotu seemed to be immersed in memories, his expression was sweet and full of nostalgia, even Lin Mao couldn't help being moved.It was the first time for him to seriously listen to someone talking about his love. Seeing Su Haotu's blushing face at this moment, it seemed that he himself was also caught in this sweet and astringent first love. His heart was beating uncontrollably more and more violently. , so intense that even the chest felt pain.The man in front of me is soft and affectionate. He is full of weaknesses because of his deep love for himself, but he is also a strong man. He has survived the difficult and vast journey. He also warmed and finally conquered himself. side by side.

Lin Mao put down the photo in his hand, hugged Su Haotu, and asked softly in his ear: "Didn't you ask me to pay the rent? I'll give you whatever you want."

Su Haotu also hugged him back: "What do you think of me now, friend? Boyfriend?"

"Cat's eye."

Su Haotu didn't realize it for a moment: "What is it?"

Lin Mao repeated again: "Cat's eye."

Su Haotu was confused: "Didn't you say I'm a mouse?"

Lin Mao smiled and answered him: "It's not the cat's eyes, but the cat's eyes installed on the door." He once put his heart in an empty house, the house had no windows, the door was locked, and the key was taken by himself. lost.The house was very dark, and his heart was used to the darkness here, so he thought that he really didn't need light anymore, but one day he suddenly realized that the inconspicuous cat's eye on the door that had existed for many years actually touched the light the only way.Through it, his heart finally saw the outside world again, and he was finally willing to break through the door.

Su Haotu still didn't understand, but he didn't intend to rush to figure this out. He has another thing he wants to do now, "I want to kiss you."

Lin Mao readily agreed: "Kiss."

"I kissed?"

"Kiss."

Su Haotu still repeatedly confirmed: "Am I really kissing?"

"Are you going to kiss or not?" Lin Mao was impatient, he supported his face and kissed his lips, soft lips and tongue were lingering on each other, Su Haotu gently closed his eyes.From the moment he fell in love with Lin Mao, he wanted to get a kiss from him all night long.Although the boy he was obsessed with is no longer the same as before, and there is no summer wind and no sunshine around at this time, but this kiss is sweeter than countless times he imagined. He has been waiting for this kiss since he was 14 years old. , he really waited for many years.

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The author has something to say:

I would like to pay tribute to my favorite BL manga artist SHOOWA and her work "The Impossible Gold and the Cat" with this article.

Also to all the lovely female compatriots, may we who are destined to live a more difficult life become eternal winners even if we do not use immoral methods.

PS If the two protagonists had to divide Gongshou, it would be Su Gongshou and Linshou, but I think they should be fighting each other... (touch chin)