The secret hidden in the diary

Chapter 1

Su Muyang was frightened when he saw Gu Shiqing in his dormitory, and was so frightened that he didn't know how to open his mouth.

In fact, I have known Gu Shiqing for so many years, and I haven't spoken a few words in total.

It's not that Su Muyang doesn't want to say it, but that he doesn't have the guts, or that he has a guilty conscience.

Su Muyang was still standing by the door, holding the basketball in his right hand with a wristband, because he had just returned from the court, his body was sweating, the white jersey was stuck to his body in several places, and he wore a black hair on his head. The hair band puts the hair up, exposing the whole face.

Even though Su Muyang was dripping with sweat at the moment, Gu Shiqing felt comfortable, clean and sunny, which was Su Muyang's temperament.

"I heard from your roommate that his roommate is from the same town as me, and a high school student. I just thought it was such a coincidence. If I knew each other, I would come over and have a look." It was Gu Shiqing who spoke first, and he looked Su Muyang, with a very casual look, did not look very happy.

"That's right, this guy is the president of our student union. I want to tell him your name, but he stopped me from saying it, saying that the surprise should be kept until the end." Su Muyang's roommate raised his head from the computer, smiling of.

Su Muyang had mixed feelings in his heart, and he managed to squeeze out a smile, and asked, "Really?" Fortunately, the two words, they probably didn't notice that his voice was trembling.

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Su Muyang and Gu Shiqing are junior high school alumni. At that time, Su Muyang was in Class 8, and Gu Shiqing was in Class 1. Their classrooms were at the two ends of the same corridor, with the office of the dean in the middle. They were very well divided. uniform.

They were divided into one class in the third year of junior high school, Su Muyang was assigned to the second class, and Gu Shiqing was still in the first class, so they became neighbors, still face to face.

After arriving in high school, Su Muyang and Gu Shiqing were still alumni. Su Muyang was in class 3, and Gu Shiqing was in class 4. These two classes were top classes, the best high school in the city, and the two best classes.At this time, they were still neighbors, but it was not the opposite door, but the next door, the kind of neighbor separated by only a wall.

After they were divided into arts and sciences in the second year of senior high school, they all rationally chose science, the class remained the same, and they continued to be neighbors.

In fact, Su Muyang and Gu Shiqing had no relationship other than the alumni relationship for many years.However, for Su Muyang, Gu Shiqing had another relationship besides his alumni relationship.However, in fact, they have never met a few times, let alone submit a flow, so how did the other relationship come about?

As for the explanation of this relationship, we have to speak slowly.

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It was a dark night with high winds, bright wind and bright moonlight shining on the earth. This is how the story begins.

For Su Muyang, Gu Shiqing is one of his secrets, a very, very difficult secret. Only Su Muyang knows how difficult this secret is.But to put it bluntly, it was him, Su Muyang, who fell in love with Gu Shiqing!

The secretive kind, in easy-to-understand language, is two words: secret love.

People who have had a crush have more or less experienced the pain and suffering in the heart and the journey of their heart, but Su Muyang cannot have a chance to confess his love like other people.

Say it out loud if you like it, what if someone likes you too?In case of confession, there is a 50.00% probability of success.

But Su Muyang is different. If he confesses, his probability of success is less than 0.01%, and his failure rate is about 99.99%, which is directly equal to 100%.

There is a reason why the failure rate is so high, and the reasons are as follows,

Su Muyang, gender: male

Sexual orientation: male (naturally curvy)

And Gu Shiqing, whom he likes,

Sex: Male

Sexual Orientation: Unknown (99.99% normal)

So Su Muyang's secret love, even if he can't say it out loud, he doesn't even dare to whisper it, he can only chew it, swallow it in his stomach, and bury it in the deepest part.

When did Su Muyang fall in love with Gu Shiqing?

Tracing back to the source should start from junior high school.

Gu Shiqing was already very famous when he entered the school in junior high school. He spoke on stage on behalf of the freshmen.

And Su Muyang is a melon-eating alumnus in the audience. Gu Shiqing stood on the stage and spoke on behalf of them. He looked up to appreciate it, but he also had to feel the girls around him blushing, chattering, scratching their ears and pulling from side to side. In order to have a 'whispering' conversation.Feeling their feelings, Su Muyang blushed and his heart beat.

The blush is because the sun in September is too poisonous, and the heartbeat is affected by the noise around him. This is the explanation Su Muyang gave himself back then.

Su Muyang looked carefree, but in fact he was very precocious. As a junior high school student, he had already fallen in love with Gu Shiqing while the classmates around him were still laughing and laughing. It was inexplicable. The one I liked, was attracted by his golden light for no reason.

Discovering the realization deep in his heart, Su Muyang panicked. For the first time, he felt different from himself. Hey and heartless to cover up the secrets deep in his heart, he continued to fight with the students around him.

Su Muyang's grades in junior high school were very poor, which is why when Gu Shiqing entered the junior high school, he was in the rocket class of class 1, but he was in the unfinished class of class 8!But later, after he "worked hard for love", he was assigned to the third class of the junior high school, and he rushed all the way to the second class, which was also a top class, and became the neighbor of Gu Shiqing.

Speaking of which, why was Su Muyang attracted to Gu Shiqing?Is it really because of the so-called golden light?

Gu Shiqing is not very good, and he is low-key enough, besides the golden light, maybe it is Gu Shiqing's tallness that attracts Su Muyang?However, Gu Shiqing is just a little taller among his peers.At the age of twelve or thirteen years old, Su Muyang just passed the "pass line" of 173 at that time. Therefore, instead of Gu Shiqing standing on the stage, Su Muyang still had to look up when he was on the flat ground. Small head melon seeds, however, did not look up a few times.

You don't need to look up from a distance, but you need to look up when you are nearsighted.

In addition to being able to shine and being taller, Gu Shiqing may also have good grades that attracted Su Muyang.But it's really not that good, but it's just No. 1 in every major and quiz, plus the provincial and municipal ones.

As an extra note, Gu Shiqing entered this key middle school with the No. 1 score in the city and the top three in the province in the quiz!

And Su Muyang's quiz scores... Forget it, let's not talk about it, it's a bit embarrassing. In short, Su Muyang's father didn't spend much money to get him into this key school. middle school.Fortunately, Su Muyang won his father's reputation with his hard work and strength, but that's another story.

Gu Shiqing is really not that good, that is, the National Youth Olympiad, won the first prize in the physics competition, the first prize in the new concept composition competition, his articles have been published in magazines and newspapers, the first prize in the English proficiency competition, fencing and architecture The models won the first and second prizes respectively, and the calligraphy champion...he can only use the words "wait and wait" as the concluding remarks, because someone is a little embarrassed to introduce it.

But Su Muyang is not weak either. He participated in the school's "Top Ten Campus Singers" competition and won the championship, the school sports meeting won the championship of 1500 meters and 3000 meters, the swimming competition won the championship, sit-ups, and also won the championship!By the way, what's more, the school basketball team he led as the captain won the championship in competitions with other schools, and finally he joined the municipal basketball team and won the championship in competitions with other municipal teams.

But that is also the municipal basketball team that he joined after he got high school, and now he is talking about his junior high school, so it is not included.In a word, Su Muyang in junior high school, even though he entered class 2 in the third year of junior high school, the distance between him and Gu Shiqing is not a corridor, but a galaxy.

To sum it up, Gu Shiqing's grades are just a little better, he's a little taller, he's a little softer when he wins prizes, and his face is a little more handsome.It's that kind, that kind, how do you say it, so handsome that his legs are weak, the standard face of a domineering president, yes, everyone may be able to have a concrete concept, because Gu Shiqing's family still has money.

Su Muyang, let’s just force it. His family is quite rich, and his grades are not mentioned. In terms of appearance alone, if Gu Shiqing were not in this school, he would be the most handsome guy. However, there is no if, so he It can only be regarded as the first beauty.Su Muyang is just a sports boy, but he just has a beautiful face, "the school beauty in X", no wonder everyone teased him so much.

So the concept of a handsome guy and a handsome guy are different...

After finishing junior high school, Su Muyang and Gu Shiqing had no intersection at all, and there was a river across from them!So let's talk about high school.

Su Muyang High School is still in the same school as Gu Shiqing, and the fate of the next-door neighbor has continued, and they have been in high school for three years.Comparing high school with junior high school, Su Muyang in high school has improved a lot. Even though his secret love is still unspoken, he is more mature and has learned to bury his secrets deeper.

But luckily he had spoken to Gu Shiqing, and several times.

From the beginning, in high school, Gu Shiqing was still shining, still speaking on stage on behalf of the freshmen, and still entered the high school with the first grade.What Su Muyang changed was whether the high school he entered with his own strength was still a top class.

What remains unchanged is that Su Muyang's title of "School Flower" is still not taken off. The specific reason is that one of his junior high school alumni accidentally made a leak. Of course, I don’t know if Gu Shiqing participated in Su Muyang’s participation. Anyway, he did not participate. Instead, he strongly opposed it, but everyone refuted it with the strong reason that “this view is invalid”.

After careful consideration, Su Muyang could only swallow his anger on the surface and would rather die, but accepted it with joy in his heart. What if Gu Shiqing paid attention to him from this weird angle?

In addition to Su Muyang's "school beauty", Gu Shiqing also easily won the crown of "school grass".

When he heard the news, Su Muyang's heart was extremely complicated. After all, since ancient times, the school belle matches the school girl, and the man has the appearance of a girl, so what is it that his "school belle" matches the school girl, the man is the man and the man?

Su Muyang doesn't have extravagant hopes for what a man should be. The only thing he can do is to keep his secret a secret forever. Sitting next to Gu Shiqing, who is getting better and better, he is very stressed.

Gu Shiqing was his pressure and his motivation.If you like such an excellent person, if you don't change your excellence, if you like him, it seems that you have put a stain on him, and you don't deserve to like him.

Therefore, entering the top class in the third year of junior high school and entering the top class in the same high school as Gu Shiqing, Su Muyang was driven by Gu Shiqing, coupled with his own hard work and IQ strength.

However, even after working hard to this point, after the results of the last simulated college entrance examination before the college entrance examination came out, looking at his own score and hearing about Gu Shiqing's score, Su Muyang still felt that the river between him and Gu Shiqing was still stable. .

Because of his self-confidence being frustrated, Su Muyang decided not to struggle any more, and to use his best efforts to go to any university he could go to, and he didn't have to be an alumni of Gu Shiqing.

It was also from this time that Su Muyang felt that he gave up his self-struggle, and also gave up this secret love that hadn't started for so many years but had no effect at all, and also let go of the person he had kept in his heart for so long.

One week before the college entrance examination, the students do their own revision. They don’t need to go to school. After taking graduation photos, they go back to their respective homes to find their mothers, and finally go to the examination room to take the exam.

Just after taking graduation photos, Su Muyang did the most daring thing he has done in 18 years.

Su Muyang had just climbed up to the third floor, and the floor was empty at the moment, and his heavy panting wafted in the corridor. He didn't feel tired after climbing the third floor, but he ran all the way here, so he was very uncomfortable, his chest was like a lump The wet sponge was blocked, and I couldn't breathe.

Su Muyang panted heavily, put his hands on his knees, his bangs, neither long nor short, swayed back and forth in line with his panting movements, and his hair was soaked in sweat.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, raising his head, Su Muyang choked for breath, and Gu Shiqing came out of their classroom, carrying a backpack, but holding a notebook in his hand, which was shining.

The sun was strong at noon, and it happened to hit Gu Shiqing, his whole body was surrounded by light,

Su Muyang's heart tightened, he straightened up, brushed past Gu Shiqing, walked to his class, found a basketball under the desk, quickly pulled it out, picked it up, and rushed out the door.

Fortunately, Gu Shiqing has not gone far.

The author has something to say:

While saving the manuscript, I suddenly thought of a little story. This is a short article, sweet.