Stupid and Silly Campus Love

Chapter 11

Fa Xiao came to Beijing to play today, and I stayed with him decisively, very tired.

When I went back to the dormitory at night, I called Benben and asked him why he didn’t call me. He said cutely over there that I was playing outside, that I was busy, and made me half dead.

At the end of the summer vacation of the third year of high school, we met frequently, got up early together, and ran long distances just to eat the salty soy milk and deep-fried dough sticks that we remembered when we were young.While eating, I would tell Benben stories about my childhood that I hadn’t told before, about how I was brought up by my grandma alone, how my grandma loved me, and often brought me here to eat breakfast that was very expensive at that time.Benben ate quietly, occasionally smiled back at me, and occasionally laughed at my stupidity when I was young. When I asked him, he said, there is nothing to talk about. I have always grown up in the store. If you If you come to my store, I might know you from a very young age.I lied to him and said, in fact, I feel that I have seen you since I was very young.He didn't believe it, "Impossible, neither of us is in the same kindergarten!" "Really, I just have the feeling that I have met you before, otherwise why would I only be with you~" He is really stupid.

After breakfast, I will take him to the places where I used to play when I was a child, and tell him what happened before, which kid bullied me, which kid was caught by a water ghost while swimming, and drowned. Dead, how cowardly he was at the time, he couldn't climb trees.He has been listening silently, occasionally looking at me, under the outdoor sun, he always squints his small eyes, focused and cute.

However, he never took me to the places where he went when he was a child. He only told me that he had a car accident when he was a child and broke his leg when he was hit by a car, so now his feet are a bit different.Later, when he took off his shirt and trousers and showed me the place where he was injured, I couldn’t see the difference at all. Final explanation.

We were young and didn't know how to be temperate, and we were not very disciplined in our lives.My house, his house, on the sofa at home (when no one is around), in the grass on the mountain, in the park toilet, in the hotel.Well, it's so cool, I think, the other layer is because we have to leave, we have to be separated for so long, and the future will become more difficult, we can only cherish the present, like a drowning person, greedily breathing every day A mouthful of air that might be inhaled.

It's just that when it was time to say goodbye, I found that there were so many things I hadn't done with him.I haven't cooked a meal for him yet, I haven't bought him a gift yet, he hasn't cooked my favorite fish for me, he hasn't knitted a sweater for me yet, he said he would make me a scarf of.Too much, too much.When he saw me off at my house, what I saw was calm reluctance, and I was excited about the new journey I was looking forward to.When I was sitting in the car, heading towards the train station, watching the cars coming and going, I suddenly worried, whether Benben would become a passer-by in my life like the people in the car, although it is very important, once So vivid, but still become a passerby?The most important person in my life besides my parents, the man who brought me the most joy, sorrow and happiness so far in my life.Will you really become a passer-by in my life?Am I really going to live my life without you in the end?Can I accept another girl? No!I don't, I really don't.How are you?I'm going to Beijing, wait until I go to Xi'an to find you!wait for me.

Suddenly I feel uncomfortable, suddenly I feel sad, and suddenly I really regret it.It's just that this regret has lasted for 4 years, and it is estimated that it will continue.Stupid, I'm sorry, I didn't see your tears at that time, I didn't see your reluctance at that time, I didn't see your thoughtfulness at that time, it's just why you didn't tell me, you should hide it in your heart silently, I love you, I love you Hate you too!

good night stupid