Chapter 16
Chapter 16
After finally washing Xie Yinhu's intestines, Zhan Nian applied the ointment on a cotton swab, carefully inserted it into the other's anus, and gently applied it on the injured inner wall.
The cool ointment finally relieved Xie Yinhu's pain, and he slowly relaxed, frowning, and gradually fell into a lethargic sleep.
After giving Xie Yinhu the medicine, Zhan Nian reminded Zhan Chenlong who was hugging him and said, "Dad, this bed is dirty, take Brother Hu to my side to rest."
Zhan Chenlong came back to his senses, he glanced at the dirty liquid discharged from Xie Yinhu's body on the bed sheet, shook his head, stood up and hugged Xie Yinhu vigorously.
"It's okay, go to my room. You still have to go to school, don't delay your rest."
After carrying Xie Yinhu back to his room, Zhan Chenlong squeezed water to wipe his hot body again, and then pulled the quilt to cover Xie Yinhu's naked body.
The high fever, physical pain, and inner soreness tormented Xie Yinhu, whose consciousness was chaotic. His brows could not be opened, and he groaned in a low voice from time to time. Even the hands lying on the sides were clenched stiffly. with.
Zhan Chenlong sat by the bed, guarding each other without saying a word.
Looking at Xie Yinhu's young face that was no longer in his memory, the passage of time and the changes in personnel made him feel even more melancholy.
Gently caressing his face, Zhan Chenlong also noticed the thin marks passing over his fingertips, he smiled to himself, with a little helplessness, a little regret, and calm eyes again It fell on Xie Yinhu's body.After so many years, he has seen through many things indifferently. Although money and fame have given him a sense of well-being and a halo of vanity, the loneliness and loneliness in his heart cannot be comforted by those cold dead things.After he summoned up the courage to face up to his feelings for Xie Yinhu, he no longer wanted to lose him, even if he had to sacrifice everything for it.
Xie Yinhu, who had taken antipyretics, did not wake up. During this period, Zhan Chenlong took care of him and drank some rice porridge made by Zhan Nian, and then he still sat by the bed and watched Xie Yinhu who was unconscious.
Zhan Nian persuaded Zhan Chenlong to take a break and eat something, but the other party just shook his head stubbornly, and even hung up the phone call from his assistant manager to discuss work, saying that he had an important Things to do, not considering any job announcements in the near future.
The night fell, and the black clouds outside the window pressed down on the city, and it rained heavily after a while.
The sound of pattering rain washed away the bustling and noisy city, bringing a different kind of tranquility.
Just as Zhan Chenlong got up and closed Piaoyu's window, Xie Yinhu, who was sleeping on the bed, suddenly let out a very low moan, and when he turned around to look, he saw that the other party had opened his eyes.
Xie Yinhu's eyes, which are usually bright and free, seemed extremely numb. He slowly turned his eyes, and after seeing Zhan Chenlong who was standing by the bed at a loss, his lips moved, but there was nothing. explain.
"Huzi, you're awake, do you feel better?" Zhan Chenlong stepped forward anxiously, and carefully asked about Xie Yinhu's situation.
He knew that he had hurt the other person again this time, but when he faced Xie Yinhu who was naked and full of lust, he really seemed crazy and couldn't control his emotions at all.
Xie Yinhu let out a long sigh, propped his sore arms on the bed, and sat up with some difficulty.
Seeing this, Zhan Chenlong hurried to help the other party, but was slowly pushed away by Xie Yinhu.
"I'm going to take a shower."
Xie Yinhu dropped these four words indifferently, and got out of bed with his extremely sore body. Every step he took brought him a pain, but this pain was nothing to him. At this moment, he I just want to take a quick shower to wash off my filth and shame.
Seeing Xie Yinhu's weak appearance of slowly moving his steps while holding on to the wall, Zhan Chenlong was afraid that he would fall down, regardless of whether Xie Yinhu was happy or not, he stepped forward and grabbed the other's arm.
"Huzi, don't be brave, let brother go with you."
A trace of bitterness flashed across Xie Yinhu's eyes. He fixedly looked at Zhan Chenlong who was full of anxiety, and said slowly, "Let me go alone, okay?"
The two looked at each other silently, although Xie Yinhu's eyes did not have any threatening and angry eyes, but the calmer he was, the more guilty Zhan Chenlong felt.
In the end, Zhan Chenlong could only nod his head, found his own cotton clothes from the cabinet, put them on for Xie Yinhu, and then personally helped him walk to the door.
Here, Zhan Nian has also been worried about Xie Yinhu's situation. He thought that if Xie Yinhu's condition did not improve, he would have to send him to the hospital anyway.
Hearing the noise in Zhan Chenlong's room, Zhan Nian, who was introspective in the living room, rushed up immediately. When he saw Xie Yinhu, who was wearing loose pajamas and his lower body was still faintly visible in the hem of the pajamas, walked over in a flimsy gait, Also froze on the spot for a moment.
"Brother Hu..." He softly called out to the other party, but his gaze dropped involuntarily.
Xie Yinhu also saw Zhan Nian, facing this child, his mood was always complicated and entangled.
"I'm going to take a shower." He said these four words to Zhan Nian weakly, passed by Zhan Nian, and walked into the bathroom.
After locking the bathroom door, Xie Yinhu felt relieved and leaned against the cold tiles.
He gave a wry smile, looked up at the white roof, his eyes gradually became dazzled.
Asking himself, Zhan Chenlong and Zhan Nian abused him so much, but he didn't feel any resentment in his heart.
Even if he made a mistake back then, he has suffered for so many years, and even let his father and son play with him for so long, but he still can't make up for the past at all?
Both of them vowed to love themselves, but how selfish and cruel is their love?
"Fuck you..." Xie Yinhu cursed in a low voice, this was the only way he could vent his anger now.
He knew that he couldn't beat Zhan Chenlong and his father and son, maybe he could only get a little stability if he opened his ass obediently and let them fuck and play with them, right?
But this kind of life, he felt that he had had enough, after all, he was not that lowly yet.
If in the past he was willing to degenerate to accompany Zhan Niankuang and let Zhan Chenlong play, at least they were in love with each other then, but now?
The other party obviously regarded himself as an enemy and dealt with him as an enemy. Those tricks that once made him extremely excited have now become the torture that hurt him the most.
Turning his head to look at the shadow outside the frosted glass window of the bathroom, Xie Yinhu slowly stood up straight.
He turned on the faucet, turned on the water, and then took off the clothes Zhan Chenlong put on for him, and his eyes fell on the razor on the washstand.
After hearing the sound of water coming from the bathroom, Zhan Chenlong walked away from the door. Seeing that Xie Yinhu's expression was not quite right, he was extremely unwilling to let him be alone, but he also knew that Xie Yinhu was so big. After sweating, the body must be uncomfortable, and it is also necessary to take a bath.
After leaving the bathroom, Zhan Chenlong saw Zhan Nian sitting on the sofa in the living room, so he walked over and sat down.
The silence between the two father and son was such that only the patter of rain outside the window could be heard. After a while, Zhan Chenlong asked dryly, "Xiao Nian, what should we do now?"
Zhan Nian did not expect that Zhan Chenlong would ask him for advice. After all, he was still a young man in his early twenties, and it was the first time he encountered such a big matter, and it was also the first time he encountered such a tangled relationship.
For him, he didn't know what to do for a while.
Xie Yinhu seemed to be hurt terribly by them, not only his body, but also his heart.
"I don't know either...but at least I have to admit my mistake to Brother Hu. I think he is really sad...we will hurt him so much."
"I know. Dad couldn't control his emotions at the time. But, I really can't stand him disappearing from my life like he did back then. Xiao Nian, don't blame him for some things, it's all my fault." It's my fault. If it wasn't for me..."
It was the first time for Zhan Chenlong to say this in front of Zhan Nian, and he also realized that if he didn't make some things clear, it would be unfair to Xie Yinhu and Zhan Nian.He can no longer run away.
But Zhan Nian didn't seem ready to accept everything, he waved his hands vigorously, unwilling to hear the so-called facts that made him extremely sad from the mouth of this man whom he respected and loved since he was a child.
"Dad, don't talk about it. Let's not talk about it. Don't talk about it, okay?"
"But Xiao Nian, there are some things that you must know, Huzi back then..."
Zhan Chenlong didn't want Zhan Nian to become a person like himself who escaped from reality. He took a deep breath, ignored Zhan Nian's resistance, and continued talking. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. His forbearance and avoidance caused With today's bad results, he really can't just sit back and watch things continue to evolve and deteriorate.
However, before he finished speaking, the sound of something falling suddenly came from the bathroom.
Zhan Chenlong and Zhan Nian stood up almost at the same time, and then rushed to the bathroom with the locked door together.
"Tiger?! What's wrong with you?!"
Zhan Chenlong knocked on the door and shouted, while Zhan Nian took a key and tried to find the one that could open the door.
I don't know if it was because of nervousness, or because there were too many keys, but Zhan Nian couldn't find the corresponding key for a long time. He heard the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, which was terribly quiet, so he slammed on the door hard.It's just that when Zhan's house was first renovated, Zhan Chenlong was a good product bought with money, and the door was also very strong. Zhan Nian bumped into his shoulder and hurt, but he couldn't break open the door that might separate life and death. .
"Dad! Open the door quickly, something must have happened to Brother Hu!"
When Zhan Chenlong heard Zhan Nian's voice trembled, he also became nervous. He swallowed his saliva, pulled away Zhan Nian who was banging on the door, and said, "Let me do it."
Although he is middle-aged, the physical strength and explosive power of Zhan Chenlong, who has been practicing martial arts all year round, are still incomparable to Zhan Nian. He took a step back and kicked at the extremely strong door with all his strength, only to hear a sound With a loud noise, the door opened immediately, and the forcibly broken lock also fell to the ground.
But at this time, who still has the heart to care about the broken door, Zhan Nian rushed into the bathroom first, and when he looked up, he saw Xie Yinhu who was hanging himself in the air by using the torn pajamas as a rope.
Zhan Chenlong came in later and saw this shocking scene. He caught a glimpse of the chair that Xie Yinhu kicked aside to put sundries aside, stepped forward and hugged Xie Yinhu's legs, trying to lift him up To prevent him from suffocating, at the same time call Zhan Nian to quickly untie the cloth belt wrapped around Xie Yinhu's neck.
Although the hanging time was only a minute or so, Xie Yinhu already felt extreme pain, but even so he did not regret what he did.
When Xie Yinhu was brought down by Zhan Chenlong and his son, an inexplicable sense of despair made him even more heartbroken.
"Huzi, how can you do such a stupid thing?! Can't we talk about it?!"
Zhan Chenlong looked at the flushed Xie Yinhu with hatred, and almost gnashed his teeth and roared at him.
Xie Yinhu opened his eyes with difficulty, coughed vigorously for a while, and took a long time to catch his breath.
"Anyway, I have a bad life. You want me to make atonement, but I really can't afford it. I have to give you my life."
Xie Yinhu said this lightly, as if what he returned was not a life, but an insignificant thing.
"What nonsense are you talking about... I don't want you to make amends, I only want you to live well."
Zhan Chenlong's tone suddenly softened, he bent down and hugged Xie Yinhu, and there was even a hint of crying in his voice.
Zhan Nian stood at the side and still hadn't recovered from the shock and fear just now. He even thought, what would he do if Xie Yinhu really died?
Could it be... Do you really want to force the other party to death?
Almost involuntarily, Zhan Nian walked slowly to the side of the bed, he gently grabbed Xie Yinhu's big rough hand, and said in an unprecedented pleading tone, "Don't leave me, I'm just... too afraid of losing you, so That's why I treat you like that. I don't want you to leave me, whether you are my father or not, I love you."
Hearing Zhan Nian's words, Zhan Chenlong was startled suddenly, he let go of Xie Yinhu in his arms, suddenly raised his head and took a deep breath, he raised his hand and patted Zhan Nian's shoulder lightly, There was also a trace of relief and relief in some bitter eyes.To be honest, he was very happy that Zhan Nian could stop evading the facts that they had to face, but for some reason, he felt so sad in his heart, as if at that moment, something that he cherished was lost forever.
Just when Zhan Chenlong was about to leave the room, leaving space for Zhan Nian and Xie Yinhu, Zhan Nian's other hand suddenly grabbed him.
"Father." Zhan Nian looked at Zhan Chenlong seriously, and called him seriously.
Zhan Chenlong raised his eyebrows lightly, and the gentle smile that he had as a father gradually appeared on his originally bitter face.
"Xiao Nian..." He felt that he should say something to this child, but he didn't know what to say.
"I don't want to lose Brother Hu, and I don't want to lose you either. I love you too."
After speaking, Zhan Nian looked at Xie Yinhu again, his young and bright eyes were full of sincerity.
"Brother Hu, give me and Dad another chance, okay? We really don't want to lose you."
Xie Yinhu was lying on the bed as if he was watching a play, looking at Zhan Nian with a pious and serious face, and Zhan Chenlong who was about to cry, it turns out that someone really cares about his rotten life... …He was suddenly a little thankful that he was not dead, otherwise he would definitely regret it.
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