mud plow

5 days and 5 nights

I bought a ticket and went to the gate of Yongning City, and I saw a lot of people gathered here.

Ding Ying scolded in her heart, why don't you ride a bicycle in such a cold day, why don't you ride it in your dream.

He flew to a corner and looked around vigilantly. There was no one there for the time being, so he quickly turned on the phone. The phone kept vibrating while running just now. It must be Ding Xi who was calling.Sure enough, when I swipe open, thirteen missed calls.

Ding Yingyi had another tear rolling down unexpectedly.He is not afraid when he is threatened, and he is not afraid when he is being stalked, but when he thinks that Ding Si will also experience such threatening stalking, he trembles with fear.

In this world, he has nothing left. Ding Si is a gift that came suddenly, and he wants to treat him well.

Relentless, he turned off the phone, took out the phone card and squeezed it in his hand, in case those people blocked him and wanted to grab his card to see what was inside, he could crush it at any time.

Yongning Gate is a relatively large city gate, so it is normal for there to be many people here.The next step is to walk endlessly along the city wall.

He has always had an impression of the sky in Xi'an, which is different from so many places he has been to.Sometimes it turns yellow, sometimes it turns gray, and sometimes it turns yellow and gray. The smog here is really serious.But if a person walks in such a fog of dust, from the bustling and crowded Yongning Gate to the lonely Hanguang Gate, and then walks down from Hanguang Gate to Yuxiang Gate and Shangwu Gate, he has experienced this feeling , he will also feel that this kind of sky is different and wonderful, the climate here gives people a strong sense of wind and dust, and walking here alone is like using himself to explain loneliness.

Like performance art.

When passing Suzaku Gate, Ding Ying saw someone cosplaying. One person was dressed as Yuzao, and the other was dressed as a character with white hair, white ears and white tail. I don’t know if this character is male or female, but the cosplayer himself is a boy.Ding Ying didn't have time to look at these things after returning to China for a year. It was a long time ago when he went to Shanghai CJ exhibition last time. He saw it today, so he couldn't help being surprised. He stopped and stared at the boy, thinking how cute he was. The masked mouth smiled unseriously.

It was already dark when we reached Anyuanmen.

Ding Ying went to the bathroom here, ate something, then stood up and continued walking.

It was already dark when we reached Shangdemen.

Although Ding Yingyi was walking here, he was still thinking about Ding Si, scratching his heart and liver.

Although he had a cold face and was wearing a blue mask, but he was full of thoughts that if he didn't come out, he would have slept with Ding Si by now.

He just thought about it in such a mess, and continued to walk in the night.

If you go any further, there will really be no one left, and everyone with a normal mind will go down.It's a winter night, in Xi'an at night, even the security guards are curled up, let me ask, who would have thought that there would be psychopaths walking on it in the middle of the night.

Ding Yingyi really wanted the security guards to come up and yell at him, so that it would prove that there were people here, and those people would not dare to mess around.

In the howling night wind, only the red lanterns were floating above their heads, blowing strangely.

The city wall of Xi'an at night is really too quiet.

In his 26 years of life, he has never experienced such an ancient and desolate silence.

It seems that he is the only one walking in the world, seeing neither the ancients nor the newcomers.

There is also a thin mist.

At about one o'clock in the night, he couldn't walk for the first time, so he lay down on a battlement to rest his breath.

Looking down, there is still traffic, resplendent and magnificent.

I don't know why these people come and go, it's already one o'clock, and they don't want to go to bed with their husbands, they rush out and run around.

After resting enough, he put on his mask, folded his hands, and continued to walk indifferently.

At three o'clock, a figure appeared ahead.

It was a group of people, I don't know if they were drinking or those who caught him.In short, these people are crooked, and their copying is more indifferent than him. Visually, it is the kind of difference in strength that will be pressed to the ground and beaten.

Ding Ying didn't dare to be careless, and instead walked against the wall, his mask-exposed eyes widened under the red lantern as much as possible, creating a look that he was indifferent and not afraid of death. When those people passed by him looked at him, he also Look back hard at those people.

The two parties had already walked a certain distance, their ears pricked up, as if they heard those people and stopped again.

Ding Yingyi was covered in hairs, and while chanting Amitabha, she opened her eyes wide, puffed herself up, and looked back.

Those people were whispering.

Ding Ying has recited [-] lines of Amitabha in her heart, and killed a hundred monsters in her eyes.

The men looked at him, whispered to each other, and left again.

The group of people, crooked and crooked, finally disappeared under the red night.

Ding Yingyi was exhausted physically and mentally, and felt tired for the second time.But he still kept going.

......

When the sun rose, Ding Yingyi's task for the night was finally completed, and he really walked all night in a daze.

Then I thought about it, it was really stupid to review every time.In fact, the group of people who went there at three o'clock, if they hadn't, no one would have stopped him that night, and he could have found a place to sleep.

It is also possible that the nerves are too tense and the brain is short-circuited, which is understandable.

In the morning, I went down to Chaoyangmen to have breakfast, then went back to the subway station, leaned against the wall in the subway station and looked down at the ground, thinking about where I should go today.

If you want to enter the subway, you can actually use the Chang’an Tong card, and you don’t need to swipe the app. However, I always want to touch my phone and take it out to have a look.

As soon as Ding Ying leaned against the wall, she raised one foot, propped it back against the wall, and stood lonely with one foot. No emotion was more complicated than his present.

He got on the subway to the Big Wild Goose Pagoda, got out of the station, went to the ground, stayed for 15 minutes, and then entered his previous community, pretended to look at his mobile phone for 2 minutes at the gate of the community, and made a few minutes of calls.Then go in and walk very slowly.Finally, I chose a building at random, pressed the third floor, and waited at the elevator door for about 3 minutes.

After going up to the third floor, I pressed the door of one of the houses.

Just now when he was pretending to make a phone call downstairs, he saw that no one was home in this household.

He just pretended to press it anxiously, and finally took out his mobile phone to call: "Brother Wang, when are you coming back? I'm here, and there is no one, so I can't get in."

"Oh, okay, I'll wait for you to come back to Xi'an in a few days."

After the performance, he walked out of the building, went back to the subway station, stood at the entrance of the subway station for a while, and called: "Old Tie, are you there? I'm here to see you now. Lao Wang is not here for a few days. Fortunately, I still have You are a friend." "Hey, good, good, you are really my good friend, I love you to death."

Then I got off the subway, took Line [-], and sat in Yuhuazhai, where I found a community and repeated the same trick.

So many times, he almost took the subway to visit the whole of Xi'an, and he seemed to have friends everywhere, Weiweizhai, Sanqiao, Fengqiyuan, Tonghuamen, Sajinqiao, all of them were performed once, except for Line [-] He didn't even look at that Daming Palace.

In the end, I sat tiredly on an unknown subway line. When my eyes were lowered, I finally stopped acting. I wore the mask all day and night without taking it off.

I don't know if it will help, he thought.

Today's performance was so good, if those people didn't follow, wouldn't it be a big loss?

If only I had thought of this solution yesterday.But I was too nervous yesterday, and it's normal that I can't come up with ideas for a while.

When he lowered his eyes to rest, he didn't forget to review those places in his head, which district is which brother, this can't be wrong, and he has to continue acting according to the script in the next few days, in case he reads Brother Li from Yuhuazhai as Brother Zhang , isn't this funny and terrible?

Ding Yingyi carried it attentively.

In the past two days, I have walked too much, and I have been awake more often, unlike usual, lying under the covers all day, with my head full of yellow waste.

When he was awake, he would think that his life was doomed to be useless. When his parents sent him to study abroad, he didn't cherish it. He lived by paddling. Now that he returns to China, he can't even be a screw.No, he can still be a screw, but his pampering makes him unwilling to be a screw.Where can someone like him earn 700 million?He won't be able to earn it in three lifetimes.

They blocked him once, and he begged them for a grace period of one more month. What's the point of being blocked and delayed without making any real progress?

He owes people money, and he will never pay it back.

Isn't it tiring for people to block him?People are also tired.

The cat catches the mouse, the cat and the mouse are both tired.

Ding Yingyi slipped slowly against the wall and squatted on the ground in despair.

When will it end.

He has lived this kind of life for three years.

The next night, Jue slept in a corner of Sajin Bridge.It can't be counted as sleeping, just sitting there with arms folded and eyes closed.

In fact, he had thought about going back to the mud courtyard in Huaqing Palace, but he knew that Ding Si would definitely go there to find him.He must not meet him, once he meets Ding Si, it will be over.

He no longer had any expectations about being able to sleep with Ding Si in a short time, and the only thing he was thinking about now was that Ding Si should not see any new graffiti on the wall after he went to Huaqing Palace.Although Ding Xi knew who he was, he certainly didn't know that he was still carrying such a big debt. Such a thing was too scary, and he could carry it alone. Disgraceful.

Or, after Ding Xu knew the truth, he paid off the debt for him and hurt Ding Xu himself.

Or, after Ding Xi knew the truth, he refused to pay his debts and dumped himself, which hurt himself again.How embarrassing.

"Ah." Qianqian opened her sleepy eyes and saw the Sajin Bridge immersed in the misty city atmosphere, Ding Yingyi let out her first sigh of the day.

He walked down the street like a dog in water.

Four days passed like this.

On the night of the fifth day, he didn't want to hide.

I was so exhausted physically and mentally that I couldn't walk anymore.

Alone, smoking a cigarette, with a mask aside, sitting on the hillside of Lishan Mountain.

"Qin Shihuang, come out and talk."

He stomped on the ground with his shoes and howled to the sky.

Of course Qin Shihuang wouldn't come out, he slept soundly in bed, and he didn't owe anyone money.

Ding Ying bit her cigarette butt, quietly looking at the dark sky above the mountain like thick ink.There is no starlight or moonlight at all, it is so depressing, so real black.

He thought, he didn't know what the Lishan constellation was like during Qin Shihuang's time.

Even if the sky is not full of stars, it must not be as lifeless as it is now.

The ancients had constellations, and he had 700 million.

He smiled, and the more he thought about it, the more he found it funny, so he couldn't help biting his cigarette holder and laughing out loud.

After dusting off the soot, the ashes fell and shattered in the grass, and one or two grains of fire burst out, which were extremely bright, just like the stars of modern people.

After smoking a Marlboro, Ding Ying decided to go down the mountain. After thinking about it, she was not in a good condition today, and she was not able to walk at night, so she had to go back to her home to rest.

It's late at night, Ding Xi probably won't come over.

He propped up his legs, which were sore and swollen like lead, and slowly moved towards Huaqing Palace.

It was almost eleven o'clock when I got back home. Ding Ying checked carefully and found that the door lock showed no sign of being damaged, and there was no new graffiti on the wall, so she felt relieved.

After entering the room, after taking a shower and drinking water, it was already twelve o'clock at night when I lay down.

He turned on a small desk lamp to give himself a sense of security, tapped on the sore muscles all over his body, and then lay down on his bed.

At 01:30 in the night, he woke up from a deep kiss.