past events, needless to say

Chapter 4 Chapter Remembrance 1

On the second day of Bai Sheng's hospitalization, Qiu Yan contacted me and asked me to meet at noon today at the gazebo on the rockery by the lake.

Qiu Yan sat on a big rock closest to the lake, staring blankly into the distance.His expression made me feel like I was seeing Bai Sheng at the moment, all so lonely.

Now the whole campus is very quiet and there is no wind. The surface of the lake is like a mirror, reflecting the willow trees by the lake.

I deliberately raised my voice and exclaimed, "It's quite beautiful here, so why didn't I find such a good place!"

He turned around and confirmed that it was me, "It's also the first time I discovered that this place is so beautiful. He likes it very much. Whenever I have something to do and can't accompany him, he always sits here and waits for me. At that time, Why didn't I come up to see it?"

I went through all kinds of hardships, came to this rock, and sat quietly beside Qiu Yan.From the beginning to the present, this is the first time we have sat together so quietly, just to chat.

I explained: "It's not our fault. Everyone knows that this is a children's world! Few of us students from our school will come here."

Qiu Yan smiled and said, "I'm leaving, I'm leaving here."

I asked full of doubts, "Go, leave. Where are you going?"

Qiu Yan: "Go to a city without him, and live a life without him again."

I seriously and seriously asked: "Is it really that serious? Well (T_T) Is it necessary for you to do this? (T_T) So now you have a choice, to escape from all of this."

Qiu Yan was very peaceful, quietly looking at the lake.

I smiled wryly: "Isn't it? It just proves that you love him very much."

Qiu Yan suddenly turned his head and looked at me intently, he smiled.The sunlight at this time made me feel a little dazzling and made me a little dizzy.

"Thank you for being by his side all the time." He looked at the lake again, as if talking to himself, and as if asking me, "Do you think a person's past is important?"

I was instantly excited, and replied loudly, "It's not important, the future is important, and loving someone is the most important thing."

He turned his head, looked at me who was so excited, and smiled again, "Let me tell you the story between me and Bai Sheng."

Qiu Yan looked up at the blue sky and white clouds, and was silent for a long time...

I saw the tears falling down his face, every drop was telling his deep love and his pain.

With a slightly choked voice, he said affectionately: "I love him, but I never thought that I would love him so much."

After a long time, Qiu Yan has gradually calmed down.At this time, a gust of spring breeze blew, which made the lake surface ripple, and the willow branches fluttered with the wind.

"When I saw Bai Sheng for the first time, I thought it was to scold him. At that time, he always looked like he wanted to communicate with others, but he didn't dare. He was very cute. We ate together in the dormitory, In class, playing games, etc., I deliberately did not call him. When I saw his hesitation, I was in a good mood instantly."

After hearing this, my mood gradually improved.I smiled, interrupted and said, "At that time, the people in your dormitory, did you just look at it like this? Did no one condemn what you did? Boys are too ruthless."

Qiu Yan couldn't help laughing, "Boys, they're not very good at winking, and Bai Sheng is very cold to others. We all think in the dormitory that Bai Sheng doesn't really want to play with us."

I smirked, "So it's just your eyes that are better, or you pay attention to Bai Sheng!"

Qiu Yan said frankly, "I seem to really pay attention to him, looking at him almost all the time. This is the legendary love at first sight. In fact, when I saw Bai Sheng for the first time, I thought, 'I, what should I do? Sleep with you'."

Qiu Yan smiled and continued to tell about his deliberate bullying of Bai Sheng with a high expression. He must have been very happy at that time.