mousepad-d2 Chapter 48
Chapter 48
Miss Ye's Diary
Summary
August [-]th
This summer vacation should have been my happiest summer vacation.
Because Wu Yu actually asked me to go out to study.
Although it is still cold, it has made me very satisfied.
But why after a month, I have to be with Wu Nai and that doctor!
Why in the end!
Shouldn't it be just two people together?
I can't understand Wu Yu more and more. Although his attitude towards me has improved, it makes me more uneasy.
And the unease is growing.
I was very scared, and I felt that Wu Yu seemed to be getting farther and farther away from me.
……
August [-]th
Today, four people study together.
I don't know why, but sitting with them now makes me feel more and more uncomfortable.
Fortunately, Wu Yu sent me home.
Although Wu Nairang did it, I am still very happy!
……
August [-]
Today is still Wu Yu to send me home, but I always feel that someone is following me.
Especially when Wu Yu left, that feeling was even stronger.
It should be the illusion that I have been too nervous these days.
After all, that person...
……
August 21
He is back!
He is back!
He is back!
……
evening of August 21
"the person I like?"
"Correct."
"I know, Ye..."
"no!"
"..."
"You know I don't like her, you know that."
"..."
The current posture of the two made Wu Nai feel very insecure.
He wanted to end the topic as soon as possible, but was interrupted by Wu Yu.
He faintly felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't calm down and think about it.
Can only be treated indifferently.
"Whether it's Ye Qingye or not, it has nothing to do with me."
After finishing speaking, he broke away from Wu Yu holding his hand, trying to get up from the bathtub.
Wu Yu is now at the critical point, how could he let him go, he pressed Wu Nai's shoulder and made him sit back.
"It doesn't matter if it's you?!"
Wu Nai sat down abruptly, causing a splash of water to cover both of them. Just as he was about to get angry, he heard Wu Yu say this.
Both of them had water droplets on their faces, their hair was wet, and their eyelashes were foggy.
Wu Nai stopped resisting and sat in the tub with her head down.
Wu Yu originally thought that Wu Nai would be shocked and angry, but he didn't expect it to be calm and scary.
No, it shouldn't be like this.
Wu Nai lifted Wu Nai's chin with his hand, trying to see his appearance clearly, but Wu Nai opened it backhandedly.
"I said, who you like has nothing to do with me."
"what?"
Wu Nai raised his head, his eyes were calm and unwavering.
"Because it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter."
After finishing speaking, while Wu Nai was in a daze, he quickly got dressed, turned and left.
He put his hands on the doorknob, but Wu Yu grabbed his shoulders, turned around, and slammed the door hard.
Wu Nai felt that his bones were going to be broken, but before he could cry out the pain, he saw Wu Yu's lips pressing close to him.
Wu Nai felt that some things should be done the most ruthlessly.
He reached out and grabbed Wu Yu's neck to stop him from moving forward.
"Wu Yu, don't make me sick of you."
The calm words made Wu Yu tremble all over.
There was obviously a warm touch on the neck, but a chill came from the bottom of my heart.
He raised his head and met Wu Nai's eyes.
You are obviously cold all over, but you can still be indifferent and calm as if nothing happened.
Wu Yu suddenly felt that this glance was like a thousand years ago.
Even if he shouted thousands of times, he still couldn't penetrate this eternal peace.
My own utter presumptuousness can only be exchanged for that person's indifferent glance.
For thousands of years, it disappeared without a trace.
Dirty and messy alleys, blood-stained concrete roads, scattered knives and iron sticks.
Yu Yu stood there panting with injuries all over his body, while Liu Nanxu sat on the ground with bruises on the corners of his mouth, not daring to make a sound.
"Did I tell you that these days are not peaceful!"
"……Have"
"Did I tell you I didn't want to see you!"
"……Have"
"Did I tell you not to follow me anymore!"
"..."
"say!"
"……Have"
"Then how do you do it!"
"I just want to protect you!"
"Protection? I, Yu Yu, need your protection? I'm thankful you fucking don't hold me back!"
"No, I won't hold you back. Just let me follow you, I will definitely not cause you trouble! I..."
Yu Yu squatted down and pulled Liu Nanxu's collar, his face full of hostility.
"unnecessary!"
"Boss..."
"I'm telling you Liu Nanxu, don't let me fucking see you again, or else it won't be as simple as punching you next time."
"Boss..."
Liu Nanxu's voice was already crying.
Annoyed by his calling, Yu Yu stood up and kicked him on the shoulder.
"roll!"
Not all confessions get a response,
Not all protection can be expected,
Not all hearts are unbroken.
That was the last time Liu Nanxu saw Yu Yu before autumn came,
He thought of various ways to find her, but even though he knew where she was, he didn't go to see her.
Not timid,
It's because I don't want you to slap yourself after punching me again.
Before school started, Wu Yu broke up with Ye Qingye.
Although Ye Qingye felt uncomfortable, she still agreed.
Although she has been deceiving herself, it is a fact that Wu Yu doesn't like herself.
Wu Nai has no opinion on this matter, because he is trying his best to keep a distance from Wu Yu.
Wu Yu originally thought that he should be devastated, but found that the reality is not so ridiculous at all.
It is true that I feel uncomfortable in my heart, because it is true that I like you.
But there is no hysteria, because I really like you.
I forgot when I started liking you,
Because this kind of love has been integrated into life.
became a part of oneself.
Still buying breakfast to wake you up, still waiting for you to go home after school.
There is no change, because I like you every bit.
Even if you say no, you can't change reality.
Although you are refusing,
but i like you
This is my life,
You have no right to change.