Chapter 20
Chapter 20
Jin Shu looked at Ying Feng helplessly.
He arrived in the evening, when tourists come here, they usually wear a jacket and a mask, and he also wears this, and no one recognizes him.Even when he talks to people, no one can recognize him.
After a short rest, he and Xiao Shi came out together, wanting to see where the scenery is not bad.His time is too limited, he can only stay here for two days, and he can't wait for tomorrow.Find a place with a good view, and when Ying Feng comes, he can "trick" him into taking him there.
Passing here, he got off the car.At that time, the sky was not yet completely dark. Standing on the small slope, he saw the sunset that was very close to him, and miraculously, he suddenly thought of the song he sang back then.
He sang that song just once.
At that time, I was really young, and it was indeed hard for me to understand many sudden truths, so I was naturally tired of this world. 16 years old was a very rebellious time.At that time, he didn't care about rebellion, he only thought about hating and being tired of the world, but the unique rebellion at that age did deepen the hatred and boredom.
Since his comeback, he has never sung in front of the public again.In private, he still plays the guitar, plays the piano, sings occasionally, and still writes songs, but he just listens and reads by himself.There was a guitar in the car, and he took it down and sat on the slope, not really thinking about playing anything.
It's just that it's rare to relax mentally, and it seems to be more at ease when you hold it in your hand.
The little girl lived nearby and came here by herself.She didn't know Jin Shu, and Jin Shu still wore glasses and a hat.She was only attracted by Jin Shu's guitar sound, and before she knew it, Jin Shu sang that song.
Even with his back turned to him, he recognized himself.
Everyone couldn't recognize him, but he could immediately recognize him just by his back and voice, and he was crying on the ground.Besides him, who else has heard him sing this song?
Jin Shu simply didn't know what to say, just like this, he still pretended to have nothing, wondering if he had already revealed his secrets.
The little girl turned around and saw Ying Feng, and stepped forward to help him: "Uncle, let me pull you up!"
Ying Feng buried her face in the grass embarrassingly, not daring to raise her head again.
Jin Shu put the guitar aside, stepped forward and told the little girl to go home first.The little girl asked him: "Uncle, will you come to sing tomorrow night?"
"not coming."
"Then where are you going?" the little girl asked again.
Jin Shu smiled, but said nothing, the little girl looked at him again, and suddenly said, "Uncle, you look so good when you smile." Jin Shu laughed again, Ying Feng also said this back then.
The little girl ran away.
Jin Shu looked down at Ying Feng who was still "gnawing grass", and wondered if he would continue to act with Ying Feng.
"Teacher Ying." He called him.
Ying Feng was only thankful that it was dark, otherwise his ears would turn red, and he would be completely ashamed to be thrown on the prairie.Ying Feng looked up again in embarrassment, and smiled dryly: "What a coincidence..."
Jin Shu bent down to give him his hand, Ying Feng quickly lowered his head again, and got up on the ground by himself, as if he didn't see Jin Shu's hand.Jin Shu was not embarrassed, but withdrew his hand again, still looking directly at Ying Feng.He just wanted to take the opportunity to have a showdown with Ying Feng this time, although he didn't know what Ying Feng was thinking at this time.
Perhaps Ying Feng really just treated him as an ordinary actor and idol.
But it's possible when everything is spread out.Otherwise, how could it be clear that there will always be eight years, all kinds of "coincidences" and such an identity?It's been eight years.
After thinking about it, Jin Shu was about to speak.
Ying Feng had already said "surprised": "What a coincidence! I actually met you here!"
It's really the same as pretending nothing.
Jin Shu sighed inwardly, and followed his words: "Why is Teacher Ying here?"
"The Education Bureau and the Children's Association are here to help, and my school sent me here." Ying Feng stood in front of him and said honestly.At the end of October in Inner Mongolia, the night was very cold. Ying Feng was wearing a woolen hat, and the hat was covered with grass, and there were grass clippings on his face.Under the moonlight, Jin Shu could see clearly, and Jin Shu reached out to help him remove the grass from his face.
Ying Feng took another step back in fright.
"There is grass on the face." Jin Shu had no choice but to say.
"Oh!" Ying Feng quickly reached out and wiped his face, two or three times, Jin Shu said at the right time: "It's gone."
"Oh, hehe." Ying Feng laughed dryly, took a step back inexplicably, tilted his feet again, and almost rolled down again.Feeling helpless, Jin Shu pointed to the place where he was sitting just now: "Teacher Ying, sit down for a while."
"Oh..." Ying Feng took a few steps forward carefully, and slowly sat down on the ground, for fear of losing face again.
Jin Shu bent down and pushed the guitar to the side again, and sat next to Ying Feng. Both of them were wearing jackets. In the quiet night, the friction of the materials was very obvious.
Ying Feng nervously began to stir his hands again, not knowing what to say.Jin Shu glanced at him, picked up the guitar, plucked the strings a few times casually, and asked him, "Mr. Ying likes the song just now?"
"Hmm...it sounds really good." After thinking for a while, Ying Feng added, "I've never heard of it before."
Jin Shu looked at him again, so he could only ask, "Do you still want to hear it?" After finishing speaking, he was already pressing the chords with his left hand.
Ying Feng quickly shook his head: "No, no, it's too hard!" How dare you listen, does Jin Shu want to watch him perform a live performance of tears shed on the prairie?
Jin Shu was silent, Ying Feng felt a little sorry, Jin Shu started to play, and he hurriedly asked: "Why are you here? Are you filming here?" Of course, one must also add, "My girlfriend Said you were filming in the desert."
It was obvious that he wanted to continue pretending. Jin Shu looked back at Ying Feng, and Ying Feng's face was full of apprehension, anticipation, and joy.He looked at it for a long time, and Ying Feng shrank back again.Jin Shu passed Ying Feng to look at the grass in the night, and sighed helplessly in his heart.
Then play with him for a while.
Jin Shu said: "Recently, we are indeed filming in Inner Mongolia, but in the areas of Aershan and Hulunbuir."
When Ying Feng found out the location where he was filming, he felt happy, and his face was filled with surprise again.Jin Shu didn't know what to say, just like that, still want to pretend?He said again: "This time I donated some money in my own name, and I can just rest for a few days, so I'll stop by to have a look."
Ying Feng was shocked: "You can't be the folk who donated a large amount!"
Jin Shu nodded.
Ying Feng was puzzled: "But why don't you donate in the name of the studio? That way, others won't know!"
Jin Shu felt helpless again, and sighed again. If you don't chase stars, who would know so clearly?But if he wanted to act, he could only accompany him temporarily. After all, after so many years, he didn't dare to act rashly, let alone how it was back then.
"This kind of thing requires others to know what to do."
Ying Feng was taken aback when he heard Jin Shu's words.He may be really poisoned by the fandom culture, and they are indeed working hard to do charity, but most of the time, it is really just for Jin Shu's face.Doing charity, building roads, building Hope Primary School, planting trees, all in the name of Jin Shu, how beautiful is it to say it?
They do the most public welfare every year, and they have appeared in many official media and received a lot of praise.
But ask yourself, how many of the participating fans really care about charity and public welfare itself?
Including Ying Feng, he really wanted to do good things, but he often went crazy, and in the end all he cared about was Jin Shu's reputation.
Ying Feng was stunned, and Jin Shu said again: "I knew a teacher would come, but I didn't expect Teacher Ying to come too." A small lie, Mr. Jin said without changing his face.
Ying Feng came back to his senses, and immediately said all of them: "It's not just me, there are many people. I was assigned here. The leaders of the Education Bureau came with me. They are still in Xilinhot. They have been on their way. They have a rest. In the evening, come back tomorrow. I can't wait, so I rushed to the evening first."
No wonder Jin Shu thought, Ying Feng was supposed to come tomorrow.
After Ying Feng finished speaking, he said, "I came here after I had arranged all my work. It won't affect the children! It won't affect Bei Bei either!" After all, this is also a student's parent... Besides, he is a god , but you can't make him a male god think that he is lazy and comes out to play, although he is really happy to come out.
He does a good job.
Jin Shu laughed.
As long as Ying Feng heard Jin Shu's laughter, he would be dull, and he would think that Jin Shu thought him stupid and funny, so he quietly lowered his head and whispered: "When I arrive, I have eaten and have nothing to do. Come out for a walk... I saw a car parked by the side of the road, so I stopped, and then... I heard someone singing, so I came over to have a look, it's really good." Ying Feng bit her lower lip, In the end, I asked the question that I had been wondering for more than eight years, "Is this song in Mongolian?"
"Yes."
"What do the lyrics mean?"
Jin Shu didn't expect Ying Feng to ask this question. He also looked down at the guitar for a while, then raised his head and said with a smile, "It's a song for my mother, a local nursery rhyme with simple lyrics. I overheard it when I was young. I like it very much." He said, then turned his head and looked at Ying Feng, "Teacher Ying likes it too?"
"Ah."
"Then I am honored."
"You sing really well. But—" Ying Feng asked and felt something was wrong, it shouldn't be asking.
Jin Shu understood: "Teacher Ying wanted to ask, why didn't I sing anymore?"
Ying Feng nodded immediately.
Jin Shu was not lonely, but said with a smile: "Because singing can't make money, the music scene has declined."
Ying Feng didn't expect such a reason, he was stunned.He thought about a lot of reasons why Jin Shu didn't sing. Maybe it was because the company didn't let him sing, or maybe he was blocked because of something that happened during the concert. He had a shadow and didn't want to sing again.Or most of the songs written by Jin Shu himself are folk songs, which are very sad and no longer suitable for his image when he comes back.Ying Feng even thought about it, maybe it was because of Jin Shu's first love... He thought about countless reasons, but he didn't expect it to be such a reason.
Jin Shu was still smiling: "Is it very disappointing to Teacher Ying?"
Before Ying Feng recovered, Jin Shu smiled and said slowly: "Maybe I will disappoint Teacher Ying's girlfriend, but it is true. Folk songs are originally tepid, no matter how popular they are. If you want to make money, We can only transform." Jin Shu looked at him again, "Not long after he came back, Jin Beibei was born. Since I brought a life into the world, I must give him the best, just to make money, that's all."
"..." After hearing Jin Shu's words, Ying Feng felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.
It suddenly occurred to him that more than eight years ago, he was hiding inside the paper wall behind the crude stage. He didn't dare to go up and talk to the boy whose name he didn't know. He just wanted to get closer to him, and he just wanted to take a sneak peek. .
After their performance, when they came down, he was a little nervous, and hid inside again.
Then I saw someone give them an envelope, which should be the performance fee.A few young boys opened the envelope and divided it up. Until now, Ying Feng still remembers that there was only 300 yuan in the envelope.
The five boys spent a total of 300 yuan, and they sang for nearly an hour that day.
Ying Feng was working part-time at the time, earning more than 4000 a month.
The boy with blue eyes didn't want any money, so the four of them were asked to share it. Someone asked him, "Jin Shu, you don't want money, what are you having for dinner tonight?"
"Let's talk about it later." After Jin Shu finished speaking, he put his guitar on his back and left first.
It was that day that Ying Feng knew his name, at that time Ying Feng thought his name was Jin Shu.
Later, Jin Shu made his debut and became more and more popular.Every time Jin Shu was hacked, Ying Feng would think of this day repeatedly, and he really didn't want to see Jin Shu return to such a day.
Singing in the open-air square for an hour, the forehead is full of sweat, and the five boys can only share 300 yuan for such a day.
He wants to work hard to make money, he wants to follow Jin Shu, and he wants to watch Jin Shu become the most popular and richest person.
He would rather have no money to eat than to see Jin Shu have no money to eat.
Even if he can only look up to Jin Shu insignificantly all his life, he is willing, as long as Jin Shu is red, as long as Jin Shu is rich, as long as Jin Shu is beautiful.
"Are you really disappointed?" Jin Shu's calm voice sounded again.
Ying Feng raised his head sharply: "No! This is the way this world is! You are right to do this!"
In the past eight years, Jin Shu has risen and fallen, and rises again. He can only watch from the sidelines.How much hardship did Jin Shu suffer to get to this point?Ying Feng didn't dare to think about it.
Ying Feng said sadly: "The world is very realistic. Without money, it is indeed difficult to move an inch."
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