Chapter 180 18. Lighting up the Lighthouse
Chapter 180 18. Lighting up the Lighthouse
"No...that's different..." River frowned, she wasn't ready yet, everything was so real...and what qualifications does Nefertiti have to say that about her, no one...no one can stand up to this She has never experienced the temptation, and Nefertiti doesn't know what all this means, and how important it is to her...!
It seemed to be true, but it was only as if, River could tell the difference... She always knew that this kind of life did not belong to her, even if it really became a reality, maybe she would not cherish it as much as she does now, because people never She is confident and confident. It is best to not get anything. Once she has what she can’t get, everything will be different. At least she won’t care as much as she does now. This doesn’t mean that River doesn’t Know how to value……
This is the problem with all people in the universe, because they have it, and they think they have time, so they tend to choose to do other things first, things that really matter to them, but they never look back , see how long they have left, because they have it, so they are so confident...
But there is a saying that is true, you never know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. This sentence is very realistic. River understands this truth, because what she has is always deprived, so she acts recklessly, because she spends every day Live it as if it was the last day, precisely because she understands the preciousness of all this, River cherishes it, even if she knows that what she got is fake, she still cherishes it, because she is afraid that she will not see the day when her parents grow old , for her, accidents are always like a shadow, as if she is wearing ice skates and stepping on the steel wire hanging from the crater, every step she takes is full of danger, River frowned and she didn't even want to think about it...
"Wake up! That's not true, even if you can see it, touch it, even if you cherish it...it's not true!" Nefertiti almost looked heartbroken, she was worried, she was afraid of River's Indecision will attract the Doctor's sympathy, and maybe they will be stuck in this life, because Bill said... Nefertiti knows the kindness of the Doctor, and most of the people who follow the Doctor are also kind, but Kindness cannot save everything. Nefertiti is the person who has been in charge of the country, and she has given many decisive orders, because she has to consider the majority of people, and she has to take care of the country. "I didn't want to give you too much pressure, but Bill said before that if you don’t break the illusion before Illusory wakes up, it’s not just us, my subjects will be trapped here until the end of the universe... and Illusory will wake up soon, very soon !"
River frowned, she couldn't tell if what Nefertiti said was true or not, but River was not an ignorant child, she would rather believe what was true or not, and everything must be based on the overall situation... River She was in a daze, her eyes were a little sore, she knew that kind of warmth never belonged to her, but she was very content to have this moment of warmth: "How fast?"
Nefertiti frowned, River's tone had softened, not as tough as before, she knew she had moved River, although River's tone was still a little uncertain, but she would agree, as long as she continued to give River puts pressure: "Soon, because of the Doctor, Bill will gain power to devour them as soon as he wakes up. After his power increases, Illusory's power will extend infinitely. At that time, everyone will be convinced of the illusion. Will be forever shrouded in illusory haze... At that time, nothing can be saved, River! I'm sorry...but you must do this!"
Nefertiti is very smart, she plays hard and soft, she tells everything she knows and what she doesn't know, she forces River to recognize the reality and compromise everything, even though she knows it's cruel, fake is fake after all... But it seems It looks very real, just like the real Amy and Rory. Nefertiti has seen Amy. The real Amy is on a spaceship full of dinosaurs. Although their intersection is not too much, Nefertiti knows that Amy is smart and kind. So should her children, and Nefertiti asked River to break the illusion, which means to make 'Amy and Rory' become what they are, which is realistic but also cruel, is the kind of It's unspeakably cruel, it's as cruel as letting River kill them with his own hands...
Because that is the appearance of Amy and Rory, and it is still an old face, which makes the fantasy more real, Nefertiti frowned, she didn't need to be emotional, as a superior, she should not consider River, What she should consider is her subjects, her country, yes, even if it is unscrupulous, she will do the same, because...she is no longer her own since she married Akhenaten, she belongs to the country, What Doctor said at the beginning was right, if she thought about herself, she would never be happy for the rest of her life, and if the beneficiary of the interest was replaced by the country, her ambition could be realized, the greater realization, and her life would become full and complete There is no more complaints, so she devotes herself wholeheartedly, even if the subjects are against her, she lives for the country...
River didn't notice Nefertiti's expression, because she was thinking or she was delaying the time as much as possible, slowing down by a second if she could, because she had a hurdle in her heart that she couldn't get over, and she didn't want to get over it... Amy... Rory... she wouldn't treat them like that even if it was fake...
"Let's go..." Nefertiti pressed River again, because she knew that even if River agreed, she still needed motivation, because even Nefertiti...even if she was asked to deal with the closest people, she couldn't do it I think, but because she doesn't need to worry about this matter, so River has to do it, "Imagine Doctor, he is here, even if the time and space lord is very powerful, maybe we will all be dead by then, and only he will be left. Let him be used continuously..."
River's already frowning frown became even tighter, Doctor was her bottom line, she couldn't bear it, River's palms were clenched tightly, she didn't care about being discovered by the Doctor as 'Amy, Rory' before, because from the very beginning She knew it was going to happen to her, so she was researching how to not be found, so River knew how to control 'Amy, Rory' because it was all from her imagination, and she would make them change when the Doctor found out. Into a reasonable existence derived from Doctor's wish...
But it seems unnecessary now, River stood up from the chair, she looked forward in a daze. Regretting that he did that with his own hands, even though they were fake, River felt that he could no longer face them normally...
"Don't hesitate, when the time comes, nothing will exist, including Amy and Rory, I mean the real thing, if the illusory spreads, maybe everything will be different, Amy won't meet Rory, you won't be born, you and the Doctor will even There is no intersection!" Nefertiti stood up and supported River, she was very satisfied but she didn't smile, because everything was still uncertain, she still wasn't sure that River would make up her mind 100%, so she was doing the main force for the last time, she Pushed River, and River really needed her to push, otherwise he might never be able to make up his mind, but Nefertiti was also prepared to fail, and if she failed, she decided to trick River into 'Amy, Rory' where she killed one with a stick, because... only then will River truly realize that everything is fake and does not exist, so that he can break the illusion, break the...
"Okay..." River's voice has never been so hoarse, she is sad, she is entangled...she doesn't want to do this, but Nefertiti is right, she can't not do it, because the future world is not ruled by illusory, That means she did...
It's a bit like tearing off a plaster. River wanted to tear it off slowly at first, because she thought about it. She wanted to feel the unspeakable pain firsthand, and then gave up after remembering that feeling, but Neveu Titi doesn't seem to want to give her that chance, she wants River to tear off the plaster quickly, very quickly, that kind of instant breaking everything, the process is very fast and River may not feel any discomfort, but it is a kind of The long pain will last for a long time and regret it for a long time...
River was silent for a long time, and finally took a deep breath. She seemed to be trembling all over, and there was no life in her eyes. River's eyes were all gloomy. She was adapting, and she was trying to be as emotionless as possible. Quickly tore off the plaster, Rory held the sonic screwdriver tightly and followed Nefertiti as she walked forward, she was shaking almost every step, which made Nefertiti have to hold River firmly to ensure that she could Steady forward...
Bill still didn't show up, but River didn't care at all because... now she didn't care about anything...
These two things happened at the same time. When the Doctor told Sherlock the truth, when Nefertiti took River to the courtyard of 'Amy, Rory', the two people who did not belong to this era were like two lighthouses that were about to illuminate the bay They will break everything...
And all of this is just like what was just described... This is not a coincidence, everything is not a coincidence, this is a story of a person who has already stepped into a trap, and people think that there is another conspiracy behind the conspiracy, but the fact is Maybe everything is a big conspiracy?
It's not impossible!
The author has something to say:
orz, I'm going to start preparing for a part-time job
I don't know if I can change it every other day
Hope my copybox holds up
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