Chapter 109
Chapter 109
The little hamster was nestled in his arms, his eyes were closed tightly, breathing evenly, as if he was fast asleep, only the occasional fluttering eyelashes revealed that he was not as ignorant as he appeared on the surface.
The only person in the bedroom was already "asleep", and the questions Yan Shen asked were naturally unanswered, and the ending sound slowly scattered in the empty bedroom.
Yan Shen looked down at the peaceful little hamster in his arms for a while, his eyes were as black as ink, and he stretched out his bony fingers to fiddle with the young man's drooping eyelashes.
Didn't move.
It's quite bearable.
He flicked twice more unhurriedly, seeing the young man's eyelids start to tremble uncontrollably, guessing that the young man had reached the limit of what he could bear, so he moved his hand away and landed on the top of the soft hair again.
Passing his fingertips through the hair, Yan Shen rubbed Su Duan's soft hair like he was playing with a doll, then slid his fingertips down, and stroked on the sensitive places such as the corners of the forehead, the corners of the eyes, the tip of the nose, and the beads of the lips... Once again, each time when Su Duan could not stand it anymore and was about to open his eyes, he moved his fingertips away, giving him a little time to breathe.
After the little hamster pretending to be dead has gone through countless times of dangling and tormenting by hanging up and down again, although his eyelids are still barely tight and his breathing has already quietly heated up, Yan Shen's fingers When passing by, I only felt a burst of warm breath on my fingertips, transferring the heat to myself.
The fingertips with a rough touch slid across the thin jaw, and finally stopped on the small Adam's apple, and after tapping it twice like jumping, suddenly the thumb and index finger came together, pinching that small protrusion accurately.
The adam's apple, which can't stand the touch, will be at a loss even if it is gently sucked by the lips and teeth, let alone being crushed so viciously.Su Duan's vigilance was paralyzed by the painful but gentle touch before, and he didn't expect that the attack would suddenly intensify this time, so he didn't collapse for a while, and let out a "hmm" sound from his throat.
Knowing that he couldn't hide anymore, Su Duan's eyelashes trembled, and he opened his eyes dejectedly, feeling guilty in his heart.
"deeply……"
Yan Shen didn't speak, and his fingertips were still fiddled with his Adam's apple in a leisurely manner, like rubbing a fine gemstone, not heavy, but very careful grinding.
"Deep, uncomfortable."
Su Duan stretched out his hand to pull his wrist, but if Yan Shen wanted to use force, his small body couldn't resist at all. His thin five fingers covered the other's slightly cold wrist, even if it was very hard to go Pull, and it can't be shaken at all.
Su Duan's nose was sore from being bullied, and his vision was suddenly blurred.
Not only because of the unbearable strangeness of the Adam's apple, but also because Yan Shen, which is rare, scowled at him, as if he couldn't hear his words, without moving his eyes, just looking at himself A "punishment" that has been decided unilaterally is imposed.
This kind of Yan Shen seems to come from far away, with sharp and cold outlines, like snow falling in winter, with a cold air, as if separated from everyone in this world by an invisible barrier generally.
It seems that it has become a little strange.
Are you angry?
Su Duan thought subconsciously.
"...Unfortunate." Su Duan said it again, this time with an unmistakable tone of grievance.
Yan Shen's eyes, which had been on Su Duan's throat all the time, shook as if awakened, and moved to Su Duan's face.
The little hamster in his arms had clear eyes, and looked at him aggrievedly, with a bright accusation, as if he had just committed such a heinous thing.Even if he just touched his Adam's apple, he still controlled his strength.
Yan Shen paused, retracted his hand, and still did not speak.
"Are you angry with me?" Su Duan asked in a low voice, and he carefully touched his "battered" Adam's apple after asking again and again. Yan Shen's strength was well controlled, which made him feel unbearable and at the same time It is far away from the boundary that hurt him.
Yan Shen's thin lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but after opening slightly, he quickly closed them again, still remained silent, and turned his eyes sideways, so as not to meet Su Duan's.
Su Duan felt right, he was indeed angry.
It's not because Su Duan casually destroys the things he sent over, but because this silly little hamster doesn't know how to protect himself.
As the older and more powerful party, and because he loves the youth too much, his attitude towards Su Duan has always been close to doting. As long as it is the wish of the youth, he is not stingy to satisfy it.
But this question of principle is different.
Of course he was very lucky that he didn't get sick during this period, but if he got sick and lost control, what should Su Duan do to protect himself?
Pepper water spray that was replaced with clear water?No spiked tactical pen?Or an electric shock baton with its circuit removed?
……
It's ridiculous to think about it.
Thinking of that scene, while feeling ironic, there was also an uncontrollable chill rising up his spine, as if the flow of blood in his body had also slowed down.
He couldn't bear the consequences of Su Duan being hurt, especially when the person who inflicted the harm was himself, just imagining it could torture his nerves in clusters.
The hand imprisoned on Su Duan's arm loosened unknowingly, and the hand that landed on the soft bed trembled slightly.
In the final analysis...it was his own troubles.
...If Su Duan was with a normal person, he would be able to enjoy a healthy relationship without any scruples, instead of taking countless worries and risks like this.
The drooping eyes took on a deeper gloomy color, and the emotions that had been calm for a long time surged up and down. Yan Shen closed his eyes, and a small stone that was thrown into the lake suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and it kept falling down. Calm, occasionally some air bubbles would separate from the body, rising up staggeringly, and after encountering the sunlight on the lake surface, they would quickly burst and merge with countless ordinary air.
The falling hand tightened into a fist on one side.
Yan Shen was silent for a while, just as he was about to say something, his waist suddenly tightened and something entangled him.
Looking down, Su Duan had already stretched out his two thin arms, hugged his waist, looked up at him pitifully, the water in his bright black eyes hadn't faded away, and there was a little more color in his eyes. Meaning cautiously.
He had already let go of the bubbling little hamster in his arms who was being bullied, but it seemed that the little hamster, who couldn't stand it, didn't want to escape, but was stunned and flipped stupidly. Turning around, he slammed his head back into his arms.
"You're angry." This time he said it in a positive tone, through the thin underwear, Su Duan rubbed his cheek on his waist, and said stammeringly: "I know I was wrong, you, don't be angry It's..."
He has never had the experience of apologizing to his lover so solemnly. Although they are all the same person at the soul level, compared to the previous worlds, Yan Shen's character is the most stable, and it is also the one that makes him feel at a loss the most times.
Although Shan looks calm, strong and reliable on the outside, Su Duan sometimes looks at Yan Shen, but he always vaguely feels that he is the one who needs stability more.
Originally, he was a little aggrieved after being held down for a long time, but when he saw Yan Shen's vaguely depressed expression, that little grievance turned into a deeper guilt and guilt.
Yan Shen is still sick and in a state of being unable to withstand the stimulation. It is indeed inappropriate for him to blatantly contradict Yan Shen at this time.
——The handling of those utensils should be more concealed, Su Duan reflected on himself in his heart.
For a long time, in the relationship with his lover, he was the one who was tolerated and pampered, but suddenly his lover had a fragile glass heart, the roles were reversed, and he became the one who cared about the overall situation, Su Juan Suddenly, I felt that my whole body grew taller.
Even inexplicably a little happy.
"No--"
Hearing the little hamster's soft apology, Yan Shen couldn't help but be amazed for a moment - he was obviously wronged just now, why did he come to admit his mistake so quickly?
Then came the subconscious denial.
He was angry, but in the final analysis, he was just angry that he couldn't break a normal relationship with Su.
However, after negating Su Duan's words, he didn't know what to say. His thinking was like a bug that fell into a honeypot, as if it was stuck by something. It turned very slowly, facing the young man who was dark and pure. Behind the dark eyes, it almost stagnated.
Before he could think of words to explain, the young man hurriedly propped up his body, changed from lying on his lap to a kneeling position with his legs separated and his legs sandwiched between them, his soft little buttocks sat straight On his lap, she stretched out her hand to pull him down, kissed the corner of his pursed lips, and licked him flatteringly after the kiss.
"Kiss you, don't be angry." After letting go of him, the young man held his face and said softly, his dark eyes had tiny glints, as if they were hiding little stars.
The soft palm was pressed against his cheek, and the warmth from the young man's body was transmitted continuously.
Strangely soothed by this kiss, Yan Shen's thoughts started to turn again, but he still didn't speak.
He put his hand on Su Duan's shoulder, deftly turning his back on the other person, biting the young man's red lips, pushing away the hard white teeth, and pushing the tip of his tongue in.
"Um……"
"I'll buy another set for you." I don't know how long the kiss was. After the kiss was released, Yan Shen stretched out his hand to touch the young man's cheek, rubbing his thumb on the delicate skin, and there was a hint of hoarseness in the deep voice: "This time No more scratching with your paws."
Su Duan blinked, with the pale pink on his face from being kissed, he obediently agreed: "Okay."
It doesn't matter, if you don't scratch it, don't scratch it, if it's a big deal, just leave it alone, how can Yan Shen force him to use it——
No, there is no need to force him, as long as his sanity does not completely disappear, Yan Shen can use these things against himself.
Then he can only try his best to throw them far away before Yan Shen makes a move.
Su Duan looked at the spinach in the system mall, and silently made a list on the schedule.
……
After another month passed, the filming of "Becoming a Demon" officially ended, and the next step was editing, reshoots, post-production, submission for review... After a series of exhausting procedures, the film can be officially released.
But these still didn't bother Su Duan and Yan Shen.
As an investor, Yan Shen only needs to provide money and occasionally have a few contacts.
Su Duan's role is too small, and when editing and fine-tuning the plot, he didn't move the parts related to him, so he didn't need to go to the crew to make up shots.
The two lived their little days at home as before.
Yan Shen bought another set of anti-wolf tools for Su Duan, and would check it from time to time, Su Duan was very good this time, and didn't do any damage.
Mr. Yan is very satisfied. This kind of satisfaction seems to have a favorable impact on the condition. During the month of continuous withdrawal of the drug, the condition still has no sign of rebound. Sometimes Yan Shen even wonders whether his illness has completely recovered. up?
Until one day on the way home from get off work, a name that he had almost forgotten was brought up again on the phone of his subordinate.
"Ok?"
The hand holding the mobile phone paused slightly, and the pupils contracted reflexively. Yan Shen, who has excellent hearing, was silent for a few seconds, and rarely asked his subordinate to repeat the report: "...say it again."
The cautious voice of the subordinate on the other side of the phone came clearly: "Mr. Yan, your guardian before the age of ten... Ms. He passed away this morning because of a car accident and rescue efforts failed."
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