Chapter 48 "Cherish life, stay away from...
Chapter 48 "Cherish life, stay away from...
The experimental class in the morning was temporarily changed to the evening. It was nothing important, and it was rare for the male bedroom 702 to have a nap time.
When it was close to three o'clock in the afternoon, the dormitory was still dark.
Cheng Yue quietly changed his clothes on the bed, took out his phone, and checked again.
Both An Mingyu and Yang Kaimiao are still awake.
He closed the door very lightly and left with his bag on his back.
The location of the water bar that Zhao Xuyang sent him was relatively remote, and there was no one around.
Cheng Yue also came here for the first time, he opened the door and went in.
Zhao Xuyang, who was sitting at the table waiting, stood up happily: "You're here, what do you want to drink?"
"No need." Cheng Yue shook his head, "I'll just come and have a few words with you."
Zhao Xuyang froze for a moment, but still maintained the smile on his face: "Then sit down, sit down and talk."
Cheng Yue took a look, there were only the two of them in the water bar, and the waiter was leaning on the bar and playing with his mobile phone.
After hesitating for a moment, he sat down opposite Zhao Xuyang.
"Cheng Yue, I..." Zhao Xuyang brushed out his hair.
Cheng Yue interrupted him: "I know what you want to say to me. You also asked me on QQ yesterday."
Zhao Xuyang didn't expect him to speak so directly: "Ah...yes, I...then I won't beat around the bush."
"Is what's said in that post true? It's about you and An Mingyu." Zhao Xuyang lowered his voice.
Cheng Yue shook his head immediately: "Fake."
"No, don't be afraid, I don't mean anything else, I'm just a little..." Zhao Xuyang sighed, "I really like you, you like me in every way, you rejected me that day, saying that you I don't like boys, so I didn't continue to look for you."
"So you said you were straight that day, just...to find an excuse?"
Cheng Yue pursed his lips.
Zhao Xuyang had some expectation in his eyes: "Are you afraid of making me sad?"
"...No." Cheng Yue hesitated for a moment.
That day in the bathroom of the grocery store, when Zhao Xuyang kissed him... All he could think about was the disgusting things Qian Fangkai did to him, and he panicked all over.
To say that he likes boys, he really never thought about it, and even felt a little disgusted, let alone lying for Zhao Xuyang's self-esteem.
He was telling the truth that day.
Cheng Yue cleared his mind and said firmly, "I don't like boys."
Zhao Xuyang's eyes widened: "That's what I said. Based on my experience of more than ten years, you don't look like a crook. Then you and An...what's going on?"
After Li Shu talked about straight men that day, Cheng Yue also learned a lot about it.
Cheng Yue didn't answer him, but instead asked: "I, why don't I look crooked?"
"Feeling." Zhao Xuyang said frankly, "People like us have an innate feeling for the same kind. To be honest, if the original post didn't say the same thing as the truth and brought a picture, when I got in touch with you, I felt that you He is a pure straight man, the kind that can't be more straight, and even a bit against the same sex."
After Zhao Xuyang finished speaking, he leaned back in the chair and asked with a grin, "I guess, is your ideal type the kind of gentle beauty with long flowing hair, tall and white, and very good-looking in skirts?"
Zhang Tingting appeared in Cheng Yue's mind.
Before coming to university, he really thought he would be with a girl like Zhang Tingting.
Gentle, intellectual, with a soft and pleasant voice, in the gloomy memory of high school, the senior sister Zhang Tingting in the psychological counseling room has always been the driving force for him to persevere.
But in the next second, An Mingyu's light brown eyes immediately emerged.
What followed was the hot and sticky breath when the other party kissed him, those lips were hot and fierce, and each other's hearts beat like drums.
Cheng Yue's whole body trembled.
"What, what's the matter?" Zhao Xuyang was taken aback by him, "I just guessed, guessed wrong?"
"No." Cheng Yue lowered his eyelashes to cover his emotions.
Zhao Xuyang breathed a sigh of relief: "Ham, the type of girl I just mentioned is basically the standard for most straight men to choose a mate, but it's not necessarily true. It's normal if you like other types."
Cheng Yue didn't speak, and his eyes fell on the other party's hand on the table for no reason.
Zhao Xuyang's fingers are so short.
Not as good-looking as An Mingyu.
There was no mole on An Mingyu's middle finger either.
"You haven't answered me yet, forget it, I don't ask if you and An Mingyu are talking, and I don't care, you two haven't got a certificate."
"I just want to ask you, do you like boys?" Zhao Xuyang moved forward a little.
Cheng Yue clenched his palms tightly.
After a while, he said, "I don't know."
"...No, I don't know?" Zhao Xuyang asked, "Then do I still have a chance?"
Cheng Yue: "I don't like you anyway."
"..." Zhao Xuyang was heartbroken.
"Rough enough." He hissed, "Okay, I understand."
After a moment of silence, Zhao Xuyang asked, "Is An Mingyu chasing you?"
Cheng Yue raised his eyes suddenly, looking frightened.
Zhao Xuyang had a solid idea.
"Don't worry, I'm not such a boring person, I will keep this matter a secret." After thinking for two seconds, Zhao Xuyang took out his mobile phone, "I think your unclear situation is a bit dangerous. If you... If you want to know more about this, you can always find me.”
He clicked on the phone a few times, and handed it to Cheng Yue: "I'll give you a website, which contains a lot of things related to these aspects, if you're sorry to ask me, you can read it yourself, read more, and learn more Make a decision again, this sexual orientation is not a casual thing, don't be impulsive and take it as love, otherwise both you and An Mingyu will suffer."
Cheng Yue's phone screen also lit up, and he sent a URL.
"Why suffer?" he asked.
Zhao Xuyang was stunned for a moment, then chuckled: "You really don't understand anything."
"Because... there is a golden sentence in our group."
"what?"
"Cherish life, stay away from straight men."
In the experimental class in the evening, the teacher was still late, and a group of people in white coats crowded at the door of the laboratory.
An Mingyu glanced at Cheng Yue who had been a little listless since he returned to the dormitory at noon.
"Teacher Cheng." He leaned over and called out.
Cheng Yue looked up like a frightened rabbit, "What, what?"
An Mingyu looked at him quietly for a few seconds: "What are you thinking?"
"..." Cheng Yue turned his head away, "I didn't think about anything."
"You haven't spoken to me for three hours and seven minutes, Teacher Cheng." An Mingyu's voice was a little low.
Cheng Yue: "..."
It started again, as long as he put on such a clingy look, he felt wrong all over.
Cheng Yue tried his best to keep his tone calm: "I want to have more space for myself."
An Mingyu was stunned.
Before he could continue asking, the teacher came, and the surrounding students quickly became noisy and rushed into the laboratory, interrupting their conversation.
They were progressing very quickly in the last class, and more than half of the experiment was completed. This class only needs to do the finishing work and record the data.
Cheng Yue didn't go with An Mingyu, he moved a chair and sat on the other side of the laboratory table.
An Mingyu's splicing device paused, raised his eyes as if he wanted to say something, and remembered what he said just now that he needed more personal space, and swallowed the words that came to his lips.
There was a rare silence between the two.
Cheng Yue breathed a sigh of relief when An Mingyu didn't follow.
What Zhao Xuyang said to him kept circling in his mind.
Do you like boys?
For the first time, he confronted the problem squarely.
Then he found that he didn't feel attracted to the same sex at all as Zhao Xuyang said.
He doesn't like boys.
This is the conclusion he has reached now.
He didn't like Qian Fangkai when he was in high school, and he doesn't like Zhao Xuyang now. He never had a good impression of any man around him, and even like Zhao Xuyang said, he hated being touched by the same sex.
Ke An Mingyu...
When An Mingyu kissed him, he felt his heart was about to fly out of his body.
An Mingyu just disappeared from his sight for a long time yesterday, and he seemed to have lost his soul.
But An Mingyu is also a boy.
Cheng Yue fell into confusion.
After the experiment was over, Cheng Yue finished writing and handing in the results, An Mingyu chased after him and stopped him: "Cheng Yue."
He stopped.
"What happened?" An Mingyu asked, "What unpleasant things happened?"
"No..." Cheng Yue pursed his lips, "I just... I just have something I want to figure out for myself."
"Does it have something to do with me?" An Mingyu looked at him with lowered eyelids, her usual smile was gone.
The lights in the aisle were dim, and Cheng Yue was taken aback by his expression for a moment.
He shook his head and nodded slightly again.
"It has something to do with me, but you can't tell me?" An Mingyu asked.
Cheng Yue tugged at the shoulder strap of his backpack uncomfortably: "...um."
The scene of being locked in the bathroom after annoying An Mingyu last time was still fresh in his memory, Cheng Yue quickly said: "You promised to give me time to think about it."
He was blocked by a sentence, and An Mingyu was speechless.
He suddenly regretted that he was too easy to talk at that time.
After a while, he said, "OK."
There was a bit of gnashing of teeth in the voice.
"I keep my word, you can think about it however you want, you have the final say." An Mingyu swung the backpack on his arm to his shoulder with one hand, "Go back to the dormitory?"
After escaping, Cheng Yue let out a long breath in his heart: "Yes."
Halfway there, I still felt something was wrong, An Mingyu asked, "Did someone say something to you?"
Cheng Yue's heart skipped a beat.
"No..." He lowered his head and looked at the stone road under his feet, "Why do you ask?"
An Mingyu looked at him for a few seconds and said, "I didn't do anything to make you unhappy, so it can only be others who made you unhappy."
"..." It makes sense.
"Is it in the afternoon?" An Mingyu lowered her voice, "When you went out suddenly."
Cheng Yue buried his head even lower.
He thought that everyone in the dormitory was asleep and would not hear anything.
How does this person look like he has a camera glued to him.
Cheng Yue answered him in a low voice: "...No, I went out and bought a bottle of water."
He did come back with a drink.
Sensing that he really didn't want to talk anymore, An Mingyu didn't ask further: "If you have anything you don't understand, feel free to ask me."
Cheng Yue almost tripped himself: "...Oh."
The problem is not with An Mingyu at all, so how to ask.
It is impossible for him to ask An Mingyu to analyze his sexual orientation...
Cheng Yue stiffened and went back to the dormitory. While taking a shower, he hid in the bathroom and clicked on the forum website that Zhao Xuyang sent him.
The first headline that catches the eye is——
[Following up to the old man is an idiot! ! ! 】
Cheng Yue shook his hand and almost dropped the phone on the ground.
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