Farmer one or two things

Chapter 111 The Truth

Zhao Yanxiu is not a person who can be easily moved, but he felt a little uncomfortable with Fu Wenzhao's words.Even though he had thought that he was abandoned by his biological parents before, but now that such a guess has been realized, he still can't help but feel disappointed and uncomfortable.

He moved his lips to say something, but in the end no sound came out.

Fu Wenzhao didn't expect Zhao Yanxiu to say anything, he was the most innocent person in this matter from beginning to end.As a mother, she abandoned Zhao Yanxiu for others, and everything she said in front of Zhao Yanxiu seemed pale.But she couldn't help but say it, and it had been buried in her heart for so many years, and it almost drove her crazy.

"Back then, I was pregnant with you and gave birth in August. Mrs. Nie still didn't let me go, and appointed Mrs. Wen to kill me. Fortunately, my personal servant girl and my personal wife were able to do their best, so she didn't succeed. It's a pity that I No evidence was found, and there was a commotion. Liang Peidong came forward to persuade me to endure it. But Mrs. Nie had a guilty conscience, but preemptively acted preemptively, and passed on you as an unknown person, saying that you were an elder. I hate you to death. Go to Liang Peidong and ask him to deal with it. But it didn’t work at all, and Nie even pretended to be sick. This is an attempt to force the three of us to death. Your reputation as an unknown person is really confirmed. Then you were born. I, my mother, naturally did not cultivate my virtues and did evil. Nie not only wanted to destroy you, but also ignored your elder brother who had already won the favor of his master in the academy. Liang Peidong just blindly obeyed Nie and ignored our mother and son three. I am so sad about life and death. However, I am weak after giving birth, and my natal family has no help, so I am in a very disadvantageous situation." Fu Wenzhao recalled that year, and his heart is still churning.

Her beloved, the husband she relied on, knew that if she really obeyed Mrs. Nie, she would only die.But Liang Peidong still pampered the Nie family, turned a blind eye to their crisis, just pretended to be stupid and filial to the Nie family.

She hated herself for being blind and for being soft-hearted at the beginning. If she hadn't considered Liang Peidong's official position and prestige at the beginning, she would have regained her senses when he took over Mrs. Jiang, and she would have won the initiative by fighting back.But now, she has lost the opportunity.

Fu Wenzhao suppressed the turmoil in his heart, and then said: "After hearing what Jiang said, Mrs. Nie wanted to take me and you into the temple, so she left our mother and son in the temple, saying that it was to wash away the sins on my body. Dissolve you. The evil spirit on her body is actually under house arrest in disguise. Even though the temple she chose was a nunnery, the abbot inside was extremely greedy for money. If she was given money, she would be able to punish those practicing women who stayed there. I learned from my confidants that Mrs. Nie intends to separate our mother and son, and let you stay in the monk's temple, and I stay in the nunnery's nunnery. If we are lucky, staying in the temple for the rest of my life will not hinder her. If you are gone, let I was very sad, and it would be better to die. For this reason, Nie did not hesitate to use hunger strikes to force Liang Peidong and my daughter-in-law to suppress each other with filial piety."

"When I learned about their plan, I immediately sent my confidants to take the doctor to see Mrs. Nie. I also planned to invite the most famous master to break the situation in order to calculate a divination. Mrs. Nie turned the doctor away with a guilty conscience. Let's see, Liang Peidong didn't agree with it, and he came forward to drive away the doctor. At that time, I knew that Liang Peidong knew that Nie was pretending to be sick, and hated him even more, but there was nothing he could do. He is a fifth-rank official, and I am a housewife , he stood on Nie's side, and even the doctor did not dare to speak out. It is not easy to invite famous masters, and with the obstacles of Nie and Liang Peidong, things are not going well. Nie's step I was pressing hard, and I felt resentment in my heart, so I thought of a plan to kill two birds with one stone." Fu Wenzhaotan lowered his head and stopped looking into Zhao Yanxiu's eyes.

Zhao Yanxiu moved his fingers, killing two birds with one stone, using him as a bait, using him as a cover, to take advantage of the Liang family and fight back against the Nie family.It's a pity that he made a mistake with this bait, so he didn't make her consummation.

Fu Wenzhao took a deep breath and said, "I just wanted to take you up the mountain to them, and then let the nanny next to you take you away, and take you to your uncle to hide for a while. If you make a fuss about it, everyone will be there." You know, to let everyone know that Mrs. Nie murdered her relatives and grandchildren, and that her concubine doted on her decent daughter-in-law. Liang Peidong didn’t repair his inner curtains, and he had to meet my requirements if he wanted to keep his wife and his official position. Therefore, the day before I left, I intentionally drenched I drank cold water and developed a fever the next day. When Liang Peidong came to hug you, I regretted it. You are still so young and don’t know anything. If you are taken away by those two malicious people, will there be any accidents? Will you get hurt? I’m not sure, I think I’ll keep you on the grounds that I’m too sick to go, and then I’ll take it easy. But no matter how much I begged, Liang Peidong remained unmoved and snatched you away from me .My heart is cold, I hate Liang Peidong to death, and I also have a heart of revenge. I want to let him taste what it feels like to lose his own flesh and blood with his own hands."

"You are also his son, why can he be so cruel, I gave you to him. After that, my confidant bribed Nie's mother-in-law and stole you to my nanny and two Guard, send it to your uncle together. But your uncle's lover misunderstood that you are your uncle's illegitimate son, refused to accept you, and made a big fuss. It's not a good thing to say, and your uncle was not there at the time, so the nanny took you You are going to come back to find me. Unfortunately, I never saw her again, so I don't know what happened to her." Fu Wenzhao told the truth.

Fu Wenrui was with Lin Qianxi from the Lin family at that time. Because Lin Qianxi was a man, he and Fu Wenrui were destined to have no children.Seeing Zhao Yanxiu, who was very similar to Fu Wenrui, he decided that he was Fu Wenrui's illegitimate son. It's not easy to tell outsiders.At Lin Qianxi's place, how could the nanny she sent tell Lin Qianxi something so private that she could even turn it into her own excuse.

In Fu Wenrui's absence, Lin Qianxi believed that Zhao Yanxiu was Fu Wenrui's illegitimate son, and in a fit of anger, he was about to make a fuss.When the nanny saw it, she immediately took the child and left, fearing that she was going to find a place to hide and send the child back to her in a few days.But this farewell lasted more than ten years. When Fu Wenrui didn't receive the child, Fu Wenzhao knew it was bad, and she regretted it even more if there was no news of the child after that.

Zhao Yanxiu calmly listened to Fu Wenzhao's words, looked at the window quietly, and said for a while, "Then why didn't you leave Liang's house? Since you paid the price back then, why didn’t you do what you wanted to do.”

I have thrown him away, why is it still like this?Is this to make him sympathize with her?He will not sympathize or pity, he does not complain about what happened back then, but now he will not look forward to it, nor will he be tied to them again.

Fu Wenzhao didn't expect Zhao Yanxiu to ask such a topic. She thought Zhao Yanxiu would ask her why she was so cruel and could use her child as a bargaining chip in exchange for her own happiness and freedom.She chose to give up her younger son in exchange for her elder son and her future. She thought that Zhao Yanxiu would never want to see her after hearing this, but unexpectedly, Zhao Yanxiu asked her why she didn't leave the Liang family.

Why?That's right, I lost my youngest son, why haven't I left yet?Is it for my younger brother, to prevent my younger brother from being framed, and to protect Fu Wenrui from doing business?Ten years ago, she dared to say that, but now she has no reason.Fu Wenrui no longer needs her care.What is that for? For the eldest son, she has already lost her younger son, and she can no longer lose her eldest son. Even if the eldest son follows her, without the support of the family in the court, it will be much more difficult.She has lost so much, no matter what, she can't lose her eldest son's future.

Yes, she said so much, in fact, in the end, she was only for herself and her eldest son.Back then, did she really want to reconcile and leave?If it is reconciliation, she has other means to achieve her goal, but she is not reconciled, and she is not reconciled to making wedding dresses for her after so many years of hard work.Not reconciled to being dragged down by her eldest son, who has a bright future, her child should have enjoyed all the glory and resources of the Liang family.

So, at the beginning, she wanted to take advantage of her youngest son's affairs to send Nie family back to her hometown, imprison Jiang family in the temple, and then treat Liang Peidong as a guest and live the rest of her life indifferently.She wants the Liang family's powerful position to pave the way for the eldest son, and wants everything in the Liang family to be her child.

She begged too much, so God punished her for being greedy and made her really lose her youngest son.Self-defeating, but that's all.Then why didn't she leave after that? After learning that her youngest son was gone, Fu Wenzhao hated herself and Liang Peidong at the same time. Liang Peidong was responsible for most of what she did, but now she has to bear it alone? ?No, if she is going to be in hell, then everyone will come and bury her with her.

Having been a husband and wife for so many years, Fu Wenzhao knew Liang Peidong well. She was reminding herself of the mistakes she made all the time. Why didn't she tell Liang Peidong again what he did with her own hands.What exactly did he do to her and her youngest son? She wanted him to feel guilty forever, and she wanted him to experience the pain of separation every moment.

Therefore, she is still selfish. In the past, it was for the future and status of the heir, and later it was for revenge and repentance. She has paid too much for the Liang family, and she can't be separated long ago.But these words, these embarrassing things, Fu Wenzhao would not say to Zhao Yanxiu.

Even if she just told the truth back then, she may have been disfigured in Zhao Yanxiu's heart.But she still wanted to make a last good impression on Zhao Yanxiu.I hope that when Zhao Yanxiu remembers her in the future, he will feel that his own mother is not a bad person.

Zhao Yanxiu felt that he had lost his composure, and was also taken aback by Fu Wenzhao's words.It was about the same as what he and Song Tiancai had expected, he wasn't too disappointed, let alone sad, he just felt tired.I don't know if it's because of Fu Wenzhao or because of myself.

Don't want to stay here anymore, Zhao Yanxiu said: "Mrs. Liang, the matter has come to an end, so don't pursue it. If I were really your child, I can only say that our mother-child relationship is too shallow. In the first half of my life, I had Father and mother, they treated me like pearls and treasures, and did not make me feel wronged at all. Now, I have a lover to accompany me, and my life is very satisfying. I don't look forward to my biological parents, and I don't want anyone to destroy my current life. Days. So, I hope Mrs. Liang understands."

Disappointment flashed through Fu Wenzhao's heart, and tears fell involuntarily from the corners of her eyes, but she still forced herself to smile and asked, "I understand, I understand. As long as you live well, I will be satisfied. I just want to ask , I can usually go to see you. I will not disturb your life, just to see you and talk to you. "

Zhao Yanxiu shook his head, Fu Wenzhao looked gloomy, Zhao Yanxiu turned his head and said, "I don't want the Song family to be disturbed, but if I have free time, I will also visit Madam."

At this moment, Fu Wenzhao laughed and said, "Okay, my old lady is always available, so it doesn't matter if you come to my place anytime."

Zhao Yanxiu nodded, got up and said goodbye: "Madam Liang, it's getting late, I'll take my leave first."

No matter how reluctant he was, Fu Wenzhao knew it was not good to keep Zhao Yanxiu any longer, and personally sent him out of the gate of the courtyard.It was supposed to be delivered to the gate, but was stopped by Zhao Yanxiu.

Just now, he was led by the servants to the main hall to search for Song Tiancai. When he passed the garden, he saw a six or seven-year-old boy climbing on a tree, followed by a group of servants and maids.No need to guess, this should be Liang Qizhong, the eldest son of Liang Yourong.

It is said that this child is the baby lump of the Liang family, and has the same status as Song Xiaobao in the Song family.However, it looks even more naughty than Song Xiaobao.Song Xiaobao was torturing others, but Liang Qizhong even tormented himself.Climbing a tree so high is really daring.

Zhao Yanxiu is not such a nosy person, so he doesn't intend to help.But Liang Qizhong was sharp-eyed, and he had listened to his mother's instructions early on. The little uncle at home came back, and asked him to be more obedient and not to disturb the little uncle.

But children are like this, the more you don't let him go, the more he will go.As soon as the little hand was loosened, he stepped on the branch a few times and came down easily.That kung fu is not much different from that of Zhao Yanxiu when he was a child.Then, the child ran to Zhao Yanxiu's side in a few steps.

Opening his curious eyes, he asked Zhao Yanxiu: "Are you my little uncle? Why did you come home? Grandma has been waiting for you for a long time, and even made you a lot of clothes. You won't leave in the future." ?"

Zhao Yanxiu looked at Liang Qizhong's clear eyes, smiled and said, "I don't know if I am your little uncle, but uncle, I also have my own home. My relatives are also waiting for my uncle to come home, and my uncle also wants to go back to accompany me." Their."

Liang Qizhong thought about Zhao Yanxiu's words in his mind and said: "Well, then you can go back to accompany your relatives. Otherwise, your family members should worry about you." Complacent to act like an adult.

Zhao Yanxiu smiled, thinking that Liang Qizhong was more interesting, thinking about Song Xiaobao when he was his age, he wondered if he would pretend to be an adult like him.My heart softened, and I said with a smile: "You can also go to play at your uncle's house. There is a little brother at your uncle's house, so you should be able to play."

Liang Qizhong's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly said, "Will the little brother call me brother? I'm just a brother?" He has been coveting his classmates' younger brothers and sisters for a long time.

Zhao Yanxiu nodded, which aroused Liang Qi's enthusiasm, wishing he could follow Zhao Yanxiu's house immediately.

Liang Peidong stood not far away, quietly watching Zhao Yanxiu and Liang Qizhong talking, his eyes moistened.Want to go out and talk to Zhao Yanxiu, but don't know what to say?Is it possible to tell him, "I am the father who lost you with his own hands, and I am the father who sat by and watched you carry an unknown person and didn't care about it?"

He couldn't open his mouth, and he didn't have the face to see his little son.