Chapter 66
Chapter 66
The dinner between the two was unusually silent. Gu Yan didn't continue the topic just now, but kept looking for topics to make him happy.
But Yun Jinshu has experienced too many turmoil in the past few days, he can no longer treat Gu Yan as a brother like before, and chat freely.Basically, whatever Gu Yan asked him, he would answer whatever. He didn't take the initiative to find topics at all, and he didn't joke with him like before.
Gu Yan understood that Yun Jinshu just couldn't accept the current situation for a while, so he didn't force him.
Although he didn't understand what the entanglement between Yun Jinshu and Han Jiang was, he knew that Yun Jinshu had suffered a great trauma in his heart. This kind of wound might not be visible to the naked eye, but blood gushed out from time to time, which made him feel excruciatingly painful. .
Therefore, he wanted to give Yun Jinshu a brand new start, let him stay away from Han Jiang, a dangerous man, and just live an ordinary and peaceful life.
He will spend his whole life working hard to heal his injuries, so he is not in a hurry to get a clear answer.
Maybe he, Gu Yan, was despicable, but he didn't regret it at all.From the beginning to the end, it was Han Jiang who gave him a chance. If he hadn't hurt Yun Jinshu, if he hadn't gotten entangled with Wen Zeyun and those messy people, then he wouldn't have put all his eggs in one basket and forced Yun Jinshu to see the reality clearly.
In his heart, Yun Jinshu is still the man with a slight smile when he first met, such a man should be held in his hands and cared for carefully, instead of ruining his love, pulling him over and over and pushing him away again and again.
While Gu Yan was in a daze, Yun Jinshu's cell phone rang.
At first he thought it was Han Jiang calling, his fingers stiffened slightly, and he immediately picked up, but Zhang Ma's anxious voice came from the other side of the phone.
"Xiao Shu, where are you? Come back quickly. Kidney Dou has a high fever and is crying so hard that she doesn't want to go to the hospital. She's clamoring for you to come back!"
Yun Jinshu's head was buzzing, he felt that he was going to be out of breath, why so many things were piled up at the same time.
He forced himself to calm down, and said calmly, "Mother Zhang, don't worry, put a cold towel on the kidney beans, and tell him I'll be right back."
After hooking up the phone, Yun Jinshu patted half of his face and said to Gu Yan, "Douzi is sick, I have to go back, Brother Gu...I'm sorry today."
Gu Yan didn't say anything else, picked up the coat that was on the back of the chair and put it on, "I'll take you home, just to see how Douzi is doing."
Yun Jinshu made it difficult, he didn't want Gu Yan to mess with him again at this time, he shook his head and said, "I want to take a taxi back."
Gu Yan knew what Yun Jinshu was thinking, but he just raised the corner of his mouth bitterly and said, "Jinshu, because of what I said before, so now I don't even have the qualifications to see kidney beans? I won't force you to give it to me. Answer, I just want to see the child, if Douzi is seriously ill, I can drive him to the hospital, isn't that okay?"
This sentence blocked all of Yun Jinshu's reasons. Gu Yan has helped him so much, and he may not be able to repay it in several lifetimes. What's more, he has always loved Kidou. What's the difference?
Gu Yan's words made him compromise, he finally nodded, Gu Yan showed a smile, took his coat and followed Yun Jinshu and drove quickly to the apartment.
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Kidney Dou's illness came suddenly, without any signs before, Yun Jinshu was anxious, and after running home, Zhang Ma was still there.
The old man has always loved Kidou as his grandson. Seeing that Yun Jinshu finally came back now, he felt relieved. He hurried up to greet him, but he caught sight of Gu Yan behind Yun Jinshu, and her expression immediately changed. It's getting a little weird.
Yun Jinshu didn't see her face, but just looked at the burning kidney beans lying on the bed, and asked anxiously, "Mum Zhang, how long have the beans been burning? Is the cold towel not effective? Why are they still so hot?"
Zhang Ma came back to her senses, nodded politely to Gu Yan, leaned over and said guiltily, "It started after dinner at six o'clock, maybe I caught a cold when I took a bath for him today, I'm sorry Xiaoshu... it's all My fault."
The old man tried his best to help him take care of the child, Yun Jinshu would not blame her, "Mother Zhang, it's not your fault, such a big child is easy to get sick, you have been busy all day today, so hurry up and return home at this late hour. Let’s go home, I’ll take care of the beans.”
Zhang Ma was reluctant to leave at first, but her son called to remind her, so she had no choice but to leave Yun Jinshu's house with guilt.
There were only two adults left in the room, Gu Yan and Yun Jinshu. Yun Jinshu picked up Kidney Bean and wrapped him in two more small quilts. The little guy was already burnt. After opening his eyes, he saw clearly that it was Yun Jinshu and began to sob aggrievedly. , holding the quilt tightly with her little hands, and said pitifully, "Ba...ba...so...uncomfortable..."
"Don't be afraid. Dad is here. Let's go to the hospital, shall we?"
Yun Jinshu knew that since the last fire, Kidou would cry every time he heard the hospital, but now that he had such a severe fever, what could he do if he didn't go to the hospital.
"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." kidney beans kept moving their calves, as if they didn't want to go to the hospital no matter what.
Gu Yan filled the baby bottle with some hot water and brought it over, with an extra cold towel in his hand, "Give him some water first, it's easy to get dehydrated when he has a fever, this posture has to go to the hospital."
Yun Jinshu nodded exhaustedly, trying to comfort the crying Kidou, feeling distraught for a moment.
Gu Yan patted him on the shoulder and said, "I'm going to drive, you put on some more clothes for Douzi, it's windy outside."
After finally putting Kidney Dou to sleep, it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, and the two of them took the opportunity to go to the hospital together.
But there was another trouble at the entrance of the hospital. "Flastic" had just been released today, and the rumors about Gu Yan and Yun Jinshu were still raging. A large number of reporters have gathered, and the three of them must be courting death if they go in at this time.
When they were clean before, Yun Jinshu could still laugh at those scandals, but now after Gu Yan said those words, he never dared to make a single mistake. He was afraid that the more this happened, the tighter Gu Yan would be Forced, I had to try my best to persuade him to leave.
Gu Yan was helpless. He still wanted to persevere, but he received a call from his manager. In desperation, he felt a deep sense of reluctance. He couldn't help himself, and took advantage of Yun Jinshu's unpreparedness to hug him tightly in the car. He drove away reluctantly.
After registering the number and paying the money, the emergency doctor checked Kidney Bean and found out that the little guy had acute bronchitis, which caused a high fever and had to be hospitalized.
Yun Jinshu's heart was fluctuating, and he was relieved physically and mentally exhausted after Kidney Dou received a fever-reducing injection and finally fell asleep on the hospital bed.
So many things happened that day, as if each one had to tear his heart out of his chest, and it was only satisfying to watch him restless.
Lying on the empty bed next to him, he looked at the dark ceiling and listened to the occasional grunt from the oxygen tube next to him, feeling so complicated that he couldn't fall asleep. At this moment, his phone, which had been idle for a day, suddenly vibrated, and the screen displayed With a completely unfamiliar phone.
Because of the special nature of his work, he basically wouldn't answer this kind of unfamiliar number, so he simply pressed the reject button and threw the phone aside, but it rang again relentlessly.
Yun Jinshu looked at his watch, it was already 01:30 in the morning, who was calling at this time?
He hesitated for a moment and finally pressed the answer button, put the phone to his ear, looked at the ceiling and said softly, "...Hello"
"..." There was no movement on the other end of the phone, it was as quiet as a pool of stagnant water, only the slight sound of electric waves rushing past my ears.
Yun Jinshu didn't know why, just as he was about to hang up the phone, he suddenly heard an extremely small breathing sound from the radio waves, knocking lightly on his ear, which made his heart lift slightly.
"who are you?"
He asked again in a low voice, but there was still no response from the other side. Yun Jinshu didn't speak again, and raised his hand to hang up the phone.
Suddenly there was a very soft sigh, and then a low and rough voice came from the phone, and he called out, "Jin Shu..."
Hearing this voice, Yun Jinshu sat up immediately, and he confirmed it several times before he was sure that he heard it correctly. He probably would never forget this voice in his lifetime.
"Han Jiang?"
A soft laugh came from the other end of the phone, accompanied by a faint cough, floating in the silent ward, "Jin Shu...I miss you very much."
Yun Jinshu's fingers trembled slightly, feeling his nasal cavity was a little sore, he stabilized his voice before asking softly, "Where are you? Why don't you have your own phone?"
Han Jiang smiled, coughed a few more times, "I thought you would question me about those men, and sure enough..." Sure enough, he never cared so he didn't even want to mention it.
He didn't say the following words, but Yun Jinshu asked him stubbornly, "Where are you?"
This time, Han Jiang didn't seem to want to pay attention to Yun Jinshu's question. He kept laughing like nothing, and said to himself, "I watched "Flastic" today, and your performance is really good, even better than last time. Yes, it's a pity that I can't say congratulations to you face to face, Gu Yan treats you very well, he should be very reliable, and..."
Yun Jinshu couldn't listen anymore, he interrupted him and said eagerly, "Where are you?!"
Han Jiang stood against the wall, and there was an open window next to it, and the cold wind was blowing inside, making his coat rustle.
"You're probably completely disappointed in me. Those things are all true. I'm very philandering. I love each other when I see them, and I love each other after I see them. You see, I've never been a good person."
A drop of tears fell from Yun Jinshu's eyes. He felt that something was wrong with Han Jiang, but he forced himself to speak:
"What are you trying to say to me?! What are you doing on this call!?"
Han Jiang bent his lips, looked at Yun Jinshu sitting in the ward through the glass window, leaned against the cold wall and said to himself, "What did Gu Yan say when he hugged you in the car? Or I shouldn't be like this Ask, it should be, you are willing to be with him...isn't it?"
Yun Jinshu's lips trembled a few times, got up and opened the door of the ward, and saw Han Jiang standing not far from the corridor at a glance.
In such a cold late autumn, he was only wearing a thin coat and a hat of the same color on his head. The blue stubble was exposed on his chin, making him look extremely isolated and helpless.
Although he looked so haggard, he still had a smile on his face and his back was straight, like a strong and sturdy tree silently bearing the erosion of wind and rain.
How did this man become like this?
Yun Jinshu almost burst into tears, the Han Jiang he loves should always be graceful, happy and angry, but now in the distance, he is just an ordinary man, although he is still strong and cannot be controlled by anything. The appearance of knocking down, but after all, he took off the "gorgeous" disguise in front of himself, revealing the truest side inside.
Han Jiang saw Yun Jinshu, so he walked over step by step, as if he had traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers.
He slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled very gently, "I just wanted to see Kidney Bean, but I didn't expect you to find it."
He didn't tell the truth, but just made the most upright excuse. He would not tell Yun Jinshu how he had completely torn his face with Han Zhongtian on the cusp of the storm, nor would he tell Yun Jinshu that he just wanted to see him, so in the How long had he been waiting downstairs in the cold wind.
He hated what he had done that ruined the happiness he almost got. When the huge wave hit, he was pushed to the cusp of the storm before he could even react.
Obviously already so close, he can grab Yun Jinshu's hand as long as he stretches out his hand, and the plan to break away from the Han family is also close at hand, but the already fragile relationship between him and Yun Jinshu was dealt a fatal blow overnight Torn off, he believed that Yun Jinshu would not give him a third chance.
So, when he saw Gu Yan sending Yun Jinshu back downstairs, and followed him upstairs, Han Jiang almost thought that his heart would not beat.
At that time, he clearly understood that the so-called happiness was completely shattered before he touched it...
Yun Jinshu tightly pursed the corners of his mouth, his black eyes were drooping, he didn't know what he was thinking, and after a while he whispered, "Since you're here, come in, Kidou is already asleep, take it easy."
Han Jiang froze for a moment, he didn't expect Yun Jinshu to let him in without any resentment.
Does this mean that he really never cared, or that he was willing to give himself a little face because he had saved a child's life.
Regardless of the possibility, the result was good. Han Jiang followed Yun Jinshu into the room softly, and Kidou was sleeping soundly.
Han Jiang originally wanted to touch the child's forehead, but realized that his hands and feet were already cold after standing in the cold wind for so long. Putting it on like this might wake up Kidney Bean, so he could only take it back embarrassingly.
Yun Jinshu sat next to him, and seemed to have lost some weight again. The old shirt was dangling from his body. Han Jiang walked up to him and squatted beside him, looking into his eyes.
A drop of tear fell down and landed on Han Jiang's face.
"Jin Shu, why are you... crying?"
Yun Jinshu wiped his cheek carelessly, at this moment he didn't know what he should do with Han Jiang.This man is simply his nemesis, once he appears, he will disrupt everything around him.
He also wanted to start over, but he couldn't fall in love with the second person at all, and he couldn't convince himself to accept Han Jiang again.
What should we do?This man is too scary, even though he has been affected for two lifetimes, he is still not satisfied!
Yun Jinshu's tears fell drop by drop, Han Jiang panicked, he squatted on the ground, kissed Yun Jinshu's lips from bottom to top, kissed his tears away, stretched out his strong arms to hug his lips tightly Body.
"Jin Shu, I'll leave after dawn, don't do this."
Yun Jinshu still didn't say a word, pursed his lips silently, Han Jiang hugged him tightly and said, "I watched downstairs for a long time, until you and Gu Yan came out with kidney beans in their arms, I watched from a distance, I feel like you are like a family, I can't get in at all, but I know it's shameless, but I still follow behind like a voyeur, sorry...Jin Shu, I just look at Kidney Dou, this is the last time Well, I probably won't show up in the future to upset you, I'll go far away, you and Gu Yan will probably be happier."
Speaking of this, Han Jiang seemed to think of something interesting again, and suddenly laughed with red eyes, "Speaking of which, I also have a fate with the little guy. After the fire, do you still remember that Dr. Sun? He told me Kidou actually has the same blood type as me, and he still suspects that Kidou is my illegitimate child, don't you think it's funny?"
"Stop talking..." Yun Jinshu stretched out his hand to push him away, but Han Jiang didn't let go, and held his waist stubbornly.
"In the future, I guess you won't even let me see Douzi again, but I can't bear him, so I just... just come and see, um, just come and see."
In the end, Han Jiang didn't know whether he told Yun Jinshu or himself, his voice was hoarse and low, drifting in the dark ward.
Yun Jinshu felt that his breathing was going to be numb. The man who had driven him to a dead end was now half-kneeling on his lap, speaking the most heart-piercing words with the most gentle and tender attitude.
His tears kept flowing down, dripping on Han Jiang's swirl of hair, and then hidden into his scalp.
At this moment, the two of them don't have the energy to toss anymore, they just want to absorb the last warmth and wait for a new tomorrow, whether it's good or bad...
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