overdue lover

Chapter 130 BE Ending

Walking across the stone bridge over the river, the hall gradually became clear amidst the steam.

The main hall was more magnificent than Ji Qinglin imagined, and it was incompatible with the simple and elegant style of the cemetery. After stepping over the high threshold, Ji Qinglin was stopped by the giant Guanyin statue in front of him.

He had never seen a sculpture of a Buddha statue so intuitively before. The whole body of the Avalokitesvara statue exuded a chill, and the damp coldness in the hall turned into a coldness.

Ji Qinglin looked up, the empty compassion and pity in Guanyin's downcast eyes filled him with awe.

But Guanyin's face is so familiar.

Ji Qinglin turned to Gu Yinmo, wanting to ask something but didn't know how to ask.

Gu Yinmo's cell phone rang untimely, he apologized in a low voice and walked out of the hall, leaving behind Ji Qinglin and Uncle Sun.

"Why... did he carve the Avalokitesvara like his own mother?"

Uncle Sun sighed helplessly, "Young Master didn't do it."

Ji Qinglin was surprised and puzzled, hesitating whether to continue asking, and then heard Uncle Sun say: "Someone had a conscience about what happened back then, so they built this hall. Originally, Mr. Gu only bought this hill as a cemetery."

What happened back then... Ji Qinglin pondered for a while, and asked softly, "Is it about my mother?"

Uncle Sun didn't deny it, nor did he give an affirmative answer, but looked up at the Guanyin statue and remained silent, with grief in his eyes that Ji Qinglin couldn't understand.

"Mr. Ji, let me take you to see the ever-burning lantern."

Uncle Sun made a gesture.

Ji Qinglin followed closely behind, turned around the statue of Guanyin, and saw the statue of boys and girls back to back with the statue of Guanyin.

"This is……"

"Mr. Gu's younger brother and sister."

Ji Qinglin was startled and stopped, "Brothers and sisters?" He had never heard Gu Yinmo mention it.

Sun Bo returned to Ji Qinglin's side, looking up at the lifelike stone statue together, his eyes were deep, "Ma'am, she has had three children in total, and Mr. Gu is the only one who has grown up."

"When Mr. Gu was in his teens, his wife was pregnant with a pair of dragon and phoenix twins. The wife took the blame for Mr. Gu and was imprisoned in a mental hospital for three years. When she came back, the child was gone."

"Mr. Gu knew about this, and because of guilt, he agreed to what that person did."

Hearing this, Ji Qinglin looked back at Gu Yinmo who was answering the phone, feeling depressed and didn't know what to say.

Entering the underground palace, the wind blowing from nowhere brings the unique dull smell of the underground palace, and the ever-burning lights on both sides of the passage flicker in the lampshade.

Walking through the long passage, the field of vision suddenly widened, and a tree-shaped ever-burning lamp came into Ji Qinglin's eyes.

This ever-bright lamp is directly below the statue of Avalokitesvara, and the fiery red flames seem to ignite the lotus under Avalokitesvara.

Ji Qinglin looked at the inscription "I would like to be connected branches in the sky" at the root of Huoshu, and suddenly understood something.

"This place was built by Gu Kanshan, right?"

Uncle Sun's face was reddened by the flames, and he nodded.

"Daily bought the director of the hospital with money, and the director bought your mother. Madam bled and died on the operating table. Dai Li entered Gu's house justifiably. It was not enough for Dai Li to kill Madam, and later auctioned Madam legacy."

"After selling the pair of jade phoenixes, Gu Wangshan began to have nightmares, and later developed into mental weakness. He said that he built this Guanyin statue in the cemetery because he was sorry for his wife and Mr. Gu, and said it was for salvation, but In fact, everyone knew it was for repression."

"Gu Wangshan believed Liang Jing's words, and sealed the ashes of his murdered wife inside the Guanyin statue, which was sealed by huge stones and burned by fire for many years. He was afraid of revenge, and even enshrined the two children who were forcibly aborted."

"When the young master didn't come back, no matter how late Gu Wangshan was socializing, he would come back to kneel and copy scriptures."

Uncle Sun's tone was as calm as before, but his address to Gu Yinmo changed from "Mr. Gu" to "Young Master". Ji Qinglin could clearly hear his closeness to Gu Yinmo and his anger towards Gu Wangshan.

"Now this place is finally going to be demolished, and I have completed my task."

Ji Qinglin listened quietly to this suffocating story, a little unbelievable.

"You have been here all this time?"

Uncle Sun and Ji Qinglin looked at each other, "I have been waiting for the young master to come back, I believe he can overthrow everything that is unfair."

His question seemed to be thrown to Ji Qinglin, and Ji Qinglin didn't dare to look directly at his burning eyes.

Ji Qinglin believes that Gu Yinmo has the ability to take back everything that should belong to him, but he can't believe that Gu Yinmo is still the person he loved back then.

People change, not to mention that Gu Yinmo experienced five years of hatred.

"You are kidnapping morally." Ji Qinglin replied unceremoniously, "You can't use this method to force me to understand Gu Yinmo, this is not the reason for him to deceive me."

Ji Qinglin could see the disappointment in Uncle Sun's eyes. He closed his eyes and continued, "Maybe you think I'm petty, that I'm entangled in small love and love, and don't understand Gu Yinmo's painstaking efforts, but I That’s the kind of person I’ve never been magnanimous or a saint.”

Sun Bo said: "If his intention is good, are you still unable to accept it?"

Ji Qinglin thought this logic was strange, but he didn't want to refute it. He knew that they had different starting points and positions, so it would be useless to say more.

"I just want to reduce the misunderstanding between you, nothing else," Sun Bo sighed and added, "If there is really no way to continue, is it okay to be ordinary friends?"

"The young master is too tired to live. He needs a haven where he can rest in peace. After this place is demolished, he will really be homeless."

Gu Yinmo is really too cunning, Ji Qinglin thought, he always knows where his weakness is.

Faced with the old man's pleading words, Ji Qinglin couldn't refuse, he could only nod his head, "I can try to be friends with him."

Uncle Sun seemed to be a little happier because of Ji Qinglin's promise, and he said thank you several times.

The two came out of the underground palace. Gu Yinmo had already finished answering the phone, and stood in front of the Guanyin statue looking up at the face of Guanyin, not knowing what he was thinking.

Hearing footsteps, he looked at Ji Qinglin.

"Let's go." Ji Qinglin said to him first.

Gu Yinmo sensed the strange atmosphere between the two of them, and guessed what Uncle Sun might have said to Ji Qinglin, so he nodded and said goodbye to Uncle Sun.

Returning to the car, Ji Qinglin rolled down the car window to say goodbye to Uncle Sun. Uncle Sun stood on the stone steps and watched the two cars drift away, with a gratified smile on his face.

The return journey was very short, and Gu Yinmo felt that he had arrived at the foot of the mountain before he had driven much.

The sky was gloomy, Gu Yinmo turned on the headlights early, and the inside of the car was dark. He peeked back through the rearview mirror, but he was looking at Ji Qinglin's eyes on him. The cars rubbed against each other.

He straightened the steering wheel in shock, heaved a long sigh of relief, and heard a soft laugh from the back row.

Gu Yinmo blinked, and realized that it was not his own auditory hallucinations, so he raised the corners of his lips in embarrassment, and continued to drive attentively.

Ji Qinglin looked at Gu Yinmo's back and profile, and his smile disappeared in the gaze.

This is the person he used to follow even if he abandoned the oppressive and depressing original family. It is the antidote when he is forced to breathe by pressure and fear, and the only ray of sunshine in his life.

Ji Qinglin will never forget the scene where Gu Yinmo stood at the end of the runway and waved to him.

The boy's headband was soaked with sweat. Under the sun and among the crowd, his clothes were flying and he was full of vigor.

At that moment, Ji Qinglin planned the future that belonged to the two of them in his mind, and he could almost see the picture of the two with gray hair.

All the noise was automatically blocked by Ji Qinglin, and he could only see Gu Yinmo yelling at him with his hands in the shape of a trumpet.

what exactly is it?Ji Qinglin thought suspiciously.

He decided to ask questions before leaving.

"I want to visit Mr. Floys's house." Ji Qinglin said suddenly.

Gu Yinmo almost stepped on the brake, his expression froze, and he forced a smile, "Okay."

The car was parked downstairs to the right. Ji Qinglin habitually stood downstairs and looked at his house. Gu Yinmo parked the car and walked over, standing side by side with him, "Go up."

Ji Qinglin nodded.

Entering the elevator, some memories flooded into my mind uncontrollably, Ji Qinglin asked in a calm tone as much as possible: "Why don't you see Luo Huan by your side?"

Gu Yinmo knew he was wrong, so he could only explain: "Luo Huan is just my secretary, so she doesn't need to be by my side all the time. She is now...helping take care of your father in the hospital."

Ji Qinglin tilted his head slightly, and asked again: "The desserts that Luo Huan brought back were actually made by you, right?"

Gu Yinmo acquiesced to Ji Qinglin's question.

"You also asked someone to help fix the windows?"

This time, Gu Yinmo didn't stay silent anymore, he hummed, and added: "I just asked Luo Huan to talk to the company's maintenance department, and didn't go find someone specifically."

Ji Qinglin nodded thoughtfully.

Walking into the familiar corridor, Ji Qinglin glanced at the door of his house, and then heard the sound of the door opening behind him, Gu Yinmo stood at the door and invited: "Come in."

Just as Ji Qinglin imagined, the house is not big, even a one-bedroom that is a little bit aggrieved. The lighting in the whole house is dim, and the entrance is very small.

Ji Qinglin walked a few steps and entered the living room.

The living room unexpectedly takes up most of the whole house, because an entire wall is made into a projection screen.

On the opposite side of the curtain, there is only a three-seater black leather sofa.

Sitting on the sofa, Ji Qinglin turned around and saw Gu Yinmo standing at the door, looking cautious as if he was caught and punished by the teacher for doing something bad.

"This is your home, why don't you introduce me?" Ji Qinglin smiled at him.

Gu Yinmo walked over slowly and said cautiously: "There is nothing to introduce."

"Tell me, I want to hear." Ji Qinglin stroked his fingers over the smooth surface of the sofa, his tone tinged with coquettishness.

It's not easy for Gu Yinmo to be calm. He spent a long time in mental construction before he opened his mouth.

"During the time I was injured, I often sat here and watched the photos of you secretly taken by Luo Huan." Gu Yinmo paused, "Don't blame Luo Huan, I asked her to do this."

"I was very irritable and irritable during that time. Only by seeing you can I ease my emotions a little. But I can't go to see you directly."

When he first moved here, Gu Yinmo originally just wanted to get close to Ji Qinglin to find his loopholes, but he didn't expect that he was deeply entangled in hatred and longing and couldn't extricate himself.

On the one hand, he hated Ji Qinglin, who grew up with the money that killed his mother, and on the other hand, he loved the boy who once confessed his love to him with all his heart.

He only dared to be secretly attached.

But now, he was deprived of even the right to be secretly attached.

"It's my fault." Gu Yinmo raised his voice, "I shouldn't be spying on your life, I shouldn't be doing such things that scare you, you should reject me, and I'm the one to suffer."

Ji Qinglin's eyes were a little hot, being watched by Gu Yinmo was something he had fantasized about countless times, but he never expected to hear it under such circumstances.

Ji Qinglin asked gently: "What else did you do?"

Gu Yinmo had a lot of things to say, but at this moment, he also realized something, the quietness in the air made him who was originally uneasy slowly calm down.

It doesn't make sense anymore.Gu Yinmo told himself.

It doesn't make sense to say anything more.

Ji Qinglin will not change his mind because of his pale excuses, and speaking out will only increase Ji Qinglin's troubles and burdens.

"It's nothing." Gu Yinmo shook his head, "It's all Luo Huan's suggestion, and I adopted it when I thought it was effective."

He spoke very politely, Ji Qinglin heard his perfunctory, and did not continue to ask.

It was already dinner time, and the sky was completely dark. The street lights in the community had not yet been turned on, and the yellow lights of the buildings outside the window were flickering, like stars dotted in the night sky.

At this moment, the atmosphere was at its peak. Ji Qinglin turned around from the balcony and saw Gu Yinmo standing at the door with a nervous expression on his face. He felt that it was time to ask the question that had troubled him for a long time, but Gu Yinmo interrupted Ji Qinglin with a hasty tone. Said: "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll order you a takeaway or ask my aunt to prepare it. If we go home now, it will be there in ten minutes."

Ji Qinglin was startled, and said, "Gu Yinmo, cook me dinner."

Gu Yinmo hurriedly turned around and ran to the kitchen. He rummaged through the refrigerator, only found a few wilting tomatoes and two eggs, and found two bags of instant noodles in the cabinet.

He scratched his head, "That's all. Do you want instant noodles?"

Ji Qinglin said, "Okay."

Gu Yinmo went into the kitchen and started messing around. Ji Qinglin sat at the dining table and looked at Gu Yinmo's back in a hurry. Looking at it, he raised his hand and touched his eye sockets.

It was wet, and the fingertips were still warm.

The boy he once loved has grown into the outstanding and outstanding appearance in the time and space that he can't see. This is something that makes Ji Qinglin happy and gratified.

He does not deny that the part of his body that still loves Gu Yinmo is aching.

"Gu Yinmo." Ji Qinglin suddenly called his name.

The man stopped chopping vegetables, raised his hand to support his sleeve, and didn't look back, "Huh? What's wrong?"

Ji Qinglin took a deep breath, staring at the man's back very seriously, as if he wanted to engrave it in his eyes.

He asked: "That track and field competition, what did you call me at the finish line?"

Gu Yinmo still didn't look back, but blinked hard, and replied very quickly: "If you run to me, I will promise you." It seems that he has been waiting for Ji Qinglin's question.

Ji Qinglin was silent for a long time without speaking.

In fact, there is another sentence after this sentence, Gu Yinmo rubbed his cheek with the back of his hand, and said silently in his heart: "I love you."

It's just that in this case, he couldn't say anything.

The love that would have been screamed out with a throat that smelled of rust when he was young, but now he mustered up all his courage but couldn't express it, Gu Yinmo curled his lips in a self-deprecating manner.

He speeded up the chopping of vegetables with his hands, expecting the water for cooking instant noodles to boil quickly.

In the suffocating silence, Ji Qinglin pretended to smile relaxedly.

"Gu Yinmo, don't do it... I'm actually not hungry at all."

Gu Yinmo didn't answer, his hand dropped, he knew that he had sensed that something was wrong with the atmosphere from the very beginning.

He lied to himself that this might be a sign that the relationship between the two was about to change, but he didn't expect this moment to come so soon.

He still finished making instant noodles, and brought the bowl in front of Ji Qinglin, hot white smoke engulfed the two people's sights.

"Try it." Gu Yinmo smiled naturally, "I don't know how to cook."

Ji Qinglin took the chopsticks and put them next to the bowl.

"I don't know how to cook. I usually mess around when I'm alone at home, or...order takeaway."

Gu Yinmo sat in front of him, "Eat less takeaway, it's not healthy."

Ji Qinglin nodded, and said seriously: "Indeed, if you live alone, you have to take care of yourself."

Gu Yinmo's heart stopped and he didn't answer.

Light rain began to fall outside the window again, disturbing the quiet and delicate air.

Ji Qinglin and Gu Yinmo looked at each other, and Gu Yinmo knew that the time he tried to procrastinate was useless, and he couldn't keep people who wanted to leave.

After a brief silence, Ji Qinglin smiled relievedly, "Gu Yinmo, next time you meet someone you like, remember to tell him you love him the first time you meet."

"OK?"

Gu Yinmo couldn't face parting calmly like Ji Qinglin, but he could no longer find himself in Ji Qinglin's eyes.

He could only nod his head and say yes softly.

Hearing Gu Yinmo's answer, the corners of Ji Qinglin's lips curled up a bit, he bent his eyes, and the gentleness in his smile almost drowned Gu Yinmo.

But he knew that this tenderness no longer belonged to him alone.

They will only go farther and farther in opposite directions like two crossing lines passing through the intersection, and finally walk into each other's sea of ​​people and never see each other again.

Ji Qinglin got up and walked to the door of the apartment, this time Gu Yinmo did not stop him.

Ji Qinglin looked over the hot white steam of instant noodles, waved to Gu Yinmo, and said in a calm voice, "Goodbye."

Gu Yinmo lowered his head at the moment when tears were about to fall, and a crystal fell into the bowl. Then, he heard the sound of the apartment door being locked.

Slight and clear.

The group photo after the track and field competition was quietly placed in front of him.

The teenagers were blushing, sneaking behind the crowd with clasped fingers and betraying their little-known love.

【Speak】

There are many foreshadowings in this chapter, you can refer to Chapter 107, Chapter 57, etc.

The ending of BE is like this, the cuties who like BE see this as the ending, and the next is the plot of HE

I don’t know if anyone is still chasing it hhh, the cutie who is still watching, give me a feedback duck!

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