be safe

Chapter 36

Sitting in front of the computer, Xiao Jin confirmed that there were no other plans about Muzhenxi in the computer, and then stared at that short line of words for a long time.

Now she has no way to understand herself ten years later, but she can vaguely imagine that the things she has experienced in the past ten years should be more complicated than she guessed, otherwise she would not know how to start, and she would not even be able to make a plan .

The pessimism vaguely revealed in this passage seems to mean that she has no aspirations to get back to Muzhenxi, even if she doesn't get it back, she is still willing?

How could I become like this?

Xiao Jin put her hands on her cheeks, lost in thought.

She ran out so frequently and didn't stay at home obediently. Muzhenxi actually found out.One day she wanted to go home to get something, so she came back from the company, and Xiao Jin was nowhere to be seen in the living room, bedroom, or study. She found an excuse and sent a message to Xiao Jin: [The weather is a bit cloudy, I don’t know if it will It's not going to rain, can you help me see if the study window is closed?If it is open, close it]

Mu Zhenxi was sitting in the study, looking at the open window, waiting for Xiao Jin's reply.

Xiao Jin quickly replied to her: [closed]

When Muzhenxi came back at night, the window of the study room was closed.

Mu Zhenxi was sure that Xiao Jin was doing other things without telling her, but she didn't ask if Xiao Jin didn't tell.Later, there were two times when the company was busy and left work early, and Xiao Jin was not there.When I came back at six o'clock, I saw her sitting in the living room and explained that she had gone to the city library to study.If she said go to the book, Muzhenxi can still ask Xiao Zhang, but she can't help it in the city library.

The days are like running water, flowing forward unhurriedly. In August, the two-month summer vacation is coming to an end, and it is time for Xiao Jin to report to the university.

Out of the friendship of roommates, the night before, Muzhenxi offered to ask: "Shall I go with you?"

Xiao Jin held the remote control in her hand, tuned the TV station aimlessly, and asked, "Is it convenient for you?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek asked strangely, "What's the inconvenience?"

Xiao Jin glanced at her, hesitant to speak.

Muzhenxi answered self-consciously: "Just take half a day off."

Xiao Jin paused for a few seconds and said, "I'm not asking this, I mean the university campus, would you like to go in?"

Mu Zhenxi was stunned, and said, "Yes, why not?" She turned her head around, smiled, and said, "You don't think I didn't go to college, so you reject it?"

Xiao Jin pursed her lips, as if by default.

Mu Zhenxi took a tangerine from the fruit plate and peeled it, clicked his tongue, and said, "How can I be so glass-hearted? I was a student in college before."

Xiao Jin's eyes lit up: "When? Can you tell me?" She didn't know this.

"We divide—"

Xiao Jin's long eyelashes trembled.

Muzhenxi stopped his mouth in time, thought for a while, and switched to the normal AD year: "20... in 2010, Yin Xiaoli, that's my friend I brought you to meet earlier."

Xiao Jin said, "Reporter Yin."

Mu Zhenxi smiled and said: "Yes, reporter Yin, she was not a reporter at that time, she was in college, and I was friends with her, if I was off work, she would occasionally take me to her elective courses, that kind of very In the big classroom, the teachers couldn’t tell who belonged to whom. I was reluctant at first. Yin Xiaoli said that many people brought their partners to class. I said that I am not your partner. The students dragged me to class."

Maybe it's because the atmosphere at home is so good at this time, the tangerine in the mouth is too sweet, and the lighting in the living room is too warm, it's rare for Muzhenxi to open up the chatterbox.

Xiao Jin breathed lightly and listened patiently, not daring to disturb her.

Muzhenxi continued: "The class I attended at that time seemed to be called something or something. I can't remember the full name. It was very long. The teacher was talking a lot, and the people below were whispering. I couldn't understand. I just remembered the teacher after Half of the time will use multimedia to play movies."

Xiao Jin interjected at the right time and asked, "What movies are there?"

Mu Zhenxi said: ""The Truman Show", "Twelve Angry Men", "Rashomon", "The Seven Deadly Sins" are all of this kind, and they are quite old."

Xiao Jin said, "You have a good memory."

Muzhenxi said: "It's okay, I watched few movies at that time, so I just remembered."

Xiao Jin remembered some past events.

She had watched these movies earlier and liked them very much.

Her parents have devoted themselves to cultivating her to be an excellent successor since she was a child. She was asked to learn astronomy, geography, physical chemistry, and music. children".After living in the rules and regulations for a long time, Xiao Jin has gradually become what her parents want her to be. She is well-educated, reasonable, a lady, knows how to advance and retreat, and gets along with different people. She is the best in her class since childhood.But later there was still a disagreement. Her family was engaged in business, and her parents wanted her to study business abroad and inherit the family business after returning home. However, Xiao Jin had no interest in business at all, but was interested in literature that her parents said was "worthless". When she was applying for a foreign university, conflicts broke out between her and her parents. Her parents strongly disagreed. They would rather have her come back for another year than let her go to the literature department of a well-known and well-established school.

"What's the use of you learning those things?" Father Xiao almost went mad when he found out that she had applied for the Faculty of Arts. The always gentle Father Xiao called her to the study and asked her sternly.

"Why do you always use 'useful' and 'useless' to measure something?" Xiao Jin clenched her fists and looked up at her father neither humble nor humble.

"It's not that I said it's useless. It's useless in society. I know you like these things, but they can be regarded as hobbies. You usually read books and watch movies. I haven't said anything about you. I still I encourage you, and I will find you a single copy everywhere. But if you regard it as a proper occupation for the rest of your life, I firmly disagree!" Father Xiao loved her since he was a child, and he didn't say anything serious to her, seeing her clenched his fists , with red eyes, slowed down his tone, and persuaded him with a pleasant face, "Dad is doing it for your own good. No matter how good you study literature, you will either be a teacher in the future, or you will stay up all night in front of the computer to write about those few people. Understandable papers, why waste your good grades on this?"

Father Xiao understood it with emotion and reason: "You see, your mother and I have struggled for half a lifetime, and finally saved a huge fortune to give you a good life. When we grow old in the future, the company will have to be handed over to you , if you don’t take over, who do we go to, do you have the heart to watch me and your mother’s hard work go to waste?”

Xiao Jin remained silent.

Xiao's father thought her attitude was loose, and continued to insist: "You are a good boy, you will be obedient, right?"

Xiao Jin's throat choked, she looked up at him, and said, "I'm sorry, Dad."

Father Xiao was furious and extremely disappointed: "How did you become like this now?!"

Xiao's mother heard the sound of the study, opened the door and came in, and the two took turns to persuade her, Xiao Jin was unmoved, determined to stick to her heart.The atmosphere at home was cold and shrouded in dark clouds.

Every day, Xiao Jin could see her parents' disappointment and implied reproach, which made her almost breathless, but Xiao's father and Xiao mother did not intend to let it go and respect her decision.

The parents felt that she had changed, and someone must have taken her badly. Then they asked the nanny and the driver at home, and they suspected Muzhenxi.

Xiao Jin almost went crazy.

After all, she is still a child, no matter how she can hide that little city, she is not enough in front of her parents. After declaring for school, a bigger storm rolled up at home.

Father Xiao was furious, and planned to talk to Muzhenxi, but Muzhenxi was running around in the hospital because of his grandmother's illness, and was on the verge of collapse. If Father Xiao went again, it might become the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Xiao Jin knelt on the ground, hugged her father's leg and begged bitterly, which made Xiao's father temporarily dispel the idea.

……

"Xiao Jin?"

"Xiao Jin."

"Xiao Jin?"

A waving hand appeared in Xiao Jin's sight, with slender fingers and fair skin, which belonged to a woman's hand.

Xiao Jin grabbed that hand with great force.

Muzhenxi was startled, and wanted to break away reflexively, but seeing her red eyes, she caught her temporarily, and put one hand on her forehead, and asked with concern: "What's wrong with you?"

The picture in front of Xiao Jin's eyes gradually became clear, and Mu Zhenxi's worried face was just a few steps away from her, and she could touch it as soon as she stretched out her hand.

But she can't.

Xiao Jin retracted her hand restrainedly, and said in a hoarse voice, "I have a headache."

"Again?" Muzhenxi said, "I'll get you painkillers."

Xiao Jin curled up her knees, hugged herself, and nodded in despair: "Yeah."

Muzhenxi walked to the door of the study and turned her head thoughtfully. Seeing her look a little bit like a headache?Did you remember something?

Xiao Jin just made an excuse, but she really had a headache. This time, the pain was more violent than before, accompanied by fragmented memories, rushing into her mind without any structure.

She was rolling on the bed in pain, painkillers were of no avail, and Mu Zhenxi was helpless. She could only watch her struggle with red eyes, and finally fell asleep.

Xiao Jin broke out in a cold sweat, and his whole body was as wet as if he had been fished out of the water.Mu Zhenxi knew that her body was weak, and she would definitely have a fever and a cold when she woke up after sleeping like this for a long time. She struggled for a while, took off Xiao Jin's clothes, wiped her body without any distractions, and then used the hair dryer to remove her clothes After drying it, put it on again, covered the quilt and retreated.

Xiao Jin got up a little late the next day, and thanked Muzhenxi first: "I'm bothering you again last night."

Muzhenxi was making breakfast in the kitchen, turned his back to her and said, "You're welcome."

Xiao Jin asked, "Why are you still at home at this time?"

Muzhenxi said: "Didn't we agree to send you to report to school?"

Xiao Jin was a little dazed, but then remembered that she seemed to have talked about this topic last night before she was lost in thought, and gave a soft "hmm".

Mu Zhenxi looked back at her, still wearing the clothes before going to bed yesterday, she didn't dare to linger too much in her eyes, and urged her softly: "Go and take a bath, after washing, we will have breakfast."

Xiao Jin said, "Okay."

After breakfast, Muzhenxi helped Xiao Jin check the required documents, and after making sure that there were no omissions, they went to Lincheng University together.Teachers report earlier than students enroll, so the school is still relatively deserted, and the students are sparse.The scenery of Lincheng University is very good, the trees are shady, and Muzhenxi has nothing to do. I came here for a walk, and I followed the company's hr to recruit fresh graduates, so I have a general understanding.

The heat is still hot, and the sun is scorching the earth. Muzhenxi holds a parasol in one hand, and walks as far as possible under the shade of the trees. While walking, he introduces to Xiao Jin: "This is the student dormitory building, and that row is all there."

Muzhenxi pointed to the side of the road: "It's a wind and rain playground. There will be many students playing here during normal classes. Handsome guys...forget that you don't like handsome guys."

Xiao Jin joked: "Who said I don't like handsome guys?"

Muzhenxi heard a smile, and cooperated: "Well, there are still a lot of handsome guys in this school, and some of them are in good shape. If you have nothing to do after class, you can take a look."

Xiao Jin tilted her head and said, "Have you seen it?"

Mu Zhenxi rubbed his nose and said, "I'll take a look when I pass by. It's about food and sex."

Xiao Jin looked at the basketball hoop in the arena and said, "I remember when you were tall, people suspected that you belonged to the school basketball team, or you were a model."

Muzhenxi smiled and said, "Unfortunately, I don't even know how to do it."

Xiao Jin paused for a few seconds, then suddenly said: "I really want to see you play basketball."

Muzhenxi looked surprised and said, "You have said this before."

Xiao Jin made a puzzled look: "Really?"

Muzhenxi smiled and said: "Yeah, and then there was a physical education class, you went to the boy and asked for a basketball, let me shoot it for you..." She stopped talking and kept it a secret.

Xiao Jin already guessed that the result was not good, and asked with a smile, "What happened next?"

Muzhenxi said: "Just... put it in."

Xiao Jin hissed and said with a toothache: "Why am I so unbelievable?"

Muzhenxi said: "Ah, I was discovered by you." It was a very playful tone, probably in a good mood.

Xiao Jin's heart was trembling, and she tried hard to resist the urge to hold her hand.

Mu Zhenxi said: "Ten shots were made, but none of them made the score. The last shot was very angry and very hard. It hit the backboard and bounced back almost hitting myself. If I hide later, I might be disfigured."

Xiao Jin laughed.

Wooden Sleeper Creek followed suit and laughed.

Xiao Jin turned to look at Muzhenxi, her eyes were bright, she was undisguisedly happy.

Mu Zhenxi avoided her eyes and asked suddenly: "Has your memory recovered a little?"

Xiao Jin panicked briefly, raised her fingers and hooked the long hair around her ears, skillfully covered it up, and said calmly, "No."

Muzhenxi asked: "I said the previous things, don't you have a vague impression?"

Xiao Jin shook her head and said, "No."

Muzhenxi was slightly disappointed and said, "Okay."

Xiao Jin said: "So you just want me to remember the past when you said those things?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek said: "Yes."

Xiao Jin's bright mood disappeared, and the corners of her mouth were forced to bend: "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Muzhenxi continued to introduce her, the library, the liberal arts building, the Shuobo building...

When I arrived at the Human Resources Office of the comprehensive office building, I handed in the materials, filled out the form, and signed the contract. When signing the contract, because Xiao Jin was studying abroad for a Ph.D., the procedure was more complicated and took a lot of time. Applying for starting salary, medical and social insurance, campus card, etc., was more cumbersome than imagined, and the morning was not finished. Mu Zhenxi called the director and applied for an extra afternoon of vacation, and the director readily agreed.I ate it in the school cafeteria at noon, and I swiped Xiao Jin's new card.

There was a photo of Xiao Jin on the card, and Mu Zhenxi took a second look at it when she took it. Mu Zhenxi was very convinced of her beauty, and even an inch of photo couldn't resist her beauty.

She couldn't help thinking for a while, Xiao Jin would probably be chased by a lot of people at school.Not only teachers, but even students are probably indispensable.In high school, everyone secretly judged the beauty of the school, and Xiao Jin came out on top. Many people wrote love letters to her and stuffed them in drawers.

Muzhenxi made two bowls of soup, put a bowl in front of Xiao Jin, and looked up at her.

Long hair, slightly curly tail, light-colored lipstick, delicate eyebrows and downcast eyes, exuding a distant indifference, but this indifference is not an iceberg that keeps people away thousands of miles away, but a beautiful orchid blooming in the empty valley, exuding Fatal allure.

Good looks, good clothes, good temperament, and the hormones that walk properly.

Xiao Jin: "???"

Xiao Jin said, "What's wrong?"

Mu Zhenxi: "It's nothing." Mu Zhenxi is not afraid of someone chasing her, but she is afraid that Xiao Jin, who is amnesiac, will not know people clearly, and will be easily fooled by others. Nowadays, there are so many people who are foolish.But after thinking about it, even if Xiao Jin is only 17 years old, there are only a few people whose brains can match hers, and it is not my turn to worry about it.

When Xiao Jin lowered her head, a strand of bangs fell from behind her ears to her eyes, blocking her sight unevenly. She was holding a spoon in one hand and resting her other hand on her lap. Take a breath.Of course, the hair that got in the way just floated up for a while, and soon fell down again.

Xiao Jin bit her lip, looked up, and blew again angrily.

Competing with hair.

It's criminally cute with puffed cheeks.

Muzhenxi was scratched slightly in her heart, leaned slightly, raised her hand to stroke behind her ear, and said calmly: "Eat, stop playing."

Xiao Jin lowered his head to drink the soup, a sly smile flashed in his eyes.

In the afternoon, I continued to run to two places to help her set up the account of the school office system, as well as some things such as scientific research start-up funds and house purchase subsidies in the contract. Muzhenxi listened attentively and wrote it down in the memo. In fact, she obviously didn't go to college, but she treats college teachers well, and the questions she asks are also very professional, obviously she has done her homework in advance.

From morning to afternoon, Muzhenxi ran before and after the whole process. Xiao Jin was only responsible for following her, smiling and listening, and showing her face when she needed her.You don't have to think about anything when you're with Muzhenxi, and you don't have to worry about anything. Muzhenxi cares more about her than she does herself. This instinct seems to be engraved in her bones, and it hasn't changed until now.

Looking at her serious profile, Xiao Jin felt dazed, as if they had gone through these ten years smoothly and never separated.But then, the cold reality will remind her that they are no longer the close lovers they used to be.

Xiao Jin went through the entry procedures smoothly, and her work was on the right track.

On the first day of school, Mu Zhenxi sat at the desk, crossed her fingers against her chin, and stared at the computer in front of her, feeling restless, until Xiao Jin sent her a text message: [get out of class is over, there is no problem, the students are very happy. He likes me and is very serious in class. I think it's not just because of my face? 】

She was still in the mood for a joke.

Muzhenxi breathed a sigh of relief, and waited for 5 minutes before replying: [Okay, I will continue to work]

September 28th, Teacher's Day, is also Xiao Jin's [-]th birthday.Mu Zhenxi got off work on time, drove the car outside the gate of Lincheng University, picked her up for a meal, and celebrated her birthday.

【I have arrived】

【Wait a minute, I'm coming out of the office building now】

Mu Zhenxi looked at Xiao Jin's text message, leaned back, tapped the steering wheel with his fingers, squinted slightly, and looked at the school gate.Not long after, a white figure came into her eyes.

There were so many people coming and going at the school gate, but Muzhenxi caught her at a glance.

Xiao Jin doesn't have to go to work, and she went out this morning later than Muzhenxi. Muzhenxi didn't know what she was wearing, and only saw it now.Xiao Jin was the same as in the photo she saw for the first time, wearing a kapok white dress with suspenders, her slightly curly long hair hanging softly over her shoulders, like silk, and carrying a handbag of the same color in her hand.

Slender frame, slender body, gentle brows, and thin lips.

When she walked over, many people stopped to look at her.

Muzhenxi opened the door and got out of the car, and walked a few steps forward to help her shield her from the vaguely scrutinizing eyes.

Mu Zhenxi opened the co-pilot's door and put his hands on top of her head, Xiao Jin bent down and sat in: "Thank you."

Muzhenxi booked a western restaurant near the lake. The two ate and watched the night view. Finally, they served a delicate cake with candles. Xiao Jin closed her eyes and made a wish. The atmosphere was not ambiguous, but very warm.

Xiao Jin even thought extravagantly that the two of them might be able to maintain such a relationship forever.

"Are you full?" Wooden Sleeper Creek asked her.

Xiao Jin nodded.

Muzhenxi went to check out, and Xiao Jin followed her, with unresolved affection in her eyes.

The two went out side by side. Just after they left the door of the restaurant, Muzhenxi's cell phone rang. She looked at the caller number in confusion for two seconds, then answered with a frown, in a very strange tone: "Hi, may I ask you..."

Xiao Jin stood two steps away from her, listening.

Muzhenxi's tone became indifferent, and he said, "Is there anything you can do with me?"

After a while, Muzhenxi sighed: "I'm going over now, you wait for me where you are, don't run around."

Xiao Jin glanced at Muzhenxi.

Muzhenxi hung up the phone and said: "I have something to do, I will take you home first."

Xiao Jin nodded.

Muzhenxi put Xiao Jin at the gate of the community, Xiao Jin got out of the car and asked her, "When will you be back?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek said: "I'm not sure, it will probably take a while."

Xiao Jin said, "Okay, goodbye."

Sleeper Creek drove away.

Xiao Jin pressed the position of her heart, unable to ignore the sudden sense of crisis, she reached out to stop a taxi, quickly opened the door and got in, and said in a deep voice: "Master, follow the silver-gray Lexus in front of you." , the license plate number is xxxxx."

"Okay." Obviously, this is not the first time the master has taken on this kind of work, he replied skillfully, and immediately speeded up.

Xiao Jin's heart speeded up uncontrollably, as if something bad happened.

The driver asked: "The car in front belongs to your boyfriend?"

Xiao Jin responded perfunctorily, "Yes."

The driver master said very kindly: "Don't worry, I will definitely not lose you."

Xiao Jin's palms were sweating: "Excuse me."

Muzhenxi didn't realize that there was a car following her all the time, and finally stopped at the outskirts of Bar Street. She didn't even take her bag, only her mobile phone, and walked in quickly.

Xiao Jin followed neither far nor near.

Muzhenxi opened the call log, dialed the phone number just now, and said indifferently, "Where are you?"

After saying a few words over there, Muzhenxi didn't hang up the phone, and walked slowly following her guidance.Xiao Jin followed the wooden pillow stream to a flower bed, and a woman was sitting on the edge of the flower bed, wearing a T-shirt and shorts, she was still a beautiful woman.

Muzhenxi put away his mobile phone and walked towards the other party.

The two seemed to be talking, but Xiao Jin couldn't hear clearly, so he walked around behind a tree on their left and listened carefully.

With an indifferent expression, Muzhenxi stretched out his hand to the woman: "Where's your cell phone? I'll call your friend."

The woman didn't give it, she looked up at the wooden pillow stream, her tears were pouring down, and she choked up a few words.

"Muzhenxi, I regret it, let's get back together."

The sound is in the ear.

Xiao Jin's eyes trembled, her ears buzzed, and the blood on her face faded completely.