Abandoned

Chapter 253

Xiao Jiuzheng just looked at Chia Ya worriedly, acquiesced to all Chia Ya's accusations, she knew that Chia Ya's emotions must be released, if she didn't break out to others, she would have to digest all her emotions by herself. It's too uncomfortable.

Chia Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng, all Xiao Jiuzheng's worries now are pity for her, she doesn't need pity, even if she feels that she is very pitiful, but she doesn't need others to pity herself.

Chia got up from the wet ground, but because her body hadn't moved for a long time, when she got up, she fell forward numbly.

Xiao Jiuzheng immediately reached out to support Chia Ya, but was pushed away by Chia Ya mercilessly again, still without any strength control, under the strong thrust, Xiao Jiuzheng was pushed back several steps.The umbrella was knocked off, and Chia Ya and Xiao Jiucheng were drenched in the rain.Chia Ya didn't know what she was going to do or where she could go, but she knew that she didn't want to see Xiao Jiuzheng, let alone go back to the palace with Xiao Jiuzheng.

After Xiao Jiuzheng stood firm, he immediately caught up with Chia Ya and held an umbrella for Chia Ya. This time, Chia Ya didn't push her, but speeded up her pace, intending to get rid of Xiao Jiuzheng.Xiao Jiuzheng had no choice but to speed up her pace to follow Chia Ya, she knew Chia Ya didn't want to go back to the palace with her, but Chia Ya was alone, where else could she go?

"If you follow me again, I'll kill you!" Chia felt angry at Xiao Jiuzheng who had been following her all the time, and threatened angrily.

"It's okay, this is not the first time." Xiao Jiuzheng said indifferently.

All of Xiao Jiuzheng's good intentions are evil to Chia Ya at this moment. When he is in despair, everything is darkness, just like at this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng's words are all mocking to Chia Ya.A person who couldn't kill herself again and again, finally replaced herself and became the final winner. Isn't it just a satire of her stupidity and failure in the past ten years?

"I don't mind killing you again." Chia Ya reached out and grabbed Xiao Jiuzheng's neck. As long as she exerted a little force, Xiao Jiuzheng's neck would be broken by herself.But Chia Ya has no memory of hatred towards Xiao Jiuzheng, only the bits and pieces of getting along with Xiao Jiuzheng for more than a month, which makes it impossible for her to really break Xiao Jiuzheng's neck.

When Chia Ya grabbed her neck, Xiao Jiuzheng closed her eyes. Sure enough, even Chia Ya, who had lost her memory, still hated herself.

Chia Ya watched Xiao Jiuzheng close her eyes, as if letting herself be disposed of, Chia Ya let go of her hand, she knew that she could not repay kindness and revenge.

"Get lost!" Qian Ya let go of Xiao Jiuzheng, and after saying this word coldly to Xiao Jiuzheng, she continued to walk aimlessly in the rain. She didn't know where she was going, she was homeless, and she didn't know what she wanted What to do, like a walking dead.

Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Chia Ya, who had lost her memory, did not hate herself as strongly as before after knowing all her memories. Even before the guards came out to stop her, Chia Ya let go of herself. Expected better.She thinks that as long as Chia Ya accepts all the reality, maybe the relationship between her and Chia Ya will turn around, but now is the most difficult time for Chia Ya, and she is afraid that Chia Ya will not be able to get through.

Even though she knew that Chia Ya would never want to see herself at this moment, she just couldn't worry about Chia Ya, so she still followed Chia Ya closely.

I don't know how long they walked, Xiao Jiuzheng felt that it was not an option to continue like this, she had to stop Chia Ya from continuing like this, even if Chia Ya wanted to vent her emotions, she couldn't let her stay in the rain all the time.

Just when Xiao Jiuzheng was going to ask the guards to force Chia to stop, and to force Chia to return to the palace, Chia in front suddenly fell down.

Xiao Jiuzheng's heart sank, and he ran up immediately, hugged Chiya who fell to the ground, and looked at Chia who passed out, Xiao Jiuzheng burst into tears.

After being sent back to the palace, Chia Ya, who fell into a coma, began to have a high fever again and again, which made Xiao Jiuzheng stay by Chia Ya's side after changing into wet clothes, regretting that he hadn't stopped Chia Ya from the rain in time.

The imperial doctor said that it was just a small wind and cold, and after taking the decoction, it should be fine, but he didn't understand why the high fever persisted.

Xiao Jiuzheng knew why Chia had a high fever and didn't wake up. It was because Chia had no will to survive. She didn't want to wake up, and she didn't want to face a world where everything was lost.

No matter how powerful Xiao Jiuzheng was, he couldn't arouse a person who had no sense of survival. Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Qianya who was still having a high fever, and tears fell down again.

"Qianya, please wake up, okay?" Xiao Jiuzheng held Qianya's hand and said with a choked voice. This month or so has been the happiest and most relaxing time for her in more than ten years. If she knew that she would lose it again, Xiao Jiuzheng would rather Chia Ya has never been resurrected from the dead, so even if she has been sad all the time, that is the state she has accepted, unlike now, she is still ready to accept losing again, the process will always be more painful than the result.

"In this world, there are people who want you to live and people who love you. You don't have nothing. Let me tell you a secret. There is someone who has liked you for a long time..." Xiao Jiuzheng said, crying, Tears have never been heard, these days, it seems that she is going to shed all the tears in her life.

In Chia Ya's view, reality is the biggest nightmare, she should not wake up, and should not live in the nightmare.She was in another dream, in which she saw her father and younger brother, that was her carefree girlhood.But later in the dream, her father and younger brother said they were going on an expedition, and she was afraid that they would leave her alone, so she wanted to follow, but her father and younger brother let her stay.Someone needs her, they say.Chia Ya doesn't understand, besides her father and younger brother, who else needs her?Her father and younger brother rode away, and she chased after him, but they couldn't catch up. It turned out that in this dream, she was also desperate.At this moment, in the darkness, a voice came, telling her constantly, I need you, I love you, but she couldn't find it, who was talking.She doesn't know who else in this world loves her and needs her.In the end, she felt herself being pulled by a strong hand...

On the morning of the third day in Qian Ya's coma, Xiao Jiuzheng's body had already been overdrawn to the limit, and he was lying on the bedside exhausted.

Chia Ya opened her eyes, and the surrounding environment told her that she was still in Jiucheng Palace, not in Dugu's boudoir, she knew she was still in this nightmare.But her grief seemed to have been vented. She looked at Xiao Jiuzheng who was lying on the side dully, without any mood swings, as if everything was neither happy nor sad. In fact, she just fell into another kind of numbness.

Xiao Jiuzheng fell asleep even though she was extremely tired, but she still didn't sleep well. She only took a nap for a few hours before waking up. When she woke up, she found that Chia Ya had also woken up.After waking up, Chia looked at the front without focusing.

"Are you okay?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked worriedly.

Qian Ya turned her head and looked at Xiao Jiuzheng dumbly, but did not answer.