mousepad-d2 Chapter 248 Landscape
Chapter 248 Landscape
Instead of entangled with him over some unimportant things, it's really not his style.
For a moment, he even began to understand that even if he was given another head, or courage, he would not be able to think so clearly.
There are always some people that he doesn't want to understand.
There are always some things that he is unwilling to face.
When thinking about it so much, he would rather stay here alone than think about anything.
Later, when there were more scenery, he didn't say anything.
The things about each other in the past and his choices are all clarified at this moment, and then he will know that he doesn't have to think about anything about himself at that time.
Even if there are many thoughts in his heart, he will know that in the end, all he can do is nothing more than this.
No matter what, the past cannot be repeated, and the future he can see in his eyes is nothing more than this.
Even if there are many thoughts between the two of them, they all have to wait until the end. At this moment, whatever is on the mind's mind, that's all.
Shen Ning doesn't need to know what kind of things he will face in the future, he just hopes that everyone can know that at that time, he had fallen in love with Ji Yun a long time ago.
So he won't let go. In this life, no one else can do it except him.
Others also said this sentence to Nan Xiao. As for how he understood it, it is not his own problem.
He has said it from the very beginning, many times, he would rather pretend that nothing existed, in his own eyes, he may have seen through everything a long time ago.
Leaving was just to make a better choice. At that time, what kind of person or what kind of thing he thought of was the simplest.
Later, he understood that, for him, what he wanted to wait for was nothing more than this.
Everyone's thoughts are not so ordinary, but in his eyes, all he can remember is Ji Yun's figure.
He could think about what he wanted, and he also thought about it. Even in the end, he never understood, so many results should be people who think clearly.
They don't quite understand the cause and effect of everything.
After that, he didn't think about it anymore.
Ji Yun saw that Shen Ning was distracted, and knocked on the bowl with chopsticks.
"During eating, do you think so much?"
"No, I just feel that I don't seem to understand a lot of things, so I can only think about it this way. Don't worry, I won't let myself get into a dead end."
For many things, once is enough, there is no need to have a second time, not to mention that he knew it long ago, it was just not letting him go, and it didn't play any role at all.
He seemed to have mentioned it at the beginning, even if he meets so many people, giving himself a chance is just giving them a chance.
Occasionally, you can still stand where you are, waiting for all the right and wrong, and waiting for all the dust to settle.
What was everyone's thinking at that time, even if they didn't think about anything, this should be the result.
Only in this way can we understand that not all people will be as he thinks.
Obsession cannot accompany him for the rest of his life, what he thinks is nothing more than that.
When you get a result, you can see what you want.
Later, he met so many people and encountered so many things, which actually changed his state of mind a lot.
Now that he knows what the future he wants, the person he likes is Ji Yun.
After confirming his mind, he has already started to do it.
He has already thought of everything he can think of.
As for the reason, he doesn't need to tell others, anyway, the left and right are just such things, and he can't do much.
At this moment, he had already thought it over clearly, he should have known that he had never really faced so many people, let alone how to deal with so many things.
He just follows his own mind and does whatever he wants.
"That's good."
Ji Yun still didn't say much, even if Shen Ning thought about it, he still wouldn't tell him. It's not that they don't know everything, but they never thought about what it will be when they get to themselves Like it.
Can you say that Ji Yun is not outstanding?
No, he is excellent. Over the years, when everyone heard this name, that was the first reaction.
Ji Yun has already made a name for himself, and his name is a gap.
Many people can't get over it, so naturally they don't know what he thinks deep in his heart.
At that time, I seemed to understand that the so-called past, even when he didn't think about anything, might not have so many things about him, and he just lived according to his own ideas.
That's all he could feel.
Only when the result is obtained, can it be seen that what he wants is not the past, but the present, the future he wants.
Shen Ning nodded, but didn't speak, because he didn't know what to say.
I feel like I understand everything, but it seems that after the words are spoken, there are not so many reasons.
He felt like he was already doing it, but without success.
Although he couldn't figure out what was going on, he could only figure it out when he thought about it. Maybe he had figured it out from the last moment, and he couldn't face many problems by himself.
It was destined to have someone to accompany him to think about all this. After Nan Jin left, Nan Xiao didn't know what he was busy with.
It seems that there are no people to be seen every day, which is completely different from his previous leisure time.
He was still thinking, even if there were so many relationships, he should have to speak at this moment.
Otherwise, there may be no reason for what is said.
He probably knew about these things, so he didn't care about them at all.
Anyway, left and right are just so many things, no matter what, can he do anything?
He thought about it for a long time, but he still felt that the person who stayed in the same place was himself.
It's not that he can't see clearly, it's just that he can't think of any connection with Ji Yun.
He likes this way, and he likes this person.
But I don't know when I can go.
When he came back, he made a decision, so far, what is left, he seems to have never thought about this issue, and later, he was finally able to understand that no matter how much the past, for him, It's like a train, once it passes by, it won't come back.
He seemed more like he had figured out these things, which is why he became so persistent.
What kind of person can have, will know what he wants.
No matter how much the past is, for him, it is still remembered in his mind.
When I think about it, I still know that they never left.
At that time, when I thought of these things, I just felt that even if he was given a lot of opportunities and he didn't seize them, the result would be the same.
Ji Yun went to work after having breakfast. He said it was breakfast, but it was already past ten o'clock, and he didn't know what kind of meal he was eating.
Anyway, in order to cooperate with Shen Ning, Ji Yun didn't know what his lifestyle had become.
He used to be a person who paid great attention to health preservation. He had his own ideas about when to eat and when to sleep.
But now, it is completely different.
Given him so many choices, he didn't know what decision he was going to make.
He didn't know what everyone was thinking when they stood here.
But if it was Shen Ning, if Ji Yun didn't accompany him, he would be thinking wildly, and by that time, he wouldn't be able to realize what he thought.
What kind of causal relationship exists in his heart, there should be what kind of right and wrong.
At that moment, he suddenly realized that what he thought was nothing more than these few people.
After they all showed up and made sure they were safe, I didn't have so many wishes.
Think about what to do next, and don't have to think about what to do at the beginning.
Only when his memory stays at this moment will he know that later on, even if it has become the past, it shouldn't have anything to do with him.
The future he wants is nothing more than this, it doesn't matter if he waits or not.
What he wanted to pass, he couldn't stay for a quarter of an hour.
What have you thought about the future?
Ji Yun asked himself countless times, but he never thought about it.
Before Shen Ning appeared, he didn't know what his life was like.
No matter how many things you face, you can have your own way to deal with them.
At that time, I didn't care about anything, and when it was over, the person I was facing was still him.
No matter what, when he sees the future, he realizes that his choice is still nothing in front of him.
He didn't know why he had so many plans later on, but he thought, since he's already here anyway, he shouldn't think so clearly.
Anyway, occasionally, there's nothing wrong with being a little confused.
Even if all the results are so serious at this moment, to him, it doesn't matter.
For a moment, he began to understand that no matter what, there was no turning back.
Think more than actually do it.
That kind of self is the most authentic.
There are many results before we can have the current method.
Now that he knew it, he wasn't going to turn back.
It looked more like two people were doing these things together, but from the beginning to the end, he was alone, trying to protect him from the wind and rain.
Even when they were young, there was not much intersection between the two of them, and there were even many things that were not clearly explained, which shouldn't be like this now.
Even though he knew all this would happen, he was still thinking, give himself a chance, and let everything go back to the original point.
In this case, there will be a lot of unclear things between the two of them.
I'm afraid that at this moment, I suddenly understand.
No matter how many people there are, they are nothing in front of him.
I don't want any future, let alone any past.
He knew what his choice was, and at this moment, it was clear in his heart.
Shen Ning tidied up and didn't feel any sleepiness, so he drove to the cemetery.
In the past two days, most of the dreams he had were related to his parents.
Shen Ning wondered if they were missing him, so he came over to have a look.
After all, he hadn't been here for a long time, except when he came to send some flowers during the holidays, he didn't know what he had forgotten in such a long time.
Those familiar figures that would appear in the dream would still haunt him, and there was nothing left.
At that moment, I will know that my choice has never changed.
Whatever past he wanted, he still didn't say clearly about the past, he only realized now, even if it was given to him to recall, there would still be many things that he couldn't figure out clearly.
On the way here, Shen Ning bought two bouquets of chrysanthemums.
It is still a familiar place in memory.
He thought for a while, and placed the bouquet in front of the tombstone. Looking at the familiar photo on it, he felt a little helpless for the first time.
He never thought about what kind of truth it would be.
It seemed as if he knew about it a long time ago that this would be the result, but he never thought about it clearly. Later, when he met so many people, what should he do.
Between the two of them, when they really think about it this way, can they still turn around?
Yes, he doesn't care about anything, and he never thought about what to care about. Anyway, to him, it's all the same relationship. After waiting for a long time, they are still these people. Even if he knows, what can he do.
He was just like that, no matter what, he thought of nothing and then.
In addition, he has already seen it a long time ago, and there are still many problems in it.
At that time, he just didn't think of this, so so many problems happened.
If he was given another chance, he would have thought about how he would deal with the self at that time, even if he was given another chance.
He is still unclear about many situations in his life, as if he was alone, walking alone, without thinking about anything.
At that moment, he didn't even know what he should think.
Many people don't know why he did this.
I don't even know what he meant when he said these words.
He waited until the past, but he didn't wait for anything after.
He thought he knew everything, and he thought he knew everything, but he never thought about it. Even if he stayed for a moment, it would be a different scene.
Now that I think of this, there shouldn't be so many problems.