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Chapter 127 We are all unique 1 Our years are beautiful because of our best selves.

The atmosphere in the room suddenly fell silent.

The story suddenly changed from happy and cheerful to gloomy and astringent. Gu Ting almost didn't realize it, but thinking about it, if the atmosphere is as it was at the beginning, it would be a happy ending. How could the two be so far apart from each other?

Suddenly, I felt that the fruit wine in the glass had lost its taste.

The night breeze passed, the bead curtain swayed slightly, Ye Pengzhen's beautiful eyes were absent-minded, and her voice was soft: "After he left, I thought about him every day, and regretted it every day. When I first met him, I shouldn't be so sharp-tongued." , You shouldn’t scold him, you shouldn’t lie to him, you should show your best side, such as being beautiful, generous, gentle, and never swearing... I am not bad in appearance, and I am used to pretending to be good. What does he like? For such a girl, I can just pretend to be whatever I am? I will definitely not get to where I am today, unfortunately, there are no ifs in the world. "

"I wrote many letters to him, but I didn't know where to send them. He was always cruel and never left his contact information to anyone. I bought the yard next door and took care of it myself every day to ensure it was clean and tidy. It was the same when he was here, but he is not here, maybe he will never come back. I searched all over the city what he did when he was here, who he met, which snacks he liked to buy, which restaurant he often went to... I bought them all. Come down, I will leave him the place where he usually sits, stubbornly wanting to keep this entanglement, as if this way he will not leave, as if this way he can come back."

"Love is a thing that doesn't matter if it doesn't grow. It's peaceful and calm for a lifetime. Once it takes root and sprouts, it will torture people every day. Love is parted and you can't ask for it. The seven sufferings of Buddhism, sincerely don't deceive me. "Ye Pengzhen's voice was very rough, as if he was choked up, "When I feel very uncomfortable, I suddenly hate him very much. Why is he so heartless and refuses to leave me a mailing address? Why do you want to touch other people's hearts, and run away after teasing? After hating, I thought, this is fine, I am so good-looking and treat him so well, he can be so ignorant and ruthless, and he must be more ruthless to other girls, he must not I will get married and not like others, thinking this way, I can live through all the years."

On the brocade tablecloth appeared two spots of dampness, small and round, like summer water droplets, like autumn dew, who knew who was sad.

"Days go forward day by day, and I can't wait for anyone. Some thoughts seem to fade away. When I get busy, I really forget to think about him. I just thought, this is fine. If this continues, sooner or later I will be able to really I forgot about him, but here he comes again. When my father died."

Ye Pengzhen sighed faintly: "After suffering for more than a year, my father finally couldn't bear it anymore, and he went simply. At that time, I realized that it is really different without him. He is alive, even if he is sick in bed and can't do anything. Others are always taboo. He is dead, who cares about face? They come here in a swarm, wishing to tear a piece of flesh off me. Many people have their ideas on me, and all kinds of rumors come in different ways, morning and afternoon What I heard was different. For some reason, I used to be strong, but at that time my hands and feet were weak, and I couldn't hold it at all... Ting Ye just came, didn't say hello, and was not polite. He stood directly in front of me and gave me a hand. My father attends the funeral, collects the funeral, and buryes him. He uses the name of his fiancé to scold those who dare to attack me, and he does not forget to punish those who intend to meddle in my business and swallow my property..."

"He stood in front of me, his back was hidden, and he looked at those ugly monsters coldly, saying that bullying her was bullying me; he put his arms around my shoulders and said that I was his wife, don't talk about doing it, just chop it off if he thinks about it; he He has been by my side all the time, and helped me throw a basin for my father's funeral. He is much better than me. He hits a snake seven inches, fast, accurate and ruthless. That is the real man's city. When he compared it, the ones he taught me before were nothing short of trivial, not dirty enough, nor black enough."

"He has never been so gentle to me. He said that I am still a little girl, so I don't have to work so hard and endure so hard. It doesn't matter if I take a break. Anyway, he is rough and thick, and he has never been afraid of being scolded. He is bored with nothing at hand. Tight, tell me not to be sad about these things. It is said that life is going against the road, and you always have to suffer. If you are not bitter, you will not know what sweetness is like. How happy it is to lick it. I am very lucky. I will be afraid in the future It will be so sweet. Tell me not to be stingy, and always remember that he helped me with these things. Everyone is a brother, do you want to be loyal. The words "brothers" came up when I calculated his help a few years ago At that time, I didn’t think much of it, and I was so proud that I thought of such a suitable and generous word. When he said it, I felt a pain in my heart. Every time he said it, I felt uncomfortable, as if the wound had scabbed over and over again. It hurts to tear it apart."

Ye Pengzhen wiped her eyes: "I hate myself for being so weak. Don't I hate that dead old man the most? Why did I cry when he died, and I couldn't stop crying? He obviously didn't treat me well at all. It’s not cheap! Didn’t I hate this guy surnamed Ting? I wish I could stab this heartbroken man with a knife. Why did I lose my bones, let my mind go blank and don’t care about anything? I don’t want to go anywhere, I just want to rely on him? Ye Pengzhen, what about your backbone? What about your ability, what about your lofty ambitions! Didn’t you say that women can do anything! I seem...not as strong as I imagined, and I still have the cowardice and inferiority left in my childhood.”

"Ting Ye is really not a good thing. Sometimes he is far away and sometimes close, giving me tenderness, and then cruelly telling me not to be greedy, not to indulge. This is not something that belongs to me. I can only stand up on my own... How could he Can you bully me like this?"

Gu Ting couldn't help but nod his head at this time, it was really too bitter, he really didn't want to be a human being to a little girl like this!

He passed the handkerchief quietly, but he didn't know what to say to comfort him.

Ye Pengzhen took the handkerchief, she could see it for herself, she shed tears, and smiled: "I thought about showing my cards directly and asking him why he didn't like me so why he helped me? If he likes me... why didn't he show it at all, no Would you marry me? But he suddenly brought up the matter of retiring, and in an instant... I didn't dare to ask. I was afraid to ask, and I couldn't even keep this "brotherhood". I probably knew that this day would come, and I even thought of excuses Well, anyway, I want to keep my filial piety, don't worry, it's good to put a name on it, so that others don't make up their minds and blame him fiercely for whether he has a favorite person. We are brothers, and I haven't married yet. How can he marry a wife and have children happily and without any burden?"

"He gave me a strange look, and said that he didn't have anyone he liked, and he didn't want to get married and have children. He told me to worry about myself. While I was rejoicing, I couldn't help but feel distressed. He is so old, and there is no one around him. A person who is cold and hot has no one to take care of him, to accompany him, will he be lonely during the Chinese New Year, will he be cold in the long winter night?"

Ye Pengzhen was very beautiful, with beautiful eyes and red lips, pink cheeks, and a gentle smile and tears, which made people feel very distressed.

She is strong and brave, but also lonely and lonely. She is exactly the same as that little girl back then, sincere and pure, and has never changed.

Gu Ting's eyes were a little hot.

Emotional injury has been the same since ancient times. You say it is an annoyance, but it cannot be seen or touched. You say it is not an annoyance, but it is always and everywhere, affecting your mind, making you not like yourself, and also Let you realize that this is yourself.

During these years, she was chasing him and waiting for him, so why didn't he grow up with her and teach her to be a better self?

Like what Ting Ye said, you have to taste all the ups and downs in order to taste the real taste, the taste of being alive.Life is not beautiful because of a certain happy moment, but because of these astringent and sour years that make you gradually become yourself.

The humble dog in the world is a drop in the ocean. We are all the most ordinary ordinary people, with different lives and different shortcomings. Because of these differences, we become unique.We will all be the best of ourselves, worthy of the best in the world, we can chase, we can realize our dreams, we are omnipotent.

Our years are beautiful because of our best selves.

Under the table, the hand was secretly held, Gu Ting turned his head and saw Huo Yan's eyes.

Burning fiercely, like the sun and the moon, it seems to be telling something, feeling something.Seeing him looking over, she even raised his hand and printed a kiss on the back of his hand, completely ignoring that there were other people in the room.

Thank you for the gift of time, thank you for coming to my side, thank you for fulfilling my uniqueness.

Gu Ting smiled, just like the boy he saw for the first time, with a hint of shyness in his innocence, and boundless courage in his sincerity, he always goes forward and never backs down.

He held Huo Yan's hand instead.

"I can not be reconciled."

Ye Pengzhen adjusted her emotions, and continued in a slow voice: "I'm not reconciled, I still want to ask, I muster up the courage every night, and I give up every day, I dare not say anything, and I accidentally got drunk in the end - maybe it was me On purpose, I pretended to be cowardly. I confessed to him, said that I liked him and wanted to be with him, and asked him if he could marry me. We all got together for a lifetime, but he scared away. I even forgot about the divorce. The next day, he disappeared without a trace, without a trace, as if he had never been here at all, everything was an illusion. I knew that I was finished. This time, I am afraid that it is really over, and I will never see him again... "

"The next year passed, people outside started to make trouble again, and I was in trouble again. Do you still remember the mess left by my father?"

Gu Ting thought for a while: "Concubine You Gui?"

Ye Pengzhen nodded: "Well, although my father is a bit of a scumbag, he really has nothing to do with business, and Concubine You Gui seems normal, but unfortunately he worked too hard on women in his early years, which affected his life span, and he fell ill and died. Concubine You is of course dissatisfied. If others want to take over this stall, she will not object, as long as she can have enough benefits. Others kept me, and did not kill them all. I just want to fatten up before killing, in their eyes, I don't know when I have value."

"It's a pity that they underestimated me, Ye Pengzhen." She sneered, "If they didn't 'grow fat', they would have swallowed up my Ye family's property in one fell swoop. It's a pity that I have grown so fat. I'm still fat, and I hate others robbing me. Of course, I won't let them succeed. They are powerful and powerful, and I am still fledgling. I am not their opponent, so I racked my brains and thought about a big situation. If I die, I too... narrowly escaped death, almost killing Jiang Xin."

"At that time, I really almost couldn't survive. When I was dying, Tingye appeared again, jumped to the heart of the river, and found me after swimming for an unknown amount of time. Hongsi said that I was out of breath at that time, and it was him who repeatedly Press my stomach to control the water, breathe out my breath, and I came back to life. I was in a trance at the time, and I don’t remember anything, I just remember him hugging me hard, saying how could I be so cruel, how could I not put my own Destiny..."

"I don't know how he knew I was in crisis, whether he encountered it by accident or paid attention to it on purpose, but I know that this is my last chance. I worked really hard, but he refused to come over again, refused to come closer, He still insisted on resigning from me, and his words were firm. I couldn't agree, so we quarreled many times during that time. Except for the first time we met, we had never quarreled so fiercely. In the end, I got so angry that I drugged him directly. , want to make things happen—"

Ye Pengzhen laughed at herself: "As you know, I have always been bold and have a strong temper. It's not that I dare not do this kind of thing, but he is so cunning that he was on guard. He didn't drink that cup of tea at all. My last chance is That's gone."

"He left again. The next year passed, and I received news of his death. That day was the Lantern Festival. I didn't have time to hold the lantern and wonder if he would think of me and would be willing to come on this special day. Find me, and you will receive his bloody coat."

"I searched like crazy, but I couldn't find his body. I don't believe that he is dead, and I don't believe that he will abandon me. He is so smart and cunning, and he knows how to provoke and hide from trouble... But I can't find it. Now, I can't help it. Others persuade me to look forward, but I can't move forward, I see him in my eyes, and I have him in my heart, how can I marry someone else?"

"I am a widow. To this day, I am 25, and it has been 15 years since I first met him. I have been close to him, alienated, missed, hated, and murderous towards him, but in the end, Still can't let go of this person."

The teacup rang lightly, and the low sound was crisp and long, it was the sound of accidentally scratching fingernails.

Gu Ting thought, if the story ended here, there would be one more tragedy in the world. Fortunately, the emperor pays off.

Ye Pengzhen: "I frantically looked for him for two years before giving up, but just when I wanted to let go, the businessman under him said that he seemed to have seen him somewhere, that he only saw a shadow, not Sure, but I couldn't stand the news, and started searching like crazy again. As before, there was no trace, but I saw one thing, it was only his little habit, when he was particularly bored, he would The villain is carved on the wood, and the small wooden sticks you find at random can be thrown away, but the ones that are accidentally carved on the corner of the bed and table are hard to erase, and I will never forget his brushwork in my life."

"I couldn't believe it, and I didn't dare not believe it. I almost immediately thought of the 'death news' at the time. He must have known that he would not convince me, so he arranged this fake death. Why not go, I, Ye Pengzhen, have never accepted my fate since I was a child, and I don’t like to listen to other people’s arrangements, so I have to walk by myself! Anyway, there is nothing else interesting now. I have money, and no one dares to refuse to accept it. I have a lot of skills to argue with you , I will spend my whole life with you!"

"I've searched for a long time, but I can't find him. But since he set up a fake death situation, where did he go, what did he do, who did he meet, and what happened to him? I also know that he did escape by feigning death at the time, but the crisis was real. Someone bullied him. For the sacrifice of his deceased husband, whoever bullies him is bullying me! It’s money, my mother has plenty! It’s power, if you have money, you You can buy it! Even if you are a noble concubine in the palace, if you dare to bully my man, I dare to scratch your face! I don’t have enough status, I don’t have enough status, so I will climb up. I’m not a man, and I can’t be an official. Super good at making money! As long as I work hard enough, there will be no cracks that can't be broken! I don't want you all, I want you all to please me, all of you have to beg me!"

Ye Pengzhen was really angry at that time, if it wasn't for this group of messy people who made a hindrance, she would have taken down this bastard a long time ago!She also knows that it's not good to vent her anger like this, but there must be a place to vent her anger, right?I can't find a dog man, and if I find it, I probably don't want to part with it, but the officialdom is full of smog, and there are a lot of corruption and bad things. If she does these things, it's still a great merit!

"I have been bold since I was a child, and I have bet too much on this man. In fact, it is not all for him, but for myself, everything, just because my desires are hard to fill. As long as I want it, I will do it again No matter how hard it is, I will try my best.”

"I almost don't care about my life. Every time I pick the biggest one, I will chew on whichever bone is difficult to crack. I will engage in whichever corrupt official has a high enough background and is not easy to deal with. It is very exciting to play. I always feel that hitting With such a person, such a situation, I may encounter a greater danger. He will come to rescue him when he sees it. He always appears when I am in the most difficult time. If it is not difficult enough, he will not come. .”

Speaking of this, Ye Pengzhen finally had a smile on her face, and her beautiful eyes glowed: "I finally forced him to attack him. Although he covered his face and hid immediately, I knew it was him. He is always It's okay to hide from me. I'm used to it. I've been like this for many years. If you run, I'll chase after you. Anyway, I know more and more. The distance between everyone is always decreasing. Sooner or later, I will catch you. you."