I fell in love with the protagonist's father!

Chapter 87 The Lost Heart

After that day, Joichiro hadn't seen his lover for three days. When he came to the lake that morning with agitated mood, he didn't see his lover, but a note.

It read: Sorry, Joichiro, give me a few days to think about it.

Should he be thankful that his family Lucy at least remembered to leave a note instead of disappearing suddenly, Cheng Yilang smiled wryly.

But the most worrying thing happened after all, and Lucy was avoiding him.

Looking at the neatly written note in his hand, Shiroichiro felt that the whole person was not well, and suddenly felt that life was gloomy.

What should he do now?Should we wait for Lu Xi to make up his mind, or take the initiative to find Lu Xi?The first time he fell in love, he really didn't understand!

In the end, Joichiro decided to give Lu Xi some time, after all, this was Lu Xi's willingness, and he had to respect Lu Xi's ideas, although he wanted to see Lu Xi now!But Lu Xi must have considered it very seriously when he said this, so he had to be patient.

But... If Lucy "thinks" for too long, exceeding Joichiro's limit, then he won't bear it any longer!

How long does it take to think about it... 1 minute? 10 minutes?Is half an hour enough?Can he see Lucy within today?Time passed as the waiting gradually passed, and Cheng Yilang became visibly depressed with the naked eye. Now he can't wait to move to live by the lake, for fear that Lu Xi will not be able to find him when he comes here after making up his mind.

But today is the third day, and he still hasn't seen Lucy!

He thought he should know the reason why Lucy didn't see him, and he was willing to give Lucy time to think, but it had been three days, and he would be inhuman if he endured it any longer!He wished he could fly to Lu Xi's side immediately and make it clear to him, telling him that he didn't mind at all.

In the room, Lu Xi was typing. If there is no accident, this will be the outline of his new essay.He originally wanted to rest for a period of time, but now only code words can calm his heart temporarily. Now, he can only do his best to devote his mind to his own story.

"Ah... I accidentally wrote the main character to death again." Although this is not the first time this has happened, it happens every time I'm in a bad mood and distracted, but the frequency seems to be a bit high today, it's the third time.

Faced with this situation, Lu Xi had no choice but to turn off the computer, fell on the bed and buried his face in the quilt, after all, if he continued, he would not be able to write any good writing, and he would be scolded to death by Yumu.

He still remembers a time when he was in a bad mood and uploaded the scripted tragic death ending as a draft box and published it as a draft box. Locked that chapter and said to the outside world that he posted the wrong practice episode and it wasn't the real ending. In fact, he was in a bad mood at the time and thought about taking that as the real ending, but Yuki's eyes made him really unable to do it.

Lucy turned over and looked at the snow-white ceiling. In fact, he had already thought it over clearly. He decided to confess to Joichiro and tell him everything about himself.

Even if... Joichiro would be like those people, and therefore fear him and fear him, he still had the right to know the truth.

Joichiro was different from those people, although Lucy knew this, the uneasiness in his heart did not decrease.

But Lu Xi didn't plan to see Cheng Yilang now, he couldn't come out at all in his current state.

The thin snow-white horns protruded from both sides of Lucy's forehead, which looked cute, but with his current posture, no one would think he was human.

That's right... He is no longer a human being, right? Lucy's eyes were a little dazed.

Going to see Joichiro directly would definitely scare him, Lucy smiled wryly, tears running down his cheeks and dripping on the bed sheet.

But... I really want to see him, these words echoed in Lu Xi's heart, with tears in his voice.

Lucy tried hard to calm down, but he was a little powerless, his thoughts broke through the dam he built easily like a torrent.

This is actually not the first time he has seen these two horns, as long as he is emotional, the two horns will break the seal and pop out, and disappear after he calms down.

But before, it was just a phantom, and this was the first time he saw the horns in such a solid state, as if they had become solid.

And the edge of the amulet given by his mother to seal his demon power disappeared as if it had been burned, and there were faint cracks in other places.

When this talisman is completely shattered, he should turn into a complete monster.

In the past, Lucy actually didn't have any aversion to becoming a monster. Although he was a little afraid of the unknown life, in the end he still expected more, because he couldn't have any aversion to his kind who became "family".

He also fantasized about his father's race, because according to the shikigami's judgment, he might be a special race.According to the shikigami, there doesn't seem to be any demonic aura about him, but a very special aura, very powerful, and even a bit of a residual divinity similar to Yimulian.

Shuten and Ibaraki, who often appeared, also said that he had a familiar aura about him.

But to Lucy, these clues were as if they were none. He couldn't guess the race of his father at all, and even the pair of iconic ghost horns had too many similarities.

And... Maybe after fully awakening, he might be able to find his missing father and mother through race.

But even so, the reason why Lucy is still hesitant is very simple, because he still has memories of the human world.

Lucy is still a little confused about whether to completely enter the world of monsters. After all, he has been a human being for nearly 20 years. In addition, his mother Reiko has repeatedly emphasized that the seal should not be broken before adulthood.

So he has been living as a human being. Until now, although he has begun to turn into a monster on the outside, he is still a human being in his heart.

Besides, he met Joichiro, and for the first time, Lucy had the idea of ​​wanting to become a human completely, and then lived with Joichiro in this strange world to him.

But he can't abandon his family who are monsters and become a human completely. Although Onmyoji is a good choice, it is not his ideal state.

For Lucy, this world is very strange, and he has never left this town a few times, and he has always been far away from human beings.

He doesn't understand the world, can't get along with others normally, withdrawn, inferior, and introverted, what else does he have without the shikigami and this spiritual power, is there anything special about him?

Also... Is he worthy of Kamijo Ichiro?

He didn't want to be a person who could only rely on Joichiro, he told himself stubbornly in his heart.

But Yuki and Joichiro both said that their essays are great, and many people like his essays. Lucy finally found this place that he seemed to be proud of from the depths of his mind.

Lu Xi turned on the computer and clicked on the comments of his new articles. He rarely did this, but just wrote his own articles. Occasionally, he could hear some other people's opinions from Yumu's mouth, but he But he didn't care much.

Because to Lucy, they were just strangers who had never known each other and had nothing to do with him.

But this time, when he clicked on the comment, he really felt the huge "love" everyone had for him.

They like their own articles very much, Lucy thought blankly, not one or two people, but thousands of people are expressing their love for Lucy's works.

Lucy's heart felt comfortable and happy as if being comforted by warmth. For the first time, he really felt that being popular is such a pleasant thing.

After this moment, in Lucy's eyes, these strange names were no longer people who had nothing to do with him.

After "clicking" the mouse to the new article, a lot of comments were picked out, which made Lucy a little dazed.

The style of painting is like this.

"Is this the real person! Xia Mu who doesn't write love stories!"

"Hacked account?! Give us back Natsume!"

"I was caught off guard and was so sweet that I lost my teeth."

"!!! I thought I made a mistake! Shocked!"

"It's like a lifetime!!!"

"Xia Mu: I don't know how to fall in love. Now: It smells so good!"

"You said... you don't know how to fall in love, do you?"

It's in love...but maybe it's about to break up in love. When Lu Xi saw this sentence, she thought of it in despair.

"As expected of the codeword machine, there are new texts so soon."

Hmm... Without spiritual power, he couldn't even make [-] shifts a day. He was really useless, and Lu Xi became even more decadent.

Other authors: Have you misunderstood Riwan? ! !

So he can't see Joichiro yet, although he has to confess, but he doesn't want Joichiro to see himself so ugly.

Shikigami: Not ugly!real.

On the other side, although Cheng Yilang decided to find Lu Xi, he found that he didn't know Lu Xi's address at all, only that he lived in this small town.

But the good thing about this kind of small town is that the neighbors know everything about it. It is easy to find someone, just ask the old man to ask.

After looking around, Joichiro walked towards the gentle-looking old man under the maple tree.

"Hello, do you know where Natsume-kun's address is? I want to find him for something." Shiroichiro asked gently, and I have to say that the way Shiroichiro smiled couldn't make people feel disgusted.

"Are you looking for Natsume?" The old man narrowed his eyes slightly and opened his tone, "I advise you to give up and go back."

The old man sighed in his heart, he really didn't want to hurt this gentle young man.

"I really have something to look for him." Shiro Ichiro saw that there was still room in the old man's words, and pleaded eagerly.

"You haven't seen him for a long time. I didn't want to talk about it, so I won't be more sad." The old man's eyes looking at Cheng Yilang, as well as his tone, made Cheng Yilang suddenly have a bad feeling

"It's been a long time." Joichiro replied, they haven't seen each other for nearly three days and sixty hours!

"The words of Natsume-kun are already dead... probably 20 years ago, it was a long time ago." The old man looked up at the sky, he was old, 20 years passed in a blink of an eye, what a pity for that child, Went early.

"Eh—?" He wanted to say something, but at that moment, Joichiro found his mind went blank.

The author has something to say: I got stuck in a rather subtle place _(:з」∠)_

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