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Chapter 160 I Can't Do It

"I just realized today, Qianshan, you have never looked down on me, you have been lying to me as a fool. You look down on me, because I am not a smart person, and I don't have such good skills and brains. I am stupid. It is because you look down on me that you pity me. You feel sorry for me, so you give me alms."

Tengfei's lips trembled, his eye circles were red, he felt inferior and aggrieved, angry and helpless, he just looked at Qianshan like this.

Do you feel that I am pitiful and only give alms?Do you think I'm stupid to reward you?Do you sympathize with the responsibility of a fool?

Such a brilliant, hot, burning love, because it was given by a fool, so you don't like it, but you still feel pitiful, so you give it away, reward?

Stupid, too stupid, the feelings that are rewarded only when the stupid make people feel pitiful, are their responsibility.

Because he didn't love enough, he went to catch Du Siqian regardless of himself who was almost cut his throat.

"Tengfei, don't think so. I didn't like you that much at first, but now it's different. I really like you. You are not stupid, and I don't pity you. I just think that since we are in love, you are mine. Responsibility, I want to be responsible to you. I don't want you to be wronged."

Qian Shan's heart was almost crushed by him, Teng Fei looked like he was about to cry or not, the words he said made his heart ache.

She reached out and hugged Tengfei into her arms, kissed his forehead vigorously, and stroked his back.

"My feelings come slowly, and you suddenly appeared. I have done so many things in a short period of time, and I can't accept it. But I didn't know how good you are until we fell in love. You are so good that I am very obsessed. I I didn’t lie to you, I have real feelings for you, I didn’t like you enough before, but now I like you very much, and I will love you more and more in the future. Don’t be sad, okay, let’s look at the future, shall we?”

This is the case with people who are slow to warm up. Even if they establish a relationship, they will not be able to invest in it at the beginning. Many relationships die halfway like this. The other party has to be more patient than him to maintain the business.The investment in the early stage is slow, and if you find that it is not easy to turn around in the middle, you will leave and never miss it.But once you pass the middle and enter the later stage, and you are emotionally invested, it will be in full swing and you can't withdraw.I love deeper than anyone else.

Qian Shan knew his own problem. He spent a short time with Tengfei. At first, he was afraid that Tengfei would be impromptu. After a few days, he would lose his enthusiasm. He didn't dare to invest too early.

The two have been together for a long time, since he is in charge of Tengfei, Tengfei is his responsibility, the person he must take care of, and the person he will marry for the rest of his life, so he has to treat Tengfei well.

Du Siqian's excitement in his third year of high school made him always keep his distance from feelings, and he was not easy to get emotional, so his feelings came very slowly.He has been avoiding this matter all the time, which made him very restrained about love, and never cared about love and marriage. What he was afraid of was another conspiracy to calculate and use him. Facing the rapid take-off, he was at a loss at first, then it was ridiculous and unbelievable, and finally he had no choice but to He doesn't accept it, but he still doesn't have such a fierce and crazy love for Tengfei.

It was the first time Tengfei lived in the army, and he fell in love with Tengfei, but at that time it was only superficial, and his sense of responsibility was far greater than love.

Even now, he still doesn't love Tengfei enough. He talks about marriage and proposes marriage. Most of the reasons are because he doesn't want Tengfei to be too far away so that he won't be able to see Tengfei. He is afraid that Tengfei will be framed by Du Siqian.

But Tengfei gave all his feelings, which is not fair, Tengfei was wronged today, and Qianshan knew it was all his fault.

Coupled with Du Siqian's instigation, he always thought that it would be good for him to take off if his feelings became stronger after marriage. This shallow love, not strong enough feelings, was revealed.

He has been obsessed with Tengfei, likes Tengfei, and likes Tengfei more and more day by day, and when he loves Tengfei gradually, Tengfei knows the fact that he doesn't love it enough.

There is no way to calculate feelings by catty, and the electronic scale can be accurate to two digits after the decimal point, which is shopping.Can feelings be weighed?

But when a relationship is given wholeheartedly, the return received is only one percent of the ratio, and everyone will be disheartened.

"I really love you, Qianshan. You are so kind, you treat me well, you take good care of me, you are gentle and considerate, you help me get ahead and give me funds, you support my career and you help me get rid of bad habits. I love you so much .”

Such a good person, but he just doesn't love himself enough.

Teng Fei's eyes were red, and he leaned against Qian Shan's arms and almost murmured.

"I will love you more, I regard you as a partner, lover, son, my baby, don't be angry, take off, don't be angry, okay? We have a long life, get engaged on Mid-Autumn Festival, and get married before the end of the year. For the rest of my life, I will love you for the rest of my life."

Hatred is like a knife, some are sharp and cut iron like mud, stabbing people to death with one knife, and some hatred is a blunt knife, cutting back and forth, it always makes people bloody and painful, but they can't die.

Well, what about love?

Love is chocolate, love is candy, love is beautiful, romantic and tender.Love seems to be given all the good adjectives.

In fact, love is also a knife, it will not kill people, but it will kill the heart.

Qian Shan's tenderness is like a knife, wrapping the sense of responsibility and guilt in tenderness, piercing into his body, it hurts a lot.

Some people say that love should not be looking down and looking up. The person you admire always looks at him like this. He will naturally help you solve any problems. He will naturally treat you as an idiot and ignore your efforts and efforts.

Some people say that it is appropriate to give up, when the emotional pain is greater than the joy, leave.

I love you so much, I have changed so much, I love you with all my heart, but I was stabbed by your tenderness.

The fog has cleared, what was unclear can be seen clearly, and the root of the problem has been found.

Du Siqian was the introduction, he uncovered the reality of unequal between two people, put the gap in front of his eyes, and restored the hidden and seemingly beautiful things to the most real side.

When love fades away the sweetness of chocolate, the aroma of roses, and blind worship, when it falls on just two people, when they are no longer overwhelmed by love, many facts lie here.

The unequal pay and return, I love you and you don't love me, it's that simple.

Tengfei hugged Qianshan's neck tightly.

"What should I do? I can't help it."

There is no other way, and even if I try my best, I can't think of any way to make Qian Shan love her.Even a little disheartened, why can't it work, and he still wants to do what he wants to do so that he can love himself.

The strength to breastfeed has come out, and I feel that I have exhausted all my strength, but I still feel guilty. He likes it, likes it deeply, like it is not love, it is not fair.

I just feel that Qianshan is still far away, the frustration of looking at the mountain and running to death.

I used to think that it was not good enough and had many shortcomings, so I changed it. After I changed it, he still didn’t love it.

What else?The methods have been exhausted, the brain has been exhausted, and the physical strength has been exhausted, but it is still far away.

I want to turn around and leave without chasing, can I not chase?The feelings are all on Qian Shan, so if you say you take it back, you can take it back?

I want to continue, but I really don't have the strength, and I don't know what to do.

No matter how hard you try, it's still out of reach.

I ran after him, but I was exhausted and couldn't catch up.

I'm really tired, very tired, and the endless pursuit has not yet come to fruition.

Qian Shan hugged, kissed, and comforted him, and kept stroking his back.

"My feelings come very slowly, which hurts people. I also have a strong sense of self-protection. At that time, I really couldn't believe that you really wanted to chase me, and I was afraid that you would be casual. But I feel sorry for your suffering, Well, I was thinking to give it a chance, after all, we are going to get married, we both work hard, and fall in love with the premise of getting married, you will not break up easily, and I am slowly getting emotional, I admit, At that time, the responsibility was greater than the feelings. If you are bullied, I will help you get ahead, and if you encounter difficulties, I will help you solve them. Because you are my responsibility, I can’t ignore it.

I thought that in two years, we would love each other very much. We would meet our parents, and the parents of both sides would meet to stabilize the relationship. We used all kinds of external methods to strengthen our relationship.But every time I meet you, you always surprise me. At the beginning, it was a responsibility, and then I started to like you. I like you in every way. Then, I love you, just when you appeared in front of me in the middle of the night, holding A handful of lotus flowers smiled at me, I suddenly realized that I love you, and I also realized how unfair I was to you, your heart and eyes are all about me, I suddenly realized that I love you, and I also realized how unfair I was to you How unfair, your heart and eyes are all about me, you chase me, but I always treat you as a child, I always feel that my child is very good, very simple, if you want to get married early and keep it by your side, I will Don't worry about being abducted by the bad guys, or tricked by the bad guys.

Do you think this is still a responsibility?Well, even if it's a responsibility, why don't I have this idea for others, only for you?I worry about you because I love you.

You gave me everything, but I didn't give you so much love, it's not fair to you.Just now I wanted to say that I love you very much, but that is a lie. Only when I love you better and more in the future will you believe that I love you. "

"Tengfei, I don't know how good you are in my heart. Even if you make troubles and make troubles, I still think you are so cute. I am wrong, I always treat you as a child, Treating you as a son to pamper you, and seldom treating you as a partner and lover is a responsibility, a guilt, and too little love.

I want you to grow slowly, from child to teenager, to adult.You are growing up and have become an adult, but my feelings for you have not followed up, and I have always treated you like a child.You have become an indomitable man, but I haven't upgraded my love for you into true love for you.

I will face up to your growth, don't treat you as a child, and will definitely treat you equally in the future, and treat you as a man and my partner. The two of us stand on the same level, so take off, let's go from shallow love to deep love .Don't be sad, I will love you more and more. "

Qian Shan hugged Tengfei and whispered, as if he was giving himself an order, an order that was resolutely fulfilled.

I didn’t love before, maybe I don’t love deeply enough now, but I will love very much in the future.

One is deeply in love, one is shallow in love, one is passionate like fire, one is as warm as water, one is stupid, and the other is good at calculating.

Can those who love shallowly invest more, those who love deeply wait a while, strengthen and strengthen, and the foundation is stable, can it continue?

"I'm such a bitch, so hypocritical, why don't you like me?"

Tengfei laughed at himself, clutching the gauze around his neck and escaped from Qianshan's embrace.

"My old man, why bother about this? Didn't you find it yourself?"

"Tengfei, I am more responsible for you than love, I will be responsible for you for the rest of my life, and I will give you all my love."

"Don't say it, don't say it."

Tengfei didn't even look into Qianshan's eyes, he just lay back and was covered by me with the quilt covering his head.

"I'm injured, my head hurts, my neck hurts, I'm stupid and my brain is slow to respond, I'm so hurt that I can only be hypocritical and don't want to say anything. Let's talk about it later, you are busy with your work, I need to sleep more, and I need to replenish blood."

Qian Shan leaned over to press Tengfei, gently kissed Tengfei's ears and temples, and touched Tengfei's cold hands.

"I will love you more and more every day."

He was sad, not crying, no tears, but very sad.