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Chapter 193 I'm fine without you

"Sister-in-law, this matter is very easy to understand. The reason is simple and easy to understand. I understand everything. He is like a toy that I especially liked when I was a child. I like it very much when I see it. I have to look at it a few times every day. I think I want to save my pocket money and buy this toy home. I will have fun and not break the toy. Suddenly this toy is bought by someone else, I will be very disappointed, I am very unwilling, I go to see it every day, maybe This toy will still be there. Day by day, every time I look at it, I don’t come back. Disappointment slowly turns into peace. In retrospect, this toy is not necessary. Without this toy, I have other toys. Play with other things I can be happy with toys too.

I am very looking forward to his return, and I miss him very much, but I have a lot of things to do, and he will be forgotten when I get busy.I'm still waiting, and I miss him too, but not as much as I did when I was seriously ill last year.It's useless to think, if you don't come back, you won't come back, and you don't want to. "

Time is really a strange thing, it will deepen the miss and drain the miss.

People don't live for love, and they can still live wonderfully without love.Work, family, so many things fill up the time, maybe when I dream back at midnight, I will think of him who I love and hate, so what if I think of it, just sigh.

the more you hope, the harder you fall.

Wait, wait, I don't want to wait if I can't wait.

Thinking and thinking, it's useless to think, so I don't bother to think about it.

"He is busy, so am I. I still love him and will wait for him, but he is not everything."

Tengfei stretched and smiled.

"Sister-in-law, I want to develop the transportation company into an international transportation group! I want to go public!"

"it is good!"

Xiao Jing's eyes are full of admiration, Tengfei is actively working hard, the sun is shining, he has not been defeated by the so-called love, and has completely transformed from a child to a man!

"I am a pure man! An upright man! Starting your own business is the main thing. Love is just an embellishment of life. With love, I am a winner in life. Without love, I am still a winner in life! There are so many romantic people in the past, look at me Take off and spread your wings!"

Xiao Jing laughed out loud, watching Tengfei patted his chest and raised his chin with pride.

Well, that's right, that's the truth.So what if there is no love, a successful career, a bulging wallet, and increased own capital and wealth. At that time, if you don’t love me, someone will love you, and you will still be chasing after love.After that person came back, he exclaimed, you are awesome!Heartfelt compliments.

No one is everything to everyone, no one has the same life, live a more exciting life, and get better love.

"Oh my god, this bowl of chicken soup is really nasty, it will make you tired, hurry up and drink some wine!"

Teng Fei stuck out his tongue and drank a glass of red wine.Happily chatting with Xiao Jing about the children, my niece and nephew of your family can walk, I bought a set of small clothes for the two children on a business trip a few days ago, Ultraman Spider-Man’s, it’s so pretty .

Xiao Jing likes to take off more and more, it's like watching a young brother suddenly grow into a talent.

Tengfei has a good personality, can play and play, and can work with peace of mind.

At the beginning, I knew that Tengfei was muddy and could not support the wall. After he fell in love with Qianshan, it was a complete transformation. He suffered a serious illness and Qianshan left for more than half a year. Tengfei has grown rapidly, matured, and stable.

From kids to big kids to majestic men.

Tengfei became busier, the company expanded again, and he went to the shipping company for more entertainment. Mr. Xiao Teng became Mr. Teng, equipped with a beautiful secretary. Xiao Jing and his elder brother Tengwu introduced many contacts to Tengfei, so Mr. Yang also Very helpful to take off.

From being unable to understand the contract to writing the contract himself, Tengfei can sit in the conference room for a long time when he should be calm, staring at the lawyer and the middle management of the company without saying a word.When it was time to make trouble, he brought everyone in the company to contract the dance hall and dance.Drinking for a contract is the same as drinking water, and pretending to be a grandson for a loan to the bank.When he was happy, he regarded himself as a master, and the old girl who accompanied the wine took a mouthful of Teng Erye to coax him into ecstasy, stuffed hundreds of dollars in tips, and asked the driver to go home too.

He has a car repair shop, he opened a car repair shop specially for racing car owners, hired a lot of masters, he was really bored in the middle of the night, he would go to watch the car racing, and he would pay a few hundred dollars to stop it, and someone asked him if his hands were itchy ?Biao circle around, Teng Fei bit his cigarette and shook his head, two ribs are missing, if you get two more ribs for me, I will become a grinding little waist.

I also go to play mahjong, the game is inevitable, 1 yuan in one night can be won or lost.It's good to win, but if you lose all 1 yuan, you will quit playing.

Teng Wu was afraid that he would be addicted to playing mahjong at this time. He was in a bad mood. He was busy with work.After a while, a phone call urged Tengfei to stop messing around and go home quickly.

Go back and forth, go home now.

Teng Fei didn't want his brother to worry about him anymore, he went home halfway through the game, and when he took a shortcut to go home, he waited for the red light at the first street corner, Teng Wu called again, did he come back?

Tengfei smoked a cigarette and looked around, waiting for me to be a good person and do a good deed before returning home!

Teng Wu doesn't believe it, what kind of good deed is he doing in the middle of the night?Hero to save beauty?It must have been deliberately delaying the time and playing eight more laps.

I waited until after two o'clock to take off before going home, and I reported to Tengwu while having a meal. It's really a good person and a good thing. I definitely didn't deliberately delay the time so that I didn't come back to play cards. I saw a pregnant woman with a big belly sitting on the sidewalk on the sidewalk. He wants to help.

The days of Tengfei are full and there are many things to do. When I was looking at a contract, my phone rang.

He answered the phone indifferently.

"Hey."

"Take off."

Teng Fei took a breath, and a familiar voice came. He thought he had forgotten the tone and the voice, and it just reached his ears so suddenly.

"Tengfei, are you in good health?"

There was a lot of noise from Qianshan.

"Okay. I, I caught a cold after I called you that time, and then I recovered well, but when I was about to be discharged from the hospital, I had another minimally invasive surgery, and my health was completely recovered. Qianshan, Qianshan, I miss you, have you come back? Are you going home? Are you going back there or come to see me? If you go home first, I will come and see you right away. If you want to see me, I will pick you up at the airport. "

Tengfei was anxious, didn't know what he was going to say, there were so many things I wanted to say to him, but now I just wanted to see Qianshan quickly, and I haven't seen each other for seven or eight months, so he finally called.

Want to see, want to hug him tightly, then bite his neck hard, call him a big bastard, and ask him if you miss me.

Qian Shan had a little difficulty opening his mouth.

"I'm going abroad. For further studies, at least one year."

Teng Fei felt that he was just a joke, his blood was boiling and excited, he wished he could rush to Qian Shan right now, kiss him and hug him, scold him fiercely, then act coquettishly, then flirt with him Showing off that you are not at home, I am also very good. The company is developing well, and finally I threatened to tell him that if you leave for such a long time, I will dump you.

He prepared all the words, all the emotions that should be felt when meeting, and all the enthusiasm, but Qin Qianshan walked away again.Even longer than this time away.

From the exciting moment of rushing to the clouds to the lonely blow at the bottom of the valley.

It's more exciting than a roller coaster.

Tengfei fumbled out the cigarette and took a deep drag.

"Again, I have to go again."

"I'm going to hurry up and try to shorten the time and come back as soon as possible."

"Just go, why bother calling."

Teng Fei frowned, clamping down on the cigarette in his hand.

"Why do you give me a self-righteous surprise? I thought you were coming back, but you are leaving again."

It's not a surprise, it's another separation, longer than this time.

"I have never had a chance to contact the outside world. To contact you, I miss you, but there is no way. Tengfei, can you wait for me for another year?"

"it is good."

Tengfei stubbed out the cigarette butt and took a deep breath.

"Qianshan, I'm living a good life. I'm in good health. I had a check-up the day before yesterday and my ribs recovered very well, and the minimally invasive surgery on my spine didn't hurt much anymore. I won't drive for a long time, and I won't run long distances anymore. .My company won a big contract some time ago. Foreign and domestic transportation contracts can make a lot of money every year. Domestic Mr. Yang, Mrs. Xiao Jing’s sister-in-law, and those contracts I negotiated have all signed renewals and are developing very well. My company has moved to a better office building. It has grown from 1 people to [-] to [-] employees. I have already paid off the bank loan and I still have deposits, several million deposits. I I can also play mahjong, but just for fun. If I don’t play big [-] yuan wins or losses, I will stop after playing a few games. I won’t be jealous if I lose, and I will be greedy if I win. I go out to drink and have fun, but I don’t mess around with girls in bars anymore, and I don’t have one-night stands. When the time comes, I will go home and never spend the night outside. I understand that I don’t drink and drive. If I drink too much, I find a replacement driver. I will go to watch the race car, but I won’t do a few laps on my own. I have cut off all my friends and friends, and I won’t make detours with them. My mother’s heart is not very good during the physical examination, and I also know that my parents are getting old. Spend more time at home with your parents. My elder brother is not in the company on a business trip, and I will also help my elder brother go to the company for meetings.

You see, I can live a very good and fulfilling life without you by my side.I'm very busy every day, and I feel like I don't have enough time. "

"I know, I know everything about you. Although I can't contact the outside world, I can let others investigate your affairs, and I know your every move. Tengfei, you grow up, no, you mature, the more you It’s getting better and better, I’m so proud.”

"I mean, I'm used to having you and not having you. I don't wait for you anymore. I have too many things to do. It won't take a minute longer if you don't come back, and it won't shorten the time you come back. So many things, etc. I will do it. The so-called waiting for you is not important. It doesn’t matter to me whether you come back or not. It doesn't matter if it's a year away, I'll still be as busy as I am now, with so many things to do, I won't waste time waiting for you."

Tengfei smiled, calm and breezy.

"I'm happy when you come back. If you don't come back, I will be as usual. I waited from desperate hope to calm. Just don't let me wait until despair, or it will really be over by then."

Wait from desperate hope to disappointment, from despair to calm, from calm to despair.This long wait wears out all patience.

"I'll be fine if you're not here, don't worry. You don't have to worry about me anymore, just do your own thing."

Qian Shan understands what Teng Fei said, I still love you, I still miss you, but you are no longer everything.

People, there are so many things to do in this life, and love is only a small part.

It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I don't put you first.

When you ignore me, I also shift the focus of my life.

There is no change of heart, and there is no dislike, but you are no longer so important.

Without you, I will live very well, I will be wonderful, I will be very successful.

He used to help Tengfei grow up hand in hand, taught him various things, clarified what he could do and what could not be done, planned for him and screened for him, Tengfei depended on him like a child depends on his father, now that the child has grown up, He doesn't need to rely on anyone, he walks upright and resolutely by himself, he can face anything by himself, he is no longer a crying child.

While being proud of him, will you feel lost?The person who loves you wholeheartedly is tough, upright, brave and decisive in the long wait, but he no longer puts you first as before.