Chapter 170 36
Chapter 170 36
"On May 2014, 5, I saw him again. That day was the first ball game of the senior one men's team. He was a substitute. He seemed very happy, but I didn't understand why he disappeared during the game. .”
"In the monthly exam on May 2014, 5, his score suddenly dropped to No.31. This is the first time I noticed that his name disappeared from the top ten."
"June 2014, 6, weirdly, I always seem to look forward to seeing him."
"June 2014, 6, I haven't seen him for almost a week."
"On June 2014, 6, I was very worried. I tried every means to get his information from the teacher. It turned out that our two homes are so close. This made me happy and scared at the same time."
"On June 2014, 6, I saw him again at school. It was clearly a hot summer, but he was wearing long sleeves. Facing everyone's strange eyes, he didn't respond. I think he is really cool. Yes. I actually...began to appreciate him a little bit."
"In 2014, on June 6th, the results were announced again. This time I made a mistake and corrected an English multiple-choice question. He won the first place. I am also very happy. Jiang Zitao always has such a small expression on his face. Even if he won the first place, the corners of his lips were only slightly raised, but he must be happy. I followed him all the way home, and he arrived home before me. Their house is on the second floor, and I stood downstairs in their house. You can hear his mother's praise for him. In short, today is a very happy day."
"July 2014th, 7. It's been a long time since I wrote about him. Lele said that I was absent-minded recently, so there must be something on my mind. She told me that she was secretly in love with Jiang Zitao, but I denied it. I was in a bad mood. But I feel like...really caring about him. It's such a weird feeling, I can't really put it into words."
"On July 2014, 7, recently I couldn't listen to him in class because he was always distracted. The teacher talked to me and asked me to focus on my studies. I nodded and said I knew, but just came out. I met him in the office, he is very thin, but tall, with slightly hunched shoulders. I couldn't help but look at him twice, my heart beat very fast. Fortunately, he didn't notice me... .”
"July 2014, 7. My heart was very disturbed, just like the rain these days, it was raining outside, and my heart was also crying. I heard that he seemed to be dropping out of school, because of their family's reasons , it seems that his mother was injured by debt collectors. He wanted to make money while taking care of his seriously ill mother. I took out all the money I had saved over the years and stuffed it secretly in his schoolbag Here, I left him a note telling him I was just trying to help him and not give the money to the teacher, signed... with a capital M."
"September 2014, 9. It's been a week since school started, but I still haven't seen him. Maybe it's true, as rumored, he dropped out of school. I... actually miss him a little... ...I must be crazy, how can I have thoughts for him? My mother...killed his father..."
"November 2014, 11, I have not walked the road in front of their house for a long time, because I am afraid, afraid to see his face, my feelings for him are both love and guilt. ...after all it was my mother who killed his family... just let me forget about him..."
"On June 2015, 6, it rained suddenly today, and I forgot to bring my umbrella. But I ran into him, and he handed me my umbrella, and he left... I have been there for a year I haven't seen him. Sure enough... I can't forget him..."
"On June 2015, 6, I suffered from insomnia again. The black umbrella was still behind the bedroom door. I stared at it in a daze. Yes. I want to return the umbrella to him so that I can meet him...I think I'm very scheming..."
"On June 2015, 6, I finally saw him, but he seemed to be in a panic. I don't know what happened to him. He took the umbrella and left quickly. I think he probably hates me. Bar."
"On July 2015, 7. He walked into my classroom suddenly. The teacher said his name was Jiang Zitao, and he was transferred from the liberal arts class to the science class. There has never been such a precedent in school. The teacher arranged him in The person next to me said that I had good grades and asked me to help the new classmate. But Jiang Zitao is not a new classmate to me. He is someone I... know very well."
"July 2015, 7. We finally spoke for the first time. He spoke very little and studied hard."
"2015, July 7th. The final exam was coming. The teacher set up a study group for the average score of the class. I was in a group with him. Although he took a year off from school, his foundation was solid and he learned things very quickly. Fast, but one year of class is missing, science and liberal arts are not the same, if you don’t know it, you won’t be able to write a single word.”
"July 2015, 7. Our communication has increased. I am very happy and feel that the current classmates have a good relationship. It would be great if... if it had always been like this. I often think that if my mother If he didn't drink that day, his father would be fine. I think I'm sorry for him, so I must treat him very well... just as paying off the debt for my mother."
"2015, August 8rd. We finally finished the last exam, and we got a short one-week vacation. Because of the third year of high school, the school had to take advantage of the summer vacation to make up classes. I am very happy. I can see you again in only one week. him."
"On August 2015, 8, our relationship became better and better. With my help, he made up for the knowledge points that he had lost bit by bit. While helping him, my knowledge became more solid. Le Le also often studied with us, and gradually the three of us became inseparable."
"On September 2015, 9, Lele secretly fell in love early. I was a little worried about her just-improving grades, and I was a little envious of Lele. Our Iron Triangle became the two of us. At this time, I I realized that the atmosphere regulator between the three of us has always been Lele."
"On December 2015, 12, because of high-intensity study and pressure, coupled with the buff of irregular eating, my stomach finally went on strike. I was so painful that my face turned pale, and I didn't have a single math problem during self-study all night. Write it out. Suddenly I was held by two hands, very warm. I will never forget that warmth in my life."
[The author has something to say: These chapters are Feng Manman's diary, and I want to explain the story between them.
Fossey: I've never said so much in one breath in my life,]
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